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The first deadbolt came back with a hard metal snap. Aurora kept her eye on the spyhole while she slid the second. “Eva’s not in.” “Clearly.” Lucien’s voice came through the wood with that same ruinous calm she remembered, velvet wrapped round a blade. Aurora shut her eyes for a beat, hand braced on the third bolt. Ptolemy wound round her ankle and flicked his striped tail against her calf. “Go away.” “I would, if the men at the bottom of the stairs looked inclined to let me.” That pulled the door open half an inch before sense caught up with her. She left the chain on and looked at him through the gap. Rain had soaked the shoulders of his charcoal coat dark enough to pass for black. His slicked-back blond hair had come loose in a few pale strands over his forehead. One eye burned amber. The other sat flat and black as wet stone. His ivory-handled cane rested against the doorframe, though more of his weight leaned into it than he would have liked her to notice. She noticed. Of course she did. He looked past her into the crowded little flat, at the stacks of books, the rolls of parchment on the radiator, the chipped mug balanced on top of a dictionary of dead languages. Then his gaze returned to her face and held there. “You cut your hair.” “It’s the same length.” “Then I remembered it longer.” “You remembered me at all. Miracles happened every day in London.” His mouth shifted, not quite a smile. It hit her low in the chest anyway, which annoyed her enough to sharpen her voice. “What do you want, Lucien?” “A dry room. Five minutes. Ten, if your hospitality has improved with age.” “It hasn’t.” “I noticed.” He stood too straight for a man who claimed to need help. He always had. Even now, with rain running off his coat and one gloved hand white on the head of his cane, he wore damage like part of the tailoring. Aurora glanced down the narrow stairwell beyond him. Two men stood on the pavement outside the curry house awning, both in dark coats, both pretending not to watch the building. One smoked. The other kept touching his ear as though he had a wire there. Her jaw tightened. “You brought company.” “They attached themselves.” “How flattering for you.” “Aurora.” He said her name with no flourish, no joke under it. Just her name. The old sound of it in his mouth reached under her skin and found places she had spent months boarding up. She hated that he still knew how to do that. “You vanished,” she said. “Yes.” “You lied.” “Yes.” “You used me.” This time the pause cost him something. She saw it in the set of his shoulders. “Yes.” The honesty landed harder than any denial could have. Ptolemy pushed his nose through the crack and sniffed at Lucien’s wet trouser leg. Lucien glanced down, then back up. “The cat seems willing to extend grace,” he murmured. “If not his owner.” “That cat once ate tinsel and cost Eva two hundred quid at the emergency vet. He has no judgement.” “Then perhaps there’s hope for us both.” The smoking man below tipped ash onto the pavement and looked up. Aurora swore under her breath, shut the door, slid the chain free, and opened it wide enough to drag Lucien in by the lapel. He crossed the threshold in one smooth stagger that nearly took them both down. The door slammed behind him. She rammed all three deadbolts home, chest tight with anger and the rush that followed bad decisions made fast. “You had better have a reason.” Lucien stood with his back to the door, rainwater dripping onto Eva’s warped floorboards. Up close, he looked worse. The clean line of his coat broke at the left side where the fabric clung darker to his ribs. Blood. Not a little. Aurora stared at it. “Oh, brilliant.” “I considered dying somewhere less inconvenient.” “You should have committed to the bit.” “Cruel.” “You taught me.” She brushed past him and yanked a tea towel off the counter, then another from the oven handle, and threw one at his chest. “Kitchen chair. Coat off.” “A warm welcome after all.” “Sit down before you stain something Eva likes.” “Everything here looks as though it already survived a siege.” He made it to the chair by the table with more pride than strength. The cane hooked over the back. He peeled off his gloves finger by finger while she watched his face for a flicker, a wince, any crack. He kept his expression neat. Annoyingly neat. She set down the first-aid tin Eva kept beside dried mugwort and three unlabeled jars that glowed faintly at night. “Open it.” Lucien unbuttoned his coat. Beneath it, his white shirt stuck red to his side. Aurora exhaled through her teeth. “That looks expensive.” “The shirt or the injury?” “Both.” She reached for the shirtfront. His hand caught her wrist. Not rough. Worse. Familiar. His fingers settled over the crescent scar on her left wrist as if he had gone there by instinct. For a second neither of them moved. His thumb brushed the old mark once. “I remember this,” he said quietly. She pulled free. “Don’t.” Something changed in his face then. Not shock. He knew he had no right to tenderness. Still, the withdrawal sat there plain as a bruise. Aurora took the kitchen scissors and cut through his shirt instead. “There. Now I don’t have to trust your buttons.” “An outrage. This was silk.” “You bled on it.” “That happened after midnight. It hardly counted.” She parted the ruined fabric and found the wound under his ribs. A deep slice, clean-edged, still oozing. Not mortal, but close enough to make a flat above a curry house feel very small. “Knife?” “Something narrower.” She looked at the ivory cane. “No.” “Not mine.” “Pity.” She soaked a cloth in the kettle water she had left to cool and cleaned the blood away. Lucien gripped the chair seat while she worked. His breathing stayed level until she pressed near the centre of the wound. Then his jaw locked. “Does it hurt?” “I’m French, not dead.” “That answer told me nothing.” “It hurt.” There it was. A crack. Human enough to make her glance up. Rain ticked against the window. Somewhere below, a lorry hissed through Brick Lane. The flat smelled of damp wool, antiseptic, and cardamom drifting up from the restaurant kitchen. Aurora packed the wound and wrapped his ribs with a bandage from Eva’s emergency stash. “Why here?” He watched her hands. “Because this building has wards scratched into the lintel in three languages, because your friend collects enough occult rubbish to blind half the creatures in Soho, and because I knew if anyone in this city could hate me properly and still stop me bleeding out on the floor, it would be you.” “That almost sounded flattering.” “It was desperate.” She tied the bandage off harder than necessary. He took the sting without complaint. “That’s not an answer.” “It is the useful part.” “I want the true part.” His gaze lifted to hers. Rainwater still clung to the ends of his hair. Without the coat and the whole polished armour of him, he looked less like a man in command of London’s shadows and more like a man who had dragged himself to the one door he had sworn he would not touch again. “The true part,” he said, “was that when I reached the street, I could have gone east, west, underground, across the river. I came here.” Aurora stood very still, bandage roll in hand. “That’s still not enough.” “No. It isn’t.” He leaned back in the chair and looked briefly at the ceiling, as if the right words might have been stored somewhere among Eva’s hanging bunches of herbs. “When I left last time, I thought distance would make me useful to you.” She gave a short laugh with no humour in it. “Useful. That old chestnut.” “You wanted honesty.” “I wanted you not to disappear after standing in my kitchen with your mouth on mine.” His eyes sharpened. “This kitchen?” “This exact kitchen. Eva had gone to Leeds. Ptolemy knocked over a bowl. You kissed me anyway. Then you fed me that line about keeping me out of your world and vanished for three months.” “I remember the bowl.” “Of course you do.” “It was blue.” She threw the bloodied cloth into the sink. “You don’t get points for detail.” “No. I got consequences.” “Poor thing.” Lucien looked at her for a long moment. “I left because men who wanted leverage against me had started using your name in rooms where I prefer not to hear it.” Aurora folded her arms. “So you decided for me.” “Yes.” “You always did love that.” “I loved that you were alive.” The room went quiet except for the old fridge humming in the corner. Aurora stared at him. He met it and did not flinch. There had always been something infuriating about the way he chose his moments for truth. He would spend weeks wrapped in wit and half-lies and polished deflection, then drop one clean sentence in her lap and leave her to bleed from it. She turned away and busied herself rinsing the scissors. Her hands shook once. She gripped the sink until they stopped. “You could have told me.” “I could have.” “You didn’t trust me.” “I trusted you too much.” She swung back round. “That means nothing.” “It meant if you had asked me to stay, I would have.” The words struck with enough force that she forgot to breathe. Ptolemy leapt onto the table between them and sat squarely on a pile of photocopied manuscripts, tail wrapped over his paws as if he had arranged the confrontation himself. Lucien reached out and scratched under the cat’s chin. Ptolemy allowed it after a token pause. “Traitor,” Aurora muttered. “The household continues to wound me.” She almost smiled. Almost. That made her angrier than the confession had. “Who’s after you?” “A collector from Clerkenwell with more ambition than judgement.” “So this is work.” “It began as work.” “And now?” Lucien’s hand stayed on the cat. His eyes stayed on her. “Now I’m in your kitchen with my shirt in ribbons while you look at me as though you want to kiss me or kill me, and I confess I’ve stopped making professional distinctions.” Heat moved up her throat. She hated him for seeing her so clearly. She hated herself for being seen. “You don’t get to turn up bleeding and charming and act as if—” “As if I had not earned your anger?” “No. As if I had not spent months convincing myself I imagined half of what was between us.” Lucien went still. “You didn’t imagine it.” “You gave me little else to work with.” “I know.” The answer came stripped bare. No wit. No shield. Aurora stepped closer before caution could get hold of her. He sat in the chair, tall even then, one hand on the table, shirt cut open, bandage bright against his skin. Vulnerability sat awkwardly on him. It made him more dangerous to her than any blade. “You don’t get to come here and say the right things because you’re cornered.” “I know.” “You don’t get forgiveness because you bled on my floorboards.” “I know.” “You don’t get me just because you came back.” Something flashed across his face then. Pain, sharp and unhidden. “I know that most of all.” The honesty in it hollowed out the last of her anger and left something more difficult in its place. Aurora planted her palms on the table and leaned in. They ended up close enough for her to catch bergamot under the rain and blood, that old clean scent she had hated remembering. “When you left,” she said, “I told myself you were exactly what you looked like. A man in a good suit with a better lie.” “That would have been simpler.” “Yes.” Her gaze dropped to his mouth. She saw him notice. Saw the restraint gather in him like a drawn wire. He did not move. That, more than anything, undid her. “You could have written,” she murmured. “I wrote six letters.” She blinked. “What?” “I burned them.” “Why?” His laugh came rough. “Because every version sounded like a man begging for what he had already thrown away.” The flat felt too warm. Too small. Below them, someone shouted in Bengali. A horn answered from the street. Life carried on as if her heart had not just lurched sideways. Aurora reached for the edge of his chair, then thought better of it and caught his jaw instead. He drew in a breath. “Tell me to stop.” She kissed him. No hesitation. No graceful slide into it. Months of temper and want and absence met in one hard collision that knocked the cane against the chair and sent Ptolemy off the table in a striped blur of offence. Lucien’s hand caught her waist. The other rose to the back of her neck with a care that made the force of the kiss burn hotter. She broke it first, only far enough to speak. “If you vanish again, I’ll hunt you.” His forehead rested against hers. “You’d look magnificent doing it.” “That wasn’t flirtation.” “I know.” She kissed him again, slower this time, feeling the shape of his mouth change beneath hers, the tension in him giving way by inches. He made a low sound she felt against her lips more than heard, and his grip tightened at her waist before easing at once, careful of his own injury and of her body in the same instinctive motion. When she pulled back, his amber eye had gone molten. The black one gave nothing away except the size of his pupils. “Aurora.” There was a question in it now. Not assumption. Not charm. Just a question. She touched the torn edge of his shirt, then the clean bandage beneath. “You’re staying in that chair until I’m sure you won’t split open.” “Romance suited you.” “Don’t push it.” “One kiss and I’m demoted to convalescent.” “You arrived as a medical problem.” His mouth curved, small and real. “And if I behave?” She picked up the kettle and filled a mug. “You get tea.” “A savage negotiator.” She set the mug in front of him, then dragged the other chair out and sat opposite, knees almost touching his. Outside, the rain thickened against the window. Inside, the deadbolts held, the cat glared from atop a stack of atlases, and Lucien wrapped both hands round the mug as if heat alone could anchor him there. Aurora watched him over the steam. “Start at the beginning,” she said. “No lies this time.” He inclined his head once. Then he began.