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The green neon of the Raven's sign bled through the rain-slick window and turned Aurora's hands the color of pond water. She was three sips into a whisky she hadn't particularly wanted, only ordered because Silas had set it down in front of her without asking, the way he did when he thought she looked tired and wouldn't say so. He was down the far end of the bar now, polishing a glass with the absent competence of a man who had spent his life pretending to do something innocuous while watching a room. Aurora watched the rain instead. Tuesday at the Nest was always thin — a few regulars hunched over pints, the jukebox quiet, the old maps on the walls yellowing another incremental inch toward oblivion. The door opened, letting in a breath of cold and petrol. Aurora did not turn; she had trained herself, since Evan, not to turn at doors. But then a voice behind her said, tentatively, almost laughing at itself, "Rory? Aurora Carter, is that — God, it is." She turned. For a moment she could not place the woman. Tall, rain-speckled camel coat, a slim leather handbag held in both hands like a shield. Hair cut sharp at the jaw, expensively blonded. Then the mouth resolved itself into a smile Aurora had known at fifteen, at nineteen, at twenty-one in the rented kitchen on Cathays Terrace where they had burned a pot of pasta and cried laughing. "Megan." Aurora stood too quickly; the stool scraped. "Christ. Megan Pryce." "Just Megan Doyle now," Megan said, and the smile flickered, and she opened her arms. They embraced the way people embrace when they aren't sure whether they're still permitted to. Megan smelled of something green and architectural, a perfume Aurora did not recognise. The old Megan had smelled of cocoa butter and cheap cigarettes. "Sit, sit," Aurora said. "What are you — how are you in London? How are you in *here*?" Megan glanced around the bar as if taking inventory of its unlikelihood. "Conference at the Hilton, ended early. One of the girls said there was a good whisky list off Old Compton. I thought — one drink before the train." She laughed. "And here you are. Serving the whisky." "Not serving. Drinking." "Oh. Oh good." Megan slid onto the stool beside her, with a careful arrangement of coat and bag that Aurora watched with a strange, detached attention. Everything about her was careful now. Even the way she sat — knees together, back straight — had the patience of a person who had learned to be photographed. Silas appeared without appearing to move. "Ladies." "A glass of the Hakushu, if you have it," Megan said. "We have it." He set the bottle down between them and retreated to a discreet distance, which in the Raven's Nest meant three feet. "So," Megan said, and turned to Aurora with a brightness that did not quite reach her eyes. "Tell me everything. It's been — what. Four years?" "Five. Nearly six." "Six. God." Aurora wrapped her hand around her glass. The crescent scar on her left wrist caught the green light. She saw Megan's eyes flick to it and flick away, and remembered, with a small internal lurch, that Megan had been there the afternoon she got it — the garden wall at Bute Park, the broken bottle, Megan running for her mother because Aurora, eight years old and stoic, had refused to cry. "Not much to tell," Aurora said. "I left Cardiff. I'm in London. I deliver food, mostly. Chinese. There's a woman in Chinatown who pays me in cash and dumplings." Megan's eyebrows lifted, then smoothed. "Law didn't take?" "Law didn't take." "Your father —" "My father doesn't know I stopped. Please don't tell him if you see him." "I won't see him." A pause. "Mam says he's not well." Aurora drank. She did not answer. There were too many things waiting to be said in that silence, and she was too tired to choose one. Instead she asked, "And you? Doyle. That's new." "Two years in August. Rhys Doyle. He's — you wouldn't know him. He's a consultant. Cardiff Bay." Megan turned the stem of her glass. "We have a house in Penarth. A garden. A cat who disapproves of me." "That sounds lovely." "It is lovely." She said it the way one might say *it is Tuesday*. "I'm doing PR for a development firm. I was supposed to be writing plays. Do you remember?" "I remember." "I was going to be the next Sarah Kane without the, you know. The dying." "I remember." Megan laughed, and this time it was the old laugh, rough at the edges, and for an instant Aurora could see the girl who had sat cross-legged on her dormitory floor reading *Blasted* aloud in a voice pitched for the cheap seats. Then the laugh guttered out and the careful woman was back. "I have a folder," Megan said. "On my laptop. Called *The Plays*. I haven't opened it in eighteen months." "You could open it." "I couldn't, actually." She said it lightly. "That's the thing I've learned. There are things you stop being able to do. You wake up one morning and the door's locked and you can't remember packing the key." Aurora thought of the flat upstairs, the boxes she still hadn't unpacked, the Pre-Law textbooks she had dragged from Cardiff for no reason she could articulate. "I know about that." "Do you." "Yes." Megan studied her. The bar light did her no favours; it showed the fine grain of tiredness under the makeup, a tension at the corner of the mouth that had not been there at twenty-one. "You look different, Rory." "Older." "Not older. *Quieter.* You used to —" She searched. "You used to fill a room." "I got tired of filling rooms." "Was he —" Megan stopped. Started again. "Eva rang me. After. She didn't say much. She said you were safe." "I'm safe." "I should have rung." "You didn't know what to say. Nobody does." "I should have rung anyway." Aurora looked down into her glass, at the small amber planet there, and felt the weight of all the phone calls that had not been made, in both directions, over six years. She had not rung Megan when Megan's father died. She had read about it on Facebook and closed the laptop and told herself she would write a card. She never wrote the card. "We were going to share a flat in London," Megan said quietly. "Do you remember that? After finals. We had that whole summer planned." "Hackney," Aurora said. "With the roof terrace." "The roof terrace that didn't exist." "It existed in the advert." "Everything exists in the advert." They sat with that for a moment. Down the bar, Silas set a pint in front of a regular without speaking. Rain tapped the window in its distracted morse. "I'm glad you're happy," Aurora said, and found, to her surprise, that she meant it, even though *happy* was not a word Megan had used, and she had noticed. Megan's eyes shone, briefly, and she blinked it away with the efficiency of a woman who had learned not to cry in restaurants. "I'm glad you're safe." She lifted her glass. "To the flat in Hackney." "To the roof terrace." They drank. Megan checked her phone, apologised, checked it again. The train. Of course, the train. She gathered her coat with the same care she had taken setting it down, and at the door she turned, and Aurora raised a hand, and Megan raised hers, and neither of them said *we should do this again*, because it was already, visibly, not the sort of thing they would do again; it had been a weather event, a door opening in the rain. When she had gone, Silas came down the bar, limp soft on the boards, and refilled Aurora's glass without being asked. "Old friend?" he said. "Something like that." He nodded, and did not press, and moved away, and Aurora sat with the whisky warming slowly in her hand and watched the green neon trembling in the window, and thought about locked folders, and keys, and all the rooms she had once been able to fill.