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The door opened as far as the chain allowed, and Lucien Moreau stood on the other side with rain shining on the shoulders of his charcoal suit. Rory’s first thought was that he looked tired. She resented herself for noticing. “No,” she said, and pushed the door shut. His cane caught it before the latch met the frame. Not the ivory handle, but the narrow black shaft, held between two fingers. “Rory.” She looked down at the cane, then up at him. He withdrew it immediately. That, at least, was new. Through the gap, his amber eye caught the weak landing light. The black one gave nothing back. His platinum hair, usually slicked into ruthless order, had come loose at one temple. “Eva isn’t here,” Rory said. “I know.” “Then you’ve made a wasted journey.” “I came to see you.” Under other circumstances, those words might have undone her. Six weeks ago, she would have let him in before he finished saying her name. She would have taken his wet coat, put the kettle on, and pretended not to watch his hands. Now she kept one foot behind the door. “How did you know I was here?” “Silas told me you were looking after the cat.” “Silas needs to learn the phrase ‘none of your business.’” “I suspect he knows it. He used it several times before telling me.” Behind her, Ptolemy began dragging his claws down the side of a cardboard box. He had spent the evening ignoring her until she opened the door, at which point he had apparently remembered his obligations as Eva’s tiny, striped landlord. Lucien glanced past her. “Is he destroying something valuable?” “Possibly a seventeenth-century manuscript. Possibly an electricity bill. Eva’s filing system is ambitious.” The corner of his mouth moved. She hated that, too. The familiar shape of an almost-smile. The instant, traitorous answer in her own chest. “What do you want?” He reached into his coat. Rory went still. His hand stopped. Slowly, he brought it back out, empty. “An envelope,” he said. “Inside pocket. May I?” She nodded once. He produced a cream envelope, rain-softened at one corner, and held it through the gap. Her name was written on the front in his neat, slanting hand. “What’s this?” “The truth.” “Bit small for six weeks’ worth.” “Yes.” No deflection. No polished little joke. That disturbed her more than an excuse would have. She took the envelope, intending to close the door. Behind her, something crashed. Rory turned. Ptolemy stood on the kitchen counter among the fragments of a mug, his tail upright and his expression untroubled. “Oh, you absolute bastard.” Lucien said nothing. “That was directed at the cat.” “I wasn’t certain.” She almost laughed. It arrived painfully, like feeling returning to a numb limb. Ptolemy stepped towards the broken ceramic. “Don’t move.” Rory slipped the chain free and pulled the door open. “Stay there.” She crossed the narrow room, scooped the cat off the counter, and deposited him on a chair piled with research notes. Curry rose through the floorboards, warm with cumin and fried onions. Rain ticked against the window. On the table, Eva’s books formed precarious towers around the remains of Rory’s dinner. When she glanced back, Lucien still stood on the landing. She could make him leave. He had hurt her; he did not get admission simply because his hair was wet and he had finally remembered how to apologise. But she wanted to hear him. That was the inconvenient truth she had been avoiding for six weeks. “Come in,” she said. “Mind the papers.” He stepped over the threshold and shut the door without being asked. Rory watched him turn all three deadbolts. The small, domestic gesture brought back another door, another night: his hand braced above her head, his mouth close enough that she had felt his breath before the kiss. She looked away. “There’s a dustpan under the sink.” He took off his coat, laid it over the back of the unoccupied chair, and went to find it. “You don’t have to do that,” she said. “You told me where it was.” “I was informing you of its existence.” “A valuable distinction.” He crouched to collect the larger pieces. His trousers probably cost more than her month’s wages from the Golden Empress. She took an unreasonable amount of satisfaction in watching the knees touch Eva’s grubby linoleum. Rory opened the envelope. Inside was a single sheet, folded around a small brass key. “What does this open?” “A deposit box in Clerkenwell. The address is there.” She unfolded the paper. An address, a number, and a list of names. Some she recognised. Most she didn’t. At the bottom was an instruction authorising Aurora Carter to collect the contents, followed by Lucien’s signature. “What contents?” “Everything I have concerning the arrangement I made with Vale.” The name tightened something beneath her ribs. She could still see Lucien outside the club in Soho, immaculate under the red awning, telling her the meeting was cancelled. Still hear his voice when she asked whether he had given Vale her name. Yes, he had said. And then, worse: You don’t understand what you’re involved in. As if ignorance were something wrong with her, rather than something he had carefully maintained. “You said there were no records.” “I lied.” Lucien set a piece of broken handle in the dustpan. Rory gripped the paper. “You’re doing a lot better with short sentences tonight.” “I’ve had time to practise.” “Lucky you.” He looked up at that, but she couldn’t read his expression. She put the key on the table. It clicked against the wood. “Why now?” “Because you asked me to leave you alone, and I mistook obeying that for making amends.” “You did obey it.” “In the easiest possible way.” He finished sweeping, emptied the dustpan into the bin, and washed his hands. Rory watched the water run over his long fingers. She remembered those fingers fastening a borrowed necklace at the back of her neck. He had lifted her hair gently, without making a joke about how very still she stood. She wished memory had the courtesy to arrive in order. The hurt should have come first. Lucien dried his hands on a tea towel printed with aggressively cheerful lemons. “I gave Vale your name,” he said. “I told myself it was a calculated risk. That I could control what happened afterwards.” “You sent me into that room.” “Yes.” “Knowing he needed a human witness.” “Yes.” “And you knew what it would cost me if he got the oath out of me.” His jaw tightened. “I knew.” She had wondered whether hearing him admit it would help. It did, a little. It also made her want to throw something. “Then why?” “Because I wanted the ledger he was holding. Because it contained the names of people I had promised to find. Because I thought, if I went with you, nothing would happen that I couldn’t stop.” “You weren’t there when the doors locked.” “No.” The rain filled the silence. Rory folded the paper along its original crease, then opened it again. “I spent three hours wondering whether you’d meant it,” she said. “All of it. Every time you came to see me. Every ridiculous excuse to order food from the restaurant when you could have sent someone. I wondered when you’d decided I might be useful.” His face changed. Not dramatically; Lucien seldom allowed himself that. But she saw the effort it took him to remain still. “Never like that.” “You understand why that’s difficult to believe.” “Yes.” She waited. He did not dress it up. “I wanted you,” he said at last. “I enjoyed being with you. Neither of those things stopped me from doing something unforgivable.” Rory looked down at the list. His honesty had come much too late, but she found herself leaning towards it anyway. “What’s in the box that isn’t on this page?” “The ledger. Copies of my correspondence with Vale. A statement of exactly what I offered him and what he offered me.” “You’ve put your own deals in writing?” “Yes.” “Someone could use that against you.” “You should have something besides my word.” For the first time that evening, she had no answer ready. Ptolemy jumped down from the chair and wound himself around Lucien’s ankle. Lucien looked at the cat as if this were a negotiation for which he had received no briefing. “Don’t be flattered,” Rory said. “He likes expensive fabric.” “I’ll endeavour to remain humble.” She sat on the edge of Eva’s bed, the only clear place in the room. The mattress dipped beneath her. She was tired suddenly, tired of keeping her anger sharpened so she could hold it between herself and everything else. Lucien remained by the kitchen. “You can sit,” she said. He moved a stack of journals from the chair to the floor, carefully preserving their order, and sat. Ptolemy immediately climbed into his lap. Rory rubbed her left wrist, her thumb following the little crescent scar. “I won’t be managed,” she said. “I’ve done enough of that.” His gaze flicked to her hand and returned to her face. He knew some of it. Not all. She had told him about Evan one night above Silas’s bar, when it had seemed impossible that Lucien could become another man whose decisions she had to survive. “I know.” “No. I need you to understand. You don’t get to decide what I can bear, or what I need to know. If something is dangerous, tell me. If you’re frightened, say so. Don’t make it my job to discover it after you’ve put me in the middle.” “I was frightened,” he said. She hadn’t expected that. “Of Vale?” “Of losing the people in that ledger. Of failing them.” He looked down at Ptolemy, who had begun kneading one immaculate thigh. “And afterwards, of this conversation.” “You should be. I’m very intimidating.” “Extremely.” Her mouth betrayed her at last. Only a small smile, but he saw it. She knew he saw it because he carefully did not smile back. That restraint hurt in a different way. “Why didn’t you kiss me?” she asked. He lifted his head. “The last night,” she said. “Before all of it. You walked me home. We stood outside the bar for twenty minutes discussing a broken streetlight.” “I remember.” “I’d rather die than discuss a streetlight that long again.” “I thought if I kissed you, I would tell you everything.” “You should have.” “Yes.” She stood and crossed the small space between them. Lucien moved the cat gently onto the neighbouring pile of journals and rose. Up close, she could see a fine nick beneath his jaw. His collar sat slightly crooked. She had missed him with an indignity that still annoyed her. “I’m still angry,” she said. “I know.” “I might be angry tomorrow.” “I expect so.” “And this isn’t settled because you’ve given me a key.” “No.” She touched his lapel. Just the edge of it, between finger and thumb. He stayed still. “You can ask,” she said. His breath caught softly. “May I kiss you?” Rory considered him for a moment longer than kindness required. “Yes.” He bent towards her slowly enough that she could have changed her mind. His mouth brushed hers, warm and tentative, and the ache of recognising him almost stopped her breathing. She caught his jacket and kissed him again. His hand settled at her waist, light at first. She stepped closer. Only then did he draw her in, and she let herself have it: the solid warmth of him, the faint smell of rain in his hair, the way he paused when she did. When she pulled back, he rested his forehead against hers. Neither spoke. Ptolemy knocked a journal onto the floor. Rory closed her eyes. “He’s charging you rent.” Lucien’s laugh was quiet, startled out of him. She felt it where her hand lay against his chest. She stepped away before wanting could make decisions for her. “I’m going to collect that box tomorrow.” “I’ll arrange—” His mouth stopped. Rory raised an eyebrow. He tried again. “Would you like me to come with you?” She picked up the brass key and closed her fingers around it. “Yes,” she said. “But I’m carrying this.” “Of course.” “And tonight you can make tea.” He glanced towards the kettle. “Is that permission to stay?” “For tea.” “For tea,” he agreed. Rory sat at the table and moved Eva’s notes out of the way. Behind her, the tap ran, then stopped. The kettle clicked on. When Lucien asked where Eva kept the mugs, Rory pointed to the cupboard and watched him open it. There would be other questions. Tomorrow she would read his correspondence, and perhaps find fresh reasons to be furious. For now, he set a mug in front of her and waited to be told how she took it. She liked that he asked.