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The green neon bled onto the pavement in uneven stripes, and Aurora was only stopping in to drop off the zip bag of receipts Silas had asked her to mind. That was the story she was telling herself, anyway. Her shift at the Golden Empress had ended two hours ago, and she still smelled faintly of five-spice and vinegar, and she did not want to go upstairs to her flat yet because the flat had a way, on Wednesdays, of feeling like a held breath. The Raven's Nest at half-nine was the Raven's Nest at its most honest: four drinkers at the bar, a couple murmuring under the brass lamp in the corner, Silas somewhere in the back doing sums on a pad of paper the way men of his generation did, his silver signet ring clicking against the edge of the desk. The walls, as ever, wore their maps and their dead photographs. Aurora slid onto a stool, dropped the zip bag on the counter, and was reaching for the house red when the door swung open behind her and let in a gust of Soho and a voice she had not heard in six years. "Christ. It *is* you." She knew the voice before she turned. The turn took a long time anyway. Niamh Doherty stood in the doorway with the rain still glittering in her hair, and for a half-second Aurora's mind refused her: this woman was too tall, too composed, the cheekbones too adult. Then the recognition arrived all at once, with the particular pain of seeing a face you had loved before it learned what it now knew. "Niamh." "Rory Carter." Niamh laughed, short and disbelieving, and crossed the room the way she had always crossed rooms — as if the floor owed her something. She was wearing a camel coat that Aurora priced, without meaning to, at about a month of delivery tips. "Of all the bloody — what are you *doing* here?" "Drinking," Aurora said. "Apparently with you." Niamh slid onto the next stool. She smelled like rain and a perfume Aurora didn't recognize, something dry and expensive. Up close she was not too adult at all; she was exactly their age, twenty-five, only she had spent those years forward instead of sideways. There was a thin gold chain at her collarbone. Her nails were the colour of old wine. "I'm here for a conference," Niamh said. "Bloody arbitration thing at the Royal Courts. My supervisor picked this place. She said a friend owned it. I thought — God, I didn't think. How long have you been in London?" "Three years." "*Three years.*" Niamh stared at her. "You never — " "I know." "Your mam said Manchester." "My mam lies when she's embarrassed." There was a silence then, not long, but furnished. Silas came out from the back, clocked Niamh in about the second it took to read her coat, and set two glasses down without asking what they wanted. He poured the red. His limp, Aurora noticed, was worse tonight; the weather, probably. He caught Aurora's eye, gave her half a nod — *here if you need me* — and drifted away to the other end of the bar. "Who's he?" Niamh asked. "My landlord." "That's a look for a landlord." "He's a complicated landlord." Niamh laughed again, more carefully this time, as if testing whether the old laugh still fit between them. "You look good, Rory. You look — different." "Thin?" "Quieter." Aurora turned the glass on the bar, watching the legs of the wine. In Cardiff, Niamh had been the one people had looked at first: loud, extravagant, chronically late to seminars, chronically brilliant in them. Aurora had been the careful one. The one with the tidy notes and the father's expectations stitched into her shoulder blades. And now here they were, with the positions somehow reversed, and Aurora could not work out when exactly the reversal had happened, or whether it had happened at all, or whether she was only seeing Niamh as she had always been and hadn't had the courage to look at before. "You passed your qualifying, then," Aurora said. It wasn't a question. "Two years ago. I'm at Hargreave Linton. Commercial. It's — " Niamh waved a hand, dismissive, as if to say *you don't want the details,* though her voice had warmed a quarter-tone. "It's fine. It's a lot. What are you — " "I deliver food." Niamh's face did not quite change. That was the worst of it, really. The not-changing was more careful than any flinch. "For now," Niamh said. "For now," Aurora agreed, because it was easier than the truth, which was that *for now* had been going on long enough to count as a life. The crescent scar on her left wrist itched under the cuff of her jumper. She had been eight when she got it, falling off the low wall behind her grandmother's house in Penarth, and Niamh had been nine, and had carried her home pressing a folded tea towel against the blood and crying harder than Aurora had. They had been friends like that. They had been friends in a way that Aurora, now, did not know how to be friends with anyone. "I wrote to you," Niamh said. "After. After Evan. I wrote twice." "I know." "You didn't answer." "I know." Niamh's mouth worked for a moment around something she decided not to say. She drank instead. When she set the glass down she said, "I didn't know what to write, Rory. That's the honest thing. I kept — I kept drafting it like a brief. Like there was a correct order of paragraphs. And then I'd read it back and it sounded like I was — I don't know. Like I was trying to prove I'd been right about him." "You were right about him." "That's not — " "You were. It's all right. You can say it." "It isn't all right, though," Niamh said. "That's what I'm telling you. Being right about it was the thing that made me useless to you. I couldn't work out how to say *I told you* without saying *I told you,* so I said nothing, and by the time I'd got round to saying anything you were gone, and after that I thought — " She stopped. She laughed, not kindly, at herself. "I thought you'd write when you were ready." "I wasn't ever going to be ready." "No," Niamh said. "I can see that now." The couple in the corner got up and left, trailing coats and a cloud of unfinished argument. Silas, without looking, adjusted the volume on the old radio a notch lower. The room settled around the two of them like a hand closing. "You were the clever one, Rory," Niamh said, very quietly. "Out of the pair of us. Everyone knew." "Everyone was wrong." "Everyone was not wrong." Aurora did not answer that. She was looking at her own hand on the glass, at the pale crescent under her sleeve, at the twenty-five years behind it, and she was thinking that the worst thing time did was not the taking. The worst thing was that it left you the receipts. All those afternoons in the Cardiff library; all those unread letters; Niamh crying into a tea towel on a garden wall in 2003. You kept the lot. You carried it around in a zip bag and set it down on a bar in Soho and pretended it was somebody else's business. "Stay tonight," she heard herself say. "Not — I mean, have another drink. One more." Niamh looked at her for a long moment. Something in her face eased, not into forgiveness — it was not that simple, and they both knew it was not that simple — but into a kind of truce with the fact of the room, and the rain, and the years. "All right, Rory," she said. "One more." Aurora lifted her hand, and Silas, who had been watching without watching, was already reaching for the bottle.