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The rain had turned Soho's streets into corridors of reflected light, neon bleeding across wet pavement in smears of color that followed Aurora through the door of The Raven's Nest. She shook water from her jacket, nodded at Silas behind the bar—his familiar limp visible even in the amber half-light as he reached for a glass—and made for her usual stool at the far end. She never made it. The woman sitting there—hunched over something amber and untouched—lifted her head at the sound of the door, and Aurora's feet stopped working before her brain caught up. "Niamh?" The name fell out of her like something dislodged. Niamh O'Shea, who used to steal her chips on the pier at Penarth and scream along to terrible pop songs in Rory's cramped bedroom. Niamh, who had held her hand through the worst of it and never once said *I told you so* about Evan, even though she'd had every right. Niamh, who she hadn't spoken to in three years. "Rory." Niamh's voice came out rougher than Aurora remembered, scraped raw at the edges. She smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes. "Or is it Aurora now? I never know what to call you anymore." "Aurora's fine. Rory's fine. Either." Aurora stood frozen, water still dripping from her jacket onto the worn floorboards. "What are you doing in London?" The question came out sharper than she intended. Niamh flinched—a small thing, barely visible, but Aurora caught it. She'd always caught things other people missed. "Could ask you the same." Niamh turned back to her drink. "Vanished without a word. Eva told me you'd gone, eventually. Took her long enough." "I asked her not to—" "I know. She told me that too." Silas appeared at Aurora's elbow, materializing the way he always did when something needed handling. His hazel eyes flicked between them, reading the room in that way she'd never quite gotten used to. "Something I can get you?" "Whiskey. Neat." Aurora slid onto the stool beside Niamh. "And whatever she's having." "Already have it." Niamh pushed the untouched glass toward her. "Sit down. You look like you've seen a ghost." Hadn't she? The Niamh she'd known had been soft around the edges, quick to laugh, quicker to cry. This woman wore her cheekbones like weapons, collarbones visible above the neckline of a dress that probably cost more than Aurora's rent. Her dark hair was cut short now, severe, exposing the sharp line of her jaw. But it was her eyes that held the real difference. They'd always been green—the kind of green that poets wrote about—but now they sat in hollows that spoke of sleepless nights and bad decisions made in desperate hours. "Three years," Aurora said quietly. "Three years, four months, seventeen days." Niamh lifted her glass. "Not that I counted." The whiskey burned going down. It was good stuff—better than what Aurora could usually afford. Silas had excellent taste and zero qualms about overcharging tourists to subsidize the locals. "You look—" Aurora began. "Different?" Niamh's smile turned wry. "Thin? Rich? Like someone you wouldn't recognize in a lineup?" "I was going to say tired." Something flickered across Niamh's face, there and gone. She turned her glass between long fingers, nails painted black and chipped at the corners. "Yeah. Well. Life." The word hung between them, heavy with all the things neither of them said. Aurora wanted to ask what had happened—how the girl who'd dreamed of opening a bakery in Cardiff Bay had ended up drinking alone in a Soho bar wearing someone else's confidence like borrowed clothing. But the asking felt impossible, the distance between them suddenly vast and unbridgeable. "Your dad would have a fit if he saw you," Aurora tried instead. "Barrister Carter's daughter, drinking on a weeknight." "My dad would have a fit about a lot of things." Niamh's voice flattened. "Less so now. He's got other concerns." "Something wrong?" "Stage four. Pancreatic. Diagnosed eight months ago." She said it the way you'd read a weather report—factual, detached, as if she were describing someone else's father entirely. "He's at home now. Hospice care. Mum's holding it together, but barely." Aurora's hand found Niamh's before she could think about it. The fingers beneath hers were cold, trembling faintly despite the steady grip on the glass. "I'm sorry. I didn't—I wouldn't have known." "Why would you? You left." Niamh didn't pull away, but her eyes cut sideways. "You left, and I understand why you had to—Evan was a bastard, and you needed to get clear—but you didn't even say goodbye. Not to me. Not after everything." "I couldn't." Aurora's throat tightened. "If I'd seen you, I would have stayed. And staying would have—" "Killed you. I know." Niamh's fingers curled around hers. "I know. But you could have called. Could have let me know you were alive. Those first few months, I thought—God, Rory, I thought the worst. Every time I saw a girl on the street with black hair, I'd follow her for blocks just to check." Guilt settled into Aurora's chest like a stone dropped into still water. She thought of those early days in London—crashing on Eva's sofa, jumping at shadows, slowly learning how to breathe again—and how she'd cut ties so completely that even her oldest friend had imagined her dead. "I'm sorry." The words felt inadequate, a teaspoon against an ocean. "I'm so sorry, Niamh." "Did you even think of me? After you left?" Every day. Every single day. Aurora thought of her when she rode her delivery bike past the bakeries in Soho, when she heard someone laugh too loudly, when she found herself reaching for her phone to share something only Niamh would understand. But saying that felt impossible too. So instead she said, "Sometimes." "Liar." Niamh's grip tightened. "You always were terrible at it." The bar had filled around them, The Raven's Nest settling into its evening rhythm. Silas moved behind the counter with practiced ease, his signet ring catching the light as he mixed drinks, his slight limp almost invisible in the flow of service. The green neon outside pulsed against the window, painting them both in alternating shades of jade and shadow. "I think about Cardiff," Niamh said quietly. "About who we were. How easy it all seemed." "It wasn't easy." "No. But we didn't know that yet, did we?" She finally released Aurora's hand, reaching for her glass again. "We thought the hard parts were exams and crushes and parents who didn't understand. We had no idea what was coming." Aurora ran her thumb absently over the crescent scar on her left wrist—an old habit, one she'd never managed to break. "Do you regret it? Staying?" "Every day. And not at all." Niamh's laugh came out fractured. "Someone had to be there. For Dad. For Mum. For the bakery we never opened and the futures we never got. Someone had to hold the shape of who we were." "And you chose that." "Someone had to." She turned to face Aurora fully, and in the dim light her eyes were too bright, too wet. "You got out. You became someone new. Someone who could leave the past behind like a bad dream." "That's not what happened." "Isn't it?" Niamh's voice cracked on the second word. "You're sitting here in a London bar, living above it, delivering food for a restaurant, and you seem—God, Rory, you seem *fine*. Like you put him behind you like a chapter in a book you'll never reread. Meanwhile I can't sleep for thinking about my father dying in the next room and the fact that my best friend in the whole world couldn't be bothered to tell me she was alive." Her breath hitched on the last sentence. Aurora watched her try to compose herself, watched the mask slip back into place, and recognized the performance for what it was—the same one she'd perfected over three years of rebuilding herself from rubble. "I'm here now," Aurora said. "Are you?" Niamh turned back to her drink. "For how long? Until the next time you need to run?" The question landed like a slap. Aurora opened her mouth to argue, to defend, to explain—but the words died before they formed. Because Niamh wasn't wrong. She'd run once. She'd do it again if she had to. That was who she'd become: someone who left. "I don't know," she admitted. It was the most honest answer she had. "But I'm here tonight. And I'm sorry about your dad. I'm sorry I left you to carry all of it. I'm sorry I made you think I was dead when I was just scared." Niamh stared at her for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then she exhaled—a single, shuddering breath that seemed to release something held too long in the chest. "Finish your drink," she said finally. "And tell me about London. Tell me about this bar and the man with the limp who keeps watching us like he's expecting trouble. Tell me something true about who you are now." Aurora lifted her glass. "It's not a very exciting story." "I've had enough excitement." Niamh's shoulder pressed against hers—warm, solid, achingly familiar. "Tell me something boring. Tell me something real." Outside, the rain continued its steady assault on London. Inside, two women who used to be girls sat side by side in a dim bar and tried to build a bridge across three years of silence and regret—one small, imperfect truth at a time.