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The green neon sign buzzed above the entrance, casting its sickly glow across the wet pavement like something half-drowned. Rory stood beneath it for a long moment, rain spotting her jacket, telling herself she was only here because it was the closest shelter and her shift had ended three blocks back and her feet were soaked through. Not because she'd been walking toward Soho. Not because some part of her had been steering her here for weeks, for months, like a compass needle pulling toward a magnetic north that no longer existed. She pushed open the door. The smell hit her first. Pipe tobacco and aged wood and something sour beneath it all, the particular sourness of spilled beer worked into floorboards over decades. Nothing had changed. The same maps on the walls, their edges curling, their seas faded to the color of old bone. The same black-and-white photographs in their crooked frames, faces from another era staring down at the patrons like disapproving ancestors. Even the bartender was the same, though he'd been younger then, hadn't he? He looked old now, but that was the trick of time, wasn't it. Everyone looked old now when you remembered them from before. She took a seat at the far end of the bar, in the shadow of a particularly large map of the British Empire in its pink-and-red glory. She ordered a gin and tonic. The bartender didn't recognize her, which was fine. Which was exactly what she wanted. She was halfway through the drink when she heard the limp. It was a distinctive rhythm, a kind of three-quarter time gait that most people wouldn't notice, but she had noticed it thousands of times, had once been able to pick it out of a crowd the way you could pick out a familiar voice in a room of strangers. The slight hitch in the left leg, the way the body compensated by leaning almost imperceptibly to the right. She didn't turn around. He sat down two stools away. Not close enough to force acknowledgment, not far enough to pretend he hadn't seen her. She watched in the bar mirror's reflection as he signaled the bartender, watched his hands, those large capable hands with the silver signet ring catching the low light. His hair had more grey in it than she remembered. The auburn was fading, being slowly overtaken, like a house being consumed by ivy. "Carter." The name landed between them like a stone dropped into still water. He used her surname the way he always had, the way he used everyone's surname, as if first names were a currency he spent sparingly. "Silas." She turned then. His hazel eyes held hers, and for a moment the years collapsed and she was twenty-one again, standing in this same bar for the first time, fresh off the train from Cardiff with a duffel bag over her shoulder and a bruise she'd hidden under a long sleeve. He'd given her a job. He'd given her the flat upstairs. He'd never asked questions, which was its own kind of kindness, though she hadn't understood that then. "You look different," he said. "So do you." "That's what happens." He accepted his drink from the bartender, something amber in a short glass. "Time. It does that." "Does it." She turned back to her gin and tonic. The ice had melted. She hadn't been drinking it, just holding it, letting the condensation pool on the bartop beneath her fingers. "When did you get back?" The question was mild, but she heard the architecture beneath it, the load-bearing walls. She hadn't told him she was leaving. She'd just left. Three years ago, maybe four, she'd stopped counting. There'd been a letter pushed under his door, one line: Don't worry about me. She'd thought that was sufficient. She'd thought a lot of things were sufficient back then. "Last week," she said. "Last week." He repeated it without inflection, turning the words over like something found in a pocket, something unidentifiable. "And you're just now coming here." "I've been busy." "Busy." "Silas." He held up a hand, and she saw the signet ring flash again. "I'm not interrogating you, Carter. I gave that up when I retired." The joke, such as it was, fell flat between them. He drank. She drank. The bar noise filled the silence, the clink of glasses, the low murmur of conversations, someone playing something melancholy on the jukebox in the corner. "I heard about Prague," she said, because it was easier to talk about his past than her own. "After I left. I heard what happened to your knee." "News travels slow in your circles, then. That was eight years ago." "I wasn't in circles. I was—" She stopped. "I don't know where I was, actually." He looked at her then, really looked, and she felt the weight of his attention like a physical thing. He'd always been good at that, at seeing through surfaces. It was what had made him effective at whatever he'd done before the bar, before the maps and the photographs and the carefully constructed anonymity of this place. She'd never asked about that life, and he'd never volunteered, and that had been another kind of agreement between them, unspoken but binding. "What happened to your hand?" he asked. She looked down. Her left hand was resting on the bar, the crescent-shaped scar on her wrist visible in the low light. Old scar. Childhood accident. Nothing to do with why she'd left or where she'd been. "I fell," she said. "When I was eight. Off a wall in Bute Park." "I didn't mean that scar." She pulled her hand back, curling her fingers against her palm. The other scars, the ones he was actually asking about, were higher up, hidden beneath her sleeve. She didn't know how he'd known about them. She didn't know what he'd heard or from whom or whether it mattered. "Nothing happened to my hand." "Carter." "Why do you keep calling me that?" "Because you haven't told me what to call you instead." He set his glass down with a careful precision that she recognized, the same precision he brought to everything, the same control that made his limp all the more noticeable by contrast. "You left here as Rory. I don't know who came back." The words landed, and she felt them settle into some hollow place inside her chest, a place she'd thought was full, a place she'd thought she'd packed tight with other things, with distance and movement and the forward momentum of escape. But escape, she was learning, was just a word for running in a direction that eventually curved back on itself. "I'm still Rory," she said, and even she could hear how thin it sounded. He nodded, slowly, as if he'd expected exactly that answer and was disappointed by it anyway. He finished his drink and stood, his left leg taking a moment to lock into place, that familiar hesitation before movement. "The flat's still yours," he said. "I kept it. Didn't rent it out. Told myself I was being practical, that the market might shift, but that was a lie, and you know it, and I'm too old to pretend otherwise." He limped toward the back of the bar, toward the bookshelf that she'd always suspected led somewhere else, some other room in this labyrinth of a place that she'd never been invited to enter. He paused at the edge of the shadows and turned back. "Eva called me. Two years ago. Looking for you." He said it simply, a fact offered without judgment, but she felt the sting of it anyway. "I told her I didn't know where you were. That was also a lie." Then he was gone, swallowed by the dark behind the bar, and she sat alone with her watered-down gin and tonic and the ghost of who she'd been, haunting her own body like a tenant who refused to leave.