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The green neon hummed against the rain-slicked window, throwing its sickly emerald light across the floor where Rory was stacking the last of the clean glasses. Tuesday nights at the Nest were slow, the kind of slow that let the old maps on the walls breathe and the black-and-white faces in their frames seem to lean closer, listening. Silas had gone to the back to do whatever it was Silas did back there — count things, she imagined, or remember them — and so the bar was hers, the way a borrowed coat is yours for an evening. She had her sleeves pushed up, the crescent scar on her left wrist catching the light, when the door opened and let in a gust of cold and a man she had not seen in four years. For a moment she did not place him. The brain protects itself that way, she thought later. It refuses, just for a breath, to admit what it already knows. Then he shook the rain from his coat — a good coat, charcoal wool, the kind that cost more than she made in a fortnight — and looked up, and his face arranged itself into the face she had once known better than her own. "Tom," she said. He blinked. She watched the recognition move through him in stages, the way she had felt it move through her: the refusal, the suspicion, then the helpless surrender to fact. "Aurora." He said it carefully, as though testing whether the word still fit. "God. Aurora Carter." "It's Rory now." She did not know why she said it. It came out before she could weigh it, and it landed between them like a small dropped coin, ringing. He came to the bar slowly, the way people approach animals they aren't sure are tame. He set his hands on the wood — manicured hands now, she noticed, where they'd once been bitten to the quick over case briefs — and looked at her with an expression she couldn't read. "You disappeared," he said. "You know that? One term you were there, top of the seminar, arguing with Professor Lewis about mens rea like your life depended on it. The next you were gone. No note. No number. Eva wouldn't say a word." "Eva's good at not saying words." "I called your parents' house. Your mother said you were travelling." He let out a short laugh that had no humour in it. "Travelling. And here you are. Pouring pints in Soho." "What can I get you, Tom?" He looked at her for a long second, and she saw him decide to let the deflection stand, the way one lets a door swing shut rather than catch it. "Whisky. Whatever's open." She poured it. Her hands were steady; she was proud of that. Four years ago her hands had not been steady at all. Four years ago there had been a flat in Cardiff with a man named Evan in it, and her hands had shaken so badly some mornings she couldn't button her own coat. She slid the glass across to Tom and watched him turn the silver light of the room around in it. "You finished, then," she said. It wasn't a question. The coat said it. The hands said it. The way he held his shoulders, like a man who had stopped expecting to be hit. "I'm at a firm in the City. Commercial. Mergers, mostly." He said it without pride, almost apologetically, and she understood that he had heard, somewhere along the way, that this was not the thing she had wanted to hear. "You'd have been better at it than me. Everyone said so. Lewis used to say you had the best instinct for an argument he'd seen in a decade." "Lewis said that to everyone." "He didn't." Tom drank. "He said it about you." Rain ticked at the window. Somewhere behind the bookshelf at the back of the room she heard the faint scrape of Silas moving, and she was grateful, suddenly, for the bulk of him there, unseen — the quiet authority of the building itself, a place that knew how to keep things. "You changed," Tom said. He wasn't being cruel. That was the worst of it. He said it the way a man reads aloud from a letter he doesn't understand. "Your hair. You're — I don't know. You used to talk with your hands. You used to laugh too loud and not care who heard. You'd argue a point into the ground and then buy the loser a drink." He shook his head. "You're so still now." She thought about telling him. She turned the words over and decided against each in its turn. She could have said: there was a man, and stillness was the only thing that kept me safe in a room with him, and I have not yet learned how to put it down. She could have said: I learned to make myself small, and now I cannot remember the shape I was before. She could have said: you knew a girl, and she is gone, and I am sorry, because I think I liked her too. "People change," she said. "Why didn't you tell me?" The question came out raw, and she realised then that he had carried this for four years, the way she had carried other things. That she had been, to him, a wound that never closed because it was never explained. "Whatever it was. I would have — I'd have helped. We were friends, Aurora. I thought we were friends." "We were." She wiped a glass that was already dry. "I wasn't in a state to ask for help, Tom. I wasn't in a state to know I needed it. By the time I knew, I was already gone, and the gone version of me didn't have your number, and didn't trust herself to pick up a phone." He was quiet. Outside a bus sighed past, throwing a wash of headlight across the maps, illuminating for an instant a coastline neither of them could name. "Were you in trouble?" he asked, very low. "I was," she said. "I'm not anymore." He nodded slowly, as if accepting a verdict. And she saw that this was its own kind of grief for him — not the loss of her, exactly, but the loss of the version of events in which he might have been the one to save her. People liked to be in the rescue. It was hard to forgive someone for not letting you. "Could've been good, you know," he said. "You and me. Lewis's golden pair." He smiled, and there was the boy in it for a second, the one who'd shared cigarettes on the law library steps. "I had a whole future planned where you made silk before forty and I rode your coattails." "You'd have hated me by thirty-five." "Probably." He finished his whisky. "Definitely." He set the glass down with the care of a man putting away a thing he won't use again. "It's good, Rory. That you're not in trouble. That's — that's the main thing, isn't it." "It's the main thing." He paid in cash, more than the drink was worth, and did not wait for change. At the door he turned, framed in green light, rain behind him like static. "If you ever want that number," he said. "I know where to find you," she said. "City. Mergers." He laughed, properly this time, and for a moment they were both eighteen and the years had not yet pressed their thumbs into them. Then the door closed, and the cold went out with him, and she was alone again with the glasses and the maps and the listening faces, holding a stranger's overpayment in her palm like the weight of everything she had not said.