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Rain hammered the windows of The Raven's Nest and turned the green neon sign above the door into a smear across the glass. Old maps and black-and-white photographs covered the walls. At ten on a Tuesday, three customers sat in booths with wet coats draped over the seats beside them. Aurora Carter sat at the end of the bar with a delivery bag at her feet and rain in her straight, shoulder-length black hair. Water dripped from the hem of her jacket onto the floor. Her last run for the Golden Empress had taken her to a flat in Fitzrovia where a man in a bathrobe had counted out coins at the door while his dinner went cold in her hands. Silas Blackwood set a mug of tea in front of her and tapped his silver signet ring against the bar. His grey-streaked auburn beard had more grey in it than it had in the spring. He favoured his right leg as he moved toward the till, the old knee injury stiff in the damp. "You have a hole in that bag, Rory." Rory turned the bag over. A dark patch spread across the canvas. "That explains the smell of chilli oil on my trainers." "You want me to ask Yu-Fei for another one, or do you want to keep announcing every delivery before you knock?" "Ask him. Tell him the request comes from a valued member of staff." "Part-time member of staff. His words arrive with every rota." The door opened. Cold air cut through the warmth from the radiators. A woman stepped in and shook rain from a navy coat. She had a canvas tote over one shoulder and a phone in her hand, and she stopped two paces inside the door with her eyes on Rory. Her hair sat at her jaw. Brown, with no trace of the bleached streaks Rory remembered. She wore no eyeliner, no rings through her ears, no chipped black varnish on her nails. A thin scar crossed her chin where a piercing had once caught the light. Rory stood up from the stool. The legs scraped across the boards. "Eva." Eva gripped the strap of her tote. Her mouth opened, shut, opened again. "You live in London and you pick the one bar with maps on the walls and no music." Silas took a glass from the shelf and set it down without a word of greeting. Eva looked at him, then back at Rory. "I mean it as praise, for the record." "I moved into the flat upstairs three years ago." Eva nodded toward the ceiling. "Up there? Above a bar?" "Rent comes out before I can spend it. Silas counts that as a system." "It is a system." Silas wiped a clean section of the bar with a cloth and moved to the far end, where one of the men in the booths had raised an empty pint glass. Eva took the stool next to Rory's and left a gap between them. She put her tote on the floor and pushed wet hair back from her face. Up close, she had lines at the corners of her eyes and a crease between her brows that Rory had never seen on her before. Her coat had a button missing at the cuff. She turned her phone face down on the bar. "What brings you to Soho?" "A course. Two days in Holborn on disclosure rules, a hotel room with a kettle and a shower that scalds one side of you. Cardiff sent me." "Cardiff sent you. Listen to that." "Do not start." "Start what?" "That face. You have a face for other people's jobs." "I have a face for you in a navy coat with a tote bag that has a law firm logo on it." Eva looked down at the tote. Gold letters ran across the canvas. "It was free at a conference." "And the coat?" "Marks and Spencer. Sale rail. Do you want the price and the date of purchase?" "I want the bit where you explain the last six years in a way that fits before Silas needs this stool back." Silas set a fresh pint in the booth and came back behind the bar. "Take the night. Tuesdays lack entertainment." Eva smiled at him. The smile reached one side of her mouth and stopped. "Vodka tonic for old times, then. One cube, wedge of lime, none of that lemon nonsense." Rory pushed her mug aside. "Two. Make hers strong. She used to drink mine and claim the ice had watered it down." Eva put a hand flat on the bar. Her nails were cut short. No varnish, no rings. "Water. Please. Water in a glass with ice in it, if you have the stock." Silas filled a glass and set it in front of her. Rory stared at the glass, then at Eva's hand. A round metal disc sat beside it, green, with a number stamped in the centre. "When?" Eva picked up the disc and closed her fist around it. "Three years in August. I count from the morning I woke up in the Royal Gwent with Mam in a chair beside the bed and a consultant drawing a line on a chart with his pen." "You never sent a word." "You had a new number. A new flat. A new life with no Cardiff in it. I had a leaflet on liver damage and a sponsor named Pat who ran a launderette and phoned me at six each morning to ask what I planned to eat for breakfast." "You could have found me." "I could have found Evan too. He kept turning up at the house after you left. He sat at our kitchen table and ate toast and asked Mam where you had gone, as if she had you in the airing cupboard." Rory's hand went to her left wrist. The small crescent-shaped scar showed white against her skin. Eva's eyes followed the movement. "You got that falling off the wall behind my house." "I got that because you dared me to climb it after two bottles of cider you stole from your brother's room." "I dared you to sit on it. The jump was your own work." "Revision from the woman in the navy coat." "Ask Mam. She put the plaster on." The words landed and sat between them. Eva drank some water. Ice knocked against her teeth. "Mam died in March last year." Rory held the edge of the bar. The wood had a groove worn into it where Silas rested his thumb. "You sent no word about that either." "I sent word. I sent it to the number you had at university, and I sent a card to your father's chambers. He wrote back on paper with a crest at the top. Three lines. He passed on his condolences and said you had no wish for contact with Cardiff." "He had no right." "He had your handwriting on his side. The note you left on his desk said you wanted no calls, no visits, no messages passed through friends. I kept a copy because I thought you had written it with Evan in the room. I compared it with your exam notes in my drawer. Same loops on the g, same cross on the t." "I wrote that in his study with the door open and a train ticket in my pocket. I wrote it because he had spent an hour telling me pre-law was a start and not a life sentence, and Evan had spent the drive there telling me my father sounded wise." Eva turned the disc over in her palm. "You wrote it. I read it. Mam read it. Then she put it in the bin and told me you had a temper and a short memory, and that you would ring by Christmas." "I had a phone with no credit and a room above a pub in Camden with mould on the ceiling. Then I had Evan's texts from numbers I had never seen. One said he knew which bus you took to college. One said your brother owed him money. I changed the number and I kept changing it." "And Cardiff went in the bin with the old SIM cards." "That is unfair." "It has the shape of the truth from my side of the wall." Silas put a bowl of peanuts between them and took his cloth to the other end of the bar again. Neither of them touched the bowl. Eva pulled her coat tighter around her. Rain ran down the windows in crooked lines. "You work for a restaurant." "Golden Empress. Yu-Fei Cheung owns it. Deliveries, some shifts on the till, cash at the end of the week." "You had a place on a law course." "I had a place on a course my father picked, in a city where Evan knew every street I walked. I left both." "You left me in both as well." "I asked you to come to London." "You asked me on the platform at Cardiff Central with a train at the barrier and your bag half zipped. You gave me four minutes to choose a city." "I had four minutes because Evan had phoned from the car park." "You had months of knowing you wanted out. You spent them in my room, on my bed, eating toast and drawing up lists of flats. You let me draw up lists for a trip I had no part in." Rory pushed the peanut bowl an inch toward Eva. Eva shook her head. "I cannot eat those. Bar snacks in a place that serves spirits. Pat has rules with roots in experience." "Pat sounds thorough." "Pat saved my life and charges me in phone calls and honesty. She has a voice like a head teacher with a smoker's cough." "You would have hated a sponsor at nineteen." "At nineteen I hated bus drivers who asked for the correct change. Hatred had a low bar." A laugh came out of Rory before she could stop it. Eva laughed too, one short breath through her nose, and pressed her mouth shut. "There you are." "Where?" "Under the coat. Same snort." "It is a family trait. My brother does it in court." "Your brother goes to court as a witness or a defendant these days?" "Solicitor's clerk. He wears a tie and complains about parking near the Crown Court. Mam lived to see him pass his exams. She kept the certificate on the fridge with a magnet shaped like a leek." Rory's bright blue eyes filled, and she blinked hard and looked at the bottles behind the bar. "She asked for me? At the end, did she ask?" Eva laid the disc flat and spun it with one finger. It turned and turned and tipped onto its side. "She asked if you still had the scar. She said you would land on your feet because you had practice at falling." "That sounds like her." "She had morphine in her and a priest in the corridor whom she sent away twice. Her words came in patches." "What patch did you keep for yourself?" "The one where she told me to stop waiting at the window for people who had moved house." Silas came back and set two fresh glasses of water down. He looked at Rory's untouched mug. "Tea has gone cold." "Put it on my tab." "You have no tab. You have a rent book and strong views on other people's stock rotation." Eva took in the maps, the photographs, the green light at the window, Silas with his hand resting near Rory's elbow in a way that spoke of years of such evenings. "He looks out for you." "He gives me a flat and work contacts and lectures on locks." "It is more than a landlord does on our street." "He knew people from before. From work he does not discuss at volume. He found me a solicitor when Evan sent letters to the restaurant. He came with me to the police station and sat in a plastic chair for three hours without a complaint about his knee." Eva's face changed at Evan's name. The crease between her brows cut deeper. "Evan works doors in Newport now. He has a shaved head and a court order that keeps him away from a woman in Cwmbran. I see his name in files at work and I have to hand the file to the desk next to mine." "You work with files on men like Evan." "Child protection. I sit in rooms with social workers and police officers and parents who shout the furniture around. I check that each paper has a signature and each child has a name spelled right on every page. A name spelled wrong can lose a day in court. A day can lose a home visit." "At nineteen you said law was a costume for men with clean shoes." "At nineteen I said a lot of things with a can in my hand. At twenty-four I sat with Mam at a hospital appointment and a doctor spoke to me as if I had wandered in from the car park. I went home and found a prospectus in a drawer. You had left it there. Cardiff Law, with your notes in the margins and a coffee ring on the cover." "You used my prospectus." "I used your underlining. Your father paid my exam fees in the second year. He never told you." Rory turned on the stool to face her. "My father paid." "He said Brendan Carter owed our house for the meals you ate and the baths you took and the nights you slept on our floor while he and your mother argued through the walls of that big house. He said Jennifer would have done the same. He came to Mam's funeral in a black coat and stood at the back and left before the tea." "I rang his office once. His secretary said he was in court. I rang the house and the number had changed." "He sold the house after your mother moved to her sister's in Swansea. He has a flat near the bay and arthritis in both hands. He writes with a fat pen wrapped in tape." "You kept all this in a drawer too." "I kept it in my life. You kept London in yours." The men in the booths stood up and pulled on their coats. One of them lifted a hand to Silas. The door opened and shut and opened and shut, and rain blew in across the mat each time. Eva watched the door as if she expected it to produce another person from the years behind them. "Why this bar tonight? Holborn to Soho is a walk in rain." "Pat told me to go somewhere after the course dinner and sit among people without a drink in my hand. A test with chairs and company. I picked the place with the green sign because the hotel bar had men in suits buying rounds and calling each other mate at volume." "You picked my home as a test." "Fate gets credit for that part. I had no plan beyond the door." "And now you have water and my face and Silas pretending the bottles need his attention." Silas held a bottle up to the light and wiped dust from the neck. "Bottles reward attention." Eva turned back to Rory. Her hand shook, and she set it flat on her tote to still it. The disc lay between them on the wet ring left by Rory's mug. "You look thin." "I cycle for a living in London traffic. Thin comes with the job." "You look braced. As if a room might turn on you." "You look ironed." "I iron at night with the radio on. It gives my hands a task. Pat approves of tasks." "Does Pat approve of ambushes in bars?" "This had no ambush in it until you stood up with my name in your mouth." Rory picked up the disc. The metal held the warmth of Eva's hand. She set it down again, green side up. "Say the part you came over here rehearsing in your head on the train." "I had no speech." "You have had six years of speeches. I had them too. Mine had you in a doorway with a bag, telling me Evan had come to the house and Mam had thrown a pan at his car." "Mam threw a shoe. It hit the wing mirror. He drove off with it on the bonnet for half the street." "See. Details kept me up at night while you had the facts." Eva reached for her glass and drank until the ice slid against her lip. She put the glass down on the bar with care, in the exact centre of a dry patch. "Say it plain, then."