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The green neon sign outside The Raven’s Nest put a strip of colour across the wet pavement. Inside, Rory set her delivery bag beneath a stool and rubbed the crescent scar on her wrist with her thumb. The restaurant receipt had gone soft in her pocket. Upstairs, three flights above the bar, waited a sink full of cups and a letter from her father she had opened but not answered. Silas looked up from a crate of clean glasses. “If Yu-Fei has sent me another bag of prawn crackers, tell her I’m still working through Tuesday’s.” “She sent you nothing. I’ve come to steal your heat.” “It belongs to the building. Pour yourself a drink and I’ll report you to the landlord.” “You are the landlord.” “That’s how I know you’ll get away with it.” Rory took the stool nearest the radiator. The bar held the early-evening crowd: a pair of office workers bent over one phone, a man sleeping with his cheek against a folded newspaper, someone at the far end turning a beer mat over and over beneath her glass. An old photograph of the street hung above the optics. In it, the pavement lay open, cars narrow as toys; none of the windows carried the green light that now reached Rory’s knees. The woman at the far end put down her beer mat. She turned towards the sound of Rory’s voice. “Rory Carter?” Rory looked past the empty stools. The woman rose, one hand resting on the bar. Her hair, once a copper tangle that caught in every button and zip, had been cut close to her scalp. A thin white line ran from the edge of her eyebrow towards her temple. She wore a dark coat over a dark jumper, and Rory’s first thought was of a school uniform worn long past the age when anyone could make you. “Eva?” Eva’s mouth moved into a smile Rory recognised a moment after she saw it. “I thought it was you. Then I thought there must be another woman in London with your voice and that face.” Rory stood. Eva crossed the distance between them and opened her arms. Rory stepped into the embrace, though it ended before she had found a place for her hands. Eva smelled of cold rain and the soap used in public toilets. “You cut your hair.” “You’ve still got yours.” Rory touched the straight black ends at her shoulder. “Not all of it.” Eva gave a short laugh. Silas placed a glass of water in front of Rory, then moved back to the crate without asking for an introduction. Rory watched Eva sit on the stool beside her. They had last shared a room in a Cardiff kitchen, where the kettle had boiled dry while Rory searched for a train ticket she already held. “What are you doing here?” Rory asked. “Waiting for someone. We chose this place because neither of us knew it.” “I live upstairs.” Eva looked towards the ceiling, where the floorboards carried the sound of footsteps through the plaster. “Of course you do.” “What does that mean?” “I send you across the country and you end up living above a bar.” “Not just any bar.” Rory glanced at Silas. He lifted an empty glass to the light, found a mark and returned it to the sink. Eva leaned her elbows on the counter. “Is it a good place?” “Yes.” Rory let the word stand. Eva had seen the first place she stayed in London, the spare room with a broken window latch and a mattress wrapped in somebody else’s sheet. Back then Eva had sat on the floor among Rory’s bags, eating chips out of paper while Rory checked her phone whenever its screen lit. Eva had told her to turn it off. Rory had turned it face down instead. “How long has it been?” Eva asked. “Four years since Cardiff. Longer since we’ve seen each other.” “Five.” “You’re certain?” Eva reached for her glass. “You had that green coat. The pocket was torn, so you kept your ticket in your sleeve.” “I lost that coat.” “I know. You told me.” Rory took a drink of water. She could not remember telling Eva. There had been months when the two of them exchanged messages so brief they resembled notes left on a fridge: Got in. Working late. Phone dead. Thanks. Then the messages had thinned. Rory had looked at the dates once, measuring the spaces between them, and put the phone away. “You could have told me you were coming to London,” Rory said. “I didn’t know you were still here.” “You knew I was in Soho.” “Two years ago.” Silas carried the crate through the doorway behind the bar. His left foot caught the floor with its familiar uneven beat. Eva watched him go, then turned to Rory. “Was that your landlord?” “That’s Silas.” “He looks after the place?” “He owns it.” “You know what I meant.” Rory set down the water. Eva’s nails were cut short; one had split close to the quick. In school she had painted them with whatever she found in the chemist’s clearance box, orange on one hand, silver on the other. At seventeen she had once painted Rory’s left thumbnail blue while they waited outside the headmistress’s office, and Rory had walked into the meeting with her hand tucked beneath her thigh. “I don’t,” Rory told her. Eva looked at the split nail. “Fair enough.” The office workers ordered another round. Rain struck the window in a brief hard burst. At the far end of the bar, the man with the newspaper woke, folded it, and searched his pockets for coins. Rory had rehearsed conversations with Eva before. On the bus, at traffic lights, in the small hours above the noise of the bar, she had made Eva explain the last message she sent: I can’t do this for you again. In some versions Rory had replied with anger. In others, gratitude. Now Eva sat within reach, and Rory could see a loose thread on the cuff of her coat. “You look different,” Rory said. “You already mentioned the hair.” “It isn’t the hair.” Eva ran a finger around the rim of her glass. “My mother says that too. Then she talks about the hair for twenty minutes.” “How is she?” “Still correcting my grammar.” “She liked me.” “She liked anyone who ate what she cooked.” “I ate plenty.” “She remembers you taking the burnt bits so she wouldn’t notice them.” Rory smiled at the glass in her hand. Eva’s mother had cooked toast over a gas ring when the grill failed, scraping the blackened edges with a knife before serving it. Rory used to arrive at that house straight from arguments with her own father, wearing a polite expression that Eva’s mother ignored as she pushed a second plate across the table. “Tell her I asked after her.” “You could tell her yourself.” “Is she in London?” “No. She still has the same number.” Eva took a slip of paper from her coat pocket and checked the writing on it. A time and a name, Rory saw, though Eva folded it before she could read either. She placed it beneath her beer mat, pinning it with two fingers. “What happened to your eyebrow?” Rory asked. Eva touched the pale line. “A bicycle courier clipped me outside a station. My own fault. I stepped into the road looking at my phone.” “You hated bicycles.” “I was on foot.” “You hated them on principle.” “I still do.” Rory laughed. Eva joined her, and for a few seconds they sounded much as they had outside school, when laughter had come out of them before either found the cause. Eva’s face settled first. “I work with teenagers now,” she said. “At a school?” “A housing service. Mostly finding them beds, filling in forms, arguing with people who own beds but won’t rent them to teenagers.” “You wanted to be a photographer.” “I took photographs for a while.” Rory remembered a camera held together with black tape and the photographs Eva pinned along her bedroom wall: bus shelters, washing lines, a fox standing in the light of a chip shop. Rory appeared in one of them from behind, seated on a garden wall with her feet in the grass. Eva had caught her turning her head, just before her face came into view. “Do you still have the camera?” “No. I sold it.” Rory looked at her. Eva’s eyes stayed on the beer mat. “For rent?” “For a deposit. There’s a difference when the landlord gives it back.” “Did he?” “No.” Rory’s fingers closed around her glass. “You never told me.” “We weren’t talking much.” “You could have.” “Yes.” Silas returned and took payment from the man with the newspaper. He set a few coins on the counter and watched the man scoop them up. When he reached Rory and Eva, he paused beside Eva’s empty glass. “Another?” Eva shook her head. “I’m meeting someone.” Silas nodded and moved away. Rory waited until he had gone. “That sounded like a line you’ve used before.” “I meet people in bars.” “Teenagers?” “Adults who decide whether teenagers get somewhere to sleep.” “Here?” “The woman I’m meeting chose it.” Eva glanced at the photographs on the wall. “She’ll like those. She collects pictures of buildings before they’re pulled down.” Rory looked towards the old street photograph. “That one’s still standing.” “People keep finding reasons to leave it alone.” Eva checked the door, then the clock above the shelves. Seven minutes remained until the time written on her paper, if Rory had read the hands correctly. Eva had always arrived early when she was nervous. She used to stand outside exam rooms with her eyes on the second hand of her watch, refusing to speak until the doors opened. “Did you know I stopped seeing Evan?” Rory asked. Eva turned from the clock. “You told me you had.” “I know. I mean did you believe me?” Eva pulled the beer mat free and folded its damp edge. “When you first wrote, no.” “Why not?” “He’d called me from your phone the week before.” Rory’s wrist moved beneath the cuff of her jacket. The scar sat on the inside, old and smooth. Evan had known about it; he used to cover it with his thumb when he held her hand, as though there were something to hide. “What did he want?” “To know whether I’d given you money.” “He told me you called him.” “I did. After he rang. I told him not to use your phone again.” Rory looked at Eva’s hands. “He said you wanted me to go back to Cardiff.” “I did want you to visit. That’s not the same thing.” “He said you thought I couldn’t manage here.” Eva flattened the beer mat against the counter. “I thought you were sleeping on a mattress under a window that wouldn’t shut. You were sending me photographs of the view instead of telling me you were cold.” “I was working. I found somewhere else.” “After the window broke.” “You didn’t know that then.” “No. I found out when you sent me the photograph of the glass.” Rory pictured the narrow room, the shards glittering on the floorboards, the phone in her hand. She had sent the image with a joke about London weather. Eva had called three times. Rory let the phone ring because Evan was there, crouched by the window with a dustpan, listening. “I should have answered,” Rory said. Eva’s hand stopped moving. “Yes.” The bar door opened. Both women turned. A couple came in, shaking rain from their coats. Eva glanced at the clock again. “I wrote you a longer message,” she said. “After the one you didn’t answer.” “I got it.” “I deleted it before I sent it.” “Then I didn’t get it.” “No.” Eva’s smile showed no teeth. “I suppose you didn’t.” Rory waited. Eva kept her eyes on the door. “What did it say?” “That I was angry. That I’d been frightened for you for so long I couldn’t hear your voice without bracing for whatever had happened next.” “I didn’t ask you to fix it.” “You asked me to come and get you. I did. I would again.” Rory pushed her glass aside. The old answer rose in her throat: You could have stayed. It had lived there for years, ready whenever she pictured the train pulling out of Cardiff, Eva on the platform with her hands buried in her coat pockets. But Eva had stayed until the doors closed. Rory remembered that part too. “I thought you’d had enough of me,” Rory said. “I had enough of him.” “You didn’t say that.” “I did. More than once.” Rory looked down. Water from her glass had formed a ring on the counter, cutting through an older stain. She pressed a fingertip into it and left a print. The door opened again. A woman in a yellow raincoat stepped inside and scanned the room. Eva raised a hand, then turned back to Rory. “That’s her. I have to talk to her before she goes.” “Go.” Eva slipped off the stool. For a moment she stood beside Rory, close enough that their sleeves touched. “Do you still take sugar in your tea?” “No.” “You used to take three.” “I know.” Eva nodded, as if she had asked for an address and Rory had given her one. She picked up the folded paper and crossed to the woman in the yellow coat. Rory watched them greet each other near the window. Eva laid the paper between them and pointed to a line on it. The woman took off her wet hat, pulled out a chair, and began to read. Silas came back with a cloth and wiped the counter around Rory’s glass. He left the ring of water beneath her hand untouched. “Friend of yours?” “Yes.” Rory lifted her finger from the wet mark. Across the room, Eva looked up from the paper and caught her eye. Rory raised her glass. Eva raised two fingers from the table, then bent over the page again.