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The Raven's Nest was quiet for a Tuesday, the kind of quiet that came before the after-work crowd trickled in seeking something darker than a pub but not quite as committing as a club. Rory sat at the far end of the bar, peeling the label off a bottle of beer she wasn't really drinking, watching Silas polish glasses with the methodical patience of a man who'd once had to sit still for hours in cold cars waiting for someone to make a mistake. The door opened, and the noise of Soho traffic bled in for a moment before it swung shut again. "Christ," a voice said. "Rory Carter." She turned, and the beer bottle nearly slipped from her fingers. Eva stood in the doorway, backlit by the green neon glow of the sign outside, and for a second Rory saw her exactly as she'd been at nineteen — the loud laugh, the paint-stained jeans, the girl who'd once climbed onto the roof of the student union just to see the fireworks better. But the woman walking toward her now moved differently. Careful steps. A stillness in her shoulders that hadn't been there before, like she was holding something in that might spill if she moved too fast. "Eva." Rory stood, and they hugged, awkward at first, then tighter than either of them probably intended. Eva smelled like cigarettes and expensive perfume, an odd combination that hadn't existed in the Eva of Cardiff, of dorm rooms and cheap wine. "God, look at you," Eva said, pulling back to study her. "You look exactly the same. It's obscene." "You look—" Rory paused, searching for a word that wasn't a lie and wasn't cruel either. "Older," Eva supplied, with a short laugh that had an edge to it. "Go on, say it. I can take it." "Different," Rory said instead, and sat back down, gesturing to the stool beside her. Eva took it, and Silas appeared without being summoned, sliding a napkin in front of her. "What'll it be?" "Whatever's strong," Eva said, and Silas's eyebrow rose a fraction before he turned to the bottles behind him, giving Rory a look over his shoulder that she recognized — a silent question. *Friend of yours?* She gave the smallest nod, and he left it there, the way he always did, filing information away without comment. "You work here?" Eva asked, glancing around at the maps on the walls, the black-and-white photographs of faces that meant nothing to anyone who hadn't lived the lives behind them. "I live upstairs. Work's a delivery job, mostly. Golden Empress — you remember, the Chinese place near—" "I remember everything," Eva said, and there was something too quick in the way she said it, something that made Rory's chest tighten. Silas set the drink down, amber and neat, and retreated to the other end of the bar, close enough to be within earshot if he was needed, far enough to pretend he wasn't listening. Rory had learned that was simply how he existed in a room. "So," Rory said. "London." "London." Eva turned the glass in slow circles on the bar top. "Yeah. I've been back about six months. Different postcode than you, though. East, out past Hackney." She took a drink, longer than the sip should have been for something that strong. "You disappeared, you know. After you left Cardiff. I called your mum's house like four times before she finally told me you'd gone." "I didn't disappear." Rory's voice came out sharper than she meant it. "I left. There's a difference." "Is there?" Eva's eyes, when they met Rory's, had a flatness to them that hadn't existed in the girl who used to sneak into lecture halls just to nap during boring modules. "Because from where I was standing, it felt a hell of a lot like disappearing. One day you're there, and then you're not, and nobody will tell me why." Rory picked at the beer label again, giving her hands something to do besides curl into fists. "It wasn't about you." "I know it wasn't about me." Eva laughed, but there was no humor in it. "Evan, right? I heard eventually. Through the grapevine, the way you hear everything you're not supposed to know." She shook her head. "I would have helped, Rory. If you'd just told me what was happening—" "You were three hundred miles away starting your masters. What were you going to do?" "I don't know. Something. Anything." Eva's jaw tightened. "Instead I found out secondhand, years later, that my best friend had been—" She stopped herself, took another drink instead of finishing the sentence. The silence between them stretched, filled only by the low murmur of the jazz record spinning somewhere behind the bar, the click of Silas setting a glass onto a shelf with more care than the action required. "I'm sorry," Rory said finally. "I should have called you. I just—I couldn't be that version of myself anymore, even to talk about it. Does that make sense?" "No," Eva said. Then, softer: "Yes. I don't know. I've had six years to be angry about it and now that you're actually in front of me I can't remember why it felt so important." "You look tired," Rory said, and immediately regretted how it sounded, too much like an accusation dressed as an observation. "I am tired." Eva looked down at the drink. "Marriage. Divorce. A kid I don't get to see enough of because of custody arrangements that make no sense to anyone except the lawyers who bill for them." She smiled, and it was a smile Rory didn't recognize, brittle at the corners. "You get good at being tired. It becomes a personality trait after a while." Rory thought of Evan's hand around her wrist, the crescent scar on her own skin that had nothing to do with him and everything to do with a childhood fall from a garden wall, and how she'd learned, in the years since Cardiff, to read a room the way Silas did — watching hands, watching exits, watching for the flicker of something wrong beneath the surface of someone's face. She wondered if that was its own kind of tired. If Eva could see it on her, the way she could see it on Eva now. "We could have grown up together," Eva said quietly. "Instead we just grew up. Separately. Into people who have to sit here and figure out who the other one is now." "We're figuring it out," Rory said. "Isn't that what this is?" Eva looked at her for a long moment, and something in her face softened, just slightly, like ice giving way at the edges. "Yeah," she said. "I suppose it is." Silas refilled Eva's glass without being asked, and somewhere in the back room, hidden behind the bookshelf that only a few people in London knew existed, a phone began to ring, unheard, insistent, waiting for an answer that wouldn't come until morning.