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The rain had followed her all the way from Shaftesbury Avenue, and by the time Rory pushed through the door of the Raven's Nest, her jacket clung to her shoulders like a second skin. The green neon sign buzzed faintly behind her, throwing its sickly light across the wet pavement. Inside, the warmth hit her first—that particular mixture of old wood, spilled whiskey, and the faint ghost of cigarette smoke that had seeped into the walls decades before smoking indoors had been outlawed. She'd delivered three orders of General Tso's chicken and a duck pancake platter in the last hour alone, and her feet ached in that dull, familiar way that made her want nothing more than to collapse into the corner booth and let Silas pour her something with too much gin in it. She didn't expect to see a ghost sitting at the bar. "Eva?" The woman turned. For a moment Rory thought she'd made a mistake—this woman's hair was cropped short and dyed the color of dark plum, and there was a hardness around her eyes that Rory didn't remember, a tightness at the corners of her mouth. But then she smiled, and it was Eva's smile, unmistakably, the same crooked lift on the left side that used to get her out of trouble with teachers and bouncers alike. "Rory Carter." Eva said her name like she was testing whether it still fit. "God. Look at you." "Look at *you*." Rory crossed the room before she'd decided to, and they hugged, and it was strange—Eva felt smaller than she remembered, all sharp shoulder blades and jutting collarbone beneath her leather jacket. When they'd been sixteen and sneaking vodka into the school disco, Eva had been the solid one, the one who filled a room. Now she felt like something Rory might break if she held on too tight. "You're soaked," Eva said, pulling back. "Sit, sit. What are you drinking?" "I work here, sort of. I live upstairs." Rory gestured vaguely at the ceiling, at the ancient maps and photographs that lined the walls like a museum no one had bothered to curate properly. "Silas will sort me out." "Silas." Eva said the name slowly, like she was trying to place it. "The scary looking one behind the bar?" "He's not scary. Well." Rory considered this. "He can be. But he's harmless to us." *Us.* The word came out before she could stop it, and she felt the strangeness of it—there hadn't been an *us* in years, not since Eva had stopped answering texts, stopped showing up to the things they used to do together, stopped existing in any way Rory could reach. The last time she'd seen her, really seen her, Eva had been laughing on a rooftop in Cardiff, seventeen years old, throwing her head back so far that Rory had worried she'd fall. Silas appeared without seeming to have moved, setting a glass of something amber in front of Rory without being asked. He glanced once at Eva—a flicker, professional, cataloguing—and then retreated to the far end of the bar to polish glasses that were already clean. "So," Eva said. "London. You actually did it." "Eventually." Rory wrapped both hands around her glass. "Took me long enough." "How long's it been? Six years?" "Seven, I think. Since the wedding." Marie's wedding, though neither of them said the name. Marie, who'd married a dentist and moved to Bristol and stopped speaking to both of them within the year, for reasons that had never been entirely clear. "Seven years," Eva repeated, and something moved behind her eyes—quick, like a fish beneath ice. "You look exactly the same, you know. It's disgusting." "I don't feel the same." "No." Eva laughed, but there wasn't much behind it. "No, I don't imagine you do." Rory studied her old friend's face in the low light, cataloguing the differences the way you might notice a house had been renovated—the bones the same, but everything else rearranged. There was a thinness to Eva now that hadn't been there before, and a restlessness in her hands, always moving, always reaching for her glass or her phone or the frayed edge of a coaster. When she'd been the one to convince Rory to leave Evan, to actually pack a bag and get on a train and not look back, she'd been fierce and certain in a way that felt like gravity. This woman still had traces of that fierceness, but it seemed to be running on fumes. "What happened to you?" Rory asked, and immediately regretted the bluntness of it. Eva's smile flickered. "What d'you mean, what happened? Life happened. It happens to everyone." "That's not an answer." "No." Eva turned her glass in a slow circle on the bar's surface, leaving a faint ring of condensation. "It's really not, is it." They sat with that for a moment, the silence filled by the low murmur of other conversations, the click of billiard balls somewhere in the back, Silas's careful non-listening. Rory thought about all the versions of this reunion she'd imagined over the years—usually cheerful, usually easy, usually involving the kind of laughter that came from shared history and nothing else. She hadn't imagined this careful circling, two people orbiting a truth neither wanted to name. "I heard you left Evan," Eva said finally. "Marie told me. Ages ago." "I did. You're the reason I did, actually." Rory watched her carefully. "You told me to." "Did I?" Eva's laugh was short, humorless. "Funny. I don't remember giving advice to anyone back then. I don't remember being in any state to." And there it was—the door cracking open just enough to see the shape of something behind it. Rory thought of the last few months before Eva disappeared from her life, the texts that came at odd hours, the plans that fell through, the increasingly thin explanations. She'd been twenty then, wrapped up in her own unraveling, and she hadn't pushed. She wondered now, watching Eva's hands shake almost imperceptibly around her glass, what she might have seen if she'd looked harder. "Eva—" "Don't." The word came out sharp, then softened. "Don't do the concerned voice. I've had enough concerned voices for one lifetime." "Okay." Rory held up her hands. "Okay." They sat in the noise of the bar, the neon sign buzzing faintly through the window, seven years of silence sitting between them like a third person at the table. Rory thought about all the questions she wanted to ask and knew she wouldn't, not tonight, maybe not ever, and understood with a small ache that this was what growing older actually meant—not the wrinkles or the wisdom, but this: learning to sit beside the people you loved and watch them become strangers, and staying anyway, because the alternative was worse. "Another round?" she asked instead. Eva's smile this time reached her eyes, just barely. "Yeah. Go on, then."