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The third deadbolt stuck, the way it always did, and Rory had to shoulder the door before it gave. Curry steam from the kitchen downstairs rolled up the stairwell. Cumin, burnt onion, the sweet rot of the bins out back. Lucien Moreau stood on the landing with rain beading on his shoulders. He'd lost weight. The charcoal suit still fit, because of course it did, but there was a hollowness under his cheekbones that hadn't been there three weeks ago. His hair had come loose from its usual slick and hung in pale strands over his forehead. He held the ivory-handled cane in front of him with both hands, like a man waiting outside a hospital ward. "Bonsoir, Aurora." She kept her hand on the door. "This isn't my flat." "I know. Yours has a bar underneath it, and a very large man named Silas who told me, with some enthusiasm, what he would do to my kneecaps." One corner of his mouth lifted. "This seemed the safer address." "How'd you know I was here?" "I know where everyone is. It's the only thing I'm good for." The smile slipped. "May I come in?" Behind her, Ptolemy thumped down from the top of Eva's bookshelf and wound between her ankles, tail up, sniffing towards the stranger. Traitor. "You've got a nerve." "Yes." "You don't get to just agree with me. That's cheating." "Then I'll argue, if you prefer. I'll tell you I had my reasons, that it was complicated, that you wouldn't understand." He tilted his head. The amber eye caught the landing light; the black one swallowed it. "All true. None of it worth a damn. So I'd rather agree with you and stand here dripping on your friend's doormat until you decide." The doormat said *PISS OFF* in cheerful yellow letters. Eva had bought it at Spitalfields as a joke. Rory had never found it funnier than right now. She stepped back. He came in sideways, careful of the stacks of books that lined the hallway like sandbags. Eva's research had colonised every surface: scrolls weighted open with mugs, index cards pinned to the wallpaper, a Sumerian dictionary propping up the leg of the coffee table. Lucien took it all in with one slow sweep and said nothing, which was more restraint than she'd expected from him. Rory shut the door. Didn't lock it. "You want tea?" "I want to know if you're going to hit me first. It affects how I hold the cup." "Haven't decided." "Fair." She went to the kitchenette anyway, because her hands needed something. The kettle was one of those ancient steel things that shrieked, and she filled it too full and slopped water across the counter. Behind her she heard the creak of Eva's armchair and the soft tap of the cane being laid against it. "Where's Eva?" "Edinburgh. Some archive." She dropped two bags into two mugs. "I'm feeding the cat." "And hiding." "I'm not hiding." "You changed your delivery route. Mrs Cheung told me you asked to be taken off the Mayfair runs." Rory turned. "You went to the *Golden Empress*?" "I ordered the salt and pepper squid and asked after you. She gave me extra prawn crackers and a look I haven't received since my mother caught me stealing from the church collection plate." He spread his hands on his knees. "It was very effective. I've felt terrible ever since." "Good." The kettle began to tick as it heated. She leaned against the counter, arms folded, and let herself look at him properly. He was studying the floor, or Ptolemy, who had climbed into his lap without permission and was kneading his expensive trousers into ruin. Lucien let him. "You left," she said. "I did." "No. Don't do that. You don't get to say *I did* like I'm reading you a list of charges." Her voice went flat and hard, and she hated how much it sounded like her father's. "You kissed me. On the embankment, in the rain, like something out of a bloody film, and then I woke up and you'd gone. No call. A note. Three words, Lucien. *Pardonne-moi. L.*" She pushed off the counter. "I had to look up the spelling to be sure I'd got it right. D'you know how humiliating that is? Googling your own heartbreak?" He flinched. It was small, a tightening at the jaw, but she saw it. "You want to know why." "I want to know if there's a why worth hearing. There's a difference." The kettle shrieked. Neither of them moved. It screamed on and on until Ptolemy leapt off Lucien's lap in disgust and Rory yanked the plug out of the wall. In the ringing quiet, he spoke. "The night on the embankment. After. You fell asleep on my sofa with your boots still on, and I sat across from you and watched you breathe." He rubbed his thumb along the ivory handle of the cane, back and forth, polishing a spot already smooth. "And around four in the morning, I realised I had been sitting there for two hours thinking of every person in London who would pay to know you mattered to me." Rory said nothing. "It was a long list. I made it in my head, very neatly, in order of how much they would pay. And then I made a second list of what they would do with the knowledge." He looked up. "That was longer." "So you ran." "So I made myself worthless as a lever. If I didn't care, you weren't useful to anyone." His laugh came out cracked. "It was a very clever plan. I was quite proud of it for nearly a week." "And then?" "And then I found I'd walked to Brick Lane four nights running without deciding to. I found I'd started a sentence to you in a meeting with a Serbian arms dealer and had to pretend I was talking to my driver. I don't have a driver." He shook his head. "I have been an information broker for eleven years, Aurora. I've kept secrets for people who would skin me for less. And I cannot keep this one from myself for longer than an afternoon." She poured the water. Her hand shook, and she watched the tremor ripple across the surface of the tea with a kind of detached interest. She carried both mugs over and set his on the coffee table, on top of a monograph about Babylonian curse tablets, and stayed standing. "You decided for me." "Yes." "You looked at me asleep and decided what I could handle." "Yes." "Evan used to do that." It came out before she could stop it, and she watched it land. Watched his face go still and pale. "Not the same. I know it's not the same. But he'd decide what was safe for me to know, where was safe for me to go, who was safe for me to talk to. And he always said it was because he loved me." She swallowed. "I left Cardiff so I'd never have to hear that again. So don't you dare tell me you did it to protect me." For a long moment the only sound was the rain against the window and, from downstairs, someone shouting an order for two lamb bhunas. Lucien stood. He didn't reach for the cane. He took one step towards her and stopped, leaving the space between them open, like a door he wouldn't walk through unless she held it. "I won't tell you that," he said quietly. "I did it because I was afraid. That's the only honest word I have. I was afraid, and I'm a coward, and I dressed it up in strategy because that's what I do with everything ugly." His mismatched eyes held hers. "You don't owe me anything. Not tea, not a hearing. If you want me to go, I'll go, and I'll make sure nobody in this city ever connects your name to mine. I can do that much right." "And if I don't want you to go?" He went very still. Rory looked down at her left wrist, at the pale crescent of the old scar, and then back up at him. Her heart was doing something stupid and loud. "I'm asking a real question, Lucien. Not a test. If I said stay, what would you do differently this time?" He opened his mouth. Closed it. Then, for the first time since she'd known him, the man who spoke four languages seemed to be searching for the words in all of them.