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The green neon sign buzzed faintly over the door of the Raven's Nest, throwing a sickly emerald wash across the rain-slicked pavement, and Rory shook the wet from her jacket as she stepped inside. She'd been on her feet since noon, ferrying lukewarm cartons of black bean chicken across half of Soho, and the smell of frying oil still clung to her hair. All she wanted was the corner stool, a glass of the cheap red Silas kept behind the bar for her, and the kind of silence that didn't ask anything of her. The bar was nearly empty at this hour, that limp stretch of evening before the theatre crowds spilled in. Old maps yellowed on the walls. Black-and-white faces watched from their frames, strangers Silas never explained. He was somewhere in the back, she could hear the slow drag of his bad leg against the floorboards, and Rory let herself sink onto the stool with the particular relief of a body that has finally stopped moving. "Aurora?" She knew the voice before she placed it. That was the cruel arithmetic of memory — it kept the things you'd tried hardest to set down. She turned, and there was Eva, standing by the end of the bar with a glass of something pale and untouched in her hand. Except it wasn't Eva. Not the Eva she remembered. The girl who had pulled her out of Cardiff three years ago had worn her hair in a riot of curls and laughed too loudly in quiet places, who had shown up at Rory's door at two in the morning with a packed bag and the keys to a borrowed car and said, *We're going, I don't care what he says, we're going now.* That Eva had been all motion, all noise, a person who took up space because she trusted the world to make room. This woman was thinner. Her hair was straightened and pinned back with a severity that aged her, and she wore a charcoal coat that looked expensive and cold. There was a stillness to her now, a watchfulness, as though she'd learned somewhere along the way that the world did not, in fact, make room, and that the safest thing was to occupy as little of it as possible. "Eva." Rory's voice came out rougher than she meant. "God. What are you—" "I didn't know you came here." Eva glanced around the bar, taking in the maps, the dim amber light, the empty stools. "I was meant to meet someone. They cancelled." A small, brittle smile. "I almost left." "Sit," Rory said, before she could think better of it. "Please." Eva sat. She set her glass down with both hands, the way you might handle something you didn't trust yourself to hold. Up close, Rory could see the fine lines that hadn't been there before, the careful makeup that didn't quite hide the tiredness beneath. They had been twenty-two the last time they'd been in a room together. It seemed impossible that three years could do this much. "You look well," Eva said. It was a lie, and they both knew it, and somehow that small generosity hurt more than honesty would have. "I look like I smell of someone else's dinner," Rory said. "I do deliveries now. For the restaurant round the corner. It's fine. It's good, actually." She heard herself overexplaining and stopped. "Deliveries." Eva turned the word over as if examining it for flaws. "You were going to be a barrister." "I was going to be my father." Rory reached for the wine Silas had silently set in front of her at some point during all this; she hadn't even noticed him come and go. That was Silas. He knew when to be a ghost. "Turns out those aren't the same thing as a person actually wanting something." Eva nodded slowly. Outside, a bus hissed past, throwing light briefly across her face. "I think about that night a lot," she said. "Driving up the M4 with you crying in the passenger seat and pretending you weren't. I felt so — *sure*. Like I knew exactly what I was doing. Like I was rescuing you." "You were." "Was I?" Eva looked at her then, and there was something raw under the polish, something that hadn't been smoothed away after all. "Or did I just need to feel like the kind of person who did that? I dropped you in London and I — I disappeared, Rory. You needed someone and I just stopped answering. I've never been able to explain it. Even to myself." Rory was quiet. She had rehearsed this conversation a hundred times in the months after Eva went silent — all the wounded, eloquent things she would say if she ever got the chance. The accusations. The forgiveness, dispensed coolly, from a great height. But the words she'd hoarded for so long turned to nothing in her mouth, because the woman in front of her had already punished herself more thoroughly than Rory ever could have. "What happened to you?" Rory asked instead. Eva let out a breath that might have been a laugh. "I got a job. A good one. The kind you're supposed to want." She turned the glass a slow quarter-turn on the bar. "And then I got a man who came with it, and a flat I didn't choose, and a life that looked like a photograph of a life. And one day I realised I'd become very good at making everyone comfortable. At taking up no space at all." She glanced up. "Funny. I spent years thinking I was the brave one. Turns out you were the one who actually left something." "I had help," Rory said softly. "Once." Eva's smile was almost the old one, just for a moment, before it folded back into something careful. "I only helped you once." They sat in the hush of it, two women separated by a stretch of marriage and migration and silence, by all the unsent messages and the friendships that simply erode rather than break. Rory wanted to reach across and take her hand, to say something that would close the distance. But the truth was that the girls who had driven up that motorway didn't exist anymore. They had been spent, somewhere along the way, paying for the people who now sat here. "Stay for another," Rory said. "Just one. Tell me everything you've been afraid to say out loud." Eva looked at her for a long moment. Then, slowly, she unpinned her hair, and let it fall. "Alright," she said. "Just one."