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The rain had thinned to a mist when the woman came into the Raven’s Nest. She shook out her umbrella over the mat, folded it with care and hooked it over her wrist. Silas stood behind the bar, rubbing a glass with a cloth. She looked past him at the pumps. “Half of the bitter, please. And where’s your loo?” “Down the passage, second door on the left.” She placed a pound coin on the counter beside a damp tissue. “For the drink, not the directions.” Silas took the coin. The woman had a narrow face, a pale seam through one eyebrow and silver hair cut close around her ears. Her coat hung open over a dark suit. When she turned towards the passage, he saw a small blue stain on the back of her hand, where ink had settled in a crease. “Ruth?” She stopped. Her hand went to the wall, not for support but as though she had meant to touch it all along. He put the glass down. “Ruth Hales.” She faced him again. Her mouth opened, then shut. She glanced at the door and back at his face. “Silas?” He came around the end of the bar, his left leg stiff after an afternoon on his feet. She watched the movement. Then she lifted both hands, palms towards him. “Don’t. I still need the loo.” When she came back, her beer waited on the counter beside her change. She sat on a stool and peeled the tissue off the pound coin. “You didn’t take enough.” “The prices are on the board.” “That’s a two, not a one.” She pointed at the chalk writing. “Your handwriting hasn’t improved.” He took another coin from her. She drank a mouthful and set the glass down on its mat. “You own this place?” “For eleven years.” “In Soho.” “There’s a sign outside.” “I saw the sign. I didn’t see your name on it.” “No reason you would have.” She turned the glass a quarter turn. The wet ring on the mat widened. Silas picked up the cloth again. He had seen her last at a station, though for a moment he could not remember which one. She had worn a red coat and carried a plant in a plastic bag, its leaves pressed against her chest in the crowd. Bristol. She had insisted on buying him a sandwich for the train, then argued with the man at the kiosk because the bread had curled at the edges. “What brought you here?” he asked. “I had a meeting near Tottenham Court Road. The person I was meeting chose a café with six seats and a queue at the door. We stood outside with our coffees, so I wanted a chair.” “You could have come through the door and found me at any point in eleven years.” “You could have put your name on the sign.” He smiled, and she gave him a short smile in return. He recognised that part of her: the quick answer, the refusal to surrender even a small point. But she had once spoken with her whole body, leaning over tables, catching strangers by the sleeve. Now she kept her elbows close and her coat on. “What happened to your hair?” “I had it cut.” “It was halfway down your back.” “That was seventeen years ago.” “Was it?” “You were forty-one. You complained about it all through lunch.” “I don’t remember complaining.” “You wanted me to tell you that you looked thirty.” “I looked thirty-five.” “You looked tired. You still do.” He went to the mirror behind the bottles and examined himself. The grey in his beard had spread since his last trim. He tucked the cloth under the counter. “What kind of meeting?” “Housing.” “You still work for the council?” “I work for a different council. I’m head of temporary accommodation.” He rested his hands on the bar. His signet ring clicked against the wood. “You used to break into empty flats.” “One flat.” “Three.” “Two. You only counted the third because we couldn’t get the window open.” “The woman on the ground floor called the police.” “You told her we were measuring for curtains.” “She believed me.” “She asked for a quote. We had to leave.” Ruth drank again. The memory had loosened something in her face, but she kept her gaze on the glass. “I remember the family,” she said. “The ones we got into the second flat. The little boy had a red scarf.” “He left it behind.” “No. Your mother washed it for him.” Silas reached for the bowl of crisps and set it between them. Ruth took one, then brushed salt from her fingertips onto the mat. “What does a head of temporary accommodation do?” he asked. “Finds rooms. Signs contracts. Listens to people explain why the room they’ve been given won’t do.” “And when it won’t?” “I find another one, if there is one.” “That sounds straightforward.” “It isn’t. I had a woman this morning whose son’s school was an hour and a half from the hotel we offered her. She works nights. She couldn’t get him there and get to bed before her next shift.” “What did you do?” “Found her a room nearer the school. It had a broken window, but the landlord promised to fix it by Friday.” “You believed him?” “I put it in writing. I’ll call on Friday.” He pushed the bowl closer. She took another crisp. “You’d have marched on the town hall once,” he said. “I did. We marched on it together. Your mother came out on her lunch break and brought us biscuits.” “She brought you biscuits. I got half of one.” “You’d already eaten.” “She didn’t know that.” “She knew you.” Ruth took off her coat and folded it over the stool beside her. Her jacket had a loose thread at the cuff, which she twisted around her finger and broke. “I’ve marched on the town hall since,” she said. “They still haven’t built enough places to put people. I got tired of shouting through the windows.” “And now you’re inside.” “Yes. It’s warmer.” A couple came in, carrying the smell of rain with them. Silas served them at the other end of the bar. They asked about the photographs on the wall, and he told them the black-and-white street scene showed Soho in the fifties. He had told that to customers for years, though a man who knew the area had once insisted it was Camden. When he returned, Ruth had her phone in her hand. She tapped out a message, then put it face down. “Your daughter?” he asked. She looked up. “I didn’t know you knew about her.” “Your mother sent me a Christmas card. Years back. She put a photograph inside.” “Which photograph?” “You and a little girl on a beach. She had a bucket on her head.” “That was a washing-up bowl.” “I wondered about the handles.” “Leah’s twenty-six now.” He pictured the child in the photograph and failed to make an adult of her. “What does she do?” “She teaches music at a primary school.” “You used to say you’d never have children.” “I used to say I’d never wear a suit.” “You’ve kept one promise, then.” Ruth glanced down at the jacket. “I bought three of them. The other two are blue.” He poured himself a small measure of whisky and left the bottle on the counter. “Did Leah get your singing voice?” “She got one that works. Mine went strange after I had an operation on my thyroid.” Ruth touched the base of her throat. “It’s fine for talking. Singing’s another matter.” “You sang at every party we went to.” “I sang at parties you went to. There were others.” “You sang over a man playing the piano once.” “He was playing the wrong song.” “He was playing his own song.” “He shouldn’t have done it at a party.” Silas laughed. She smiled into her drink, then looked towards the maps and photographs on the wall behind him. “I went back to your mother’s house last year,” she said. He put down his glass. “Why?” “I was in Bristol for work. I took a walk after the meeting.” “Did you go in?” “No. A family live there. They’ve painted the door yellow.” “She’d have hated that.” “She might have liked it. She wanted a yellow door for years.” “She told me the opposite.” “She told you it would show the dirt. She told me she was saving for the paint.” He rubbed his thumb over the face of his ring. His mother had died fourteen years ago. He had arrived in Bristol two days after the funeral, with his left leg in a brace and a bag small enough to carry on a train. Ruth had already given the house keys to the solicitor. “You cleared the kitchen,” he said. “Some of it.” “The solicitor told me.” “He made it sound like an achievement. I put tins in bags and wiped the shelves.” “You paid the milk bill.” “That was six pounds.” “You could have sent it to me.” “I didn’t know where to send it.” “You had my number.” “I had a number. I left messages.” “I know.” She looked at him. Her hand stayed around the glass, though she had finished the beer. “I heard them when I got back,” he said. “How long after?” “Three weeks.” “I left five. I counted them because I thought I ought to tell the hospital how often I’d called.” He turned his glass on the counter. A drop of whisky ran over his finger. “I was out of the country.” “I know that much.” “There was an accident. I couldn’t call.” “You could have called before you went.” He started to answer. Ruth lifted her hand. “She had a cough, Si. Nobody knew what it was when I rang you the first time. I wasn’t asking you to catch a plane that afternoon. I wanted you to know she’d gone to the doctor.” “I’d spoken to her the week before.” “She told you she was all right.” “She sounded all right.” “She sounded all right to me too. She made me take my shoes off in the hall because I’d stepped in something.” Ruth looked down at her own shoes. “I’d only stepped on a wet leaf.” Silas fetched her another half without asking. He set it beside the empty glass. “She didn’t want me making a fuss,” he said. “No. She didn’t. She also wanted you home.” He pulled the empty glass away and rinsed it beneath the tap. Water splashed his shirt. He dried his hands and found Ruth watching the movement of his left leg. “That happened in the accident?” “Yes.” “Did she know?” “No.” “She would have made a fuss about that.” “She would have told me not to run.” “You never listened.” “She never stopped telling me.” Ruth picked up the fresh glass. “There was a cardigan in the kitchen when I went through it. Green, with a button missing. She’d put it over the back of a chair.” “I remember it.” “I washed it and put it in a bag for the charity shop. Then I took it out again.” “Why?” “I thought you might want it.” He waited. “I put it in the airing cupboard with some other things. The solicitor was supposed to tell you.” “He did. I didn’t go through them.” “What happened to them?” “I told him to give them away.” Ruth nodded. She lifted her beer but did not drink. “I should have looked,” Silas said. “You had a lot to do.” “I had a box to open.” The couple at the far end asked for another round. Silas filled their glasses, carried them over and returned with their money. Ruth had taken her phone out again. She held it under the light, moving her finger across the screen. “Leah sent me these last month,” she said. “She found them in a drawer.” She passed the phone across the counter. The photograph showed four people at a table in a garden. Silas recognised the garden wall, his mother’s checked tablecloth and Ruth, young enough that her hair fell past her shoulders. She had her arm stretched towards the camera. His mother sat beside her with a cigarette between two fingers. Silas stood at the back, holding a plate over the head of a boy he did not recognise. “Who’s that?” he asked. “Martin Briggs. He lived next door.” “I was about to put the plate on his head.” “You did put it on his head. It had trifle on it.” “Why?” “He’d eaten your share.” Silas enlarged the photograph. The image broke into squares, but he could see his mother’s face, turned towards him. Her mouth was open. Ruth leaned across the bar to look. “She was telling you off,” Ruth said. “She was laughing.” “She did both. There’s another one after that.” She reached for the phone, and he handed it back.