AI The green neon sign flickered in the gathering dusk, humming its silent promise above a narrow doorway wedged between a shuttered bookshop and a tattoo parlour. Friday evening crowds drifted past with umbrellas high and collars up, but inside The Raven's Nest, the world shrank to a golden glow: whisky, wood polish, and the low murmur of old secrets.
Aurora Carter eased through the door and shook the drizzle from her shoulders. Her black hair, only half-tamed by the march of rain, gleamed against the collar of her battered denim jacket. Bright blue eyes, alert and unsentimental, swept the room. The bar hummed with its usual mix: tired office drinkers, a couple whispering over a teapot of gin, stray souls in soft corners nursing pints. No Eva tonight. No delivery orders either—she was off duty, for once.
She wove toward the counter, boots muffled by the oil-dark boards, and gave a curt nod to Silas. He held court as always, looming behind the bar with his grey-streaked auburn hair and watchful hazel eyes. His limp was subtle, just a softness to his left side as he reached for a glass to polish.
“Evening, Aurora.” His tone was as warm as his whisky, but his stance—spine straight, signet ring catching the light—remained the old interrogator’s, precise and reserved.
“Evening, Si.” She perched on the end stool, tracing the rim of a coaster with her thumb. “Any news?”
He set a tumbler beside her, half-filled with something amber and smoky. “News gets bleaker every day, but nothing you need to fret about tonight.”
She smirked; he never brought her problems unless she explicitly asked. That was the pact. Routine—always a shield.
Then the door banged open behind her, hard enough to rattle the maps on the wall. A gust of cold air followed someone inside—a man, not terribly tall, but with a restlessness to his movements that made him occupy more space than he should. His suit, rumpled and out-of-date, hung looser than it once might have done. His hair, which she remembered as ginger and reckless, had thinned and silvered. He scanned the bar with a quick, raw hunger, like a fox testing the boundary of a new garden.
She turned before she could stop herself. Memory stabbed white hot—Cardiff in summer, lager on park benches, plans and pranks and all the easy laughter of a different life.
He didn’t see her at first. Ordered something sharp from Silas, scanned the shelves. His hand shook a little as he brought the glass to his lips. When she spoke—soft, not quite believing—she heard the girl she used to be slip through the cracks in her voice.
“Jamie?”
He looked up, startled. His mouth opened, closed, then twisted into a lopsided smile. “Bloody hell. Rory Carter. Or are you Aurora now?”
She hesitated, long enough for the surname to clang between them. “Rory works.”
He came closer, pulled the next stool out with an awkward, scraping drag. Up close his eyes were shadowed , deep-set and rimmed with red. He wore tiredness like a second skin.
“Well. Fancy meeting you here.” He toyed with his glass, then caught her gaze and tried to hold it, but she felt the old dance —who would flinch, who would wade into memory first.
“I could say the same. I haven’t seen you since—God. The graduation party?”
He winced. “Bet the neighbours in Cathays still hate us for that.” His laugh, when it came, was thin and dry. “It’s been… ages. You look…” He trailed off.
There was a time he’d have said beautiful, or at least interesting. Now he seemed uncertain what word she’d let him still have.
“Like I pay by the cut for my hair,” she offered. “You’re… different too, Jamie.”
He lifted a eyebrow. “Polite way to say I’ve gone to seed.”
She shrugged. “We all have.”
They sat in it—the humming neon, the press of the years—while Silas watched from his perch above them, silent and unyielding. Jamie drank. Aurora watched.
“What brings you to London?” she asked finally, breaking the spell.
“Ah.” His mouth twisted. “Job. Sort of. Was meant to be a sure thing, but… these days nothing sticks. Mate of mine said Soho had a vacancy. Ended up fixing computers above a betting shop. It’s grim.” He glanced at her, tentative. “You?”
She shrugged, all surface cool. “Delivery girl. Golden Empress. That’s my world.”
Jamie looked stung—was that regret flickering in his eyes, or relief? He set his glass down with unsteady precision. “Didn’t think you’d still be here. In this sort of place, I mean.”
Funny. He’d always thought she’d fly higher, blow past all of them on some grand academic wind. But here she was, feet on stained floorboards, as ordinary as tea and toast.
“I like the hours.” She tried on a smile. It fit better than she expected. “And the owner’s ex-MI6, so—bit of excitement.”
His gaze darted to Silas, who now pretended to be engrossed in a bottle’s label. “No kidding. Works out, then?”
“As much as anything does.” She glanced at his hands. The knuckles were red, nails uneven. He’d always bitten them, but this looked worse. She wondered what else he picked at, these days.
He drummed a ragged rhythm. “You hear from the old crew? Eva? Tom, even?”
“Eva, now and then. She’s in Brixton—got a kid, did you know?” Her tone softened. “Tom’s in Bristol. Maths teacher.”
Jamie grinned, briefly, his former self peering out. “Bet his students hate him.”
“She says he still brings his guitar to class.” For a moment, it almost felt easy again.
Jamie sipped his drink, but the smile was gone . “We had some plans, didn’t we, Rory?”
There it was. The old wound, split open between them—every hope sketched on notebook margins, every vow that “we’ll get out, we’ll make it,” every ragged scheme to rule the adult world together. None of it survived contact with rent and jobs and the slow erosion of belief.
She nodded, not trusting herself to say more.
“Funny.” He stared into his glass. “Used to think if we all just left home, we’d win. Turns out all I did was lose touch.” His knuckles brushed the bar, then stopped dead at the faded scar on her wrist. “You ever regret it? Leaving?”
She flexed her hand, feeling the crescent burn, a memory beneath memory. “No. Not in the ways that matter.”
A silence bred between them, heavy, but Aurora didn’t flinch. Jamie was the one who blushed now, dry and vulnerable, older than he should be.
He cleared his throat. “I heard something about Evan… you’re all right?”
She almost laughed—of all things, Evan was the last ghost she’d expected him to name. “I’m fine. He’s gone. That’s all.”
Jamie seemed to want to say more, but the words twisted inside him, unfinished.
“Do you regret any of it?” she asked abruptly. “Cardiff. Us.”
He turned the question over in his mouth like a stone, working the answers loose. “Maybe I regret not trying harder. Or leaving when I did. I don’t regret being your friend. Even if I didn’t say it at the time.”
Aurora glanced at Silas—pretending to fiddle with inventory, but she knew he was listening —and for a moment, she let her guard slip.
“I was scared, Jamie. Back then. Of everything. Of what I’d do if I stopped running.” She closed her hand around her glass, grounding herself. “Sometimes I still am.”
He nodded, eyes raw with the cost of honesty. “Maybe that’s what growing up is. Being scared, but still going.”
He finished his drink. Set the glass down with finality. “I should go. Early start tomorrow.”
She stood too, surprised at the pang in her chest. “You’ll come by again?”
He hesitated, then his smile returned—rueful, but real this time. “You know where to find me.”
As he limped out into the London night, she watched the neon play across the rain-streaked glass. Another conversation, always unfinished. Behind her, Silas drew nearer, wordless, and poured her another drink. Aurora took it in both hands this time, letting the warmth bite deep.
The years never went anywhere, she thought. They only gathered in the corners, waiting to be named.