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The rain had been falling since late afternoon, a thin grey curtain that turned Soho's neon into smears of colour against the wet pavement. Aurora Carter sat at the far end of the bar with a half-finished pint she wasn't really drinking, her delivery shift long over, her courier bag dumped on the stool beside her like a faithful dog resting its legs. The Raven's Nest was quiet for a Thursday. A couple of regulars nursed their whiskeys near the window. The old maps on the walls — Silas's eccentric décor — seemed to shimmer in the low amber light, their coastlines and trade routes blurring into abstraction the longer you looked. Silas was behind the bar, drying glasses with the unhurried patience of a man who had once waited in parked cars for hours on end, watching embassy windows for a light to go on or off. His silver signet ring caught the light each time he turned a glass. He hadn't spoken to Rory in nearly twenty minutes, which was a kind of conversation in itself — the comfortable silence of two people who shared a building and an unspoken understanding that some evenings were for sitting with your thoughts, not shaking them loose. The door opened. A gust of wet air. Rory glanced up out of habit. The woman who stepped inside was thin in the way that suggests illness rather than discipline — collarbones sharp as shelf brackets beneath a damp black coat, wrists protruding from sleeves that seemed to have been bought for a larger frame. Her hair, once a wild auburn mop that Rory used to envy in university lectures, was cut close to her skull in a style that was either a statement or a surrender. She stood in the doorway blinking, water dripping from the hem of her coat, scanning the room with the cautious, mapping gaze of someone entering unfamiliar territory. Rory stared. The woman's eyes found hers. For a long moment neither of them moved. Then the woman's lips parted, and the voice — that voice, unmistakable even now, even after everything — came out small and rough and wondering. "Rory?" "Nia." The name left her mouth before she'd fully decided to say it. Nia Price. Cardiff University, 2017 to 2020. Pre-Law. Shared flats and shared notes and shared bottles of cheap wine on the floor of a bedsit in Cathays, legs tangled together, laughing at things that weren't funny to anyone else. Nia, who had wanted to do human rights law. Nia, who had cried the day she got her training contract offer at a firm in London. Nia, who had been the one person Rory had told — half-told, in fragments, in the dark — about Evan. And then hadn't called when she left. Nia crossed the bar floor with steps that were careful, deliberate, as if she was measuring each one. She stopped a few feet from Rory's stool and stood there, water pooling at her feet, and Rory saw the changes properly for the first time. Not just the thinness. Not just the hair. There was something altered in the architecture of her face — cheekbones more pronounced, yes, but also a stillness behind the eyes that hadn't been there before. The old Nia had been all motion, all restless energy and half-finished sentences and plans made at midnight and abandoned by morning. This Nia stood perfectly, unnervingly still. "You look—" Nia started. "Different?" Rory offered. "I was going to say good. But yes. Different too." Silas materialized beside them with a clean glass and a bottle of red that Rory hadn't seen him open. He set both down without a word, gave Rory a look she couldn't entirely read, and retreated to the far end of the bar. She'd explain later. Or she wouldn't. That was the nature of things with Silas. Nia sat down. She poured the wine with a hand that trembled slightly, and Rory pretended not to notice. "Cardiff or London?" Rory asked. "London. Two years now. I'm at a firm in Holborn." A pause. "Corporate. Not human rights." "You took the money route." Nia's mouth twitched. "Something like that." They drank. The wine was decent — Silas didn't stock anything that wasn't. Rory felt the warmth of it spread through her chest and tried to locate the person she'd been the last time she'd sat across from Nia. That girl had been twenty-two. Still technically enrolled, though she'd stopped attending lectures by then. Still with Evan, though the leaving was already assembling itself inside her like a weather system building pressure. That girl had been afraid of everything and pretending to be afraid of nothing, and Nia had seen through it, and Rory had hated her for it, just a little, just enough to let the friendship cool and harden and crack. "I looked for you," Nia said. "After you left Cardiff. I called. I texted. I sent emails. I—" "I know." "Why didn't you answer?" The question was simple. The answer was not. Rory turned her glass on the bartop, watching the light refract through the ruby liquid. She thought about Evan's hand on the back of her neck, firm and proprietary. She thought about the shame of being seen — really seen — by someone who knew you before the damage, someone who would measure the distance between who you were and who you'd become and find it vast and pitiable. She thought about Eva's voice on the phone, thin and urgent: Come to London. Come now. I'll handle the rest. "I wasn't ready," Rory said. "To be found." Nia nodded. She didn't push. That was new. The old Nia would have pushed, would have grabbed the question by the shoulders and shaken it until answers fell out. This Nia simply nodded and drank her wine and let the silence hold both of them. "What happened to you?" Rory asked, because the question had been building since Nia walked through the door and she couldn't hold it any longer. "And I don't mean the firm. I mean—" "I got sick." Nia said it flatly, the way you say something when you've said it enough times that the edges have worn smooth. "Two years ago. It was bad. It's—" She glanced down at her wrist, where a hospital bracelet tan line had faded to almost nothing. "I'm in remission. That's the word they use. Remission. As if the thing is a hill you retreat from rather than something that lives inside you." Rory's throat tightened. "Nia—" "Don't. Please. I'm not telling you for sympathy. I'm telling you because you asked what happened, and that's what happened. I got sick and I got thin and I cut my hair off because it was falling out anyway and I decided I'd rather look like I chose it." She laughed, but it was a dry sound, leaf-skelton light. "I look at myself in the mirror and I don't recognize her. The woman in the glass. She looks like someone who's been through something. I used to look like someone who hadn't been through anything. Isn't that funny? How you can see it in someone's face — the before and the after?" Rory said nothing. She was thinking about her own face, about the crescent scar on her left wrist that she sometimes forgot was there until someone else's eyes found it. About the way Silas had looked at her the first night she'd walked into the Raven's Nest, rain-soaked and shaking, and known — without being told — that she was an after. "I should have come to London sooner," Nia said. "I should have found you. You were here the whole time." "You were sick." "I was sick after. Before that, I was just busy. Just successful. Just climbing." She turned her glass in a mirror of Rory's earlier gesture. "Do you know what's strange? I spent three years at that firm working eighty-hour weeks, and then I got the diagnosis and suddenly none of it — none of it — felt real. Not the contracts, not the deals, not the corner office they gave me. The only thing that felt real was the list of people I wanted to call. And you were on it. You were near the top." The bar was emptier now. The regulars had gone. Silas was in the back, doing whatever Silas did in the back — Rory had learned not to ask. The green neon sign outside pulsed faintly through the rain-streaked window, casting the room in alternating shades of warmth and shadow. "I deliver noodles," Rory said. It came out before she could shape it into something less blunt. "I mean — I work for a restaurant. Golden Empress. Deliveries. It's part-time. It's—" She stopped. "I was going to be a barrister. My father's a barrister. You remember." "I remember your father. I remember you saying you'd rather eat glass." Rory almost smiled. "I did say that." "And you were good at it. The law. You were good at it and you hated it, and I always thought that was the saddest thing — being good at something that makes you miserable." "Maybe. Or maybe I was just afraid of becoming him. Becoming Evan. Becoming people who use the law like a weapon and call it justice." She paused. "I don't know. I don't know what I am now. I deliver noodles and I live above a bar and I have a friend named Silas who is old enough to be my father and who doesn't ask questions I don't want to answer. And that's — that's enough. Most days." Nia reached across the bar and put her hand over Rory's. Her fingers were cold and thin, the bones close to the surface, but the grip was firm. Real. Present. "I missed you," she said. "I missed you too." "Can I come back? Here. Tomorrow. Next week. Can we — can we try again?" Rory looked at Nia's hand on hers. She looked at the sharp landscape of Nia's face, so familiar and so altered. She thought about all the years between them — the silence, the sickness, the running, the staying — and how time doesn't erase people, it just folds them into different shapes, and sometimes those shapes still fit together if you're brave enough to try. "Yeah," she said. "Yeah, you can come back." Outside, the rain eased. The green neon hummed. Silas's maps watched from the walls, charting territories that no longer existed, borders redrawn a hundred times over, coastlines lost to sea and memory. And two women who had once been girls sat together in a Soho bar and drank wine and did not pretend that the years hadn't cost them something, and that was, for now, enough.