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The green neon above The Raven’s Nest bled across the wet pavement and turned the puddles the colour of bottle glass. Aurora ducked in under it with the last of the rain on her leather jacket, helmet under one arm, hair flattened where the strap had pressed it down. The bar smelled of beer, old wood, and the peel of oranges Silas cut with a knife that looked too sharp for garnish. A low record crackled behind the murmur of voices. Maps curled on the walls in their frames. A man at the far end laughed into his stout. A couple leaned over a bowl of salted almonds like they were sharing a secret. Silas looked up from drying a tumbler. His hazel eyes swept over her soaked jeans, the insulated delivery bag hanging from her shoulder, the blue veins of cold in her fingers. “You looked drier on the motorbike.” Aurora dropped the bag on the stool nearest the till. “London found a fresh way to spit in my face.” Silas slid a towel across the bar. “You missed the dinner rush by eight minutes. Yu-Fei rang. Sounded like he wanted to have words with the weather.” “He could queue behind me.” She rubbed rain from her face and glanced towards the room, not really seeing it at first. The Nest always arrived in layers. Green light from the sign. Gold light over bottles. The dark sheen of old tables. Then people. Strangers, regulars, tourists who walked in by accident and stayed because the place looked like it knew things. Her gaze snagged on a woman at the corner table beneath a black-and-white photograph of dockworkers in heavy coats. The woman sat alone with a whisky she had hardly touched. Dark wool coat folded over the back of the chair. A pale hand around the glass. Hair cut shorter than fashion demanded and streaked at the temples with silver that caught the lamplight. Her face had narrowed. Her mouth looked as if it had learned not to give much away. She had the sort of stillness that made the noise around her bend. Aurora kept staring because the angle of the jaw tugged at memory before the rest of it did. Then the woman lifted her head. The years between them rose at once, then fell. “Rory?” The name landed softly, but it went through her like a dropped coin through water. Aurora straightened. “Nia.” Silas’s hands slowed on the glass. He glanced from one of them to the other, took in enough, and set the tumbler down. “You know each other.” Aurora gave a short laugh that had no humour in it. “That depends which century we’re counting from.” Nia stood. She had been shorter than Aurora once, all elbows and untied laces, forever in scuffed trainers. Now she matched her eye line in heeled boots and wore a charcoal jumper that looked expensive in a way that tried not to look expensive. A thin gold band flashed at one ear. Her eyes were the same, though. Brown with that amber ring around the pupil. Quick eyes. They used to dart ahead of every thought. Now they held still. “I nearly didn’t recognise you,” Nia said. Aurora hooked the towel over her shoulder. “That made two of us.” Silas flicked his gaze towards the table. “Take the booth. Less draught there.” Aurora looked at him. He had already turned away, giving them privacy with the sort of precision that came from long practice. Nia picked up her glass. Aurora lifted her own untouched pint from the bar and followed her to the corner. For a moment neither sat. They stood with the table between them like they needed an object in the room to explain why they had stopped moving. Nia pulled out her chair first. “You still pause before you sit down when you’re annoyed.” Aurora sat. “You still notice things no one asked you to.” That almost brought a smile. Almost. Nia lowered herself opposite. Rain tapped the window beside them. Outside, people passed under umbrellas that looked black under the neon. “You live here now?” Nia asked. “Upstairs.” Aurora jerked her chin towards the ceiling. “Silas rents me the flat. I work deliveries for Golden Empress. Sometimes I help downstairs if he’s short.” Nia looked around the room again, slower this time. “This is yours, then. Or near enough.” “Don’t make it sound romantic. It’s a bar and a staircase with opinions.” “I’m in London for a conference.” Aurora leaned back. “You say conference like you expect me to fill in the rest.” Nia ran a thumb around the rim of her whisky. “Cardiff Crown Prosecution Service sent me.” That knocked into something old and brittle. Aurora saw them at nineteen in the law library, books open, Nia drawing scales of justice in the margin of her notes and crossing them out because she hated being obvious. Aurora lifted her pint. “So you made it.” Nia’s mouth shifted. “I made a version.” Aurora drank. The beer tasted cold enough to scrub. For a few beats they listened to the room. Glasses clinked at the bar. Someone fed coins into the old jukebox and changed the song. Silas moved behind the counter with his slight limp, carrying three clean tumblers in one hand. Nia set her glass down. “When did you leave Cardiff?” Aurora looked at the condensation running down her pint. “You know when.” “I knew you vanished.” “You had the outline.” “I had silence.” Aurora rubbed the crescent scar on her left wrist with her thumb. She had done it since she was six and split herself open on a broken fence post. Her mother used to catch her at it and push her hand away. Don’t pick at what’s already shut. It’ll only open again. “People vanish for reasons.” Nia met that without blinking. “I know.” Aurora let out a breath through her nose. “Do you.” The words hung there, not loud, not dramatic. Worse for being plain. Nia took the hit and did not dodge. “No. Not then.” Aurora looked at her properly. The silver at Nia’s temples was wrong at thirty, unless thirty had turned harsher in Cardiff without asking. Fine lines bracketed her mouth. Her right hand bore the faint white marks where a ring had sat for years and then hadn’t. There was a stiffness in the shoulders that no tailoring hid. “What happened to you?” Aurora asked. Nia glanced towards the window as if the answer might be written in the rain. “Life became efficient.” “That sounded grim even for a prosecutor.” “It paid well. People praised me in rooms with bad coffee. I learned how to stand up and make grief sound tidy. Then Dafydd left. Mam got ill. I carried one thing into the next until I forgot I’d put anything down.” Aurora’s fingers tightened around the glass. “You married Dafydd.” “I did.” She looked at the pale mark on her hand and gave a small shrug that looked painful. “Then I didn’t.” Aurora remembered him dimly. Med school. Loud laugh. A rugby neck. The sort of man Nia used to mock until one day she didn’t. “You always swore you’d never marry a man who owned more than one navy suit.” “He bought six.” That pulled a real laugh from Aurora before she could stop it. It flashed and was gone, but it had happened. Nia heard it and lifted her eyes, startled by the sound of something from before. “There you are,” Nia murmured. Aurora’s expression closed again. “Don’t do that.” “Do what?” “Talk like I’ve been hidden in a cupboard and you’ve found me.” Nia folded her hands. “I didn’t mean—” “I know what you meant.” Aurora looked past her at the photograph on the wall. Men bent beneath sacks on a dock, faces half turned from the camera, caught between one burden and the next. “You sent me three messages after I left,” Aurora said. “Then nothing.” Nia took a breath. “I sent more than three.” “I changed numbers.” “I went to your parents’ house.” That brought her head round. “When?” “The week after graduation. Your mum opened the door. Your father stood in the hall behind her as if the wallpaper had called him in to witness. She told me you needed space.” Aurora barked a dry laugh. “She would.” Nia leaned forward. “I asked if you were safe.” Aurora looked down at the table. Someone had carved initials near the edge and tried to sand them out. The wood held the ghost of them anyway. “Mam hated scenes,” she said. “As long as the curtains stayed shut, nothing had happened.” Nia’s face softened and sharpened at once, grief and anger sharing the same bone. “He hit you.” It came out stripped bare. No cushion. No lowered voice. The truth sat between the glasses with its coat still on. Aurora stared at her. The room around them kept moving. A stool scraped. A woman laughed near the door. Somewhere a bottle knocked another bottle. Nothing in the bar shifted to acknowledge the sentence, and that made it feel more real. “He didn’t start there,” Aurora said. Nia swallowed. “I knew he was wrong. I didn’t know that.” “You liked him.” “I didn’t like him. I tolerated him because you made jokes every time I looked worried, and I let you.” Aurora’s jaw tightened. “I covered it well.” “You used to cover everything well.” That one landed. Nia saw it and looked down at her hands. “At uni,” she went on, “you’d go quiet for two days and turn up with coffee and a smile like nothing had cracked. You missed seminars. You stopped swimming. You stopped wearing short sleeves in summer. I noticed and I filed it away because I had exams and a boyfriend and a hundred righteous speeches about women who should never settle. I had all that language and I never used one word of it on you.” Aurora stared at the amber in Nia’s whisky. “You weren’t my keeper.” “No.” Nia lifted the glass but did not drink. “I was your friend.” Silence spread out, deep and cold. Aurora watched Silas in the mirror behind the bar. He polished a bottle that did not need polishing. He never looked over directly. He had the manners of someone who had once lived among secrets and learned the weight of not intruding. Aurora rested her forearms on the table. “I thought if I left, the whole city would peel off me,” she said. “Cardiff. Law. Him. My parents. That version of me who kept bargaining with disaster as if disaster had rules. I came here with one rucksack and seventy quid. Eva put me on her sofa. I took whatever work came. Kept my head down. Learned roads. Learned how to make myself small when I needed and sharp when I didn’t.” Nia listened with her face still. “You wanted to be a barrister.” Aurora let her gaze drift towards the bar, the maps, the bottles lined up in exact rows under warm light. “I wanted a lot of things that belonged to a person I couldn’t carry.” “That sounded like surrender.” “It sounded like survival.” Nia nodded once, taking the correction. “Fair.” Aurora rubbed the scar on her wrist again, then stopped herself. “You look older,” she said. Nia laughed under her breath. “That was elegant.” “You didn’t before. Not in the normal way. You looked like the same girl in new coats. Now—” “Now I look lived in.” “You look as if sleep had to book an appointment.” “That too.” Nia finally drank. The whisky disappeared in one go. She set the empty glass down and turned it a quarter inch. “I saw your name once,” she said. Aurora frowned. “Where?” “On a bike receipt tucked into a Crown file. One of the witnesses ordered food while we waited for a verdict. Aurora Carter. I thought there must be hundreds. Then I looked up the restaurant. I kept the receipt in my briefcase for three weeks.” Aurora stared. “You could’ve called the restaurant.” “I could’ve.” “You didn’t.” Nia’s fingers tightened on the empty glass. “I had a speech ready. It sounded polished and rotten. I kept hearing my own voice and wanting to slam a door on it.” “So you did nothing.” “Yes.” Aurora let that sit. It had enough company already. Across the room, Silas approached with a fresh whisky and set it by Nia’s hand, then another pint by Aurora’s elbow. He nodded at the empty glasses. “On the house. Old wars burn thirsty.” Aurora glanced up. “You eavesdropping, Si?” “I own the walls. They report to me.” That brought a flicker at the edge of Nia’s mouth. Silas rested his knuckles on the table for a moment. The silver signet ring on his right hand caught the light. “You need food, wave. If you need me not to hear, lower your voices and I’ll pretend age took my ears.” He moved away before either answered. Nia watched him settle back behind the bar. “He’s kind.” “He’s nosy with good timing.” “Useful combination.” Aurora took a drink. “So. Prosecutor in London. Failed husband. Ill mother. Receipt in a briefcase. Why this bar tonight?” Nia looked at her for a long moment. “The conference hotel had a lobby full of people congratulating themselves for caring. I walked out. I saw the sign. Then I saw you through the window before you came in.” Aurora blinked. “You saw me first?” “You were parking the bike. You swore at the chain. Nothing in the world looked more familiar.” Aurora looked down at her wet sleeve. “You could’ve left.” “I nearly did.” “But you stayed.” Nia nodded. “I got tired of letting years make decisions because they’d already started.” Aurora turned her pint between her palms. “You always did hate unfinished arguments.” “This wasn’t an argument.” “What was it, then?” Nia held her gaze. “A friendship I let starve because I didn’t know how to knock on a locked door without making it about me.” Aurora’s throat moved. She looked away first, towards the rain-slick glass, the green neon breathing in and out over the street. “When Mam died,” Nia said, quieter now, “I reached for my phone to call you.” Aurora turned back. Nia’s eyes had reddened, though her face stayed composed. “I hadn’t spoken to you in four years. I still reached for you before I remembered I’d lost the right.” Aurora sat very still. “When?” “February.” “I’m sorry.” Nia accepted that with a dip of her head. “She loved you, you know. Used to ask whether you were still reading in cafés instead of your own flat because you liked the noise.” Aurora smiled despite herself. “I hated reading in silence. Made me feel supervised.” “She knew.” The smile faded, but not all the way. Nia touched the fresh whisky and then left it alone. “I don’t expect anything from this,” she said. “No repair job. No clean line through old damage. I just—” She stopped, jaw tightening for the first time since Aurora had recognised her. “I didn’t want to walk past the window and become another thing I failed to face.” Aurora watched her. Watched the restraint in the set of her shoulders, the tiredness under the eyes, the careful hands. She could still see the girl who once stole traffic cones after fresher’s week and lined them outside a lecturer’s office in strict descending order. She could see the woman who had learned to stand in court and call pain by its proper name. Both sat there at once, and the years between them did not cancel either one. Aurora reached across the table and turned Nia’s empty whisky glass upright because she had left it at a slight tilt. “You always leave glasses like they’re about to confess,” she said. Nia looked at the glass, then at Aurora. “And you always fix small crooked things while pretending the large ones can burn.” Aurora let out a breath that almost became a laugh. “Still unbearable.” “Still here.” Aurora’s fingers stayed on the rim of the glass a beat longer than they needed to. Then she drew her hand back and took up her pint. Outside, the rain thinned to a fine spray and ran down the window in narrow silver tracks. Inside, the record crackled into the next song. Silas opened a fresh bottle for someone at the bar. The Nest held its low, warm murmur around them while they sat with their drinks and the years they had finally brought into the room.