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Rory had her hand on the door to the back room when the voice stopped her cold. “Laila?” She hadn’t been called that in years. Not since Cardiff. Not since before the flat on Wharton Street with the broken lock and the bruises she’d learned to hide beneath long sleeves in summer. The name landed in her chest like a stone dropped into still water, and for a moment she could only stand there, her fingers still wrapped around the worn brass handle of the bookshelf door, the muted hum of the bar’s Tuesday crowd suddenly very far away. She turned. The woman standing by the end of the bar was thinner than Rory remembered, the soft roundness of her cheeks planed down to something sharper, more angular. Her hair was shorter too—a severe blonde bob that replaced the cascade of dark curls Rory had once watched her twist into elaborate updos before nights out in Cardiff Bay. But the eyes were the same. Grey-green, wide-set, and watching Rory with an expression that hovered somewhere between hope and dread. “Nadia,” Rory said, and the name came out steadier than she felt. Nadia exhaled, a sound that was almost a laugh. She took a half-step forward, then stopped, as if some invisible barrier had risen between them. The distance was maybe fifteen feet, but it might as well have been the five years that had passed since they’d last stood in the same room. “God, look at you.” Nadia’s voice had changed too. Lower. A trace of something roughened around the edges. “Your hair. It’s so… dark.” Rory touched her shoulder-length black hair reflexively. In the mirror behind the bar, she caught her own reflection—pale face, bright blue eyes, the faint shadow of a bruise along her jaw that she’d covered with concealer that morning after walking into a doorframe at three a.m. She’d been so tired lately. Silas had noticed. Silas noticed everything. “Yeah,” Rory said. “I stopped with the highlights a while back.” “It suits you,” Nadia said quickly, like she was afraid the silence might swallow the words if she didn’t get them out fast enough. “You look… you look good. Really.” The lie was kind, and kindness from Nadia felt strange now. Unfamiliar. Rory remembered their last conversation, the one that had ended with Nadia’s voice rising in frustration—*you’re not listening to me, Laila, he’s going to hurt you, and I can’t keep watching it happen*—and Rory’s own voice, cold and distant, telling her that she didn’t know what she was talking about. She hadn’t been wrong. Nadia had been right about everything. “What are you doing here?” Rory asked, and immediately regretted how it sounded. Like an accusation. She tried again. “I mean, in London. You’re still in Cardiff, aren’t you?” “I was.” Nadia glanced around the bar, her gaze skating over the old maps mounted on the walls, the black-and-white photographs of London street scenes from decades past, the green neon glow spilling through the front window from the sign outside. The Raven’s Nest. Silas’s place. “I moved about six months ago. Got a job at a gallery in Shoreditch. Curatorial assistant. It’s not much, but it’s… you know. A foot in the door.” “That’s good,” Rory said. “That’s really good. You always wanted gallery work.” “Yeah. Well.” Nadia’s mouth twisted into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “Took me long enough.” The silence that fell between them was heavy with all the things neither of them was saying. Rory became acutely aware of the bookshelf door still partially open behind her, revealing the narrow corridor that led to Silas’s back room. She reached back and pulled it shut, the latch clicking into place with a soft, definitive sound. “Can I buy you a drink?” Rory asked. Nadia’s eyebrows rose slightly. “You work here?” “I live upstairs. The owner’s a…” She paused. Friend wasn’t quite the right word. Silas was something harder to define. “He’s a good man. He lets me help out sometimes.” “Right.” Nadia slid onto a bar stool, her movements careful and deliberate. She was wearing a tailored blazer in charcoal grey, the kind of thing she never would have worn in university. Back then it had been vintage dresses and Doc Martens and a rotating collection of oversized earrings. The woman sitting at the bar now looked like someone who had learned to armor herself in clean lines and neutral colors. “I’ll have whatever you’re having.” Rory moved behind the bar, grateful for the familiar territory. Her hands knew where everything was—the whiskey bottles on the second shelf, the clean glasses lined up beneath the counter, the small tin of maraschino cherries Silas kept for the rare customer who ordered something sweet. She poured two fingers of Irish whiskey into each glass and slid one across the polished wood toward Nadia. “Irish,” Nadia observed, picking up the glass. “Your dad’s influence?” “Something like that.” Rory took a sip of her own drink, letting the burn settle in her chest. Brendan Carter would have approved of the whiskey, if not the circumstances. He’d always liked Nadia. Had called her *that sensible girl* with a note of relief in his voice, as if Nadia’s presence in Rory’s life might somehow cancel out the chaos of everything else. Evan. The aborted law degree. The slow-motion unraveling of the future everyone had expected her to have. “I went by your flat,” Nadia said quietly. “Before I left Cardiff. The one on Wharton Street. I didn’t know you’d already… I didn’t know you’d gone.” Rory’s grip tightened on her glass. The crescent-shaped scar on her left wrist seemed to prickle, a phantom memory of the day she’d caught it on the edge of a shattered picture frame. Evan had thrown it. She’d ducked. The frame had hit the wall instead of her face, but she’d cut herself on the glass trying to clean it up before he came back. “I didn’t tell anyone,” Rory said. “I just left.” “Eva knew.” “Eva’s the one who got me out.” Nadia nodded slowly, her grey-green eyes fixed on the amber liquid in her glass. “I tried to call you. After. So many times. But your number was disconnected, and your mum said you didn’t want to talk to anyone from back home, and I thought…” She stopped, swallowed. “I thought maybe you blamed me. For not doing more.” “Nadia.” Rory set her glass down, harder than she meant to. The sound was sharp in the quiet bar. “You did everything. You told me exactly what was going to happen, and I didn’t listen. That’s not on you.” “I could have gone to the police.” “I would have lied to them.” Rory’s voice was flat. Matter-of-fact. She’d had years to come to terms with the person she’d been back then—the careful denial, the reflexive defense of a man who’d made her flinch every time a door slammed. “I would have told them you were exaggerating. That you were jealous. That you didn’t understand him. All the things he’d spent two years teaching me to say.” Nadia closed her eyes. When she opened them again, they were wet, but she didn’t cry. She’d never been one to cry easily. “I looked for you. Online, I mean. But there was nothing. It was like you’d just… vanished.” “That was kind of the point.” “And now you’re here. In a bar in Soho. Living above it, apparently.” Nadia glanced around again, her gaze lingering on the photograph closest to them—a grainy shot of the Thames at night, the bridges lit up like strings of pearls. “Is this… I mean, are you okay? Are you safe?” The question was so earnest, so careful, that Rory felt something crack open inside her chest. Five years. Five years since she’d last heard that particular note of concern in someone’s voice, and it still sounded exactly the same. “I’m safe,” she said. “I promise. The man who owns this place—Silas—he’s not… I mean, it’s not like that. He’s just a friend. He gave me a job and a place to stay and he’s never asked for anything I wasn’t willing to give.” She paused, aware of how that sounded. “Which is nothing. I mean. Not like that.” Nadia’s lips twitched. “I understood what you meant.” “Right. Good.” Rory took another sip of whiskey, felt the warmth spreading through her chest. “I deliver food for a Chinese restaurant during the day. Yu-Fei’s place. Golden Empress. It’s not glamorous, but it’s honest work, and the hours are flexible, and nobody there knows anything about me except that I show up on time and I don’t complain.” “That sounds…” Nadia hesitated. “Lonely.” The word landed with unexpected precision. Rory had spent so long focused on survival that she hadn’t let herself think about loneliness. About the nights she spent in her small flat above the bar, listening to the muffled sounds of conversation drifting up through the floorboards, never quite able to bring herself to go downstairs and join the crowd. About the way she’d learned to keep her head down and her past buried and her friendships limited to the safe distance of professional acquaintance. “Sometimes,” Rory admitted. “But lonely is better than afraid. I’ve decided that’s a trade-off I can live with.” Nadia was quiet for a long moment. Then she reached across the bar and laid her hand over Rory’s, her fingers warm and dry and unexpectedly steady. “I’m sorry I didn’t try harder,” she said. “I’m sorry I let you go.” Rory looked down at their joined hands. Nadia’s nails were painted a muted rose, neat and professional. Her own nails were bitten down to the quick, a habit she’d picked up in the last year with Evan and never quite managed to shake. “You didn’t let me go,” Rory said. “I ran. There’s a difference.” “Is there?” The question hung in the air between them, unanswered. Through the front window, Rory could see the green glow of the Raven’s Nest sign reflected in the wet pavement outside. It had started to rain—a soft London drizzle that blurred the edges of the streetlights and turned the world outside into something hazy and indistinct. “I’m not Laila anymore,” Rory said finally. “That girl—the one you knew in Cardiff—she doesn’t exist anymore. I had to let her go. Do you understand?” Nadia withdrew her hand slowly, but her expression wasn’t hurt. It was thoughtful. “What should I call you, then?” “Rory. My friends call me Rory.” The pause that followed was delicate. Fragile. Nadia’s grey-green eyes searched Rory’s face for something—permission, maybe. Or forgiveness. “Rory,” Nadia said, testing the name. “I like it. It suits you better anyway.” And for the first time in five years, Rory smiled. It was a small thing, barely a curve of her lips, but it was real. It was the first real smile she’d given anyone since leaving Cardiff, and it felt like a door opening in a room she’d kept locked for a very long time. “You want another drink?” Rory asked. Nadia glanced at her nearly empty glass, then back at Rory. “Yeah,” she said. “I think I do.”