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The rain had followed Rory all the way from Camden, and by the time she pushed through the door of the Raven's Nest, her jacket was heavy with it, her hair plastered flat against her skull. The green neon buzzed faintly above the entrance behind her, throwing its sick little glow onto the wet pavement, and she was grateful, as she always was, for the warmth that met her inside—the smell of old wood and whisky and the low murmur of a Tuesday night crowd that hadn't yet decided whether to be a crowd at all. She'd worked a double shift for Yu-Fei, her arms still aching faintly from the bike, and she wanted nothing more than to climb the back stairs to her flat and sleep. But Silas kept a bottle of something dark and peaty behind the bar with her name half-joked onto a masking-tape label, and some nights, before bed, she let herself want it. She didn't notice the woman at the end of the bar until she was three stools away. Something about the posture caught her first—the particular way the woman held her shoulders, squared like she was bracing against a wind that wasn't there. Then the profile, half-lit by the amber sconce on the wall: a sharp nose, a strong jaw softened now by a fullness it hadn't had before, dark hair cropped close to the skull where once it had hung in a thick braid down her back. "Eva?" The woman turned, and for a moment there was nothing there at all—just the flat, polite blankness of a stranger interrupted. Then something shifted behind her eyes, some old machinery grinding into motion, and her mouth opened in a small, surprised laugh. "Rory. God. Rory Carter." "It's just Carter these days. Or Rory. Nobody's called me Aurora since my confirmation." She found herself smiling, a real one, the kind that surprised her with its own suddenness. "What are you doing in London? I thought you were still in Bristol." "I was. For a while." Eva gestured vaguely at the stool beside her, an invitation, and Rory took it, feeling the old choreography of their friendship reassert itself even as everything else about the woman in front of her insisted that the choreography was outdated, a dance for bodies that no longer existed. "Things happened. You know how it is." "I don't, actually. That's the trouble with six years." "Has it been six?" "Six in March." Rory had counted, though she wouldn't say so. Six years since Eva had put her on that first train to London with a duffel bag and forty quid and a promise—*call me when you land, call me when you're safe, call me every day for a week and then whenever you need to after that*—a promise that had lasted, faithfully, for maybe four months before the calls thinned to texts and the texts thinned to nothing at all, the way these things did, the way nobody ever meant them to but somehow always allowed to happen anyway. Eva's hand, Rory noticed, trembled faintly around her glass. Not the ordinary tremor of nerves. Something with a rhythm to it, small and persistent, like a struck bell that never quite finished ringing. "You look well," Eva said, and there was something careful in it, testing. "I look like a woman who's cycled through Camden in the rain." Rory laughed, but her eyes were already moving, cataloguing—the yellowish cast to Eva's skin, the way her cardigan hung from shoulders that had once filled it, the bruise-dark hollows beneath her eyes that no amount of concealer had managed to erase. "You don't. If you don't mind me saying." "I don't mind." Eva turned her glass a slow quarter-circle on the bar. "It's been a hard few years. I won't bore you with it." "You wouldn't be boring me." "No. I suppose you were always good at listening." Something flickered across her face—not quite a smile. "You used to sit on the end of my bed till two in the morning listening to me go on about Marcus bloody Fenwick. Do you remember that? I don't think I ever once asked you a single thing about yourself the whole of second year." "You asked plenty." "I don't think I did." Eva looked at her then, really looked, the way you look at a photograph you're trying to place. "I think about that sometimes. How much of you I never actually knew. Even when I thought I knew everything." Rory didn't answer right away. Behind the bar, Silas was polishing a glass with the unhurried attention of a man who'd learned long ago that the best information came to those who appeared not to be listening at all. She caught his eye for half a second, and he gave the barest incline of his head, a silent question—*friend or trouble?*—and she answered with a small shake, though even as she did it she wasn't entirely sure which. "I got out," Rory said finally. "That's the short version. Evan, I mean. I got out and I came here and Silas gave me a flat above the bar and a job doesn't-ask-questions and I've been putting myself back together ever since. Slowly. Badly, some days." "I heard some of that. From Fiona, I think. Or was it—" Eva stopped, pressed two fingers briefly to her temple as though physically dislodging the memory. "I'm sorry I didn't call. I thought about it constantly. I don't know why constantly thinking about a thing translates so rarely into doing it." "I know why," Rory said, not unkindly. "Life gets in the way. It got in the way of me too." "Did it." Eva's voice had gone strange, distant, and for a moment Rory thought she might simply not answer, might let the sentence hang unfinished the way so many of their old conversations had, promising resolution around some corner they'd agreed to reach tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow. But then Eva laughed—a short, brittle sound entirely unlike the laugh Rory remembered, the one that used to fill whole rooms—and said, "There was a diagnosis. Two years ago. I don't want to talk about the details, if that's all right. I just wanted you to know it wasn't only life. It was life doing something specific and cruel, and I let it take you along with everything else it took." The bar hummed on around them, oblivious—glasses clinking, someone laughing too loudly near the jukebox, the green neon sign outside bleeding faintly through the window glass. Rory reached over, slow, and closed her hand around Eva's trembling one, stilling it against the polished wood. "I'm here now," she said. "That's not nothing." "No," Eva said, and her eyes were wet, and behind them was all the time that had passed, unspooled and irretrievable, six years of silence pressing down between them like a held breath finally, painfully released. "It's not nothing at all."