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Rain silvered the windowpanes of the Raven’s Nest, turning the green neon sign outside into a wavering stain across the bar’s dark interior. Rory stood beneath it with a delivery bag at her feet, shaking water from the sleeves of her jacket. “Yu-Fei says the lo mein goes straight to booth three,” she told Silas. “And if anyone touches the spring rolls, she’ll know.” Silas glanced toward the kitchen. “Yu-Fei always knows.” “She has sources.” “She has waitresses with eyes.” “Same thing, in Soho.” He gave her the faint smile he reserved for observations he considered almost accurate. Behind him, old maps crowded the walls, their coastlines buckled with age. Black-and-white photographs filled the spaces between them: politicians, soldiers, actors, men with cigarettes pinched between two fingers as if the future had bored them. The Nest was quiet at this hour, its few customers hunched over glasses and phones. Rory lifted the insulated bag and crossed toward booth three. She saw the woman in the mirror before she recognized her. The reflection sat alone at the far end of the bar, angled away from the room. A pale wool coat draped over the back of the chair. Dark hair, no longer the blunt shoulder-length cut Rory remembered but longer now, pinned loosely at the nape. A thin gold chain at the throat. One hand circled a glass of wine. The woman turned. Rory stopped. “Eva?” The name left her before she could decide whether she wanted it to. Eva stared at her. For a moment the years dropped away so completely that Rory could see the old version of her: twenty-one, laughing in the rain outside Cardiff University, red lipstick smudged at one corner, daring Rory to climb over a locked gate into the botanical gardens. Then Eva stood, and the present returned. “Rory.” Her voice was lower than Rory remembered. Not older, exactly. Refined. Sanded down. They looked at each other across the bar. Silas appeared beside Rory with the silent timing of a man who had spent his life entering rooms after trouble had arrived. His hazel eyes moved from one woman to the other. “You know each other,” he said. “We used to,” Eva replied. Rory felt the words like a small blade. She set the delivery bag on the counter. “You’re in London.” “I’ve been in London for three years.” “Three years.” “I told you.” “No.” Rory heard the sharpness in her own voice. “You told me you were taking a job in Edinburgh.” “I did take a job in Edinburgh.” “And then you came here.” “Eventually.” Silas’ attention lingered on Eva, assessing. Rory knew that look. He could read a room faster than most people read a sentence. His silver signet ring caught the low light as he wiped an already clean section of the bar. “I’ll put these in the kitchen,” he said. It was not an offer. It was an exit, and Rory was grateful for it. Eva sat back down. Rory remained standing. “You look well,” Eva said. “So do you.” “That’s a lie.” “It’s not.” Eva touched beneath one eye. “I have lines.” “You always wanted lines. You said they made people look interesting.” “I was twenty-two.” “You were unbearable at twenty-two.” “I was right about most things.” “You were loud about most things.” A smile flickered between them, brief and recognizable. It vanished before either could hold it. Rory took off her wet jacket and folded it over the back of a chair. The scar on her left wrist showed pale against her skin, a small crescent from a childhood fall. Eva’s gaze caught on it. “You still have that.” “Apparently.” “I remember when you got it.” “You pushed me off the wall.” “You jumped.” “You said the drop was nothing.” “It was nothing.” “I was eight.” “You were dramatic even then.” Rory sat opposite her. The chair creaked. Up close, the changes in Eva became harder to ignore. Her face had sharpened. There was a faint hollowness under her cheekbones, and something watchful in the way she held herself, as if every room contained a door she might need to reach quickly. “What are you doing here?” Rory asked. “Drinking.” “That much is obvious.” Eva glanced at the wine. “I was meeting someone.” “Were?” “He didn’t come.” “Stand him up?” “He stood me up.” Rory nodded toward the empty chair. “Good. Character-building.” “He’s a man I work with.” “Then he’s probably only late because he’s lost in a spreadsheet.” “He was supposed to tell me whether he’d accepted a position in New York.” Rory waited. “He accepted it,” Eva said. “Ah.” “He told me by text.” “That’s modern romance.” “I’m not sure it was romance.” “You followed him to London.” Eva’s eyes lifted. “Did I?” “Didn’t you?” “No. I followed a job. He happened to be attached to it.” Rory looked toward the window. Rain blurred the street into a smear of umbrellas and red buses. She remembered Eva urging her onto a train with two suitcases and a split lip, refusing to let her return to the flat where Evan waited with his apologies and his locked temper. Come to London, Eva had said. You can start again. Rory had believed her. “You saved me,” Rory said. Eva’s expression changed, almost imperceptibly. “I know.” The answer was too quick. Too practiced. Rory folded her hands on the table. “I never thanked you properly.” “You thanked me every day for six months.” “I was scared.” “You were alive.” “That isn’t the same thing.” “No,” Eva said. “It isn’t.” At the bar, Silas placed a glass before a customer and moved with his slight limp around the till. He did not look at them, which meant he was listening. Rory studied Eva’s hands. No ring. A narrow white scar crossed one knuckle. The old Eva had bitten her nails to the quick. This Eva’s nails were clean and polished, though one had chipped. “Why didn’t you call?” Rory asked. Eva watched the wine tremble as she turned the glass. “I did.” “You called once.” “More than once.” “Twice. In four years.” “I left messages.” “You left one message. You said you were busy.” “I was busy.” “I was in hospital.” Rory’s breath caught. Eva looked down. It was not the first time Rory had heard it. She had pieced together the sentence from a mutual friend, then refused to ask for details. At the time, pride had disguised itself as self-preservation. “What happened?” Rory asked. “You know what happened.” “I know you had surgery.” “I had a breakdown.” The words landed without drama. Eva said them as if naming a room. “I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t answer the phone. I couldn’t remember why I was supposed to care about anything.” She gave a small, humorless laugh. “The doctors called it depression. My mother called it a phase. My employer called it inconvenient.” “And you called me?” “I called you.” “You didn’t say.” “I didn’t want to be the next thing you had to survive.” Rory stared at her. Eva’s eyes were bright, but she did not blink. “You had Evan. You had the move. You had your parents asking whether you’d finished your degree. You were trying to become someone else. I didn’t want to drag you backward.” “You didn’t get to decide that.” “No.” Eva’s mouth tightened. “I didn’t.” The silence between them filled with the clink of glassware, the low murmur of the bar, the rain worrying at the windows. Rory had imagined this meeting so many times that each version had ended differently. In one, Eva apologized and Rory forgave her. In another, Rory said everything she had swallowed and walked away untouched. She had never imagined Eva looking tired. “I thought you regretted bringing me here,” Rory said. Eva looked startled. “What?” “After a while. You stopped asking how I was.” “I knew you were safe.” “That isn’t the same as asking.” “I saw you at the Nest.” Rory turned toward Silas. He stood behind the bar, polishing a glass. His face revealed nothing. “You knew?” Rory asked him. “I knew Eva had been in London.” “You knew she’d been here?” “Once or twice.” Eva closed her eyes. Rory felt heat rise beneath her collar. “You could have told me.” “You were not a client,” Silas said. “I’m not sure that makes it better.” “It makes it accurate.” Eva gave him a weary look. “You always did enjoy accuracy.” “Accuracy is less expensive than regret.” “That sounds like something you tell yourself.” Silas’ hand paused around the glass. For the first time, something moved behind his expression. Then it was gone. Rory looked back at Eva. “Why come here tonight?” “I didn’t know you’d be here.” “That wasn’t my question.” Eva rubbed her thumb along the stem of the glass. “I wanted to see whether I still could.” “Could what?” “Come back.” The answer seemed to loosen something in the room. Rory remembered Cardiff: Eva asleep on her parents’ sofa, one sock missing; Eva dancing barefoot in a kitchen at three in the morning; Eva holding Rory’s face between both hands and saying, You are not what he says you are. She remembered the first London winter, when they shared a mattress on a bare floor and ate toast over the sink. She remembered waking one morning to find Eva gone, her coat missing, her phone disconnected. “I waited for you,” Rory said. “I know.” “You didn’t know. You weren’t there.” “I knew because I waited too.” Rory’s anger faltered. It had been held together for years by the belief that only one of them had suffered the absence. Eva reached into her coat pocket and withdrew a folded envelope. She placed it on the table. “What’s that?” “Your old key.” Rory looked at the envelope but did not touch it. “You kept it?” “I kept a lot of things.” “Why return it now?” “Because I’m leaving.” “New York?” “Maybe. Edinburgh. Somewhere that doesn’t know me.” “That’s a coward’s plan.” Eva smiled faintly. “You always hated my plans.” “I hated that you made them sound inevitable.” “They usually were.” “Not this time.” “No.” Eva looked past Rory, toward the maps and photographs on the walls. “This time I’d like to choose before something chooses for me.” Rory picked up the envelope. It was soft at the corners, handled often. Inside, the old brass key shifted with a tiny metallic scrape. She wanted to ask whether Eva had ever come back to the flat. Whether she had stood below the green neon sign and looked up at Rory’s window. Whether she had watched Rory build a life without her. Instead she said, “You can call me.” Eva’s face folded around the grief of wanting to believe her. “I can,” she said. “Not twice in four years.” “I’ll try for three.” “Three is not an improvement.” “It is if you’re starting from zero.” Rory laughed despite herself. The sound came out rough. Silas set two fresh glasses on the table. He had poured water, not wine. “Kitchen’s asking about the noodles,” he said. Rory glanced toward the delivery bag. “I forgot.” “Time does that.” She stood and took her jacket. Eva rose too. For one suspended moment, they were again two young women on the edge of a city, carrying too much and pretending it was nothing. Then Eva stepped forward and hugged her. Rory stiffened before allowing her arms to close around Eva’s shoulders. Eva smelled of rain and cedar soap. Beneath the coat, she was thinner than she should have been. “I’m sorry,” Eva whispered. Rory closed her eyes. “I know,” she said. “I’m sorry too.” When they separated, neither of them claimed to know what the apology meant. Rory lifted the delivery bag and headed for the door. The green neon washed her hands, her wet hair, the small crescent scar at her wrist. Behind her, Eva remained at the table, one hand resting on the envelope as if it were a pulse. At the threshold, Rory turned. “Eva.” Eva looked up. “Don’t disappear.” Eva’s mouth trembled. “Neither should you.” Rory stepped into the rain. Through the window, the bar’s lights held Eva in a warm, uncertain square. Then a bus passed, and for a moment the reflection swallowed her completely.