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Rain had broken the green neon above The Raven’s Nest into a wavering streak on the pavement. Aurora Carter pushed through the door with Yu-Fei Cheung’s delivery bag knocking against her hip, her cuffs wet and her black hair sticking to her cheeks. Beneath the old maps and framed photographs, two men argued over a crossword. Silas Blackwood stood behind the bar with the racing pages folded beside his elbow. He took in Aurora’s soaked jacket and pushed a bar towel towards her. His silver signet ring clicked against the wood. At the far end of the bar, a woman in a charcoal suit was ruining a beer mat. She folded it in half, then in half again, pressing each crease flat with her thumbnail. Aurora recognised that small, exact pressure. It had creased school worksheets, train tickets and the corners of letters neither of them had posted. “There’s nothing in the middle.” The woman looked up. “You used to let me finish.” Aurora’s hand stilled inside the towel. “Eva.” “Hello, Rory.” Eva stood. At nineteen she had cut her hair with kitchen scissors whenever life bored her; now it lay in a smooth knot at the nape of her neck. Her raincoat was folded over the next stool. She rose without the old collision of elbows and bag straps, and Aurora could not decide whether she looked taller or merely better assembled. They met beside the crossword men. The delivery bag knocked against Eva’s knee. Aurora shifted it, and they embraced with the care of people carrying something borrowed. Eva’s perfume caught at the back of Aurora’s throat. Beneath it was rain and the warm, bitter trace of tonic. “You’re soaked.” “It’s London.” “You used to carry an umbrella.” “You used to make me share yours.” Eva drew back. Her gaze moved over Aurora’s face, then to her hair, which now brushed her shoulders. “You cut it.” “Years ago.” “I know. That’s the trouble with hearing it now. I keep putting the years in the wrong order.” Silas set a soda and lime before Aurora and replaced Eva’s tonic. Aurora glanced at him. He gathered his newspaper and moved down the bar, his left leg dragging a fraction on the first step. He had a talent for removing himself without making a performance of discretion. Aurora left the delivery bag on the floor and took Eva’s old stool. “How long?” “Six years.” “You counted.” “My job likes dates.” “What is your job?” “Operational resilience.” “That isn’t a job. That’s a sign above a fire extinguisher.” Eva’s mouth moved at one corner. She turned her glass between both hands. “I work for an insurance company. Banks pay us to imagine their bad day.” “And do you?” “Frequently. Usually after lunch.” “You were going to make films.” “Radio.” “You were going to live in a van.” “The van had no engine.” “You said that was a detail.” “It was. Then my boiler burst.” Aurora looked at the suit, the raincoat, the narrow leather notebook beside Eva’s glass. A gold pen lay across its cover. Eva had once kept pens behind both ears and lost them there. “Don’t,” Eva said. “I haven’t said anything.” “You’ve got your courtroom face.” “That was my father’s face.” “Well, it’s had work.” One of the crossword men swore at the other and demanded a dictionary. Silas turned a page of his newspaper. Eva ran a finger around the base of her glass. “I like it, Rory. The work. I like being the person who reads the last page of the report. I like knowing which drawer things are in.” “Which drawer are you in?” “Bristol.” “You used to call it Cardiff with a trust fund.” “It still is. I’ve stopped letting the truth ruin a decent breakfast.” Aurora laughed before she could decide not to. Eva looked down into her drink. The laugh had altered something in her face; for an instant the suit fitted less well. She lifted her hand, and a small stone caught the light. Aurora nodded towards it. “Who’s he?” “Michael. He’s kind, and my mother adores him, which I try not to hold against either of them.” “Kind?” “You can say it without making it sound like a deficiency.” “I didn’t.” “Your face did.” Eva took a sip. The ice had thinned to slivers. “September. My mother has bought a hat with its own weather system. She’s doing something unspeakable to a hotel near Devizes.” “Am I invited?” Eva’s finger stopped against the glass. “Do you want to be?” “That’s not an answer.” “Neither is a question.” Aurora peeled a strip of wet cardboard from the edge of the bar. Eva watched her do it, then reached over and put the damaged beer mat beyond her hand. “I didn’t know where to send it.” “You have my number.” “I have a number I’ve been sending facts to for three years. A dog in a wheelbarrow. My mother’s hat. A photograph of your old street after they knocked down the video shop.” “The pug.” Eva’s grip loosened. “You read that one?” “It had one eye.” “It had two. One was judging you.” Aurora folded the towel into a smaller square. “I read them all.” Eva looked towards the far wall. In the photograph above her head, a crowd stood outside a cinema that had since become a block of flats. Their faces were pale ovals beneath the marquee. “That makes it worse.” “Why?” “Because I thought you might have lost the phone. Changed your number. There were explanations that didn’t involve you choosing.” The door opened. Cold air moved through the bar, carrying the hiss of a bus brake. Aurora watched a man shake rain from his umbrella before she answered. “I came to London twice,” Eva said. “I know.” “You didn’t answer.” “I was working.” “Both times?” “No.” Eva waited. At nineteen, silence had offended her. She had filled it with accusations, songs, impossible schemes. Now she let it stand between them and examined her glass. Aurora pressed her thumb to the crescent-shaped scar on her left wrist. “I would read your message on the stairs. Then I’d sit down, and the whole evening would go.” “You could have told me to stop.” “I didn’t want you to stop.” Eva’s face tightened. “I didn’t want you to stop,” Aurora said, “and I couldn’t bear to start.” Silas moved a glass from one shelf to another. The sound reached them from a great distance. Eva’s notebook slid an inch across the bar. She caught it before it fell. “You rang me at three in the morning. You wouldn’t get off the phone until the train moved.” “You kept saying my name.” “You kept answering.” Aurora’s thumb continued its small circuit of the scar. “Afterwards, I thought if I kept ringing, you’d keep answering. Then you didn’t.” “Every time your name came up, I could hear how I sounded.” “You sounded frightened.” “I sounded like somebody I didn’t want to be again.” Eva’s thumb found the stone in her ring and turned it. “And I sounded like somebody who had failed you.” Aurora looked up. “I told you he was mad about you,” Eva said. “At your birthday. You said he made you nervous, and I thought I was being funny.” “He was nice to you.” “I know.” “You didn’t know.” “No.” The word cost Eva something. She set the ring straight with a deliberate movement. “I wanted you to tell me that without making it a verdict.” “It isn’t.” “It is when I’m on my own.” Aurora’s drink had gone warm. She took a mouthful anyway. The lime left a clean bitterness on her tongue. “You didn’t put me there.” “Neither did you.” Aurora said nothing. Eva gave a short breath through her nose, neither laugh nor sigh. “There. I’ve said the correct thing. I hate it as much as you do.” “You always were better at it.” “At what?” “Being angry with the right person.” Eva’s hand closed around her notebook. “No. I was angry with you.” Aurora held still. “Not at first. Later. I hated that you disappeared after I’d helped. I knew it was ugly. I still thought it. I wanted it to have ended well because I had been in it.” “It did end well.” “For a long time, I couldn’t tell.” “I was here. Working. Sleeping with the window locked. Learning which buses ran after midnight. It wasn’t a story.” “No.” “I couldn’t give you an ending.” Eva opened the notebook and closed it again without looking at the page. “I kept saying I wanted to know you were safe. That was true. I also wanted you to ring me and sound like Rory, so I could stop being frightened. Those weren’t the same thing.” Aurora looked towards the stairs behind the bar. Above them lay her flat: one lamp with a crooked shade, Yu-Fei’s spare cartons stacked beneath the sink, a chessboard Silas had lent her and never asked for back. “Is that why you do what you do?” she asked. Eva frowned. “What?” “Risk. Knowing what might go wrong.” For a moment Eva stared at her. Then she laughed, and two nearby drinkers glanced over. “No. I do it because a man in a cheap suit offered me twice what the radio station paid, and my boiler had burst. I changed for ordinary reasons. Don’t make me into a consequence.” Aurora felt heat rise in her face. “I wasn’t.” “You were. I can see you doing it.” Eva tucked the notebook into her raincoat pocket. “I like my work. I like Michael. I even like the suit.” “The suit’s all right.” Eva smiled. Aurora had forgotten the small gap between her front teeth; it appeared when a smile got away from her. “And you?” Eva began. She stopped and shook her head. “No. I’m not doing that.” “Happy?” “Safe was what I was going to say.” Aurora’s gaze moved to Silas. He had abandoned the racing pages and was showing one of the crossword men a photograph on his phone. The man’s indignation had softened into disbelief. “Most nights.” Eva accepted this without asking for the other nights. “Yu-Fei puts an extra spring roll in when she thinks I’ve had a bad day.” “Is tonight a spring-roll night?” “She gave me two.” “Then I’ve arrived at the right time.” “I ate them on the way back.” Eva checked the clock behind the bar. Her face changed, not closing but rearranging itself around an obligation. “My train.” “You always did leave before the end.” “You always did make me miss it.” She stood and put on her raincoat. Aurora noticed that she checked her pockets twice: notebook, phone, keys. A list carried out by hand. Eva picked up her bag, then set it down again. “I won’t send the invitation unless you want it.” Aurora considered the damaged beer mat between them. “Send me the hat.” “What?” “Your mother’s hat. The invitation can look after itself.” Eva’s fingers rested on the strap of her bag. “All right.” Aurora left the delivery bag beside the stool. Their second embrace lasted longer. Eva’s hand gripped the back of her jacket, and Aurora felt the small stone of the ring against her shoulder blade. At the door, Eva paused beneath the green sign. “Rory.” “What?” “Your hair suits you.” Aurora touched the wet ends at her shoulder. “You took six years.” “I was building up to it.” The door opened on rain and traffic. Eva stepped into it, pulling her collar up before she reached the pavement. Silas came back for her glass. He looked at the door, then at Aurora, and decided against the first question that had occurred to him. “Friend of yours?” Aurora set Eva’s folded beer mat on top of the bar towel. “Yes.”