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The rain had polished Soho to a black shine by the time Rory got back to the Nest. She should have gone upstairs. Her delivery bag hung from one shoulder, still warm with the ginger and scallions she had carried from the Golden Empress, and her hair clung damply to her cheeks. But the green neon sign above the entrance had drawn her in through the rain as surely as a lighthouse. She pushed through the door, let it close behind her, and stood for a moment in the dimness while the bar received her. The Nest smelled of orange peel, old wood, and the faint metallic tang of wet coats. Black-and-white photographs watched from the walls: Soho streets before the glass towers, men in hats with cigarette smoke blurring their faces, women standing stiffly beside motorcars. Old maps filled the spaces between them, their rivers and borders made harmless by age. Silas was polishing a glass behind the bar. He looked up and took in her soaked shoes, delivery bag, and expression. “Bad one?” “Three flights of stairs, no lift, and a man who wanted to inspect the duck before he tipped me.” “Did the duck pass inspection?” “Barely.” Silas’s mouth moved toward a smile. He had the kind of face that made amusement look like a private intelligence. Grey streaked his auburn hair at the temples, and his neatly trimmed beard gave him the solemnity of a portrait. He leaned more heavily on his left leg as he crossed to the till, the old injury asserting itself whenever the weather turned cold. “Tea?” he asked. “Please.” “Whisky?” “Not yet.” “Then the evening may still be salvageable.” Rory shrugged off her jacket and hung it near the radiator. Her black hair fell straight against her shoulders. In the mirror behind the bottles, her face looked paler than she felt, her bright blue eyes sharpened by exhaustion. The small crescent scar on her left wrist showed as she rolled up her sleeve. She rubbed it with her thumb without thinking. Silas noticed. He noticed everything. “Upstairs after this,” he said. “You look like you’ve been chased.” “I was chased. By a moped.” “Did you win?” “I’m here.” He poured boiling water over a tea bag, and Rory carried the mug to the corner table beneath a photograph of a bombed-out street. The Nest was nearly empty. A man in a grey suit sat at the bar reading a newspaper he had not turned a page of in twenty minutes. Two women shared a bottle of wine under the window. Somewhere behind the wall, the refrigerator coughed and settled. Rory had just taken her first sip when the door opened. The woman who entered paused beneath the green wash of the sign. Rain shone on the shoulders of her charcoal coat. She was taller than Rory remembered, though perhaps that was only because she stood so straight. Her hair, once a riot of copper curls, had been cut close to the skull and dyed silver. A thin gold hoop flashed in one ear. She carried no umbrella. Rory knew her before the woman looked up. The tea turned bitter in her mouth. Eva saw her. For one suspended second, neither of them moved. Then Eva’s face altered—not with surprise, exactly, but with the controlled collapse of a structure that had been standing under strain for too long. “Rory,” she said. The name crossed the room and landed between them. Silas’s hand stopped on the stem of the glass he was drying. He looked from one woman to the other, his hazel eyes narrowing with the quiet attention he usually reserved for threats. Rory put down her mug. “Eva.” Eva smiled. It was almost the same smile, and that made it worse. “I didn’t know you lived here.” “I don’t live in the bar.” “You know what I mean.” “I’m upstairs.” Eva glanced toward the ceiling, then back at her. “Of course you are.” There had been a time when Eva could walk into any room and make it warmer. At fourteen, she had dragged Rory through the Cardiff rain in red trainers, stolen apples from the market, and talked about London as if it were a secret country where nobody knew their parents and every street led somewhere new. She had slept on the Carter family sofa during exam season, leaving mascara on the cushions and biscuit crumbs in Rory’s law textbooks. When Evan began calling every hour, Eva had been the one who said, Leave him. Come here. I’ll find you somewhere to stay. Rory had come. Eva had not answered her messages after the first month. “Can I sit?” Eva asked. Rory nodded toward the chair opposite. Eva removed her coat and folded it over the back with precise care. Underneath, she wore a black shirt buttoned to the throat. There was a faint scar along her jaw, pale against her skin, disappearing beneath the collar. Rory stared at it before she could stop herself. Eva touched her own face. “You can ask.” “I wasn’t.” “You were.” The old Eva would have laughed. The woman in front of her only looked tired. Silas arrived with another mug. He set it before Eva, then rested one hand on the bar. His silver signet ring caught the low light. “Friend?” he asked Rory. “Once,” Eva said. Rory felt the word in the base of her throat. Silas looked at Eva. “Then the drinks are on the house. First one, anyway.” “I’m not staying long,” Eva said. “That’s what people say when they intend to stay too long.” He limped away before either of them could answer. Eva wrapped both hands around the mug, though she did not drink. “You look well.” “That’s a dangerous thing to say to someone who’s been cycling through London traffic for six hours.” “You look…” Eva searched for the word. “Settled.” Rory glanced around the bar. “I live above a pub and deliver noodles.” “I didn’t mean financially settled.” “Then you should have chosen a less alarming word.” Eva lowered her eyes. “You always did that.” “What?” “Turn everything into an argument you could win.” Rory felt the answer rise quickly, beautifully, and uselessly. She swallowed it. Outside, a bus groaned past, its windows glowing with anonymous faces. Rain ran down the glass in crooked lines. For years, Rory had imagined this moment in different places: Cardiff Central, an airport, a supermarket aisle. In some versions Eva wept. In some Rory did. In the most satisfying version, she said nothing at all and walked away. None of those versions had accounted for Eva’s silver hair or the scar on her jaw. “What happened?” Rory asked. Eva’s fingers tightened around the mug. “A lot.” “That’s not an answer.” “No. It’s what happened.” Rory leaned back. “You vanished.” “I know.” “You stopped replying.” “I know.” “You told me to come to London.” “I know.” “And then when I got here, you disappeared.” Eva looked toward the photographs on the wall. Her gaze settled on a picture of a girl in a white dress standing outside a cinema, her face turned away from the camera. “I was using,” she said. Rory said nothing. “Not at first. At first I was just drinking. Then I was taking things to stay awake. Then I was taking things to sleep. I was very inventive about the order.” Eva gave a small, humourless smile. “You were calling from that room in Camden. I could hear Evan’s voice in the background once.” Rory’s hand closed around her wrist. “I heard him,” Eva continued. “You told me you’d dropped a plate. You always lied badly when you were frightened.” “I wasn’t frightened.” “You were terrified.” The word seemed to open a door neither of them had touched in years. Rory remembered the flat: mould in the bathroom, a mattress on the floor, Evan’s trainers by the door though he did not live there. She remembered holding the phone beneath a blanket while Eva told her to pack a bag. She remembered Eva saying, I’m coming. Wait for me. Eva had never come. “I waited,” Rory said. Eva nodded. “I know.” “You said you were coming.” “I know.” “I waited until morning.” “I know.” There it was: the shape of the missing years, not a clean wound but a room full of objects neither of them had the courage to move. The man at the bar turned a newspaper page at last. The sound was absurdly loud. “I got out,” Rory said. “Eventually.” “I know.” “Do you know everything?” “No.” Eva looked at her. “I know what I could find out. That isn’t the same thing.” Rory’s eyes narrowed. “You looked me up?” “I tried to.” “Why?” Eva took a sip of tea. It had gone cold. “Because when I got clean, I wanted to apologise. Then I thought an apology from me would only make you carry one more thing.” “That’s convenient.” “Yes.” The honesty of it disarmed Rory more than any excuse would have. Silas came from the far end of the bar carrying a bottle. He paused by their table, assessing the silence. “Everything all right?” “Perfect,” Rory said. “Good. I dislike interrupting perfection.” He set down two small glasses and poured whisky into each. Rory looked at him. “Not yet,” she reminded him. “Time changes,” Silas said. “So do people.” Then he returned to the bar. Eva stared at the whisky. “He always been like that?” “Worse, probably.” A reluctant breath escaped Eva. Not quite a laugh, but close enough that Rory remembered the girl with copper curls and red trainers, the girl who could make a stolen apple feel like a conspiracy. Rory picked up the glass. The whisky burned cleanly down her throat. “Why are you here?” she asked. Eva turned her glass between her hands. “I work nearby.” “That’s not why you came to this bar.” “No.” She looked toward the back wall, where a tall bookshelf stood among the maps. “Someone told me this place was discreet.” Silas, behind the bar, did not look up. Rory saw the moment Eva noticed the hidden mechanism: the slight gap between two shelves, the iron latch disguised as a book spine. Whatever lay beyond it, Silas had built it for people who arrived carrying secrets. “You’re meeting someone?” Rory asked. “I was supposed to.” “Were?” “They’re late.” “Maybe they saw the weather.” “Maybe.” Eva’s coat pocket trembled. Rory heard it then—the faint vibration of a phone. Eva did not take it out. It stopped. Started again. “Do you want me to leave?” Rory asked. Eva looked at her with an expression Rory could not read. “Do you?” The true answer was buried under too many others. “I don’t know.” “That’s fair.” They sat together while the rain went on. The years between them did not close. They did not soften. But they became visible, which was different. Rory could see where she had been abandoned, and where Eva had abandoned herself first. Neither explanation made the hurt smaller. At last Eva reached into her pocket and placed a card on the table. No company logo, only a name and a number. “If you ever want to tell me what happened after that night,” she said, “I’ll listen.” Rory looked at the card. “You mean that now?” “I mean it now.” “And later?” Eva’s eyes held hers. “Later, I’ll still be trying.” The phone began vibrating again. Eva stood. Her coat slipped from the chair, and Rory caught it before it hit the floor. For an instant they held the same piece of fabric between them, like two people gripping opposite ends of a rope. “Your hair,” Rory said. Eva’s mouth twitched. “You hate it.” “I do.” “Good.” Rory handed her the coat. Their fingers brushed. Eva moved toward the door, then stopped beneath the green light. “Rory?” “What?” “I’m sorry I didn’t come.” Rory wanted to say, You should have. She wanted to say, I forgave you years ago, which was not true. She wanted to say the apology had arrived too late to be useful and too early to be dismissed. Instead she said, “I know.” Eva nodded as if that were an answer. Then she stepped into the rain. Rory watched her go until the silver of her hair disappeared into the dark. Behind her, the door swung shut. The bar resumed its breathing: glasses clinking, pipes knocking, the low murmur of strangers. Silas came to the table and picked up Eva’s untouched whisky. “You planning to keep the card?” he asked. Rory turned it over. The number waited on the back, seven black digits. “Yes.” “Planning to call?” She slid the card into her pocket beside the keys to the flat upstairs. “Not tonight.” Silas nodded. He took the glass away, limping slightly as he returned to the bar. Rory sat beneath the old photograph, listening to the rain strike the window. For the first time in years, she allowed herself to remember Eva as she had been—not the girl who vanished, not the woman with the scar and silver hair, but the friend who had once promised London would be different. The promise had not been entirely wrong. It had only taken them both a long time to become the people who could survive it.