AI The neon green glow of The Raven’s Nest logo hummed against the damp Soho evening, casting a sickly, emerald sheen over the slick pavement. Aurora Carter adjusted the strap of her delivery bag, her fingers numb from the biting London wind. She shouldn't have stopped. Her shift at the Golden Empress had ended twenty minutes ago, and the grease and ginger scent of Yu-Fei’s kitchen still clung to her clothes like a second skin. But the pull of the flat above the bar—and the promise of a quiet corner away from the city’s roar—was too strong to resist.
She pushed inside. The air in the Nest was thick with the smell of floor wax, peated scotch, and the faint, metallic tang of cold rain. Silas Blackwood was behind the bar, his grey-streaked auburn hair catching the dim amber light of the back-shelf lamps. He moved with a practiced, economy of motion, though his left leg dragged just a fraction of a second behind the right, a rhythmic reminder of a past he rarely discussed. He looked up, his hazel eyes narrowing in a silent greeting, and tapped his right hand on the polished mahogany. The silver signet ring he always wore gave a sharp, authoritative click against the wood.
"The usual, Rory?" he asked, his voice a low gravel.
"Please, Silas. My brain is soup," she said, sliding onto a stool at the far end of the bar, near a wall covered in yellowing maps of coastal Wales.
She was tracing the crescent-shaped scar on her left wrist, a nervous habit that had returned in force since she’d fled Cardiff, when the door chimes gave a frantic jangle. A man stumbled in, shaking an expensive-looking umbrella. He was draped in a tailored charcoal overcoat that screamed of promotion cycles and billable hours. He looked out of place among the black-and-white photographs of forgotten jazz musicians and the shadows of Silas’ regular clientele.
Aurora froze. The profile was sharper now, the jawline more defined by a trimmed beard she didn't recognize, but the way he tilted his head was unmistakable.
"Evan?" The name felt like a piece of glass in her throat.
The man turned. The irritation on his face vanished, replaced by a shock so profound it looked like physical pain. "Laila?"
He used the name her father had called her—the middle name she’d discarded the moment she crossed the Severn Bridge. He stepped toward her, his polished leather shoes clicking on the floorboards. "God, it is you. I thought... I didn't think you were even in London."
Aurora stood, her heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs. She felt Silas’ gaze shift from the glasses he was polishing to the man standing in front of her. The Spymaster didn't move, but the atmosphere behind the bar shifted; the air grew suddenly heavy, expectant.
"It’s Aurora now," she said, her voice steadier than she felt. "And I’ve been here for three years, Evan."
He stopped a few feet away, his hands hovering mid-air as if he wanted to reach out but feared she might vanish if touched. "Three years. You just... you left that note . No forwarding address, no phone calls. Your mother wouldn't tell me a thing. She looked at me like I’d committed a crime just for asking."
"Maybe you had," Rory said softly .
Evan flinched. He looked around the bar, his eyes skimming the old maps and the dusty bookshelves that guarded Silas’ secrets. "This is where you’ve been? Cardiff was supposed to be a start, Rory. We had the flat on Greyfriars Road. You were going to finish the LLB. My father was going to bring you into the firm."
"Your father’s firm was a cage, Evan. So was that flat." She looked down at her hands. Her nails were short, unpolished, a stark contrast to the manicured life he still inhabited. "I’m not that person anymore. I’m not the girl who sits in the back of a lecture hall waiting for her life to be decided by a barrister’s son."
"You’re a delivery driver," he said, his eyes falling on the Golden Empress logo on her jacket. There wasn't malice in his voice—not yet—just a crushing, condescending pity that hurt worse than anger. "You had a first-class mind. You were the smartest person in our year. And now you’re... what? Living in a closet in Soho?"
"I’m free," she countered. "I work for Yu-Fei. I live upstairs. I don't have to account for every minute of my day to someone who thinks love is a form of surveillance."
Silas set a glass of dark amber liquid on the coaster in front of Rory. He didn't leave. He began wiping the bar top just a foot away from Evan’s elbow.
"Is there a problem here, Rory?" Silas asked. The question was polite, but his stature—six-foot-one of hard-won experience—demanded an answer.
Evan glanced at Silas, his brow furrowing . "This is private. We’re old friends."
"Friends usually know each other's names," Silas remarked, his hazel eyes cold as creek water. "She said it’s Aurora."
Evan ignored him, focusing back on her. The desperation in his eyes was starting to curdle into the familiar volatility she remembered. "I spent six months looking for you. I drove to London every weekend for the first year. I checked every pub, every library. I thought something had happened to you. I thought you were hurt."
"I was hurt," she said. "That’s why I left."
The silence that followed was cavernous. The muffled sound of a distant siren filtered through the walls, punctuating the tension between them. Evan looked at her, really looked at her, and saw the straight, shoulder-length black hair she’d cut herself, the tired lines around her bright blue eyes, and the way she stood—shoulders back, no longer shrinking into herself.
"You look older," he whispered. "Not just the time. You look like you’ve lived ten years in three."
"That happens when you start making your own choices," Rory said. She took a sip of the drink Silas had given her. It burned, clean and sharp. "Why are you here, Evan? Soho isn't your scene. You’re a Mayfair man. A wine-bar-with-white-tablecloths man."
"A meeting," he said, gesturing vaguely toward the door. "Client wanted something 'authentic.' He stood me up. I saw the green light and thought I’d wait for the rain to stop." He let out a ragged breath. "I still have the ring, you know. The one we picked out in that shop near the cathedral."
Rory felt a chill that had nothing to do with the weather. "Throw it in the Taff, Evan. It was never mine."
"How can you say that? We were everything. We were the plan."
"No," she said, leaning forward until she could smell the expensive cologne he wore—the same one he’d worn the night he’d cornered her in the kitchen in Cardiff, shouting about a text message from Eva. "You were the plan. I was just the passenger. I’m a different person now. I’ve seen things, learned things you wouldn't understand. I work for people who value my brain for what it can solve, not how well it can represent them at a dinner party."
Evan looked at Silas, then back at the maps on the wall. He seemed to realize, for the first time, that he was the interloper. He was the ghost in this room, a relic of a life she’d burned to the ground to keep her soul warm.
"You're never coming back, are you?"
"There’s nothing to go back to," she said. "The girl you’re looking for died in that flat. I’m what’s left."
Evan pulled his coat tighter around him. He looked smaller than he had when he walked in. The weight of the unspoken regret—the apologies he’d practiced and the demands he’d prepared—seemed to collapse under the weight of her indifference. He hadn't expected her to be happy, exactly; he’d expected her to be broken. Finding her whole, even if that wholeness was forged in the grit of Soho, was a rejection he couldn't argue with.
"I should go," he muttered.
"The rain's let up," Silas said, though he hadn't looked toward the window once.
Evan turned and walked toward the door. He paused at the threshold, looking back one last time. For a second, Rory saw the boy he’d been when they were twenty—the one who’d helped her carry her books through the rain. Then he stepped out into the dark, the green neon light washing over him before he vanished into the crowd.
Rory sank back onto her stool, her knees finally giving way. She stared at the bookcase at the back of the room, knowing the hidden door was there, knowing that Silas’ world was filled with people who disappeared on purpose.
Silas took the empty glass from her hand. He didn't offer advice or empty platitudes. He just leaned his weight onto his good leg and tucked a stray strand of grey-streaked hair behind his ear.
"You did alright, kid," he said.
"He didn't even recognize me," Rory whispered, looking at the maps. "He was talking to a ghost."
"Most people in this city are," Silas said, his signet ring clicking against the bar as he turned to the next customer. "The trick is deciding which ghost you want to be."
Aurora Carter reached out and touched the map of Wales, her finger resting on the coastal lines near Cardiff. Then, she pulled her hand away, picked up her bag, and headed for the stairs. The past had knocked, but she’d finally stopped answering the door.