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Aurora came in out of the rain with the Golden Empress delivery bag hooked over one shoulder and a damp receipt pinched between her teeth. The green neon above The Raven’s Nest ticked behind her, then settled. Inside, the lamps made small amber pools along the bar. Two men argued over a crossword beneath an old map of the London docks; beyond them, black-and-white faces watched from Silas’s photographs with the patience of people who had nowhere left to be. Silas stood drying a glass that already shone. His grey-streaked beard hid most of his expression, but not the part that concerned her punctuality. “You’re late.” Aurora freed the receipt. “A woman on Berwick Street changed her mind about noodles.” “And the noodles?” “I ate the evidence.” “Carter?” The woman on the last bar stool had one hand around a whisky tumbler. Her suit jacket lay folded beside her, dark blue and expensive, with an umbrella resting across it like something confiscated. Rain jewelled her shoes. Aurora knew the face, although her mind first supplied it at nineteen: softer around the mouth, hair escaping a clip, a secondhand rucksack splitting at one seam. “Nia?” Nia’s fingers tightened on the tumbler. “I heard your voice. Then I looked at you and decided it couldn’t be.” “I’ve had this voice for years.” “Your hair used to be longer.” Aurora touched the straight black ends at her shoulder. “It still does the essential work.” Nia laughed, a single unprepared note, and put down her drink. Six years had given her a narrow watch, an ivory blouse and the sort of stillness that came from being listened to in meeting rooms. At nineteen she had blushed when waiters brought the wrong order. Now she looked capable of making a waiter apologise for the menu. Her gaze travelled over Aurora’s delivery jacket and stopped at her left wrist, where the crescent scar showed above the cuff. “Can I buy you a drink?” Nia nodded towards the bag. “Or are you working?” “She’s finished.” Silas took the bag from Aurora’s shoulder, his signet ring knocking against the strap. “And she can stop dripping on my floor in the corner.” Aurora introduced them. Nia offered Silas the careful smile she might once have reserved for someone’s formidable grandmother. He returned it with a brief inclination of his head, then crossed to the other end of the bar, favouring his left knee. They took the table beneath the dock map. Nia sat with her back straight and her umbrella at her feet. Aurora shrugged out of her wet jacket, but kept it over her arm for a few seconds before finding a place for it. “My hearing settled at four,” Nia said. “The firm booked the hotel for two nights, so here I am. Everyone else went to dinner to discuss how surprising it was that the other side paid up.” “Was it surprising?” “No. That’s why they need dinner.” She rubbed at a watermark on the table. “I came in because I liked the sign.” “Silas will be pleased. He thinks the maps bring them in.” “Do they?” “Mostly they bring in men who want to correct them.” Nia smiled. This time she let it remain. She lived in Bristol now. Employment law, mostly. She wrote letters people put off opening and attended meetings in which everyone used the word “candid” as a warning. Aurora delivered for Yu-Fei Cheung six evenings a week, sometimes more if someone was ill. She had a room upstairs with a narrow window and a radiator that worked when struck near the valve. “I know which cafés will give me hot water without making me buy anything,” she said. “I know three routes across Soho that avoid the worst of the delivery bikes. Yu-Fei calls the moped temperamental when he means dangerous.” “Do you like it?” Aurora considered the question rather than stepping around it. “It’s mine. That’s not the same as liking it, but it isn’t nothing.” Nia waited. Once, Rory would have filled any pause with a defence, a joke and three alternative plans before Nia could frame her next question. Now she turned her glass on its coaster and watched the crossword men disagree about a seven-letter word. “Did you finish university?” “No.” “Right.” “You can say you’re surprised.” “I’m not going to make you do all the work of making this easy.” Aurora looked at her then. Nia’s professional composure had developed a crack around the eyes. “Pre-Law was my father’s idea,” Aurora said. “I was busy treating it like mine.” “You were good at it.” “Being good at something isn’t a reason.” “You used to say it was the only reason you did anything.” “I was eighteen. I also thought a leather jacket was weatherproof.” Nia’s smile faltered as Aurora reached for her drink. The scar slid clear of her cuff again. “That’s from my bicycle.” Aurora turned her wrist. “You remember.” “You went over the handlebars outside our house. Mam wrapped your arm in her best tea towel and told you not to bleed on the good seats. Then she drove like a lunatic.” “You cried.” “I thought you’d die and I’d have to explain why I’d dared you.” Nia stared at the small white crescent. “The stain never came out of the towel. She told you it had.” “She was bad at lying.” “Only to you.” Nia’s thumb moved over the base of her glass. “She died last February.” Aurora set her drink down before it knocked against the table. Behind Nia, the names of the old wharves ran in fine print along the map. She tried to read one and lost it between the lines. “When?” “Fourteen months ago. I counted on the train here, for no reason.” “Nia, I’m sorry.” “She asked about you near the end. She wanted to know if you’d stopped arguing with your father.” “What did you tell her?” “That you hadn’t.” Aurora’s mouth moved, though no smile followed. “Then you lied too.” Nia looked down. “At the funeral, I looked for you.” “I didn’t know.” “I know that now.” “You didn’t then.” “No.” The word cost Nia some of her careful posture. She leaned back, away from it. “I was angry. There was a notice online, and your old profile was still there. You were nineteen in the picture. I told myself that covered it.” “I would have come.” “I know.” “Stop saying that if you only learnt it tonight.” One of the crossword men swore at the other, folded the newspaper and left. The remaining man studied the grid with fresh concentration. Silas moved behind the bar, collecting empties without glancing towards their table. Nia turned her wedding band? No—there wasn't one. Better: Nia turned her watch face against her wrist. “I came to the house in Roath once,” she said. “Three years ago. Mam sent me with a lemon cake because she said you could survive a row but not a shortage of cake.” Aurora’s hand stilled on the coaster. “Evan answered.” “He told me you were in Bristol.” “I was upstairs.” Nia’s lips parted. She took a drink, grimaced at it and put the glass aside. “Your coat was on the banister,” she said. “The blue one with the wooden toggles. I could see one sleeve. I told myself people owned more than one coat.” “I didn’t.” “No.” “He said you didn’t stay long.” “I left. I didn’t even leave the cake. I took it home and ate it with Mam, and I let her think you’d become too busy.” Nia pressed her palms together, then pulled them apart. “I should have refused to go.” “He’d have shut the door.” “Then I should have sat on the step.” “You had a train.” Nia’s head came up. “How do you know?” “You always had a train.” The rain strengthened against the windows. Somewhere in the walls, a pipe knocked twice and stopped. “I was hurt,” Nia said. “You hadn’t answered me in months, and there he was in your house, telling me where you were. He looked so at home. I thought you’d chosen a life and shut the door behind you.” “He had.” Nia shut her eyes. Aurora’s voice remained level. “You couldn’t have known.” “Don’t do that.” “Do what?” “Make it tidy.” Nia opened her eyes. “I was twenty-two.” “So was I.” For a while Nia studied the scratch her thumbnail had made in the varnish. Aurora did not help her. The old habits of their friendship offered several exits: a joke, a change of subject, some harmless evidence that they still knew each other. Neither took one. “He didn’t take my phone,” Aurora said. “Not at first. I read your messages.” Nia’s hands went still. “You sent me a photograph of your graduation gown and asked if it made you look like a bat. You sent an article about a woman who swam the Channel when she was fifty-four. Then you asked whether I was alive.” “You remembered the swimmer.” “I liked that she’d taken up something without asking whether there was time for it to become useful.” “Why didn’t you answer?” Aurora rubbed her thumb once over the scar. “I kept waiting for a week when I could tell you I was fine without hating myself for the lie.” “You could have told me you weren’t.” “You’d have come.” “Yes.” “That’s why.” Nia looked towards the bar, but Silas had his back to them. The remaining crossword man had given up and was reading the football scores. “I came anyway,” she said. “I know.” “And left.” “And I stayed. For a while.” Nia nodded. There was anger in it, though Aurora could not tell how much belonged to Evan, how much to her, and how much Nia had reserved for herself. “Eva told me to get on a train,” Aurora said. “She made it sound like a practical problem with a practical solution. That helped.” “I’m glad she did.” “You can be glad and angry.” “I am.” Nia gave a strained laugh. “Mostly at myself, if that improves the arrangement.” “It doesn’t have to improve anything.” “No. I suppose you’d know.” Aurora absorbed that. Nia’s face changed as soon as the words were out. “Sorry.” “Don’t make that tidy either.” Nia nodded again. Aurora thought of Mrs Powell’s kitchen: yellow cupboards, a radio with one missing knob, the blue-striped tea towel that had never been clean again. She thought of Nia at nineteen, leaving Cardiff with her rucksack, and of herself waving from the pavement with Evan’s hand resting at the back of her neck. At the time she had read the pressure as affection. Memory preserved the gesture and refused her original excuse for it. “She missed you,” Nia said. “I missed her too.” Aurora cleared her throat. “I just did it after everyone else.” “There isn’t a queue.” “You know what I mean.” “Yes.” Nia’s voice softened. “I do.” Her phone lit on the table. A message appeared above a photograph of five people crowded around a restaurant table, their faces raised towards the camera. She turned the phone face down. “Dinner?” Aurora asked. “They’ve found a wine list that needs their full attention.” “Your train?” “There isn’t one until morning.” Nia pushed the whisky away. “Could he make tea, or would that damage the place?” Aurora looked towards the bar. Silas had already taken the kettle from its shelf. He filled it without asking who wanted what, then reached for two cups from the back of a cupboard. “He’ll make it,” she said. “He’ll pretend it’s a personal failure.” Nia gathered her jacket from the neighbouring stool. For a second she held it against her chest, as if she might put it on. Then she folded it over the back of her chair and sat down again.