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The green neon bled across the pavement in a pool the rain couldn't quite wash away. Aurora paused under it, shaking water from her jacket, and pushed into the Raven's Nest like she'd done a hundred times in the past eight months — coming down from her flat above with the easy slouch of someone who lived over the shop. The smell met her first: beeswax polish, cold cigarette smoke preserved in the wood, a ghost of orange peel from whatever Silas was rubbing into the bar top tonight. The maps on the walls had dimmed to sepia in the low light. Somewhere behind the bar, Billie Holiday complained gently about a man. She was halfway to her usual stool when she saw him. He was sitting at the far end, near the photograph of de Gaulle in Algiers that Silas refused to explain. A tumbler in front of him, half-drunk. A navy overcoat folded over the stool beside him, not thrown — folded, carefully, the way you fold something you paid too much for. His hair was shorter than she remembered. Clean at the temples. A watch on his wrist that caught the light when he reached for his glass. For a stupid, suspended second she thought: not him. Not here. Then he turned his head — he must have felt the looking — and smiled, and it was the same smile, the one from the common room at Cardiff, the one that used to lean across a seminar table and whisper, *this is a load of old bollocks, isn't it,* about some poor lecturer's take on Hart. "Rory," he said. "God. Rory Carter." "Daniel." Her voice came out thinner than she meant. She glanced, instinctively, toward the end of the bar where Silas was pretending very hard to count bottles. He did not look up. He was good like that. Daniel stood. He'd always been tall; now he carried it differently, like he'd grown into the height instead of apologizing for it. He crossed the floor in three strides and hugged her, and she let him, and he smelled of something cedar and expensive. She was aware, absurdly, of her hair still wet from the bike ride, the damp patch on her sleeve from the takeaway insulation bag she'd dumped upstairs an hour ago. "You look —" He stepped back, still holding her shoulders, assessing. "You look exactly the same. That's terrifying." "I'm twenty-five, Dan. I'd be worried if I didn't." "No, you know what I mean." He laughed. He had a new laugh. Shorter. Less free. "God. What are you doing in London? I thought you were — I don't know, I thought you were still at home. Last I heard you were with—" "I wasn't." She said it too quickly, and saw him register it, that small recalibration behind the eyes that lawyers learn and everyone else notices. He didn't push. The Daniel she remembered would have pushed. "Let me buy you a drink," he said instead. "Are you allowed? Is this your local?" "Something like that." She slid onto the stool beside his overcoat. Silas drifted down the bar with the slight favouring of his left leg, the silver of his signet catching, and raised one eyebrow half a millimetre. That was the whole question. "Whisky," she said. "Neat. The Aberlour, not the one you keep for tourists." Silas's mouth twitched. He poured without a word and moved off again, back to his bottle-counting, which fooled no one — least of all her. She could feel him listening the way a cat listens from the other side of a room. Daniel watched the exchange, amused. "You know the barman." "I know the barman." "You've gone native." "I've gone something." He lifted his tumbler. "To — what. Old times. Unexpected corners." "Unexpected corners." The whisky was good. It always was. He was looking at her wrist, she realised. At the little crescent scar there — the one from the garden gate when she was seven and he had known the story of because she'd told him, third week of first year, both of them very drunk on bad cider in his halls. He remembered. She saw him remember. He didn't mention it. "So," he said. "London." "London." "Are you at a firm? Did you finish the conversion?" "No." She turned the glass in her hand. "I deliver food, Dan." He waited, smiling, for the punchline. "That's it. That's the sentence. I ride a bike around Soho with hot boxes on my back for a woman called Yu-Fei who shouts at me in Cantonese when I'm late. I live upstairs." She tilted her head toward the ceiling. "I read novels. I don't own a suit." His smile held, then slipped, then reassembled itself into something kinder and more careful, and that was the moment she felt the years in the room — not as nostalgia but as weight, the weight of the life she had been supposed to have and the life he was visibly living. He was wearing it on his wrist. He was wearing it in his hair. "Rory." He set his glass down. "Are you — is that — are you okay?" "I'm fine, Dan." "Because if something happened —" "Something happened. I'm fine now." He nodded slowly. He had the grace, at least, not to ask. Perhaps he already knew; perhaps Eva had said something years ago that he'd filed away and was only now pulling out of a drawer. He'd always been a boy who filed things. "I thought about writing to you," he said. "After. After you left Cardiff. I heard rumours and I — I drafted an email. Three or four times, actually. I never sent it." "Why not?" He looked at the de Gaulle photograph as if it might help him. "I think I was frightened of being told it wasn't my business." "It might not have been." "No. But I could have asked." Silas had moved to the other end of the bar entirely now, giving them the decency of distance. Somewhere behind the shelves of bottles, she knew, a bookcase waited that was not only a bookcase. She thought — uselessly, tenderly — how strange it was that the architecture of her life had acquired secret doors while Daniel's had only acquired cufflinks. "It's okay," she said. And then, because she wanted it to be true: "It's okay, Dan. Really." He looked at her a long time. A man learning, perhaps, that forgiveness offered is not the same as forgiveness earned, and that the difference is a country you spend the rest of your life trying to cross. "Another?" he said finally, lifting his glass. "Another," she said, and Silas, without being asked, was already reaching for the bottle.