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Silas had pulled the till drawer out and laid it on the bar when the woman came in. Rain darkened the shoulders of her yellow coat. She carried a shopping bag with a leek sticking out of it, its split leaves catching the green light from the sign above the door. Rory stood on a chair beneath the map of the Baltic, pressing a loose corner back into its frame. “We’re open,” she called. “Despite appearances.” “I only wanted somewhere to wait out the rain.” “There’s a hook under the bar for your bag.” The woman put the bag down instead. She looked at the row of bottles, the photographs, the tray of cut lemons. Then she looked at Silas. He held a stack of pound coins between his finger and thumb. One slipped and struck the wood. “Marian.” She unbuttoned her coat. “Good God. You’ve grown a beard.” Rory climbed down from the chair. Silas still held the coins. She took them from him and set them beside the drawer. “Drink?” Marian’s eyes moved to her. “Soda water. With some of that lemon, if it isn’t decoration.” Silas reached for a glass, knocked its rim against the shelf, and put it back. He chose another. “You used to drink whisky.” “I used to do lots of things.” Her coat had a broken button near the hem. Beneath it she wore a navy sweatshirt with white lettering across the chest: HACKNEY COMMUNITY POOL. Her hair, once black and cut close to the jaw, had gone grey. She had gathered it at the back with a red elastic. Two strands clung to her wet cheek. He put the soda water in front of her. “No ice?” “You never liked it.” “I didn’t like the water in certain places. Ice itself never offended me.” He picked up the scoop. “Leave it. This is fine.” Rory lifted the till drawer. “I’ll take this into the office.” “The count isn’t finished.” “I can count.” She carried it through the doorway beside the bookshelves. Silas watched her go. Marian hooked a foot over the rung of a stool and hauled herself onto it, pushing against the bar with both palms. “Getting up there used to look easier.” “I remember.” “You remember all the wrong things, then.” She squeezed the lemon into her glass. Juice ran over her fingers. She wiped them on her trousers. The Marian he remembered would have asked for a napkin before touching the fruit. She had worn pale shirts that seemed to survive heat, dust, twelve-hour flights. Once, in a hotel without running water, she had ironed a collar with the bottom of a kettle. He had laughed at her. She had made him take off his own shirt and done that too. He offered her a folded paper napkin. She took it. “How long?” “Since we’ve seen each other?” “No, since you started keeping a pub.” “Eleven years.” “Eleven.” She looked along the bar again, this time at the worn brass rail, the polished patches where elbows had worked through the varnish. “You always complained about publicans.” “I complained about one publican.” “You complained about anyone who could afford to stay in the same place.” He rested his right hand on the counter. His signet ring clicked against a knot in the wood. “What brought you to Soho?” “A dentist off Dean Street. Mine’s retired. The new one looks about fourteen, but she doesn’t lecture me, so I’m keeping her.” “Do you live near here?” “Clapton.” “Still?” “I moved back.” “When?” “Seven years ago.” He took a cloth from beneath the bar and rubbed a wet circle left by someone else’s glass. “I didn’t know.” “No.” A couple at the far end argued over whose umbrella they had lost. The man opened his coat to show the empty inside, as though the umbrella might have fitted there. Outside, a bus carried a red wash across the windows. Marian turned her glass with both hands. “I heard about Prague.” “Most people did.” “Not from you.” “There wasn’t much to report.” She looked down at his left leg. “Is that the official version?” He folded the cloth into a square. “It’s the version that gets me through a shift.” She nodded, accepting the boundary without agreeing to it. That was new. Once she would have sat with him until he gave her something, a fact or a lie she could dismantle. “Do you want something stronger?” “No.” “Food?” “I’ve got food.” She nudged the shopping bag with her shoe. “A leek isn’t dinner.” “There are potatoes beneath it. You always did assess things before you’d seen all of them.” He smiled. She did not return it at first. Then one side of her mouth lifted, and for a moment he saw the woman who had stood beside him at a departure gate, both of them carrying passports in names their mothers had never used. “What’s the sweatshirt?” “Where I work.” “You run the place?” “I teach the beginners.” “Children?” “Some. Adults on Thursdays.” He looked at the lettering again. “You hated swimming.” “I hated swimming with people who thought it was a competition.” “You raced me.” “You made everything a race. I was obliged to beat you.” She drank. A drop remained on her lower lip; she caught it with the napkin. “There’s a woman in my Thursday class who’s sixty-three. First time she came, she wouldn’t take her hands off the rail. Last week she floated on her back. I had my hand under her, then I took it away. She didn’t notice for a while.” “Did you tell her?” “When she stood up.” “What did she do?” “Called me a cow. Booked another six lessons.” Marian laughed into her glass. He had heard her laugh before, but not like that, without checking who could hear. Rory came back with the drawer. “Forty pounds short.” Silas turned. “That can’t be right.” “I counted twice.” Marian watched him lift the notes. “Still keep the float beneath the twenties?” He stopped. Rory leaned over the drawer and pulled out a folded packet. “There it is.” “Some habits.” Marian raised her glass towards him. Rory slid the drawer into place. “I’m Rory.” “Marian. I knew him before he had legitimate employment.” “He’s still adjusting.” Silas shut the till harder than he needed to. “Don’t you have deliveries?” “Yu-Fei’s given me the evening off.” Rory took the chair back to the corner. She stayed there long enough to straighten the map, although the frame no longer needed attention. Marian watched her. “Your daughter?” “No. She rents upstairs.” “Right.” “Mine would be older.” “I know.” He picked up the cloth again. Marian laid her palm on it. “Leave that for a minute.” He withdrew his hand. “How is Ellen?” “She lives in Bristol. Repairs violins.” “She used to play.” “She still does. Not for a living.” “I remember that little red case.” “Purple.” “Was it?” “You brought her the red one. It was too big.” He looked towards the photographs. None of them showed Ellen. None showed Marian, although he had a photograph of her upstairs, inside an envelope with an expired driving licence and a warranty for a kettle he no longer owned. “She kept it?” “The case? Years. Put dolls in it.” He pressed his thumb beneath the edge of his ring. “How old is she now?” “Thirty-two.” “Thirty-two.” “You don’t have to repeat it.” “I wasn’t—” “I know what you weren’t.” She moved her hand off the cloth. He had last seen Ellen on a station platform, with a gap where her front teeth had been. She had wanted him to look at a drawing. He had looked at his watch instead, and Marian had taken the paper from her daughter and folded it into her bag. “Does she have children?” “A boy. Kit. He’s four.” “You’re a grandmother.” “Yes, Silas. That’s one of the available outcomes.” He let out a breath through his nose. Marian ran a fingernail beneath the loose edge of the label on her glass. “I go down one weekend a month. Sometimes she lets me stay. Sometimes she books me a room.” “Lets you?” “We didn’t speak for nearly five years.” The couple left, sharing the man’s coat across their shoulders. Cold air travelled as far as the bar. Silas felt it against the damp patch on his cuff. “What happened?” Marian looked at him until he lowered his eyes. “You were there for some of it.” “I thought you and David had an arrangement.” “We did. David stayed. I left. We called it an arrangement because we’d both agreed to it.” “You loved the work.” “Yes.” She pressed the loosened glass label flat again. “That made it worse when I went home and complained about what it cost me. Ellen had no patience for that.” He remembered Marian at forty, furious at a delayed flight because she would miss a school concert. He had found an earlier connection. Neither of them had asked why she had accepted the assignment in the first place. “David wrote to me.” “I know.” “After you separated.” “He wanted you to talk to me.” “I didn’t think it was my place.” “You had no trouble telling me what to do in every other part of my life.” He drew the stool from behind the bar. His knee caught as he sat, and he gripped the counter until the pain passed. “I thought you’d resent it.” “I would have.” She pushed his cloth back towards him. “You could have done it anyway.” Rory gathered glasses from a table. She carried them to the sink without looking at either of them. Silas watched Marian’s hands. Her nails had gone short. A pale ridge crossed one knuckle, and there was a blue plaster at the base of her thumb. “Did David keep the house?” “For a while.” “And now?” “He died six years ago.” The refrigerator hummed beneath the counter. Silas put both feet on the floor. “I’m sorry.” “I sent you a letter.” “To where?” “Your club. They said they’d forward it.” “I never received it.” “All right.” “I would have come.” Marian picked up her glass but did not drink. “Would you?” He opened his mouth. She waited. “I don’t know.” She set the glass down. “That sounds more like you.” He looked at her yellow coat hanging from the hook, its sleeves dripping onto the floor. He would have lent her an umbrella once and expected her to return it through three countries. Now she lived a bus ride away, and he had not known. “I kept thinking I’d ring.” “I changed my number.” “I had people who could have found it.” “Yes.” He rubbed the crescent of bare skin beneath his ring. “I didn’t want to ask them.” “Because then someone would know you wanted something?” He looked up. She held his gaze, then reached into her bag. Beneath the leek and potatoes she found a pencil and a crumpled envelope. She flattened the envelope against the bar. “Give me a surface that isn’t wet.” He wiped the space between them. She wrote a number in large, uneven figures and pushed it across. He rested two fingers on the paper. “Would Ellen mind if I asked after her?” “You can ask me. She can decide the rest.” He nodded. Marian put the pencil away and reached for her drink. He stopped her with a hand against the base of the glass. “I can put ice in that now.” “Yes. You can.” He filled the scoop. She drew the glass towards her, leaving the envelope under his hand. “Tell me about the girl upstairs.” “What do you want to know?” “Start with how she came to trust you.”