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The green neon over The Raven’s Nest buzzed against the wet Soho night, washing the pavement in a sickly emerald glow. Rory shoved the door with her shoulder, rain still clinging to the ends of her black hair, and the warm bar air hit her in the face with gin, polish, and old wood. Someone had cranked the music low enough to let the chatter carry. Silas stood behind the bar, one hand on a glass, his silver ring flashing when he turned it. His limp showed more when he came around the counter, careful with the bad leg. “You’re late.” Rory slipped her delivery bag off one shoulder. “You’re charming as ever.” His mouth twitched, nearly a smile. “Kitchen’s on your side tonight. Yu-Fei rang. She’s furious.” “Then I’ll avoid eye contact and live.” He angled his chin towards the crowd. “You’ve got company.” Rory followed his gaze, expecting one of the regulars with a complaint or a tab or both. Instead, she caught on a woman in a dark coat standing half-turned near the back shelves, one hand wrapped around a glass she wasn’t drinking from. The overhead lights cut across her face. Rory stopped so hard the strap of her bag slid down her arm. “Tamsin?” The woman looked up. For one beat, nothing moved in the room. Then Tamsin’s face changed in little flickers, surprise first, then something raw and unguarded that vanished just as fast. She set the glass down. “Rory Carter.” Rory stared. “Jesus.” Tamsin let out a breath that sounded half laugh, half choke. She had the same sharp jaw Rory remembered, the same pale eyes, but the rest of her had been overhauled. Her hair, once a wild dark curtain she kept sticking pencil pens through at Cardiff, had been cut into a glossy blunt line that brushed her chin. She wore a fitted coat and boots without a scuff on them. No rings. No ripped sleeves. No cheap charity-shop scarf from winter nights stumbling back from the library. She looked like she belonged in a glass tower, not a sticky-floored bar tucked under a crooked neon sign. “You look like you’ve got a private driver,” Rory said. Tamsin’s mouth lifted at one corner. “And you look like you’ve been dragged through weather and won.” Silas cleared his throat behind Rory. “Old friends?” “Old,” Rory muttered. Tamsin’s gaze flicked to Silas. “You still looked after strays, then.” Silas tipped his head, assessing. “Some of them.” “Does that mean I’m one of the dangerous ones?” Tamsin asked. “It means I’m still deciding.” Rory snorted despite herself, and the sound cracked something open. She stepped closer, slow enough to feel the distance between them. “When did you get back?” “Tonight.” “From where?” “New York.” Rory blinked. “Of course it was.” Tamsin’s eyes searched her face with a care that made Rory’s neck tighten. “You didn’t know.” “No,” Rory said. “I didn’t even know you were alive.” Tamsin flinched. “That’s fair.” Silas set the glass down and wandered off along the bar, leaving them with the jukebox hum and the low murmur of strangers pretending not to listen. Rory leaned her hip against a table, fingers curling against the worn wood. “You vanished after graduation.” “I know.” “You said you were taking a week in Brighton. A week.” Rory tilted her head. “That turned into what, seven years?” “Six and a half.” “Do you want a prize for precision?” Tamsin looked at the floor, then back up. “I deserved that.” Rory laughed once, flat and dry. “That’s your whole comeback?” “No.” Tamsin picked up the untouched drink, then put it back down. “I got a job. I moved twice. I stopped thinking I’d come back before I knew where back was.” Rory pushed off the table. “And you never picked up a phone?” Tamsin’s jaw worked. “I did.” “Funny. Mine never rang.” “It rang.” Her voice dropped. “I hung up.” Rory went still. The clink of glasses from behind the bar came too loud. A couple near the window burst into laughter. Someone opened the door and cold air slid in, carrying rain and taxi fumes and the taste of the city. Rory wrapped her arms around herself, not from cold. “Why?” she asked. Tamsin looked at her hands as if they belonged to someone else. “Because I heard your voice and I couldn’t take it.” Rory stared. “That’s nonsense.” “It was easier than saying I left you.” “You did leave me.” Tamsin’s face tightened. “I know.” Rory felt the old Cardiff streets under her feet, wet pavements, campus paths, the pub on Salisbury Road where they’d shared chips out of the paper and planned futures with reckless mouths. Tamsin had once sworn she’d never end up trapped in an office. Rory had once said she’d never go to law because she hated arguing for a living. They had both been wrong, though in different directions. Rory pressed her tongue to the back of her teeth. “You could’ve written.” “I started.” “Then what?” “Then I tore them up.” “Very brave.” Tamsin gave a tiny, pained smile. “You always did hate cowardice in other people.” “In other people? That’s generous.” Tamsin’s eyes held hers, and Rory saw the person she had known at nineteen, all elbows and opinions and laughing in the face of bad weather. The face had changed, but some angles were still there, buried under the years. “What happened to you?” Rory asked. Tamsin barked a quiet laugh without humour. “That’s a big question in a small bar.” “Answer the small version.” She looked away towards the maps pinned to the walls, the black-and-white photographs of old London, old men, old streets. “I got tired of being the clever one with no money, no plan, and no future. I took an internship in Edinburgh. Then London. Then New York. Then I stayed because people there wanted me useful.” “You weren’t useful here?” “Here I was always someone’s student. Someone’s flatmate. Someone who borrowed change and missed deadlines and said things I couldn’t back up.” Tamsin’s fingers tapped once on the glass. “There, I became the version of me that never hesitated.” Rory folded her arms harder. “And was that better?” Tamsin met her eyes. “No.” The answer landed clean. No wobble. No polite escape. Rory looked at her for a long moment, then sat down opposite, the chair legs scraping the floor. “So what brings you to Soho, then? Besides your dramatic entrance.” Tamsin dragged a hand through her cut hair, a small gesture that seemed to irritate her. “I’m working on a project here.” “In London.” “Yes.” “In a bar you happened to wander into.” Her mouth tightened. “I didn’t know you worked here.” Rory barked out a laugh. “I don’t, not properly. I deliver food, I live upstairs, and Silas robs me for rent in a friendly way.” “Still living under the Spymaster, then.” Rory glanced towards Silas, who had pretended to stop listening with the skill of a man who had spent a career hearing what people refused to say. “He’s not a spymaster.” Tamsin’s brow arched. “He hates that.” “Then it’s probably true.” Rory couldn’t help it. A grin tugged at her mouth and vanished when Tamsin noticed. “You still do that,” Tamsin said. “Do what?” “Flash your teeth like you’re about to bite someone and then decide not to.” Rory’s hand drifted to her wrist, thumb brushing the small crescent scar there without thinking. “Old habits.” Tamsin watched the motion. “That from when you were six?” “Eight. The swing set won.” Rory tucked her hand away. “You remembered.” “I remembered a lot.” Rory gave her a look. “Enough to forget me, apparently.” Tamsin’s shoulders sank by a fraction. “You moved, Rory. Cardiff, then London. You vanished from the map before I had the courage to ask where you went.” “That’s rich.” “I know.” Silas appeared at Rory’s elbow with a clean glass and a fresh pour of something amber. He set it down without ceremony. “On the house,” he said. “For the reunion.” Rory glanced up. “You’re softening.” “No.” His gaze shifted to Tamsin, cool and direct. “I’m curious.” He walked off before either of them could answer. Tamsin watched him go. “He always spoke like that?” “Only when he wanted to make people sweat.” “He’s good at it.” “He learned from better villains.” That got a real laugh out of her, brief but bright, and for a second the years slipped. Rory saw Cardiff again, damp pavement shining under streetlamps, Tamsin with her sleeves rolled up and a campus library card jammed in her mouth while she searched for a pen. She saw herself younger, thinner, hungrier, thinking friendships lasted because they had to. The laugh faded. Tamsin rubbed her thumb over the condensation on her glass. “You look well.” Rory huffed. “I have two jobs, a landlord with a limp, and a fridge that sounds like it’s dying. Don’t start lying to me now.” “I meant it.” Rory studied her. “You don’t look well.” Tamsin didn’t dodge. “I’m not.” The honesty made the room feel smaller. Rory leaned back, chair creaking beneath her. “What’s that supposed to mean?” “It means I spent a long time pretending I’d become the exact woman I meant to be.” Tamsin’s mouth flattened. “Turns out I only became very good at hiding the parts that didn’t fit.” Rory let that sit between them. Outside, a bus hissed past the window. A siren dopplered somewhere in the distance and died. “You could’ve said any of this years ago,” Rory said. “I know.” “You could’ve come to my flat. You knew where I was.” Tamsin’s eyes lifted. “Would you have let me in?” Rory opened her mouth, shut it, and hated that the answer didn’t come quickly. Tamsin gave a small nod, as if she had heard the silence with perfect clarity. “That’s why I stayed away.” “That wasn’t your call.” “No.” Her voice sharpened. “It was mine. That was the problem. Everything important was.” Rory stared at her. “You make it sound noble.” “It wasn’t noble.” Tamsin pushed the untouched drink aside. “I was frightened. Of you being angry. Of seeing you and knowing I’d thrown away something I didn’t understand until it was gone.” Rory’s throat tightened, annoyance and grief crossing in a hard knot. “We weren’t that dramatic.” Tamsin’s eyes narrowed. “Rory.” “What?” “We were always that dramatic.” That drew a reluctant grin from Rory, though it hurt more than it should have. She looked down at the scar on her wrist again, at the pale crescent that had outlasted every version of her. “You remember my father’s awful tea?” Tamsin’s face shifted at once, a memory tugging at the corners. “The one that tasted like boiled pennies?” “He was proud of that kettle.” “He looked offended when I poured milk in it.” “You did pour milk in it.” “You said it needed help.” Rory laughed, and this time it came easier. “I did.” Tamsin smiled, and for a moment neither of them spoke. The bar breathed around them. Glasses knocked. The bass from the music thudded through the floorboards. On the wall behind Tamsin, a black-and-white photograph showed a street in Soho from decades ago, men in hats and women in dark coats moving under the fog. Rory traced the rim of her glass with one finger. “Why come here tonight?” Tamsin’s smile faded. She took a breath, then another, as if deciding whether to let the answer out. “Because I wanted to see the city before morning. Because I didn’t know if I’d come. Because I knew if I walked in anywhere public, I’d have to keep myself together.” “That sounds awful.” “It was.” Tamsin glanced at her. “And because this was the only place I could think of where someone like Silas would let me sit alone with my panic and not call it that.” Rory looked across the bar at Silas, who was polishing a glass with the patience of a man who had buried worse things than awkward reunions. “He’s got a soft spot,” Rory said. “For you, maybe.” “For anyone who looks like they might break.” Tamsin’s gaze returned to Rory’s face, steady and searching. “Did you break?” The question landed somewhere old and raw. Rory’s fingers tightened around the glass. She thought of Evan’s hands, of Cardiff rain, of the flat above the bar, of nights when the ceiling seemed too low and the whole city pressed in around her ribs. She tipped her chin, not giving Tamsin the easiest answer. “I bent,” she said. “Then I kept going.” Tamsin’s eyes shone, but she didn’t blink it away. “That sounds like you.” Rory gave a short nod. “And you?” Tamsin looked down at her hands again. “I kept going too.” “Badly, by the sound of it.” A small breath of laughter escaped her. “Yes.” Rory stared at her for a beat, then shoved the glass towards her across the table. “Drink.” Tamsin looked at it. “What is it?” “Silas’s choice. Which means expensive and suspicious.” “That’s not comforting.” “You’ve had worse.” Tamsin’s mouth quirked. She picked up the glass, still watching Rory as if she expected the room to shift under her. “To old friends, then.” Rory lifted her own glass but didn’t touch it to hers. “To not disappearing quite so neatly next time.” Tamsin held her gaze, and this time she nodded once, slow and plain. The bar noise rolled on around them, but the space at their table held still, full of everything neither of them had said for years, full of the shape of what had been lost and what remained stubbornly, inconveniently alive.