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The Tuesday crowd at The Raven's Nest was thin enough that Rory could hear the ice settling in her glass. She sat at the far end of the bar with a half-finished ginger ale, still wearing her Golden Empress jacket with the embroidered dragon on the back, her helmet tucked under the stool. The last delivery of the night had taken her to a fourth-floor walkup in Covent Garden where a man in a bathrobe had tipped her sixty pence and called her "love." She'd smiled. She always smiled. It was easier than anything else. Silas was behind the bar, drying pint glasses with a towel he kept draped over his shoulder. He moved with his usual economy, each gesture deliberate despite the slight hitch in his left leg when he turned toward the sink. The green neon from the sign outside filtered through the front window and caught the silver of his signet ring. Old maps covered the walls around them — Ottoman trade routes, Napoleonic campaigns, a faded survey of the Thames estuary — and the black-and-white photographs tucked between them showed faces Rory had never asked about. Silas wasn't the kind of man you asked. "You're brooding," he said without looking up. "I'm sitting." "You're sitting broodily. There's a difference." He set a glass on the rack with a soft clink. "Bad delivery?" "Average delivery. Which might be worse." He made a sound that could have been agreement or dismissal, and moved down the bar to pour a whisky for a man reading the Financial Times. Rory turned the crescent-shaped scar on her left wrist toward her, pressing her thumb against it the way she did when she was thinking — an old habit, mechanical, the gesture as involuntary as blinking. She was calculating whether she had enough in her account for both the electric bill and the replacement brake pads for her bicycle when the door opened and the cold came in. She didn't look up right away. People came and went at the Nest, drawn by the Soho foot traffic or the promise of a quiet drink away from the louder places on Old Compton Street. She heard heels on the hardwood — sharp, purposeful — and the rustle of a coat being removed, and then a voice she hadn't heard in three years said her name. "Aurora?" No one called her Aurora. Not anymore. The name landed in her chest like a stone dropped into still water, and the ripples went somewhere deep. She looked up. Niamh Brennan stood six feet away, a camel-hair coat folded over one arm and her dark auburn hair cut into a precise bob that ended at her jawline. She was thinner than Rory remembered. Sharper. The roundness in her face had been replaced by angles, and her clothes — a charcoal blazer, silk blouse, trousers that cost more than Rory's monthly rent — seemed to belong to a different woman entirely. But her eyes were the same. Dark brown, wide-set, still carrying that startled quality, as if she'd just been told something slightly alarming. When they'd studied together in the Cardiff law library, Rory used to joke that Niamh looked permanently ambushed by the world. The world, apparently, had caught up. "Niamh," Rory said, and the name felt strange in her mouth, a word from a language she'd stopped speaking. "Christ. It is you." Niamh came closer, and Rory could smell her perfume — something expensive, something with bergamot. "I almost didn't — your hair is different." "Yours too." "God, yes. The firm prefers a certain — well." Niamh gestured vaguely at herself, as if presenting evidence. "You know how it is." Rory didn't know how it was. That was rather the point. But she nodded. "Can I?" Niamh gestured at the stool beside her. "Yeah. Of course." She sat. Her posture was straighter than Rory remembered, her movements more contained. The Niamh from university had been all sprawl and gesture — feet on desks, hands perpetually waving, the kind of person who took up space as a moral principle. This version kept her elbows close and placed her coat on the bar with careful precision. Silas appeared in front of them with the quiet inevitability of weather. "What can I get you?" "A glass of Sancerre, if you have it," Niamh said. "We have it." He poured without commentary, set the glass down, and retreated to his end of the bar. But Rory caught the way his hazel eyes lingered for a half-second on the space between the two women, reading it the way he read everything — as intelligence. "So," Niamh said, wrapping both hands around the stem of her glass. "London." "London." "How long?" "Two years. Roughly." Two years, three months, eleven days, but who was measuring the distance from a life you'd fled. "You?" "Just transferred. Clifford Chance recruited me out of the Cardiff office. I started Monday." She said it the way people said things they'd rehearsed — not proudly, exactly, but with the careful emphasis of someone who needed the sentence to mean what it was supposed to mean. "I'm in Canary Wharf." "That's a long way from Cathays," Rory said. Cathays — the student district in Cardiff where they'd lived two streets apart, where Niamh had once made spaghetti carbonara at three in the morning and set off the smoke alarm and they'd stood on the pavement in their pajamas laughing until they couldn't breathe. "It is," Niamh said. She took a sip of wine. "Rory, I've been wanting to — I tried calling. After you left Cardiff. Your number was disconnected." "I changed it." "I gathered that." The silence that followed had weight. Rory could feel it pressing on her sternum, the particular density of a conversation that was circling what it actually needed to say. On the wall behind Niamh, a photograph of two men in military uniforms gazed out with expressions of resolute opacity. Rory envied them their silence. "I didn't know where you went," Niamh said. "Nobody did. Your mum wouldn't say. Eva told me you were fine, but she wouldn't tell me where, and I thought —" She stopped. Reset. The lawyer in her reorganizing the argument. "I was worried about you." "You could have asked Eva harder." "I did. She was very firm about it." Rory almost smiled. Eva would have been. Eva had been the one to arrange the flat above the Nest, to talk to Silas, to orchestrate the disappearance with the kind of maternal ferocity that left no room for negotiation. Eva had understood what needed to happen without being told because Eva had seen the bruise on Rory's collarbone that Rory had blamed on a kitchen cupboard, and Eva had not believed her, and that refusal to believe had been the first honest thing anyone had offered her in months. "I had my reasons," Rory said. "I know." Niamh set her glass down. "Evan." The name hit different than her own had. Harder. A blunt syllable with edges. "You know," Rory said. It wasn't a question. "Not then. After. Rachel Murray told me — she'd heard from someone, I don't remember who. About what he —" Niamh's jaw tightened. Her throat worked. "I didn't know, Aurora. When you were in it. I swear I didn't know." "I know you didn't." "But I should have. Shouldn't I?" Niamh looked at her, and for a moment the corporate veneer cracked and the old Niamh surfaced — raw, too much, those ambushed eyes full of something that had apparently been living in her for years. "I was your best friend. I was right there. And I didn't see it." "He was good at what he did," Rory said. She kept her voice level, the way she'd learned to keep it level — not from practice, exactly, but from necessity, from the understanding that if she let the foundation shift even slightly, the whole structure would come down. "It wasn't your job to see it." "Wasn't it?" "No." Niamh pressed her lips together. She reached for her wine and then didn't drink it, just held it, the glass trembling almost imperceptibly in her fingers. "I replayed every conversation. Every time I saw you and him together. Trying to find the thing I missed. And the worst part is, I keep finding them. Little things. The way he'd answer your phone. The way you stopped coming out. I catalogued them all, like evidence briefs, and there were dozens, and I saw none of them at the time." "Niamh." "He came to my birthday party — do you remember? — and you spilled your drink and I watched your face and I thought, she's embarrassed, she's clumsy tonight, and I didn't — I couldn't —" "Stop." Rory said it gently, but it was a wall, and Niamh ran into it and went quiet. Down the bar, Silas polished a glass with meticulous attention, his back half-turned, giving them the performance of privacy while missing nothing. Rory knew him well enough to know that. She looked at Niamh — this sharpened, tailored version of someone she'd once known entirely — and felt the strange vertigo of seeing a person you love at two distances simultaneously: who they were then, who they were now, and the dark gap between. "You couldn't have stopped it," Rory said. "I couldn't have stopped it. Not then. Not until I could. That's how it works." "That's not a comfort." "No. It isn't." Niamh exhaled. She drank her wine. The neon green from outside played across the angles of her face and made her look almost spectral — a ghost of someone still alive, which was perhaps the most common kind. "Look at us," Niamh said after a while. Her voice had steadied, the crack sealed over with professional composure. "You were supposed to be the barrister. Like your dad. That was the plan." "Plans change." "And I was supposed to — God, what was I supposed to be? A poet? A protestor?" She laughed, but it was a dry sound, drained of humor. "I had that awful sign in my kitchen window. 'No Justice, No Peace.' Rory, I went on three marches a term." "Four. You went to the housing one twice." "That's right. I forgot you kept count." "Someone had to. You were rubbish at organizing." Something softened between them. Not much — a degree, a fraction — but enough for Rory to feel it. Niamh turned on her stool to face her fully, and for a moment they were just two women in a Soho bar with too much behind them and not enough language for any of it. "What are you doing now?" Niamh asked. "In London." "Delivering food. For a Chinese restaurant around the corner." She watched Niamh absorb this — watched the struggle play out across her face, the effort not to react with surprise or pity, the lawyerly discipline of managing visible response. Niamh almost succeeded. "Is it —" "It's fine. It's good. The owner, Yu-Fei — she's brilliant. She makes this broth that could raise the dead. And I live upstairs." Rory tilted her head toward the ceiling. "Silas — the man behind the bar — he rents me the flat." Niamh looked around The Raven's Nest as if seeing it for the first time. The maps. The photographs. The low amber light that made everything look both warmer and older than it was. "It's not what I pictured for you," she said carefully. "What did you picture?" "I don't know. Something with arguments. Briefs. You were brilliant at arguments." "Still am. You should hear me negotiate on the phone when a customer claims their order was wrong." Niamh smiled, and for one unguarded second her face became the face Rory remembered — open, generous, undamaged by whatever had sharpened it into this sleek professional instrument. Then it passed? and the angles returned. "I'm not the same person," Rory said. She said it simply, the way you state a geographical fact. London is south of Edinburgh. The Thames runs east. I am not who I was. "Neither am I," Niamh said. "I can see that." "Does it bother you?" Rory considered this. She looked at Niamh's blazer, her precise hair, the careful economy of her gestures. She thought about the girl who'd set off smoke alarms and marched four times a term and believed that the world could be fixed by shouting at it loudly enough. She thought about what gets lost and what gets traded and whether there's a difference. "It doesn't bother me," she said. "It makes me sad. But that's not the same thing." Niamh's eyes went bright. She blinked it away, fast, a reflex that looked well-practiced. "Yeah," she said. "Yeah, I know exactly what you mean." They sat for a while without talking. Silas moved past them once to collect an empty glass, his limp barely perceptible, and as he passed he set a small bowl of olives between them without a word. It was the kindest gesture Rory had witnessed in weeks — the quiet recognition that two people sitting in pain might need something to do with their hands. Niamh ate an olive. Rory turned her scar toward the bar light and then away. "I should give you my new number," Niamh said eventually. "Yeah. You should." "Will you actually call?" Rory looked at her. At this woman who was and wasn't her friend, who carried three years of retroactive guilt like an invisible briefcase, who had changed her hair and her clothes and her posture but still had those same wide startled eyes. She thought about everything that couldn't be fixed by a phone number. She thought about everything that might begin with one. "I'll call," Rory said. Outside, a bus rumbled past and the green neon sign buzzed and the city went on being itself — vast, indifferent, full of people who'd once known each other. Niamh typed her number into Rory's phone and their fingers touched briefly during the handoff and neither of them mentioned it. When Niamh left, twenty minutes later, Rory watched the door close behind her and sat very still. The Raven's Nest settled back into its quiet. A man turned a page of his newspaper. The photographs on the walls held their unknowable silence. Silas came and stood in front of her. He set both hands flat on the bar, his signet ring clicking against the wood. "Old friend?" he asked. "Used to be." "And now?" Rory picked up an olive and held it for a moment, feeling its small weight. "Now we find out," she said.