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The rain had turned the Raven’s Nest windows into dark mirrors. Outside, the green neon sign broke into wavering stripes across the glass; inside, old maps and black-and-white photographs held their places on the walls while the bar settled into its lull between dinner and closing. Rory sat on a stool with her delivery jacket folded over one knee. The smell of fried ginger clung to her sleeves. She had come downstairs to return Silas’s spare keys and stayed for a glass of water, which he had replaced with whisky without asking. “You’ll want the water when you go back upstairs,” he said, setting the glass beside her hand. “I’m capable of making that decision.” Silas polished a tumbler. His silver signet ring caught the low light. “You’ve made it. You’re drinking water.” The bell above the door gave a small, tired chime. A woman entered, shook rain from her coat and paused beneath the photographs. She looked around the room with the careful attention of someone counting exits. Then she turned towards the bar. Rory knew the shape of her face before she found the right name for it. The mouth had changed. The eyes hadn’t. “Eva?” Eva went still. Her gaze landed on Rory’s face, then dropped to the folded delivery jacket, the damp cuffs of Rory’s shirt, the glass in front of her. “Rory.” The name reached across the years without making them smaller. Silas set the tumbler down. He glanced at Rory, then at the empty stool beside her. “Your friend?” “I don’t know yet,” Rory replied. Eva’s mouth tightened. She crossed the room. Her old copper hair, which used to spill over her shoulders in a bright, unruly sweep, had been cut close at the nape and dyed a deep brown. Her coat fitted well. Her shoes had no mud on them. Nothing about her seemed accidental. She stopped beside Rory. “Can I sit?” “You can.” Eva took the stool. A thin gold ring circled her left hand. Rory looked at it for a moment, then returned her attention to the bar. “Same bar,” Eva said. “You’ve never been here.” “I meant the atmosphere. Dark wood, old pictures, men who look as if they know where the bodies are.” Silas folded the cloth over his shoulder. “I know where some of them are.” Eva glanced at him. “That wasn’t meant as a compliment.” “Then I’ll take it as a warning.” Silas walked towards the far end of the bar, leaving them with a pair of water glasses and the space between their elbows. Eva took off her gloves, finger by finger. Rory remembered those hands wrapped round a chipped blue mug in the kitchen of Eva’s childhood home, tapping out a rhythm whenever silence lasted too long. Now Eva’s nails were short and unpainted. A pale line crossed one knuckle. “You still tap your fingers when you’re nervous?” Rory asked. Eva tucked her hands beneath the bar. “I stopped.” “That’s a yes.” “You still watch hands.” “I had a lot of practice.” Eva looked at Rory’s wrist. The crescent scar sat above the cuff, small and white against her skin. Rory turned the glass so the water caught the light. “Your hair’s shorter,” Eva said. “Your eyes work.” “You used to have it down to here.” Eva touched her own shoulder. “You hated hairdressers.” “I hated Mum dragging me to the one on Albany Road.” “You told the woman she’d made you look like a mushroom.” “She had.” A laugh began in Eva’s throat and failed to make it out. Rory heard the shape of the old sound anyway, and that made the silence worse. “Six years,” Eva said. “Nearly.” “Is that how you count it?” “It’s how the calendar counts it.” Eva looked down at the bar. A water ring spread beneath her glass. “I didn’t know you’d ended up here.” “I live upstairs.” “Above the bar?” “Above Silas’s office, technically. The pipes complain at night. The floor complains in the morning.” “That sounds like you.” “What does?” “Making a place sound like it chose you.” Rory turned to face her. “You sent me here.” “I sent you to London.” “You sent me a number and a station address. You didn’t send me a flat above a bar.” “I thought you’d find somewhere.” “I did.” The words landed harder than their small size deserved. Eva pressed her thumb against the gold ring. “I thought about you every day,” she said. “That’s a useless thing to tell someone.” “I know.” “Did you think about me at Victoria?” Eva’s hand stopped. Rory kept her gaze on the glass. A stripe of green neon slid over the water and broke against the rim. “You told me to get the coach on Tuesday,” Rory continued. “You said you’d be there. I stood by the arrivals board until the last one emptied.” “I know.” “No, you know now. You didn’t know then.” “I did know.” Eva’s voice thinned. She drew a breath and let it go. “I was in Cardiff. I watched the clock. I knew when you’d arrive.” Rory looked at her. “Why?” “My mother was in hospital.” “That’s not why you couldn’t call.” “No.” Eva folded her gloves, then unfolded them. “It’s why I was there. It isn’t why I didn’t call.” Silas moved a bottle from one shelf to another. He didn’t look their way. “Go on,” Rory said. “I couldn’t hear your voice and tell you I’d failed you.” “That worked out well.” “I’m not asking you to forgive me.” “Good.” Eva nodded once. Her shoulders had the stillness of someone holding a door shut. Rory remembered a girl who climbed the wall behind the leisure centre with a school skirt tucked into her waistband, then reached down to haul Rory up by both wrists. Eva had always gone first. She had always turned back. “You were the brave one,” Rory said. “I know that’s what you thought.” “It’s what you made me think.” Eva’s gaze lifted. “I was good at leaving before anyone noticed I was scared.” “That’s a neat way to describe it.” “It’s a true one.” “You built a whole life out of neat descriptions?” Eva glanced at her ring. “I work in an insurance office.” Rory let out a short breath. “Of course you do.” “I process claims. People send in photographs of ceilings and tell me the rain came through the roof. Most of them are lying.” “And you?” “I check the dates.” “Somehow that’s worse than law.” “I thought you’d be a barrister by now.” “I thought you’d be in a van somewhere, driving to the coast because the sky looked interesting.” “I used to think I’d be.” “What changed?” Eva took a sip of water. “I got tired of being the person who could always leave.” Rory ran a fingertip around the base of her glass. “So you stayed.” “I stayed.” “And I left.” “You got out.” The word caught under Rory’s ribs. She didn’t let it reach her face. “I got out because you told me to.” “I know.” “You told me to come before I’d even worked out what I was leaving.” “I know.” “You were sure.” “I was sure you needed to go.” “And then you weren’t there.” Eva looked down. “No.” For a while, neither of them spoke. From the room behind the bar came the muted clink of glass and the soft scrape of a chair. Rory could see their reflections in the window: her own straight black hair brushing her shoulders, Eva’s dark crop, their faces arranged as strangers might arrange them across a table. “You look different,” Eva said. “I’m still the same height.” “That’s not what I meant.” “I know.” “You used to apologise when people bumped into you.” “I stopped doing that.” “You used to ask permission before you took the last biscuit.” “I still ask.” “That’s not true.” “It’s not.” Eva watched her with an expression Rory couldn’t place. There had been a time when they could read each other from across a classroom. A lifted brow, a bitten lip; either one could turn an afternoon into a private joke. Now every look had to cross ground first. “Do you still hear from him?” Eva asked. Rory’s fingers settled on the glass. “No.” “Did he—” “Don’t.” Eva closed her mouth. Her ring tapped once against the bar as she lowered her hand. “I’m sorry,” she said. “You’ve used that already.” “I have more than one thing to be sorry for.” “Then pick one.” Eva faced her. The tidy coat, the trimmed hair, the ring: none of it looked like the girl who had once walked into the sea in her clothes because Rory had dared her. But there was a tremor in her thumb now, small and steady against the edge of the bar. “I heard his voice on the phone,” Eva said. “The night you rang me from your kitchen.” Rory’s jaw set. “You told me you were fine,” Eva continued. “He was there. I heard him ask who you were talking to. You said it was your mum.” “I remember.” “I knew you were lying.” “Then why didn’t you say anything?” “I was scared you’d stop telling me the truth.” “You were scared I’d need you.” Eva drew her gloves into a straight line between her hands. “Yes.” The answer had no defence around it. Rory looked at the pale scar on Eva’s knuckle, then at her own wrist. For a moment the bar seemed reduced to the two marks and the space between them. Silas set another glass near Eva, though she hadn’t asked for a drink. He gave her a brief nod and returned to his work. Eva touched the rim but didn’t lift it. “I came tonight because I saw your name on a delivery slip,” she said. “At a restaurant near my office. I thought it might be you. I went back the next day and asked.” “You tracked me down from a receipt?” “I didn’t know where else to start.” “Six years and a receipt.” “I don’t have a better explanation.” Rory shifted the folded jacket on her knee. The Golden Empress logo showed in red thread along one sleeve. “What did you want to say?” Eva looked at her ring, then took it off. She set it on the bar between them, turned it once with her fingertip and stopped it before it could reach Rory’s glass. “That I didn’t come to Victoria because I couldn’t stand to see what he’d done to you.” Rory kept her hand on the water glass. Eva swallowed. “And because I knew what I’d done by then.”