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The rain had turned Soho’s cobblestones to polished obsidian, and the only light left on Rupert Street was the sickly green glow of The Raven’s Nest neon, bleaching the grime off the brick alley beside it. Aurora Carter slung her damp delivery bag off her shoulder, peeling the waterproof Golden Empress vest off over her straight shoulder-length black hair, where droplets beaded on the edges and dripped down the back of her neck. She’d meant to bolt straight up the creaky wooden stairs to her flat above the bar, but her feet had carried her here anyway—half curiosity, half the stupid, hollow ache that had been gnawing at her since she’d skipped Silas’ birthday three months prior, since she’d stopped answering his texts. The bell above the door jingled loud enough to cut through the hum of the rain on the roof, and Silas Blackwood looked up from polishing a rocks glass, his rag hanging mid-air. His hazel eyes squinted, like he was trying to place her, and for a split second, Rory froze, afraid he wouldn’t recognize her after all this time. But then his beard—neat, grey-streaked auburn, just like the hair pulled back in a loose bun at his neck—softened, and his right hand, where the silver signet ring glinted against the faded flannel sleeve, relaxed. “Rory,” he said, his voice deeper than she remembered, rough around the edges like he’d been smoking too many of the cheap cigars he kept behind the bar for late-night clients. “I didn’t think I’d see you down here tonight.” Rory’s throat went dry. She’d been avoiding this bar, this man, for nearly two years—ever since she’d fled the quiet of Cardiff and crashed into his life like a storm, broken and scared, and then had turned her back on the only person who’d tried to offer her a way out. She’d hidden in her flat above the bar, surviving on microwave meals and takeaway tea, working double shifts delivering dumplings and stir-fry through London’s rain and sleet, too ashamed to show her face to the man who’d once told her she could be anything she wanted to be. “Hi, Silas,” she said, her voice barely a whisper, and she tucked a damp strand of hair behind her ear, trying to ignore the way the cold bar top bit into her palms when she leaned against it. Her left wrist brushed the edge of the bar, and she quickly pulled her sleeve down, covering the small crescent scar from her childhood accident—an old slip with a kitchen butter knife, though sometimes she still caught herself pretending it was from something more dramatic, something that fit the mess her life had become. Silas set the glass down, pushing himself away from the bar with his right hand, his left leg lending a slight, familiar limp that made Rory’s chest ache. He’d never made a big deal out of the knee injury from his Prague op, but she’d seen it the first time she’d stumbled into his bar, too drunk on cheap cider to tell the difference between the door and the wall, and he’d helped her up the stairs to her flat, his hand steady on her elbow. He gestured to the half-empty bottle of bourbon on the back shelf, the one she’d once helped him carry up the stairs when she’d first moved in. “Been a minute. I thought you’d moved on from delivery driving by now.” Rory’s face flushed, and she pulled at the peeling print of the Golden Empress logo on her vest. “It’s fine,” she lied, though the chapped skin on her palms, raw from gripping her bike’s handlebars through ten-hour shifts, said otherwise. “Flexible hours. Pays the bills.” Silas raised an eyebrow, and his gaze drifted to the dent in her bike helmet, which she’d propped against the bar when she’d come in. He didn’t push, not right away, but he poured a glass of tap water and slid it across the bar to her, his signet ring catching the neon light. “Eva called me last week,” he said, and Rory’s blood ran cold. Eva, her oldest friend, the one who’d driven three hours from Cardiff to pick her up the night Evan had thrown his coffee mug at her, who’d stuffed a duffel bag with her clothes and driven her to London, who’d found this tiny, mouldy flat above The Raven’s Nest. “She said you’ve been holed up up there for months. Won’t return her calls, won’t even answer her texts.” Rory stared at her water glass, the condensation beading down the side and dripping onto the bar top. She’d told Eva she was fine, that she didn’t need anyone’s help, that she was happy delivering dumplings and ignoring the fact that she’d abandoned her pre-law degree halfway through, that she’d run away from the life her parents had mapped out for her like a scared rabbit. But Silas had always seen through her lies. She’d learned that the first week she’d moved in, when she’d shown up at his bar at 2 AM, sobbing because she’d forgotten to pay her electric bill, and he’d helped her fix it without even asking questions. “I’m fine,” she repeated, but her voice wavered, and she hated herself for it. Silas leaned against the bar, his gaze drifting to the walls—walls covered in old maps and black-and-white photographs, the same ones she’d studied every night when she’d first moved in, when she’d sat in the back corner of the bar, too nervous to talk to anyone. There was a map of Prague, tucked above the hidden bookshelf that led to the back room, the one Silas had once told her was for clandestine meetings, for the old MI6 contacts he still took calls from. There was a black-and-white photo of a group of men in uniform, all grinning, and Silas was in the middle of them, younger, with more hair and less grey in his beard, holding a shotgun. He nodded at the Prague map. “Got that limp right above that spot. The night the op went south. Lost three men that night. Never thought I’d be the one showing up to work with a scar and a shuffle.” “You’re not fine, Rory,” he said, and his voice was soft, not sharp, not like the barrister father she’d grown up avoiding. “I saw Evan in Cardiff last month. At a pub near the university. He was asking about you.” Rory’s hands shook, and she dropped her water glass, the liquid spilling across the bar top. She scrambled for a napkin, her left sleeve riding up again, exposing the crescent scar, and Silas reached across the bar and covered her wrist with his hand, his palm warm and calloused from polishing glasses. She froze, her breath catching, and then she let him hold it, even as she felt the tears well up in her bright blue eyes, the same eyes he’d once told her were the sharpest thing he’d ever seen. “That’s the toast accident, right?” he said, his thumb brushing the edge of the scar gently. “You told me you were trying to make cheese on toast for Eva and slipped with the butter knife. Scared the hell out of both of you.” Rory nodded, and the tears spilled over now, soaking into the napkin in her hand. “I was scared,” she whispered, and the words poured out of her before she could stop them. “I was scared that I’d fail pre-law, that I’d end up just like my dad, always working, always angry, always telling me I wasn’t good enough. I left Cardiff because I thought running away would make it better, that I could start over as someone who wasn’t a Carter, who wasn’t a pre-law student, who was just… Rory. But then I got here, and I couldn’t even pass a bar exam practice test, and I got a delivery job because it was the only thing I could do, and I was so ashamed that I didn’t want you to see me like this. I didn’t want you to think I’d thrown away the life you thought I deserved.” Silas pulled her a step closer to the bar, and his hand slid from her wrist to her shoulder, steadying her. “You never threw anything away, Rory,” he said, and his voice was thick, like he was holding back his own tears. “I never thought you deserved a pre-law degree because your parents wanted you to. I thought you deserved it because the first time I met you, you talked your way out of a speeding ticket by pointing out a technicality in the traffic laws that even the cop hadn’t noticed. You’ve always had a brain for this stuff—for picking apart the rules, for finding the loophole that no one else sees. That’s the same skill that made me a good field agent, and it’s the same skill that would make you good at the work I do. The job I offered you wasn’t a handout. It was an invitation to use that brain for something that matters.” Rory stared at him, her tears soaking through the napkin, and she wiped them away with the back of her hand, her scar still visible. Silas had never once treated her like she was a charity case. He’d seen her, really seen her, from the second she’d stumbled into his bar, soaked and scared, and he’d never once made her feel small for running away from Evan, for abandoning her degree, for being a mess. She’d been the one who’d turned her back on him, who’d hidden away because she thought she wasn’t good enough, and that was the unspoken regret that had been eating at her for two years. “I’m sorry,” she said, and it was the first time she’d apologized to anyone for anything, and it felt like a weight lifting off her chest. “I’m sorry I didn’t come to see you. I’m sorry I hid.” Silas smiled, his hazel eyes crinkling at the corners, and he poured them both a small glass of bourbon, sliding hers across the bar. The glass was the same rocks glass he’d been polishing when she first walked in, the one with a small chip on the rim that she’d pointed out once, laughing about how it added character. “Me too, Rory,” he said, and his voice was soft. “I’m sorry I didn’t knock on your door. I thought you needed space, but I should have checked in on you. You never should have been alone with that.” He nodded at her wrist, at the crescent scar, and she didn’t pull her sleeve down this time. They sat at the bar for the next two hours, sipping bourbon and talking, catching up on the two years they’d missed. Silas told her about the Prague consulting gig, about the old contacts he’d reconnected with, about the secret room behind the bookshelf, where he’d started a small legal aid network for refugees who’d been denied asylum in the UK. Rory told him about the deliveries, about the Chinese grandmothers who left her extra dumplings as tips, about the nights she’d ridden her bike through the London fog and felt like she was finally free of the weight of her parents’ expectations. When she mentioned the time she’d delivered a late-night order to a homeless shelter and stayed to help hand out meals, Silas nodded, his eyes warm. “That’s the Rory I remember. The girl who doesn’t look away when someone needs help.” When the rain stopped, the sky started to lighten with the first hints of dawn, and the neon sign of The Raven’s Nest flickered and died, replaced by the pale pink light of the rising sun. Rory stood up, slinging her delivery bag over her shoulder, and she looked down at her Golden Empress vest, at the peeling logo, and she didn’t feel ashamed anymore. She felt like she was finally ready to take the next step, to stop hiding, to use the brain Silas had seen in her all along. “Wait for me tomorrow,” he called after her as she walked toward the creaky wooden stairs. “I’ll have a coffee waiting. And we’ll talk about that legal aid job.” Rory smiled, and she turned and gave him a wave, her bright blue eyes glinting in the dawn light. For the first time in two years, she didn’t feel like she was running away. She felt like she was finally going home.