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The door opened on Lucien Moreau, and every sensible thought Rory had ever had went silent. He stood on the landing in a charcoal suit darkened at the shoulders by rain, one hand curled around the ivory head of his cane. His platinum hair remained slicked back as if the weather had thought better of touching it. The amber eye and the black one fixed on her in turn. For one suspended second, neither of them spoke. Then Rory’s fingers tightened around the edge of the door. The crescent scar on her wrist whitened. “You have some nerve.” “I know.” It was not the answer she’d expected. She had prepared for charm, or some smooth explanation that would make her feel foolish for having missed him. His voice held none of that. It was low, roughened by the damp air and something worse. Behind her, Ptolemy pushed his striped head through the gap at her ankle and sniffed toward the landing. The cat had been less choosy about people than Rory, a fact she’d found irritating all week. Lucien glanced down. “He’s still here.” “Eva’s away. Someone has to make sure he doesn’t eat the scrolls.” “He ate one last time.” “He nibbled one. There’s a difference.” She started to close the door. “Rory, wait.” Her hand stopped. Not because he’d said her name. Because she heard the strain underneath it. She looked past his shoulder at the narrow stairwell. No one behind him, no one lingering below. The curry house beneath Eva’s flat sent up its warm, spiced smell through the floorboards; the landing itself carried only damp stone and the faint metallic tang of London rain. “What do you want?” she asked. “To speak with you.” “You could have sent a message.” “I did.” “I blocked your number.” “I noticed.” “Then you have your answer.” He lowered his gaze. It made him look less like a man accustomed to getting what he wanted and more like someone who had come prepared to be turned away. Rory hated that she noticed. She hated more that part of her wanted him to look at her again. “I wouldn’t have come here unless it mattered,” he said. “Everything matters when you say it.” A brief flicker crossed his face. Pain, perhaps. Or simply a change in the light. “May I come in?” “No.” “Fair.” The word landed between them with a dull little weight. She studied him. He was damp, but not soaked. His cane was planted firmly on the narrow landing. His free hand hung open at his side, empty. “Is this about the printworks?” she asked. His eyes lifted to hers. There. The old ache, dragged from its hiding place and set between them. The printworks had been months ago: the too-bright work lamps, the smell of wet paper, Lucien’s blood on the cuff of his shirt. The way he’d called the job simple, and how she’d believed him. How she’d walked into a trap with a package under her arm because he had known the exchange would move there and hadn’t told her. How, afterward, he’d said she should stay out of his business as if that were concern and not cowardice. “No,” he said. “It’s about what came after.” “That’s even less likely to get you through the door.” “I know.” He took a breath. “Someone has my ledger. They have your name.” The quiet in Rory’s chest went taut. She kept her face still. “My name is not rare.” “Your name, the Golden Empress delivery route you worked the night of the exchange, and the address of this flat.” Her gaze snapped to his. “How do they know I’m here?” “I don’t know.” “And you thought the best way to tell me was to arrive unannounced?” “Yes.” “Did you consider writing that in the message you sent?” “I did.” His mouth tightened. “It seemed unwise to put your address in a message.” The answer was irritatingly sound. Rory stepped back before she could talk herself out of it. “Inside. Don’t mistake that for forgiveness.” “I wouldn’t dare.” She let him pass, then shut the door and slid the first of Eva’s three deadbolts into place. Lucien waited without being asked while she fastened the second and third. The flat seemed smaller with him in it. Every surface was crowded with books, scrolls, notebooks, and Eva’s research notes, stacked in precarious towers that gave the place the air of a library caught in the middle of an argument. Ptolemy wound around Lucien’s cane and pressed against his trouser leg. “He remembers you,” Rory said. “He has excellent taste.” “He has a taste for licking paper.” “Then perhaps he remembers the scroll.” Rory turned, arms folded. “You have five minutes.” Lucien reached inside his jacket. She stiffened. He noticed. His hand stopped. “It’s a page, not a weapon.” “Show me.” He drew out a folded sheet and placed it on the cluttered table rather than offering it directly to her. The page was creased, its edges torn. A grid of names and numbers filled the paper. Beneath one line, someone had written Rory’s full name in dark ink. The address beside it was Eva’s. Rory didn’t touch the page. “Where did you get this?” “It was on my desk this morning. My office had been entered during the night.” “Your office has wards.” “Yes.” “So whoever got in either knew how to pass them or had help.” “Yes.” “Did you tell anyone you’d been working with me?” “I told no one. The ledger mentions the exchange. Someone knew enough to connect you to it.” She leaned over the page. A faint brown stain marked the lower corner, the sort of blot a thumb could leave. Rory read through the names, then looked again at the line beside hers. “This isn’t the original ledger.” “No.” “The paper’s different. The ink, too.” She pointed without touching. “And this address is wrong.” Lucien bent closer. “It’s Eva’s.” “It’s accurate. That’s not what I mean. The number’s right, but they’ve written the street as Brick Lane, not the old address you had for her. That changed last year.” “I didn’t know Eva had moved.” “Neither would anyone who only saw the original ledger.” Rory straightened. “Someone copied this from a newer source. Your office was broken into, but this page doesn’t prove the person who took the ledger knows where I am.” “It proves they have your name.” “It proves someone wants you to think they know where I am.” She tapped the table, considering. “What else was missing?” “Nothing.” “That you know of.” “I checked.” “You checked your office. You don’t know what they already copied.” His expression darkened. For the first time since he’d arrived, he looked like the Lucien she remembered: the fixer who could hear a threat hidden in an ordinary sentence and spot a lie across a crowded room. “No.” “Who was the ledger about?” “A broker who has been selling names to people who shouldn’t have them.” “That’s vague.” “I can give you details.” “You should have started with them.” “I’m trying not to drag you back into my business.” Rory laughed once, without humor. “You’re standing in Eva’s flat with a page bearing my name and address. I think we’re past that.” He absorbed the rebuke without flinching. “You’re right.” She waited. He didn’t add a defense. That unsettled her more than an argument would have. “I’m not asking you to help me,” he said. “I’m telling you because you deserve to know there may be a threat.” “And then what? You leave me with a warning and vanish again?” His jaw tightened. “I’m not asking you to trust me.” “Good. Because I don’t.” “I know.” “No, you don’t.” The words came out sharper than she intended, but she didn’t soften them. “You knew the exchange had moved. You knew it might be dangerous. You let me walk in anyway. Then you told me to stay away, like you were doing me a favor.” “I thought I could control the risk.” “You thought you could decide what I was allowed to know.” His gaze dropped briefly to the scar at her wrist, then returned to her face. “Yes.” There it was. No clever turn, no elegant excuse. Just the truth. The anger didn’t leave. It shifted, making room for something more difficult. “I told myself it was safer if you knew less,” he said. “The truth is, I wanted you near enough to keep an eye on you, and I wanted to pretend that gave me the right to choose for you. It didn’t. I was wrong.” Rory looked down at the paper. A curl of ink marked the corner of her name. “You could have apologized before now.” “I should have.” “Why didn’t you?” “Because I was ashamed.” He paused. “And because I thought you’d be better off without me.” “How considerate.” “I know how it sounds.” “It sounds like another decision you made for me.” “Yes.” She hated how much she wanted to believe him. More than that, she hated the part of herself that still knew the shape of his silence: what he withheld, what he swallowed, how he watched her when he thought she wouldn’t catch him. She had wanted him before she knew what he was. She’d wanted him even after learning. Wanting had never been the problem. “What do you need?” she asked. “Nothing from you.” “That’s not what I asked.” He hesitated. “The names on that page form a pattern. I can see the route, but not why it was chosen. You might.” “Because I understand delivery routes?” “Because you notice what other people dismiss.” His voice softened. “You did it at the printworks. You saw the wrong exit before I did.” “And you decided not to tell me the rest.” “Yes.” Rory studied the page again. “If the person who copied this used an updated address, they’ve had access to Eva’s mail or someone close to her. We start with that. We don’t run around looking for a broker.” “That would be sensible.” “I know. You should try it sometime.” A trace of a smile touched his mouth and vanished. “I missed that.” “What?” “You telling me when I’m being an idiot.” “I can imagine how lonely that’s been.” “Unbearable.” She gave him a look. He let the joke die. “Do you want me to help?” he asked. Rory crossed to the table and pulled a clean sheet of paper from beneath a heap of notes. “I want you to tell me everything you know. Start with the ledger. Who had access, what was in it, and who you’ve spoken to since the exchange.” “I will.” “Everything, Lucien. No convenient omissions.” “You have my word.” “Your word is not a contract.” “No,” he said. “It’s the only thing I have to offer.” For a moment the room held only the faint rattle of rain against the window and the scrape of Ptolemy’s claws on the floor. Lucien stood close enough that Rory could see the fine lines at the corner of his amber eye, the damp darkening the lapel of his suit. She could also smell his cologne beneath the rain: cedar and something sharper, familiar enough to make her chest ache. “I missed you,” he said. Her fingers curled around the pen. “You don’t get to say that like it fixes anything.” “I know.” “Do you miss me, or do you miss having someone who can see through your plans?” “Both.” He didn’t look away. “I won’t insult you by pretending it’s only one.” The answer struck too close to honesty to fend off. Rory set down the pen. “You’re still very good at making me want to forgive you.” “I’m not trying to.” “Then what are you trying to do?” “Tell you the truth. For once.” The space between them seemed to tighten. She remembered his mouth against hers in the narrow passage behind the printworks, his hand careful at her waist, the sudden hesitation before he’d kissed her as if he had found the one thing in his life he wasn’t sure he deserved. Then the next morning, the empty room. The message that said she should stay away. “If I help you,” she said, “you don’t get to take over.” “I won’t.” “You don’t get to put yourself between me and a danger you won’t explain.” “I won’t.” “And when this is over, you don’t disappear.” A beat passed. “I won’t.” “You’re agreeing very quickly.” “I have had a long time to consider what I did wrong.” “That’s not the same as knowing how to do better.” “No,” he said. “It isn’t. You’ll have to judge me by what I do.” Rory’s gaze caught on his mouth. She hated that, too. “And if I decide I’m not interested in anything beyond this page?” “Then I’ll accept it.” “Even if you don’t want to?” “Especially then.” For once, he didn’t reach for her. His hand remained at his side, fingers resting against the curved ivory of his cane. Rory took one step toward him. “I don’t forgive you.” “I know.” “I’m not promising you anything.” “I know.” She reached for his lapel and found it damp beneath her fingers. “Can I still kiss you?” His eyes changed, the black one catching a glint of lamplight, the amber one warm as old honey. “If you want to.” She kissed him before she could make a list of reasons not to. His mouth was still careful. He didn’t grab her, didn’t pull her in as if the kiss could settle a debt. He waited for her to close the last inch, and only then did his hand rise to her cheek. The touch was so light she could have turned away without resistance. Instead, she caught the front of his jacket and held him there. For a few seconds the months between them thinned. She remembered the warmth of him, the quiet sound he made when she kissed him harder, the steadying pressure of his thumb against her cheek. Then the old hurt came back, not gone but no longer alone. Rory broke the kiss first. Lucien kept his eyes closed for a breath. When he opened them, he didn’t presume to smile. “That doesn’t mean you’re forgiven,” she said. “No.” “It means we have work to do.” “I understand.” She moved away and grabbed a notebook. Ptolemy hopped onto the chair and sat on the page she’d just cleared, tail curling over its edge. “Of course.” Lucien picked the cat up with surprising gentleness and settled him beside the scattered scrolls. “He has strong opinions.” “He’s an excellent judge of character.” “Then I’ll try to impress him.” “Start with the truth.” “I’ll start there.” Rory wrote down the names from the page, then circled the address. Outside, a bus groaned past on Brick Lane, its tires hissing over wet pavement. In the flat above the curry house, Lucien leaned over the table beside her, close enough that their sleeves touched. She didn’t move away. “Read me the names,” she said. “Slowly.” And this time, he did.