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The rain had found the gap between Rory’s collar and her neck. She sat at the end of the bar with her wet coat folded over the stool beside her, a paper cup of tea warming both hands. The delivery bag rested by her boots, its orange lining smelling of ginger, sesame oil and the damp pavement. Silas moved along the counter with a cloth. His left leg checked his stride each time he turned. Behind him, old maps covered the walls, their borders inked in colours that had faded to the shades of old bruises. A green wash from the sign outside crossed the front window and vanished whenever a cab passed. The door opened. A woman came in, shook rain from her sleeves and stopped beneath the black-and-white photograph of a ship. Rory looked up. The woman’s hair was cut close at the nape and tucked behind one ear. She wore a charcoal coat with the collar turned up, and held herself with the careful straightness of someone who had learnt not to take up room. Her eyes moved from Silas to the empty tables. Then they landed on Rory. “Rory?” The name had travelled across years in the same voice, though the voice itself had lost its old bright edge. Rory’s fingers tightened around the cup. The crescent scar on her left wrist showed where her sleeve had ridden up. “Eva.” For a moment neither moved. The rain tapped at the glass. Silas set down his cloth. “I’ll get you something hot,” he told the woman. “Unless you’ve come in for the floor.” Eva’s mouth twitched. “Tea would be good.” Silas reached for a cup. Eva kept her gaze on Rory as she pulled off her gloves, finger by finger. Her nails were short and bare. Rory remembered them painted red at sixteen, chipped by Monday morning, redone by Friday night. Eva had once used her hands to tell stories before she got to the end of a sentence. “Can I sit?” Eva asked. Rory moved her coat from the stool. “It’s a bar.” “That wasn’t quite an answer.” “No. Sit.” Eva took the stool, leaving a space between them that the coat had occupied. Silas poured hot water over a tea bag and set the cup in front of her. His silver signet ring caught the bar light as he slid it across. “Anything else?” “Nothing, thanks.” Silas gave Rory a glance. She lifted her tea. He went to the far end of the counter and found work among the bottles. Eva wrapped her hands around the cup. “You live here?” “Upstairs.” “Above the bar?” “Above the bar.” A breath escaped Eva, close to a laugh but not quite one. “Of course you do.” “Why, of course?” “You were never keen on a quiet landing.” Rory looked at her. “You used to put a chair under your bedroom door when your dad came home drunk.” Eva’s fingers shifted on the cup. She looked down into the tea. “I remember.” “Do you?” “I remember the chair. I remember you climbing out through the bathroom window because you thought the front door would wake him.” “I fell into your mum’s hydrangeas.” “You flattened the whole row.” “You blamed the cat.” “We didn’t have a cat.” “You were a convincing liar.” The old rhythm rose between them, recognizable as a tune from another room. Then the silence came back, changed in its shape. Eva rubbed one thumb over the cup’s handle. “You look well.” Rory glanced at the water staining her sleeve. “I look wet.” “You always did have an answer ready.” “Not always.” “No,” Eva said. “Not always.” Rory set her cup down. She had imagined this meeting in fragments over the past two years: Eva at a station, Eva in a supermarket aisle, Eva standing outside the flat with the green neon behind her. In none of those versions had Rory found the right first thing to say. Now she had the chance and could think of nothing better than the weather. “What are you doing in Soho?” “Meeting someone from the council. They’re looking at the old school building on Cowley Road. I’ve been asked to advise on the classroom rooms.” “You’re still teaching?” “Year Six. Cardiff.” Eva pulled a damp strand of hair from her cheek. “I thought I’d get out of it by now. Instead, they gave me responsibility for the keys.” Rory nodded. Eva had once said she would never spend her life in one place. She’d made lists of cities on the backs of bus tickets: Glasgow, Lisbon, Berlin. She had talked about leaving Cardiff with the same certainty Rory had once reserved for becoming a barrister. “You cut your hair,” Rory said. “Three years ago.” “It suits you.” “It’s easier.” The answer closed a small door. Rory watched Eva lift the cup, take a sip, and set it down without drinking more. The woman in front of her had the same long fingers, the same small notch in her left eyebrow from the time they’d tried to climb a wall behind the leisure centre. But the old Eva had occupied any room as if she expected it to make space. This Eva had learnt to measure the gap between herself and the nearest exit. “You came to London,” Eva said. “Eventually.” “I know. I heard.” “From who?” “Your mother. She told mine you’d found work.” Rory looked past her toward the black-and-white photographs. A boy in one of them stared out from a street corner, his face lost to grain and age. “You could’ve asked me.” “I could have.” Neither reached for the next sentence. Silas polished a glass at the other end of the bar. He kept his back to them. Eva slid her gloves into her coat pocket. “I called you because I thought you needed somewhere to go.” “I did.” “I thought you’d call when you got here.” “I thought you’d ask where I was.” Eva’s chin dipped. “I should have.” The answer came without defence. That made it harder to meet her eyes. Rory rolled the cup between her palms. “You told me to leave Cardiff. You didn’t tell me where to sleep, or who to call, or what to do when I got off the train.” “I thought you had it planned.” “I had a bag.” “I know.” “Do you?” Eva’s gaze stayed on the table between them. “Your mum told mine you had one. A small one.” “She must’ve been very precise.” “She was.” Rory let out a breath through her nose. “You were the one who said, ‘Come to London. You can stay with me.’” Eva flinched at the quoted words. The movement hardly disturbed her shoulders, but Rory saw it. “I was living in London then,” Eva said. “I’d rented that room in Bethnal Green. I meant it when I said it.” “But you went back.” “My mother had her stroke the week after you left.” The bar settled around the sentence. Rory looked at Eva’s hands. She had taken off her gloves, but the knuckles remained red from the cold. “Your mum had a stroke?” “She survived. She didn’t get much of her speech back. My brother was in Perth, and my dad…” Eva stopped. “My dad was no use to her. So I went home.” “You could have told me.” “I couldn’t manage much beyond her and the house. I told myself you’d be safe by then.” Rory heard the scrape beneath safe. Eva had made her own decision from Cardiff and left Rory to live inside it. “I was safe,” Rory said. Eva nodded. “Good.” “Not all at once.” “No.” The silence between them held a different weight now. Rory could have taken Eva’s hand. She could have asked about her mother. Instead she watched a drop of rain slide from Eva’s coat hem and darken the floorboards. “What did you think I’d do?” Rory asked. “When I got here?” “Find work. Find a room. Find someone who could help.” “I found Silas.” “That sounds more useful than my plan.” “It was a good plan.” “You’re still here.” “So is the bar.” Eva looked around. “It’s strange. I thought you’d have got out of London by now.” “Why?” “You always talked about leaving.” “You did too.” “Yes.” Eva turned her cup in a slow circle. “I stayed.” The words carried no plea for praise. Rory heard the years inside them: the house sold or not sold, the classrooms, the appointments, the long hours at a bedside. A younger Eva had treated staying as a kind of surrender. Now she spoke of it like a fact she’d had to learn to carry. “I’m sorry I didn’t call,” Rory said. Eva’s eyes lifted. “After I got here,” Rory continued. “I kept thinking I’d call when I had a proper job. When I stopped flinching every time the phone rang. When I had something to tell you besides what I’d escaped.” “You didn’t have to earn a conversation.” “I know that now.” “I should have called too.” “You had your mum.” “I had plenty of reasons.” Eva’s hands tightened around the cup. “That’s not the same as having a good one.” Rory turned her wrist, pressing her thumb against the small crescent scar. Her mother had called it proof that a child could cut herself on a jam jar and still insist she had not been crying. Eva had sat on the kitchen counter while Rory’s father wrapped it in a tea towel. They had been eleven. Everything that hurt had seemed temporary then, if the kitchen light stayed on and someone put the kettle on. “Did you ever go back to that room in Bethnal Green?” Rory asked. “Once. It had become a nail salon.” “That’s better than most endings.” “It was a laundrette before that.” “Then the building was ambitious.” Eva laughed. The sound came out low and surprised. Rory felt her own mouth answer it before she could stop herself. Silas placed a fresh tea beside Rory’s hand. “Yours had gone cold.” “Thanks.” He looked from one woman to the other, then settled his gaze on Eva. “The rain’s easing.” Eva glanced toward the window. “It isn’t.” “Not from where I’m standing.” He carried the cloth toward the shelves and left them with the cups. Rory lifted the new tea. Steam fogged the lower edge of her glasses, though she wasn’t wearing any. She blinked at the warmth. “Your mother,” she began. “How is she now?” Eva set both palms flat on the bar. “She lives in a care home in Penylan. She still knows me most days. Some days she thinks I’m her sister.” “What do you do then?” “I let her.” Rory looked at her. Eva’s voice held steady, but her thumb rubbed at the seam of her glove pocket. “She used to call you the dark-haired one,” Eva added. “Even when you had that terrible fringe.” “It was a good fringe.” “It covered half your face.” “That was the point.” “Your mother asked about you last month.” Rory’s hand paused around the cup. “What did you tell her?” “That you were in London. That you were working.” “Did she ask what I did?” “She wanted to know if you still wanted to be a lawyer.” Rory looked down into her tea. “What did you say?” “That you’d find your own way.” The answer sat there between them, plain and unadorned. Rory touched the rim of the cup with her thumb. “I don’t know if I have,” she said. Eva leaned an elbow on the counter. “You’re here.” Rory glanced at the front window, where the green sign made a thin stripe across the wet glass. “That’s a place.” “It counts.” She didn’t ask what Rory did with the rest of her days. She didn’t ask about Evan. The restraint felt deliberate, and Rory found she could breathe inside it. Eva picked up her cup again. “I missed you.” Rory met her eyes. “I missed you too.” Neither reached across the narrow space. Eva’s tea cooled beneath her hands. Rory set her own cup beside it, and their sleeves brushed at the edge of the bar.