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The rain came off Dean Street in sheets and misted the glass of the Nest until the green sign outside bled into a soft, underwater glow. Rory sat at the far end of the bar with her thermal bag wedged between her boots, the collar of her jacket carrying the smell of ginger and hot oil from the last drop of her shift. Silas worked a cloth along the inside of a pint glass. His signet ring caught the lamplight, turned, caught it again. "You're dripping on my floor," he said. "I pay rent on the floor above." "Rent." He set the glass on the shelf beside its brothers. "You pay me in leftover chow mein and unsolicited opinions about my stock order." "The vermouth is overpriced and you know it." "The vermouth is imported." "It's imported from a warehouse in Barking." He allowed himself the smallest turn of the mouth and limped down to the other end to serve a man reading a paper. Rory wrapped both hands around her glass and watched the door open and shut with the weather. Two students came in shaking umbrellas. A woman in a grey wool coat, her back to the street, hair dark and straightened and tucked behind one ear. The woman stood just inside the doorway letting the rain run off her shoulders, and something in the way she held herself — feet planted, chin up, taking a room in with her eyes before she moved into it — pulled Rory's hands tight around the glass. The coat was good. The boots were good. A thin gold watch sat on the wrist she used to keep stacked with festival bands. But the way she scanned the room was the same girl who had walked into every lecture hall in Cardiff like she intended to argue with the ceiling. "Eva." The woman turned. Her mouth opened first and her voice arrived late. "Aurora Carter." "No one calls me that." "I know what no one calls you." Eva crossed the room. Up close the polish went deeper: a straight fringe cut with a ruler, nails filed into neat ovals, a faint line at the corners of her eyes that hadn't been there the last time Rory had seen her standing in a car park at four in the morning with a rucksack and a bus ticket. "God. Look at you." "Look at *me*?" Rory set the glass down. "You're wearing a wool coat." "It's raining." "You used to walk to lectures in a denim jacket with a hole in the elbow and call anyone with an umbrella a coward." "People change, Rory." "People iron their hair." Rory reached out and touched the fringe with two fingers, the way you'd test whether a thing was real. "Where did the curls go?" "Where did yours go? It used to be past your shoulders. You looked like a drowned Victorian ghost and I told you so weekly." "You told me daily." Rory pulled her hand back and gestured at the stool beside her. "Sit down. What are you doing in Soho? There's nothing here for people like you." "People like me." Eva climbed onto the stool and set a leather bag on the bar, then laid her hands flat either side of it. "Client drinks around the corner. New chambers, old firm, the usual throat-clearing. I ducked in out of the rain and—" She stopped. Looked at the wall of maps, the black-and-white photographs, the bookshelf in the corner that no one in Soho ever touched. "Is this yours?" "It's Silas's. I live upstairs." "Above a bar." "Two rooms and a boiler with a personality. Don't look at me like that." "I'm not looking at you like anything." "You're looking at me like I'm a case study." Rory turned her glass a half-circle. "Say the thing you're going to say." Eva's fingers walked the bar, heel to fingertips, heel to fingertips. "Fine. You were top of the cohort. You had the Gray's Inn application half-written and you left it on my kitchen table when you went. And now you—" She gestured at the thermal bag, the jacket, the black hair cut blunt at the jaw. "Now you smell like garlic." "Now I smell like garlic and I sleep eight hours." Rory leaned on one elbow. "You got called, then. Chambers. I saw the name on a listing last winter and read it three times." "February." "Eva Meredith, barrister." Rory rolled the name like a marble across her tongue. "Mum would have had that printed on a tea towel." "Your mum would have had yours printed first. She used to tell mine you'd end up in the Supreme Court." Eva's voice thinned. "I looked for you, by the way. After. I called your mother's house and your father picked up and told me in his courtroom voice that you were abroad and well and not to trouble myself." Rory's thumb found the crescent scar on her left wrist and pressed into the small curve of it. "Dad does that." "Three years, Rory. Three years and a phone number I couldn't use. I wrote you a letter and I didn't have anywhere to post it. I kept it in a drawer until the paper went soft at the folds." The door admitted the two students again, trailing wet, and Silas came back down the bar. He looked at Eva with hazel eyes that took inventory the way a scale does, poured her a measure of the Barking vermouth without being asked, and moved away down the counter with his limp writing its crooked sentence on the boards. Eva watched him go. "He's done that before," she said. "He does it for anyone who looks like they've had an evening." Rory pushed the glass toward her. "You were saying. A letter." "I was saying I should have made more noise." Eva turned the glass without drinking. "That night in my kitchen. The night before you left. You had a mark on your arm and you held your mug in front of it like I couldn't see through china. And I said—" She broke the sentence and looked at the counter grain. "I said, 'Evan's not good for your coursework.' That's what I said. Like it was about your grades." "You were twenty-two." "I was old enough to read a room and I read that one badly." "You got me out." Rory's voice came out flat and plain and she left it there. "Four in the morning, the car park behind Tesco, you put twenty pounds in my hand and told me not to use my card for a week. Don't put that in the wrong column." "It's in both columns. That's the trouble with it." Eva turned the glass again. The vermouth threw a stripe of amber across the bar. "I drive past that Tesco sometimes and I have to decide not to think about it. There's a retail park now. Little gym where the trolleys were." "Everything's a gym." "Everything's something else." Eva finally drank. Her throat moved and she set the glass down with more care than the price of it warranted. "My mum asks after you. She still makes that bara brith you used to steal. She wraps a loaf in foil every Christmas and leaves it on the side and neither of us says who it's for." Rory looked at the green light in the window. The rain had thinned to a drift. Somewhere down the street a taxi shushed past and the sign threw its colour over the two of them, the same colour on the plain black hair and the hair that had been straightened into obedience. "I nearly came to your call," Rory said. "Silas sent me to deliver to Gray's Inn last month. Six boxes of black bean noodles to a chambers tea. I stood in that stone courtyard with the bags steaming my hands and I looked up at the windows and did the arithmetic on which floor." Eva turned her head. The line at the corner of her eye sharpened. "I took the food in through the clerk's door," Rory said. "And I came back out." "You could have knocked on any door in that building and I'd have—" "And you'd have what? Cancelled the drinks? Told the new tenancy committee you knew a girl who does noodles?" Rory picked up her jacket from the stool back and folded it once across her knee. "I didn't want the evening where you work out how to look at me." "How I—" Eva put her hand flat on the bar. "I looked for you for three years and you stood in my building and counted floors." "I counted floors." "That's a terrible thing to tell me over vermouth, Rory." "It's not vermouth. He watered it." Eva laughed, one short bark, the exact laugh from the library steps with the cider cans at their feet, and it left her face wrong, and she pressed her fingers to her mouth as if she could push it back in. "I still have the key," she said. "To my flat. The spare. Three years in the drawer beside the letter and I never once threw it out, and I'd like to know what I was keeping it for, if you could tell me, because I've asked myself on and off and I never get an answer I can stand." Rory looked at the crescent scar on her wrist and covered it with her other hand.