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The green neon hummed its usual complaint above the door, throwing a sickly wash across the wet pavement, and Silas didn't look up when the bell chimed. It was a Tuesday, and Tuesdays brought the sort of men who drank alone and the sort of women who pretended they were waiting for someone. He kept polishing the same glass, the way his father had taught him to look busy while a room arranged itself in his mind. Then he heard the cough. Two short, apologetic notes, like a man clearing space before speaking, and Silas's hand went still around the glass. He knew that cough. He had heard it in a stairwell in Prague twenty-two years ago, in the dark, while they waited for footsteps that never came the way they were supposed to. "Bloody hell," said the voice behind it. "They told me you'd gone respectable." Silas turned. The man standing in the doorway had let the rain follow him in, and it dripped from the hem of a coat that had once been expensive and was now merely old. His hair had gone entirely white. His face had softened and sagged the way faces do when the bones underneath stop fighting, and there was a tremor in the hand that pushed the door shut—small, constant, the kind that no longer asked permission. "Tom Verrall," Silas said. "In what's left of him." Tom shuffled to the bar, and the shuffle told Silas everything the man's letters had carefully omitted over the years. Not a limp like his own, earned in one bad second and worn like a service medal. This was the slow surrender of a body that had decided, organ by organ, to stop attending. "You're going to make me sit down, I hope. I've come a long way to sit down somewhere that knows my name." Silas came round the bar without thinking about his knee and pulled out the corner stool, the one nearest the wall of photographs. He had not planned to do that. It was simply where you put a man you didn't want with his back to the room, an old reflex he no longer needed and would never quite lose. "Scotch," Tom said, lowering himself with both hands gripping the bar's edge. "The one you keep for yourself, not the one you sell to tourists who want to feel dangerous." "You don't know what I keep." "I know you." Tom's eyes—pale now, the blue leached out of them—moved along the maps and the dead faces on the wall. "I know that you'd hang the whole funeral on the wall and call it decoration." Silas poured two measures and set one in front of him. The signet ring on his right hand clicked against the bottle, a small sound that Tom tracked the way he tracked everything, even now. Old habits in old men. They never fully retired; they just lost the budget for them. "You look well," Tom said, and then laughed at himself, a wheeze that turned into the cough again. "No. You don't. You look like a man who's been waiting for someone to come and tell him it wasn't his fault." Silas drank. The whisky burned exactly as much as it should. "What is it?" "Lungs, mostly. Then the rest, in whatever order they fancy." Tom turned the glass a quarter-turn on the wood, lining up some invisible mark. "I'm not here for sympathy, Si. I've had a year of it from people who didn't earn the right. Nurses calling me love. My daughter looking at me like I'm already a photograph." He nodded at the wall. "I wanted to drink with someone who was there. Before all this. When we still thought we were the clever ones." The bar settled into the particular silence Silas had built it to hold. Somewhere a glass was set down too hard; a couple in the far booth laughed at something that didn't concern them. Silas listened to all of it and to none of it, and looked at the ruin of a man who had once vaulted a railing in the dark and pulled him up a stairwell by the collar while the city tried to kill them both. "You never wrote about Prague," Silas said. "In thirty years of Christmas cards, you never once said it." "Neither did you." "No." Tom lifted the scotch and looked at the light through it. His hand shook, and the liquid trembled, and he steadied it against his lower lip the way a man does when the tremor has become a thing to be managed rather than hidden. "We were told it was clean. We told ourselves the same. That's the part nobody warns you about—not the lie they hand you, but the one you build on top of it, brick by brick, because you can't carry the weight of having been wrong." "It wasn't your call." "It wasn't yours either, and look what it cost you." Tom's gaze dropped to where Silas stood favouring his right leg, weight off the left without thinking. "Twenty-two years and you still stand like a man expecting the floor to give. You think I don't see it? I taught you to stand like that." Silas refilled his own glass, mostly to have somewhere to put his hands. He had imagined this conversation many times—in the early years it had kept him awake, and then it had become a thing he visited the way one visits a grave, dutiful and dry-eyed. He had never imagined that Tom would arrive looking like this, with the time so visibly running out of him, asking for nothing but company and the truth. "Her name was Lenka," Silas said. He had not said it aloud in two decades, and the room did not change, and the couple in the booth laughed again, and the neon hummed. "I never told anyone I knew her name." Tom closed his eyes. For a moment the tremor in his hand stopped, as though even his body had paused to receive it. "I know," he said softly. "I read the file. I've carried it longer than you have, Si. I just never had the guts to say it to your face." He opened his eyes, and they were wet, and he did not bother to hide that either. "That's the thing about getting to the end. You run out of room to keep it all somewhere else." Silas reached across the bar and put his hand over Tom's shaking one, ring and all, holding it still against the wood. Outside, the rain came on harder, and the green light bled down the window, and two old men sat with the weight of everything they had never once managed to say.