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The green neon sign above the door hummed the same note it had always hummed, a low electric drone that Rory had once found comforting. She stood on the pavement with her collar turned up against the October chill, looking at the word RAVEN spilling its green light onto the wet street, and she thought: this is a mistake. She pushed the door open anyway. The smell reached her first. Woodsmoke and old leather, the ghost of a hundred different whiskies, the particular staleness of a room that had been breathed in and out for decades by people who came in carrying the night on their shoulders. The walls were the same - the old maps with their curling edges, the black-and-white photographs of men and women whose names she had never known. The bar was the same, though the varnish had darkened, and the brass footrail had acquired a new layer of tarnish, and the stools at the far end had been reupholstered in a deeper burgundy. And behind the bar, polishing a glass with a cloth that had seen better days, was Silas. He did not look up at first. He was concentrating on the glass, turning it slowly, the way a man polishes a glass when he is thinking about something else entirely. The cloth made a soft, rhythmic sound against the crystal. Rory stood just inside the door and watched him, and for a moment she was nineteen again, slipping in through this same door with her father on a Sunday afternoon, the three of them - her father, her mother, and Silas - sharing a booth by the window while the rain came down in sheets outside. Then he looked up. His eyes - hazel, still, though the green in them had faded to something closer to moss - found hers across the room, and his hands went still on the glass. The cloth hung from his fingers. He did not speak. "Hello, Si," she said. He set the glass down on the bar very carefully, as though it were the only thing keeping him from doing something he would regret. His silver signet ring caught the low light. "Aurora." Her full name, the one he had used when she was small and had followed him around the garden of the Cardiff house, asking him questions about Prague and Berlin and other places she could not find on any map. "I heard you were in London." Her mouth twitched. "Word travels." "In certain circles." He came out from behind the bar, and she saw the limp more pronounced than she remembered, the left leg dragging slightly, the knee not bending the way it should. He had always had the limp, even when she was a child, but it had been something he managed then, a minor inconvenience he hid under a brisk stride. Now it was simply part of him, the way the grey in his auburn hair was part of him, the way the lines around his eyes were part of him. He was fifty-eight. He looked every year of it, and a few more besides. "I heard you were in Soho," he added. "I didn't expect you to come here." "Neither did I." She walked to the bar and sat on one of the stools, the one that had a small tear in the leather at the back. He noticed her noticing, and something moved across his face - not quite a smile, not quite a wince. "That tear has been there since 2011," he said. "I've been meaning to fix it." "It's fine." "Sit somewhere else." "It's fine, Silas." He held her gaze for a moment longer, then reached for a bottle of something dark and amber, pouring two measures without asking. He set one in front of her and took the other around to the other side of the bar, lowering himself onto the stool beside her with a carefulness that made her chest ache. He didn't used to be careful. He used to move through the world as though the world owed him passage. She took a sip. The whisky was good - better than she could afford, these days, though she didn't say so. She worked for Yu-Fei Cheung now, delivering Chinese food across half of London on a battered bicycle, and her wages disappeared into the flat she could barely afford above a laundrette in Whitechapel. She had not come here to ask for anything. She had come here because it was the only place in the city that still felt like a place she had once belonged. "How's your father?" Silas asked, and then he closed his eyes, very briefly, the way a man does when he has said something he should not have said. Rory set her glass down. "Dead," she said. "Eighteen months now. You would have known that, if you'd kept in touch." He opened his eyes. He did not defend himself. He did not offer an explanation. He simply looked at her, and she saw in his face the thing she had been afraid to see: that he had known. That he had known, and he had not come, and he had not called, and he had not written, and the silence between them had been his choice as much as hers. "I'm sorry," he said. "Don't." "Aurora -" "I said don't." She turned the glass between her palms, feeling the chill of it, the small crescent-shaped scar on her left wrist catching the light. A childhood accident, she had always told people. The truth was uglier than that, and older, and she did not want to think about it now. "I didn't come here to fight with you." "Then why did you come?" She didn't have an answer. She took another sip of the whisky. The bookshelf behind the bar caught her eye - the one she had always known was a door, though she had never gone through it. She had been nineteen the last time she sat in this bar, and she had been a different person then. She had still believed that the people she loved would stay where she put them. She had still believed that time was a thing that happened to other people. "I came because I didn't know where else to go," she said at last. "And because you knew him. Before. And I thought - I don't know what I thought." Silas was quiet for a long moment. Then he reached across the bar and turned one of the photographs toward her. It was a small black-and-white print, propped against the bottles, and it showed a younger Silas - his hair still fully auburn, his face unlined - standing outside a building she did not recognise, with a man who had her eyes and her jaw and her stubborn mouth. "That was taken in 1987," Silas said. "In Geneva. Your father had just won a case that made certain people very nervous. I was there to make sure he got home in one piece." He paused. "He was the best man I ever knew. And I should have been at the funeral. I should have been there for you. I know that." The photograph trembled, very slightly, in his hand. Rory stared at it. She had never seen it before. She had never known her father had a photograph like this, or that he had been looked after in Geneva by a man with hazel eyes who would one day open a bar in Soho and forget how to pick up a telephone. "You should have been," she said. Her voice was very even. "You should have been there for a lot of things." "Yes," he said. "I should have." The bar was empty except for the two of them. The green neon sign outside cast its faint glow through the window. Somewhere in the building, a pipe knocked softly against the wall, and the sound was so familiar that for a moment she could not tell if it was happening now or twenty years ago. "I'm not asking you to forgive me," Silas said. "I'm not asking you for anything. I just - I want you to know that I know. What I wasn't. What I should have been." Rory looked at him. He had aged. They both had. She had come to London with nothing but a suitcase and a scar and the name of a childhood friend who had promised her a bed, and she had built something small and precarious out of that nothing, and she was not going to let him make her feel like a child again. She was twenty-five. She had survived things he didn't know about. She had changed. But so had he. That was the thing. They had both changed, and the people they had been were gone, and the only thing left was this - two old friends sitting in a dim bar in Soho, with a photograph of a dead man between them, trying to find a way to be in the same room without breaking. She picked up her glass and held it out. "To Brendan," she said. Silas looked at her for a long moment. Then he picked up his own glass, and his hand was steady now, and he touched it to hers with a small, clear sound. "To Brendan," he said. "And to the years we wasted." She drank. The whisky burned, and then it didn't, and outside the green sign hummed on, indifferent to everything that had happened and everything that hadn't.