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The green neon sign flickered once, twice, then held steady as Aurora pushed through the door of The Raven's Nest. Rain slicked her jacket and beaded on her shoulders. She shook the water from her hair, not bothering with the coat yet—her shift at the restaurant didn't start for another twenty minutes, and the damp had already settled into her bones. She made her way to the bar, slipping onto a stool she'd come to think of as hers. The Raven's Nest was quieter than usual for a Thursday evening. A couple argued softly in the corner booth. Someone played a melancholy song on the jukebox, though the speakers hadn't worked for months. Silas was behind the bar, polishing a glass with the patient attention of a man who had nowhere else to be. "Same as always?" he asked without looking up. "If you've got it." He had it. She watched him pour—two fingers of Scotch, no ice, a splash of water on the side. Silas never asked why she drank it that way. He never asked much of anything, which was part of why she liked him. She wrapped her hands around the glass and let the warmth seep into her fingers. The scar on her left wrist caught her attention, as it sometimes did when she was tired. A childhood accident. She'd fallen from her grandmother's garden wall, caught her wrist on a broken terracotta pot. She remembered the blood, the screaming, her father's face going pale as he scooped her up. That was before everything else. Before Evan. Before she learned what it meant to be afraid of someone who said he loved her. The door swung open again. She didn't look up at first. In a bar in Soho, people came and went constantly. Strangers, contacts, the lost and the looking. It was the nature of the place. But then she heard it—the particular rhythm of footsteps on hardwood. A slight hesitation, as if the person entering had stopped just past the threshold. She knew that hesitation. She had made that hesitation, a thousand times, whenever she walked into a room and wasn't sure if it was safe. Aurora looked up. Thomas Brennan stood in the doorway, rain-damp and older than she remembered. His hair had receded at the temples. There were lines around his eyes that hadn't been there when she'd last seen him—at Cardiff, at the train station, the morning she'd fled to London with nothing but a suitcase and the clothes on her back. He was staring at her. She should have looked away. Should have returned to her drink, given him the anonymity he clearly wasn't prepared to claim. But her body betrayed her. Her hands tightened around the glass. Her breath caught in her throat. "Rory?" His voice cracked on the name. He took a step forward, then stopped, uncertain. "God. It's really you." She heard herself speak before she'd decided to. "Tommy." He flinched slightly at the old nickname. She regretted it immediately. They weren't those people anymore—if they'd ever been who she remembered. "I didn't—" He ran a hand through his damp hair. "I didn't know you were in London." "I've been here four years." "Four years." He repeated it like a foreign phrase. "I've been in London for six months. I've walked past this bar a dozen times. Never thought—" He stopped. Shook his head. "This is insane. Can I—" He gestured vaguely at the stool beside her. "Can I sit down?" She nodded before she could talk herself out of it. Silas appeared with another glass, setting it in front of Thomas without being asked. He met Aurora's eyes briefly—a question in his gaze, subtle as a shadow—and she gave an almost imperceptible shake of her head. He withdrew, returning to his polishing, his attention apparently elsewhere, though she knew better. Silas noticed everything. Thomas wrapped his hands around his glass the same way she had. They sat in silence for a moment, the weight of years pressing down on the space between them. "You look different," he said finally. "I was going to say the same." "I mean—" He gestured at her, as if the motion could encompass everything. "The hair. The way you carry yourself. You look like someone who—" He stopped. "Someone who what?" He met her eyes. His were brown, soft, and still carrying the guilt she'd last seen in them four years ago. "Someone who survived something." The words landed like a blow to the chest. She took a long drink instead of answering. "I tried to find you," Thomas said quietly. "After you left. I went to your flat. Your mum's. I called your phone a hundred times. You just—" His voice broke slightly. "You disappeared." "I had to." "I know." He exhaled slowly. "I know that now. Evan told everyone you'd gone mad. That you'd had a breakdown. That he was worried about you." The bitterness in his voice surprised her. "I believed him at first. God help me, I did." "Didn't you?" She heard the edge in her own voice. "You believed a lot of things, Tommy." He flinched again. "I believed what he wanted me to believe. He was clever. He knew exactly what to say, who to turn. By the time I figured out the truth, you'd already run, and I didn't know where to look." "You could have looked harder." The words hung between them. Aurora hadn't meant to say them. Hadn't known she was still holding them until they spilled out. Thomas's face crumpled. "You're right," he said. "You're absolutely right. I should have. I should have seen it before. I should have—" He pressed the heels of his hands against his eyes. "I've replayed that summer a thousand times. Every conversation. Every moment I missed. Every time he put you down and I told myself it was just banter. Every time he checked your phone and I looked the other way because I didn't want to cause trouble." He dropped his hands. His eyes were wet. "I failed you, Rory. I was supposed to be your friend, and I failed you." She watched him. The tears on his cheeks. The trembling in his hands. She remembered the boy he'd been at Cardiff—laughing, careless, always the one to organize pub crawls and impromptu trips to the beach. He'd been kind, once. Maybe he still was. "It wasn't your job to save me," she said slowly. "Yes it was. That's what friendship means." "No." She set down her glass. "Friendship means being there. It means showing up. It doesn't mean carrying someone else's weight." She touched the scar on her wrist without thinking about it. "I didn't leave because you didn't save me, Tommy. I left because I couldn't save myself while I was still there. Do you understand the difference?" He shook his head. "I had to become someone who could fight for herself. I couldn't do that as long as I was waiting for someone else to fight for me." She met his eyes. "You didn't fail me. You were young and scared and manipulated by someone who was very good at manipulation. It took me years to understand that. Years to stop blaming you for not being the hero I needed." "But you blamed me." "For a while." She wouldn't lie to him. "Not anymore." Thomas was quiet for a long time. The jukebox played on, filling the silence with music neither of them heard. The couple in the corner had left. Silas had moved to the far end of the bar, wiping down bottles, giving them space. "I kept one of your books," Thomas said finally. "The poetry collection you lent me the week before you left. I still have it." Aurora felt something shift in her chest. "Which one?" "Mary Oliver. 'Wild Geese.'" He laughed softly, without humor. "I read it every time I thought about writing to you. I never did." "You could have." "I know. But what would I say? Sorry I was too much of a coward to see what was happening? Sorry I didn't—" He stopped. Breathed. "Sorry I let him win." "You didn't let him win." She reached out, hesitated, then put her hand over his. "I won. That's what matters." His hand turned beneath hers, palm up, fingers curling around her own. Not holding, just... acknowledging. Two people who had once known each other completely, finding their way back to something that might, with time, become familiar again. "I'm not asking for forgiveness," Thomas said. "I don't deserve that. But I'd like—I don't know. Coffee? A walk? Something that isn't this." He gestured at the dim bar, the ghosts of their past. "Something that isn't us pretending we don't have four years of silence to make up for." Aurora looked at him. The boy she'd known. The man he'd become. The regrets they both carried, written in the lines of his face and the weight of her silence. "I work tomorrow," she said. "But maybe Sunday?" His face lit up. "Sunday. Yes. That works." He laughed—a real laugh this time, the sound of something loosening inside him. "God, I can't believe I found you. Of all the bars in London." "You found the only bar I ever go to." "Lucky, then." He squeezed her hand once, then let go. "Lucky for me." She smiled, and the expression felt strange on her face—not because it was false, but because it had been so long since she'd smiled like this. Like something had been mended, even if it would never be fully whole. "Tell me about the last four years," she said. "Everything. Even the parts that aren't good." He nodded. Started talking. And as he spoke, Aurora listened, feeling the years fall away a little at a time, two old friends learning to speak again in a language they were slowly remembering.