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The green neon sign above the door hummed a low, electric drone that seemed to vibrate through the floorboards, through the soles of Aurora's shoes, up through her ankles and into the base of her skull where tension had taken permanent residence three years ago in a Cardiff bedroom with the curtains drawn against the afternoon light. She pushed through the door with her shoulder, arms full of insulated delivery bags, and the familiar smell of old wood and spilled stout wrapped around her like a rough blanket. Silas stood behind the bar as he always did at this hour, polishing a glass with the slow, deliberate motions of a man who had nothing left to prove and no one left to impress. He didn't look up, but she knew he'd registered her presence the moment the door opened. The way his shoulders settled half an inch differently. The slight pause before the cloth resumed its circuit around the rim. "Three deliveries left on Charing Cross," she said, setting the bags on the bar. "One of them complained the spring rolls were cold." "Were they cold?" "They were not. But she wanted them hot, and I am not the universe." Something that might have been a smile flickered at the corner of his mouth. He set down the glass. "Yu-Fei's getting complaints about you." "Yu-Fei can add it to the collection." She unzipped her jacket, letting the kitchen heat dissipate into the bar's perpetual cool. Through the front window, the street sweeper was making his nightly pass, the bristles hissing against wet pavement. Somewhere a car alarm began its indifferent chorus. Aurora reached for a glass of water from the tap and drank it standing, not bothering with a coaster, because Silas had never once asked her to use one and she'd stopped pretending to have manners around him six months ago when he'd found her crying in the hidden room behind the bookshelf. That room was empty now. The single bare bulb hanging from the ceiling cast a yellow circle on the floor where, an hour earlier, two men had spoken in low voices about cargo and timing and things Aurora had trained herself to stop listening for. She'd been restocking the minibar in the corridor when she'd heard them, and she'd simply walked the other way, toward the kitchen, toward the back exit, toward anything that kept her hands busy and her ears clean. The door opened. She didn't look up. People came and went from the Raven's Nest like water through a sieve, and she'd learned early that noticing faces was a liability in this line of work, in this flat above this bar where the walls were thin enough to hear Silas coughing in the night, where the floorboards creaked in patterns that told her when someone was coming up the stairs before they'd even reached the landing. "Excuse me. Is this seat taken?" The voice stopped her mid-sip. She looked up. The woman standing at the bar three stools away wore a green silk blouse untucked over dark trousers, her blonde hair cropped short and gelled back from her face in a style that made her cheekbones look carved from something harder than bone. She was thinner than Aurora remembered, the angles of her sharper, and there was a new line between her brows that hadn't been there the last time they'd stood together on a train platform in Paddington, the woman pressing a ticket into Aurora's hand, saying, "Go. Just go. I'll handle everything." "You're staring," the woman said. "So are you." A beat. Then the woman's careful composure cracked open just enough for Aurora to see the surprise underneath, the rapid recalculation, the sharp intake of breath that she quickly masked by turning toward the bar, flagging Silas down with two fingers raised. "Whiskey. Neat. Whatever's open." Silas glanced at Aurora, a question in the lift of one eyebrow. She gave an almost imperceptible shake of her head. He poured the drink. "You're supposed to be in Edinburgh," Aurora said. "I was. Then I wasn't." "That's not an explanation." "No," the woman agreed. She took a long sip of her whiskey, and Aurora watched the muscle in her jaw work as she swallowed. "It isn't." The woman was Elena Marsh, though she'd gone by Lenny through most of their teenage years, a nickname that had suited her then—the lean, laughing girl who'd gotten them both banned from the Tate Modern for sneaking onto the roof, who'd shown up at Aurora's window at seventeen with a bottle of cheap vodka and a plan to hitchhike to Brighton, who'd held Aurora's hand in the waiting room of the hospital where they'd stitched up her wrist after the accident with the kitchen knife, who'd promised, white-faced and fierce, that she would never leave, that she would always be there, that nothing would ever come between them. That same woman had married a solicitor from Hammersmith two years later and moved to Scotland and sent a card at Christmas and then a text at New Year's and then nothing at all, the silence stretching out across the years like a road that just kept going, and Aurora had learned to stop waiting at the end of it. "Three years," Aurora said. "Four." "You said you'd call." "I said a lot of things." "Everyone says a lot of things. That's not the same as meaning them." Elena's fingers tightened around her glass. She set it down on the bar with more force than necessary, the sound sharp in the quiet room. "You think I don't know that? You think I don't wake up at three in the morning counting all the things I should have done differently?" "Then why didn't you?" "Because—" She stopped. Her hand went to her collar, fingers working at a button that didn't need adjusting. "Because I was afraid. Because I had a life, a husband, a career, and you were none of those things anymore, and every time I thought about calling I couldn't figure out how to explain that I'd become someone you wouldn't recognize." "You think I haven't changed?" "I know you have. I can see it." "See what?" Elena turned on her stool to face her fully, and Aurora saw the way her eyes moved over her face, cataloging, measuring, searching for traces of the girl she'd left behind. "The way you're standing. The way you're not standing. The way you're holding that glass like you're ready to throw it. The way you looked at me when I walked in, like you were calculating whether I was a threat." "That's just—" "Survival instinct. I know. I've got it too." Elena's laugh was hollow, humorless. "Evan really did a number on you, didn't he?" The name hit like a fist to the solar plexus. Aurora felt the air leave her lungs in a rush, felt her hands go cold despite the warmth of the bar, felt the scar on her wrist burn like someone had pressed a match to it. "Don't," she said. "Don't say his name like you know anything about it." "I know enough." "You know nothing." Her voice came out sharper than she intended, and she saw Silas straighten behind the bar, saw the subtle shift in his posture that meant he was listening now, really listening, ready to intervene if he needed to. "You weren't there. You weren't there when he—" She stopped. Swallowed. "You left, and you didn't come back, and I had to figure out how to survive on my own, and I did, I did figure it out, but it cost me things I can't get back, and you don't get to stand there and act like you understand." "I'm not acting like anything." "You're acting like we're still seventeen. Like we can just pick up where we left off." "Is that what you want?" The question hung in the air between them, delicate and dangerous. Aurora felt the weight of it pressing against her chest, against the walls she'd spent years building, the walls that were supposed to keep her safe but had only ever kept her alone. "I don't know what I want," she said finally. "I don't know who I am anymore. I thought I did, but then I got here and started working for a man who knows seventeen ways to kill someone with a bottle of bourbon, and I live above a bar where people talk about cargo routes like they're talking about the weather, and some nights I can't sleep because I keep hearing things I shouldn't hear, and I think maybe I left one trap just to walk into another." Elena was quiet for a long moment. When she spoke, her voice was softer, stripped of the defensive edge it had carried. "I left a marriage that was strangling me. I left a career that had become a cage. I left Edinburgh three weeks ago and I've been driving around the country trying to figure out where to go, and the only place I could think to come was here, because you were here, because even after everything, you're the only person I've ever known who made me feel like I didn't have to be someone else." "That's not—" Aurora stopped. Took a breath. "That's not enough. That's not enough to fix what's broken." "I know. I know that." Elena reached out, hesitated, then let her hand drop back to her lap. "I just needed you to know. That I think about you. That I wonder if you're okay. That I'm sorry I wasn't braver when you needed me to be." The street sweeper had passed. The car alarm had gone silent. The bar was empty now except for the two of them and Silas, who had retired to the far end of the counter with a newspaper he wasn't reading. Aurora looked at Elena—at the grey beginning to thread through her hair at the temples, at the new lines around her eyes, at the exhaustion carved into the hollows of her face—and felt something shift inside her, some tectonic plate that had been locked for years finally beginning to move. "I have a room upstairs," she said. "It's small and the radiator makes sounds like it's dying, but the bed's not terrible. You can stay tonight if you want." Elena blinked. "Are you sure?" "No," Aurora said honestly. "I'm not sure of anything. But I'm tired of being alone, and I'm tired of being angry, and I'm tired of waiting for the phone to ring that never will." She stood, pulling her jacket back on, feeling the weight of it settle on her shoulders like armor. "Come on. I'll show you where the kettle is." She didn't look back to see if Elena was following. She didn't need to. She knew the sound of those footsteps, knew it from a lifetime of listening for it in crowded hallways and empty rooms and the spaces between heartbeats where hope used to live. The stairs creaked in their familiar patterns. Behind them, Silas returned to his glass and his pretense of reading, and the green neon sign continued its low electric hum, casting its pale light over the door and the street and the night that stretched out ahead, uncertain and vast and no longer quite so empty.