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Rain followed Rory through the door of the Raven’s Nest, ticking from her jacket onto the mat. The green neon outside broke across the wet glass and laid a crooked stripe over the old maps. She shifted the Golden Empress delivery bag off her shoulder. Her wrists ached from the handlebars. Silas looked up from a row of clean glasses. His silver signet ring caught the light. “Last order get lost?” “Last order found its way to a man who’d forgotten he’d ordered it.” Rory hung the bag by its strap. “He blamed the restaurant.” “An old London custom.” She rubbed the crescent scar on her left wrist, then stopped when she saw the woman at the end of the bar. The woman held a glass of soda water with a lime wedge pinned against the rim. Her hair, once a thick russet curtain she’d flung over her shoulder, now lay close to her scalp, dark and silver at the temples. She wore a charcoal coat buttoned to the throat. Her hands rested beside the glass, still as folded paper. Rory knew the shape of her face before she recognised the eyes. “Eva?” Eva turned. For one second, her mouth opened without sound. Then she stood, and the stool scraped the floor. “Rory.” They met halfway. Eva’s arms rose as if by habit, then stopped short of Rory’s shoulders. Rory closed the distance herself. The embrace lasted a breath. Eva smelled of rain and soap, nothing of the clove cigarettes she used to steal from her older cousin. “You cut your hair,” Rory said. “Years ago.” “Right. I missed the announcement.” “I sent a photograph.” “You sent a photograph of a dog in a raincoat.” “That was the same day.” The old rhythm flickered between them, familiar enough to sting. Eva’s smile arrived late and stayed small. Silas set a glass on the bar in front of Rory. “Your usual.” “Tea?” “You’ll have to ask the kettle.” She slid onto the stool beside Eva. Their shoulders didn’t touch. In the mirror behind the bar, Rory caught the two of them in fragments: her wet hair, Eva’s pale face, the long gap between their elbows. “How long?” Eva asked. “Since I saw you?” “Since Cardiff.” Rory watched the lime wedge turn in Eva’s glass. “Six years.” “Seven.” “Was it?” “Your twenty-first birthday was seven years ago.” “You remember my birthday.” “I remember the day. You tried to cut your own fringe before the party.” “It had been a bad fringe.” “It had been a bad pair of scissors.” Silas placed a mug of tea in front of Rory and moved down the bar. His limp made a soft catch in his step. Eva waited until he reached the far end. “I didn’t know you worked here,” she said. “I live upstairs. The job’s convenient.” “Above the bar?” “Above the bar.” Eva looked toward the ceiling. “You used to say you’d never live over a place where people could sing after midnight.” “I used to say a lot of things.” “That you’d be a barrister by twenty-six.” Rory lifted the mug. Heat warmed her hands. “I was ambitious at nineteen.” “You were terrified at nineteen.” “Both can fit in the same person.” Eva turned the glass between her palms. The lime left a wet crescent on the counter. “I came in because I had an interview near Charing Cross,” she said. “It finished early. I saw the sign.” “Still green.” “I thought you might be here.” “But you didn’t know I was.” “No.” A couple at the far table laughed over a deck of cards. Someone dropped a spoon. The bar swallowed the small sounds and returned them softened. Rory leaned her hip against the counter. “What was the interview for?” “Community housing. Casework.” “Not teaching?” “I never wanted to teach.” “You always stole your mum’s marking pen and pretended to grade my homework.” “I liked the red pen.” Eva took a drink of soda water. Her throat moved. The glass came down without a clink. Rory glanced at it. “You still don’t drink?” “Not since Cardiff.” Rory remembered Eva at the back of the school hall, red cheeks, a borrowed bottle tucked beneath her coat. Eva could make a dull evening feel like a dare. She’d laughed with her whole body, knocked over chairs, dragged Rory into whatever room had a locked door. That girl had never held a glass as if it needed careful handling. “How long?” Rory asked. “Five years.” “I didn’t know.” “I didn’t tell you.” “Why not?” Eva’s fingers found the paper napkin beneath her glass. She worried one corner into a tight roll. “You weren’t answering much by then.” “I answered.” “Not when I asked if you were safe.” Rory put her mug down. A dark line of tea clung to its inside. “You asked if I was coming home.” “I asked if you were safe.” “Maybe I heard the wrong question.” “Maybe you wanted to.” Rory looked at her. Eva had always spoken quickly when she was angry, words tumbling over each other until they made a wall. Now she left spaces between them. Each pause seemed chosen. “You told me to come to London,” Rory said. “I did.” “You said I could stay with you.” “I meant it.” “I got here, and you weren’t there.” Eva’s hand tightened around the napkin. The paper tore under her thumb. “My mother fell in the kitchen that morning. I caught the first train back to Cardiff.” “I know that now.” “I left the key with Mrs Patel downstairs.” “There was no key.” “Rory—” “I waited outside your building until dark. Then I found a hostel.” “I was in the hospital with my mother. I called you from the corridor.” Rory’s eyes moved to the scar on her wrist. She pressed her thumbnail into its pale curve. “I saw the missed call the next morning.” “And the message?” “I saw that too.” Eva’s face held steady, but her thumb kept working at the ruined napkin. “I wrote that I’d be back the next day,” she said. “You wrote that you were sorry.” “I was.” “You didn’t write that you’d be back.” Eva looked down at the torn paper. “I thought I did.” “Maybe you wanted to.” This time Eva received the words without flinching. She folded the napkin into a narrow strip, then flattened it. Silas passed behind them with a tray. His shoulder brushed Rory’s. He set a bowl of salted almonds on the bar and continued toward the tables. “I came back the next day,” Eva said. “You were gone.” “I’d found a room.” “You could’ve called.” “So could you.” “I did.” “After that.” Eva looked at Rory’s left wrist. “I thought you wanted me to leave you alone.” Rory’s mouth tightened. “I wanted you to come after me.” The words sat between them. Rory reached for her tea. It had cooled enough to drink, but she held the mug without lifting it. Eva’s gaze stayed on the scar. “I didn’t know.” “I know.” “I should have known.” “You were twenty-one. Your mother was sick. You had your own mess.” “That doesn’t make it better.” “No.” Rory rubbed the rim of the mug with one finger. “It makes it what happened.” Eva let out a breath through her nose. “You sound like your father.” “That’s the worst thing anyone’s said to me tonight.” “I thought you liked him.” “I did. I also knew him.” For the first time, Eva’s smile reached her eyes, though it vanished before Rory could answer it. She sat back on the stool. The years showed not in the lines of her face but in the way she kept her coat buttoned, in the patience with which she let silence settle instead of rushing to fill it. “What changed?” Rory asked. “You, I mean.” Eva glanced toward the green-lit window. “I stopped mistaking noise for being alive.” Rory remembered the girl who had climbed the railings above the Taff and shouted songs at passing trains. The girl who had once slept in Rory’s bed after a fight with her mother, talking until dawn and falling asleep with one hand twisted in Rory’s sleeve. “That sounds like something you say in an interview.” “It was a good interview answer.” “Did you believe it?” “Some days.” Eva looked into her soda water. Bubbles clung to the glass, small and bright, then disappeared. “After Mum got worse, I went back to Cardiff,” she said. “After she died, I stayed. Then I left. Then I stayed somewhere else. I got good at packing one bag.” Rory didn’t ask where the bag had taken her. The answer would have made the years into a list, and she could already feel the list gathering: addresses, jobs, brief explanations, all the places where one might have written and hadn’t. “You could’ve found me,” Rory said. “I did.” “When?” “Once. Your number changed.” “That was Evan.” Eva’s expression hardened at the name. “I thought he’d made you change it.” “He did.” “And I thought—” “You thought I’d call when I was ready.” “I thought you’d call when you wanted me.” Rory pressed her palm against the bar. The wood held the warmth of other hands, other evenings. “I wanted you,” she said. “I just didn’t know how to ask without hearing your answer before you gave it.” Eva’s fingers stopped moving. “What answer did you think I’d give?” “That you were busy. That I’d waited too long. That I’d made a mess of my own life and expected you to clean it up.” “I would’ve come.” “You didn’t.” “No.” Eva lifted her glass, then set it down without drinking. “I didn’t.” Silas called an order to the kitchen hatch. Rory turned toward the sound, grateful for the brief task of listening. A plate slid onto the counter. The kitchen door swung shut. When she faced Eva again, Eva had pulled the torn napkin apart and was smoothing both pieces side by side. “Do you still have the number?” Eva asked. “Whose?” “Mine.” Rory looked at her, then at the two strips of paper beneath Eva’s hand. “I don’t know,” she said. “I might.”