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The green neon buzzed above the door like a trapped insect, casting its sickly glow across the wet pavement. Rory stood beneath it for a long moment, rain dampening the shoulders of her jacket, not quite ready to go in. She hadn't been ready for much of anything lately. Eva had told her to get out of Cardiff, had pressed the spare key into her palm and said there's a flat in Soho, it's yours for as long as you need, and Rory had driven through the night without looking in the rearview mirror because looking meant seeing and seeing meant thinking and thinking meant she'd have to admit what she'd allowed to happen. But the flat wasn't ready yet. Eva had warned her. The previous tenant's things were still being cleared. So Rory had walked. Through streets she didn't know, past restaurants closing up, past clusters of people laughing in doorways, until she found this place. The Raven's Nest. The name had pulled at something, but she'd been too tired to chase it. She pushed through the door. The bar was dim in the way old pubs were dim, not atmospheric but genuinely aged, light kept low so you wouldn't notice the worn edges of things. Black-and-white photographs lined the walls. Maps, too, old ones with faded borders and strange names. The smell was wood polish and whiskey and something underneath that might have been tobacco, though nobody smoked inside anymore. She chose a stool at the far end, away from the other patrons. A couple murmured near the window. A man in a leather jacket read something on his phone. The bar itself stretched along the back wall, bottles catching what little light there was, and behind it— Rory's hand stopped halfway to the bar top. She knew that face. Had known it when it had less grey in the beard, when the hazel eyes had sharper things behind them, when the man behind them still moved like someone who expected to be dangerous. He was reaching for a glass on the high shelf, and she watched the slight hitch in his left leg, the almost imperceptible adjustment as he shifted his weight. "Silas." His hand paused on the glass. He turned, and for a moment the mask slipped—genuine surprise, quickly covered. "Rory Carter." He set the glass down. His voice had gotten rougher. "I'd heard you were in London." "From who?" "Eva mentioned it." He came closer, and she could see the lines around his eyes now, the way his auburn hair had gone more grey than red. The silver signet ring caught light on his right hand as he rested it on the bar. "That was three months ago. I assumed you'd stopped in and didn't see anything worth coming back for." Three months. She'd been in London three months, and Eva had never mentioned— "It's your place," Rory said. "This bar." "Hardly a secret." He pulled a bottle from beneath the counter, not asking what she wanted. She didn't mind. He remembered. Gin, always, with a slice of cucumber if he had it. "Your father and I used to come here, back when it belonged to a man named Paddy O'Shea. I bought it off his widow in ninety-seven." She took the glass he offered. The cucumber was there, floating like a pale green eye. "I didn't know you were still in London," she said. "After Prague, I thought you'd—" She stopped. She'd been fifteen when it happened. Her father had come home white-faced and sat in his study for three hours before telling her mother, in voices so low Rory had to press her ear to the door to hear, that Silas Blackwood was done in the field. Permanent damage. Career over. "Thought I'd what?" Silas was polishing a glass now, the way bartenders did when they didn't want to look at you. "Fade away? Die off somewhere convenient?" "I thought you'd go back to Cardiff." "Nothing left for me there." He set the glass down with a click. "Your father moved on. New partners, new cases. We weren't as close as you probably remember." She'd idolized him. At twelve, thirteen, fourteen—this man who appeared at Christmas parties and summer barbecues with stories that made her father laugh in a way he never laughed at anything else. Silas who taught her to pick a lock on the garden shed when she was thirteen, who let her win at chess exactly twice before demolishing her every game after, who once told her seriously that the best way to disappear was to become someone who nobody thought to look for. She'd thought he was the most interesting person alive. Now he stood behind a bar in Soho with a limp and a signet ring, pouring gin for a woman who'd let her ex-boyfriend convince her she was worth nothing. "You look tired," Silas said. "Thanks." "That wasn't pity. It was observation." He leaned against the back counter, and she noticed how he positioned his left leg, taking pressure off the knee. "You also look like someone who hasn't been sleeping. And who's been sleeping in clothes that don't fit her properly, because those aren't your jackets." Rory looked down at herself. The denim jacket was Eva's. She'd been wearing it for a week. "How would you know what my jackets look like?" "I remember how your mother dressed you. Impeccably." The corner of his mouth twitched. "Jennifer Ellis had opinions about presentation." "She still does." "Does she know you're here?" The question hung between them. Did her mother know she'd fled Cardiff with a bruise on her ribs that she told people was from a fall? Did her father know she'd dropped out of her program, that everything he'd pushed her toward had crumbled the moment Evan's hand had first come up not in anger but in something worse, in cold control, in I'm doing this because you need it? "She knows," Rory said carefully. "She doesn't know why." Silas nodded. He didn't push. That was something she remembered—his patience, the way he could wait longer than anyone she'd ever met. "I'm not going to ask," he said. "I know." "If you want to tell me, you will. If you don't, that's your business." He picked up the polish cloth again. "But I've got a flat upstairs that's been empty since March, and I'm told the previous tenant left behind some decent furniture." "Eva told you." "Eva told me a friend needed somewhere to stay and couldn't afford much." His eyes met hers. "She didn't tell me it was you. I said yes anyway." Rory wrapped her hand around the glass. The condensation was cold against her palm. Through the window, she could see the rain picking up, London's particular drizzle that wasn't quite rain, wasn't quite mist, just a persistent dampness that got into everything. "I'm not the same," she said. She didn't know why she said it. It wasn't what she'd meant to say at all. Silas looked at her for a long moment. Behind him, one of the old photographs showed a street she didn't recognize, a city that might have been Prague, and she wondered if he kept it there on purpose. "Good," he said finally. "Neither am I." He poured himself something from a bottle she couldn't read the label of. Whiskey, from the color. He didn't offer her any. "To being someone else," he said, and raised the glass. Rory picked up her gin. The cucumber bumped against her lip. "To being someone else," she echoed. The drink was cold and clean and tasted like something that might, eventually, be a beginning.