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The green neon sign hummed its familiar greeting as Rory shouldered through the door of the Raven's Nest, rain stippling her jacket, the delivery satchel still slung across her chest. She hadn't meant to stop. She had meant to climb the narrow stairs to her flat, peel off her wet clothes, and fall face-first into the mattress she'd been promising herself for eight hours. But the bar smelled of woodsmoke and whisky, and Silas had lit the lamps low, and some nights the difference between crossing a threshold and not crossing it was just the weather. She hung her jacket on the hook by the door and raised two fingers at Silas behind the bar. He nodded once, the signet ring catching amber in the lamp-light, and reached for the Redbreast without asking. That was the thing about Silas. He never asked. Which was why, when she turned toward the booths at the back, she didn't notice the woman at the bar until the woman said her name. "Aurora?" Rory stopped. It was the full name that did it — no one in London used the full name. In London she was Rory, short and sharp as a coin dropped on glass. Aurora belonged to a different country, a different decade, a different girl. She turned. The woman at the bar had short blonde hair where there had once been long brown, and a tattoo climbing out of the collar of a black turtleneck, and a kind of sharpness at the jaw that Rory didn't recognize. But the eyes — the eyes were Meg's. Hazel, too wide, always a little too ready to be hurt. "Meg," Rory said. The word came out flat, as if she were identifying a body. "I thought it was you." Meg's smile was careful, a thing held at arm's length. "I wasn't sure. You've — your hair." "Yeah." "Black suits you." "Thanks." Rory slid onto the stool beside her because standing felt worse. Silas set down the whisky without looking at either of them, and moved off to the other end of the bar with the instinctive tact of a man who had spent thirty years knowing when to vanish. "You live in London now?" Meg asked. "Above here, actually." "Above the bar?" "Silas lets the flat to me." Meg's eyebrows flicked up — a small, automatic gesture Rory had seen her make a thousand times over college essays, over bad dates, over the news that Rory was moving in with Evan. *That* eyebrow. It had always been the most honest thing about her. "And you?" Rory said, before the silence could settle. "Conference. Publishing." Meg turned the stem of her wine glass between two fingers. "I'm with Harrow and Keene now. Nonfiction. I just — I was walking back to the hotel and the sign looked like a place a person could have a drink without being spoken to." "You picked wrong." "I did." Meg laughed, and for a second she was twenty and barefoot on the kitchen tiles of the flat in Cathays, laughing at something Rory had said about a tutor, and Rory had to look down at her whisky because the laugh was exactly the same and nothing else was. "You look good," Meg said. "I look like I've been running." "Are you running?" Rory lifted the glass. "Not tonight." Meg watched her, and Rory watched Meg watch her, and the years between them sat down on the stool on the other side and ordered something expensive. "I tried to call you," Meg said. "After. A few times. That spring." "I know." "You didn't pick up." "I know." Meg nodded, slowly, as if she had rehearsed receiving this answer and was surprised to find it still cut. "Eva told me what happened. Not the details. Just — enough. She told me you'd gone to London and I wasn't to ask." "Eva's loyal." "Eva was always loyal to you. I was loyal to you." "I know that too," Rory said, and then, because it was true and because the whisky was loosening something in her chest that had been clenched for four years: "I didn't pick up because you sounded like Cardiff. And I couldn't hear Cardiff then. I couldn't hear any of it." Meg's mouth did a complicated thing. "I sounded like Cardiff." "You sounded like the flat. You sounded like the kitchen. You sounded like that party at Rhys's where Evan —" She stopped. She hadn't said his name aloud in a long time, and the shape of it in her mouth was smaller than she remembered. "I couldn't afford to hear it. I'm sorry." "You don't have to be sorry." "I am, though." "I know." They sat with that. Somewhere in the back of the bar a man laughed, and a glass clinked, and the rain at the window ticked against itself like a patient clock. "You cut your hair," Rory said finally. "Three years ago. After Dad." "Oh. Meg. I'm sorry." "Yeah. Well. You didn't know." Meg smiled, and the smile held a long history of not being told things. "There's a lot we didn't know about each other, the last few years. I've been trying to make peace with that." "Are you? Making peace?" "I'm making something." Meg tilted her glass, watched the wine walk the inside. "Some nights it's peace. Some nights it's a list." "Am I on the list?" "You were the list, for a while." Rory looked at her then, properly — at the blonde hair that didn't suit her, at the tattoo that did, at the mouth she had once known the exact weather of. She wanted to say *I thought about you every week*, which was true. She wanted to say *I was ashamed*, which was also true. She wanted to say *I walked past a bookshop window in Bloomsbury last autumn and saw a book you'd edited and stood there for twenty minutes pretending to read the back*, which was the truest of all. What she said was, "Can I buy you another glass?" Meg considered her, and the consideration was the old consideration, weighing and patient and entirely without mercy. "Yes," she said. "But slowly." Rory raised two fingers again, and Silas, from the far end of the bar, nodded without turning, as if he had been listening all along and knew exactly what slowly meant.