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The door opened on the chain. Aurora kept one hand wrapped round the edge, the other braced against the wood, shoulder set hard beneath the chipped paint. Light from the corridor cut a pale stripe across her face and caught the bright blue of her eyes. Lucien stood on the landing in a charcoal suit that looked too expensive for Brick Lane and too clean for the rain on the stairs. Water darkened the shoulders of his coat. His pale hair lay slicked back, barely disturbed. The ivory handle of his cane rested beneath one gloved hand. For a second neither of them moved. Then Ptolemy slid between Aurora’s ankles and let out a rusty, offended meow. Aurora’s mouth flattened. “You had nerve enough to come here.” Lucien looked at the chain, then at her face. “You still had the same locks.” “Three deadbolts and common sense. A foreign concept to you.” His mouth bent, not quite a smile. “If I’d wanted to force the door, this conversation would sound very different.” “That line used to work better when I didn’t know you.” Behind her, the flat pressed in with its usual clutter: towers of books, loose sheets covered in Eva’s cramped notes, a half-burnt candle on the windowsill, a chipped mug with three pens and a butter knife stuck inside it. The smell of old paper, cumin from the curry house below, and wet wool clung to the air. Lucien’s gaze moved once over her shoulder and back. “Eva wasn’t answering.” “She’s out.” “I gathered that when you opened the door.” Aurora started to shut it. His cane slipped forward, not wedged in the gap, just enough to stop the motion. He did it with the sort of precision that made rage rise in her throat. “Move that.” “Let me in.” “No.” Rain tapped the grimy stairwell window. Somewhere below, a saucepan clanged and a voice barked in Bengali. Ptolemy rubbed against Aurora’s shin, tail high, then sat and stared at Lucien as if the cat had joined the argument. Lucien lowered his voice. “I didn’t come to fight on the landing.” “Funny. You were always happy to start fights where everyone could watch.” His jaw shifted. There it was. A crack in that polished face. Small, but real. “I deserved that one.” “One?” He let the word land. He had the grace not to argue. Aurora watched him through the chain gap and hated that her pulse still changed when she looked at him. The years had not sanded off the sharp bits. His eyes remained the first thing people noticed and the last thing they forgot—one amber, warm as whisky held to the light, the other black and depthless, like a burnt coin. She used to think she could read which half of him looked back at her. She used to be wrong. “You’ve got thirty seconds.” “I needed to see you.” “That cost you nothing. Leave.” “Aurora.” She flinched at the full name. He saw it. Of course he saw it. “Don’t.” “I’m not using the other one.” Her laugh came out thin and hard. “Right. Because you only used Laila when you wanted something.” “That wasn’t why.” “No? Then pick a better reason.” He looked tired. Not weak. Never weak. Worn at the edges, as if the rain had dissolved the lacquer and left the man underneath standing bare on her landing. It did nothing useful to her temper. If he had arrived sleek and smiling, this would have been easier. “I’ve spent two hours deciding whether knocking on this door was selfish.” “And what did the grand tribunal decide?” “That leaving without knocking would’ve been worse.” Aurora stared at him. The chain bit into the wood beneath her fingers. “What do you want?” “To come in.” “That’s not an answer.” “No.” He glanced down the corridor, then back. “It’s the first part.” She should have shut the door. She knew that with the same clean certainty she knew how many deadbolts sat in the frame and which floorboard near the kitchen always dipped. Shut the door. Slide the chain free, lock him out, let him stand there in the damp with his expensive shoes and his careful lies. Instead she looked at the rain in the stairwell window, at the neighbours’ doors, at Lucien standing in plain sight like he had nowhere else to put himself. Aurora pulled the door shut. The chain rasped free. One deadbolt clicked, then the second, then the third. She opened it just enough to step back. “If you drip on Eva’s manuscripts, I’ll throw you down the stairs.” Lucien crossed the threshold with a small incline of his head, as if she had invited him to dinner instead of granting access under threat. He closed the door behind him with care. Ptolemy wound round his trouser leg at once, traitor to all loyalties. “Even the cat’s standards have slipped.” “Ptolemy likes men with bad reputations. Saves time.” Lucien removed his gloves finger by finger. His hands looked the same as she remembered—long, elegant, built for piano keys or lockpicks or throats. He set the gloves on a corner of the overfilled table. His cane remained in his grasp. Aurora folded her arms. “You can put the blade away if it makes you feel safer.” “It rarely does.” “And yet you keep carrying it.” “So do you.” His gaze dipped to her sleeve. Instinct tugged her cuff lower over the crescent scar on her left wrist. She hated that he remembered. Hated it more because some part of her had liked that he ever noticed. “You didn’t come here to catalogue old injuries.” “No.” He stood in the middle of Eva’s flat and somehow made the cramped room feel smaller. Aurora stayed by the door, keeping a solid stretch of floor between them. The yellow lamp near the sofa threw one side of his face into warmth and left the other cut in shadow. He looked at her properly then. Not the quick checks people made to be polite. A real look. Her black hair hung loose and damp from the shower she had taken an hour earlier, one side tucked behind her ear. She wore an old Cardiff University sweatshirt and soft grey shorts, bare legs goose-pimpled from the draught by the door. She had not dressed to be seen. That knowledge carried its own raw edge. “You look well.” She barked out a laugh. “You turned up uninvited after months of silence, and that’s what you brought?” “I could start with the apology.” “You could have started with that in January.” He rested both hands on the cane handle. “In January you told me if I came near you again, you’d break my nose.” “I was in a generous mood.” “I believed you.” “Pity. You never believed the important things.” That landed. He took it and didn’t dodge. “No. I didn’t.” The room filled with small sounds: rain at the pane, pipes knocking in the wall, Ptolemy leaping onto a stack of journals and getting scolded by no one because Eva was not here to guard her chaos. Aurora wished for noise. Real noise. Traffic. Music. Someone hammering on the radiator. Anything to stop the flat from listening. Lucien turned the cane once, slow in his palms. “I’m not here to defend what happened.” “Then why are you here?” “Because I left it filthy.” A muscle jumped in her cheek. “You left me filthy, Lucien. There’s a difference.” His eyes closed for one beat. When he opened them, the amber one held the light. The black one gave nothing. “I know.” “No, you know the headline. You don’t know the weeks after. You don’t know what it felt like to watch every doorway because I thought one of your enemies might stroll through it. You don’t know what it was like to hear your name from people who smiled while they lied to my face. You don’t know what it cost me to realise I’d been the last person in the room to understand I was being used.” “I didn’t use you.” “Don’t insult me in my own home.” He stepped closer. Not enough to crowd her. Enough to sharpen the air. “I used your trust. I used your patience. I used the fact that you looked at me and saw something worth saving. I never used your body, your heart, or your bed as bait for anyone else, and I won’t let you put that on me because it isn’t true.” Silence cracked between them. Aurora swallowed. The words hit with force because he had chosen them with care. He always did. That had been half the danger. “You left without a note.” “I left you breathing.” She stared at him. “That’s your defence?” “No. That’s the ugliest part.” He drew in a breath through his nose, steadying himself, and for the first time since she had known him, Lucien Moreau looked like a man walking into a room without armour. “I had a choice that night. Stay with you, and they’d tie you to me in a way that wouldn’t wash off. Leave, and you’d hate me. I chose the version where you got to hate me.” “You arrogant bastard.” “I know.” “You didn’t ask what I wanted.” “If I had, you would’ve told me to stay.” Her eyes flashed. “Don’t act as if you knew me so well.” His answer came at once. “You would’ve opened the door for me.” She looked at the floor because he was right, and she despised him for speaking it aloud. Ptolemy sprang onto the sofa back and knocked a folded map onto the rug. Neither of them bent to pick it up. Aurora lifted her chin. “You don’t get to stride in here and rewrite it into noble sacrifice.” “I’m not. I was afraid.” That shut her up more effectively than any polished excuse could have done. Lucien let the truth sit between them. No flourish. No disguise. “I was afraid of what they’d do with your name if they understood what you were to me. I was afraid that if I stayed one hour longer, I’d choose you over everything else and lose the part of me that still knew how to keep you safe. I was afraid because when you looked at me, I wanted ordinary things.” His mouth tightened on the last phrase, as though it offended him. Aurora’s arms loosened by her sides. “Ordinary things.” “A key. Your shoes by a door. Fighting over music in the kitchen. You stealing my shirts and pretending you didn’t. Waking up and not having to calculate who’d paid for the room or which exit had the least blood on it.” Her breath caught before she could stop it. He remembered too much. The shirts. The music. That tiny, stupid morning in his borrowed flat when she had burned toast and danced barefoot because the radio was awful and bright and she had wanted to make him laugh. He had laughed. He had looked wrecked by it. “That was real for me,” he went on. “That’s what I never said.” Aurora turned away and crossed to the small window by the sink. Brick Lane glimmered below in reflected neon and rainwater. She gripped the sill, knuckles paling. “You don’t get to turn up with honesty now like it’s a gift.” “No.” “You don’t get to say the right things because you finally found the nerve.” “I know.” She spun back round. “Stop agreeing. I want to be angrier than this.” A rough sound escaped him. Almost a laugh. Not amused. Struck. “You’re doing very well.” She hated that her own mouth twitched. She killed it at once. “What changed?” He looked at her for a long moment. “I got tired of hearing your name from other mouths.” The flat seemed to draw in. Aurora stayed very still. “Who’s been saying my name?” “People I’d rather not discuss while standing in Eva’s sitting room with her cat evaluating me.” Ptolemy blinked down from the sofa like a magistrate. “That’s not good enough.” “It will have to be for one minute longer.” Lucien set the cane against the table. Deliberate. Visible. Then he took off his coat and laid it over the back of a chair. Rain had soaked the wool through. Without it, he looked less armoured, broader somehow, the waistcoat fitted close beneath his open jacket. A silver ring flashed on his right hand when he flexed his fingers. Aurora watched the cane. Watched the distance between them. Watched him empty his hands. “Why now?” “Because tonight I nearly let someone use you to get to me.” The words cut clean. Her face went still. “Nearly.” “I heard your name in a room where it didn’t belong.” He swallowed once. “I walked out before I gave them anything, but I should have come sooner. I should have come months ago.” “And you thought I’d be pleased to see you because danger came knocking.” “No.” His gaze held hers. “I thought you had the right to hear it from me before it found you any other way.” There it was. The practical core inside the wreckage. Aurora could work with facts. Facts had edges. Facts didn’t slide through your hands in the dark and leave your chest hollow. Yet he stood a few feet away looking at her like he still remembered how she sounded half asleep, and that ruined the clean lines. She rubbed her left wrist with her thumb. “So this is business.” “Partly.” “Only partly.” He moved then. One step. Two. He stopped close enough that she caught the scent of rain, smoke, and something darker that had always clung to him beneath the expensive soap, something singed and night-deep and not human at all. “Don’t do that.” “Do what?” “Stand there like—” “Like I came because I missed you?” Her throat tightened. “You don’t get to ask that.” “I didn’t ask.” His voice dropped. “I answered.” She should have stepped back. She didn’t. The back of her knees touched the sill, trapping her in place. His hand lifted, slow enough to refuse threat, and paused near her wrist without touching. “That scar,” he murmured, eyes on the thin crescent hidden half beneath her cuff, “you used to rub it when you were angry enough to throw something.” Aurora laughed once, shaky with disbelief. “You noticed that and still thought disappearing was wise.” “No. I noticed that and knew you’d survive hating me.” His fingers brushed the edge of her sleeve. The contact barely counted. Fabric against skin, the lightest scrape. It still sent heat up her arm as if her body had waited in ambush for this exact betrayal. “Aurora.” Her name sounded different in his mouth now. Less polished. Pulled from somewhere lower. She looked up at him. Too close. A mistake from any sensible angle. “If you apologise,” she said, “I might hit you.” “I came prepared for worse.” “That smug look isn’t helping.” “It isn’t smug.” “No?” “No.” His thumb slid beneath the cuff and found her wrist at last, warm and careful over the old scar. “This is me barely holding myself together because you’re in front of me and still furious and still the most—” He stopped, breath catching on the edge of the word. Aurora’s pulse hammered beneath his hand. She should have pulled away. Instead she heard herself ask the stupid, dangerous question. “The most what?” His eyes searched her face as if he’d forgotten every language except this one hard moment in a cluttered flat above a curry house. “The most impossible woman I’ve ever wanted.” The room seemed to tilt. Aurora reached up before she could think better of it and caught a fistful of his waistcoat, fingers twisting in the fabric. “You had me,” she whispered. “That was the worst of it. You had me, and you left anyway.” Pain flashed plain across his face. No defence. No mask. “I know.” He covered her hand with his free one, pressing it against his chest. His heart struck hard beneath her knuckles. She felt it. He knew she felt it. Neither of them moved. Rain kept time against the window. Ptolemy jumped down and prowled under the table, tail brushing Lucien’s discarded coat. Aurora stared at their hands against his waistcoat, at the pulse in his throat, at the inch of space left between their mouths. “If you’ve come here to make this harder,” she said, voice frayed, “congratulations.” His forehead almost touched hers. “I came here because it was already hard.”