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The rain hit Frith Street sideways. Rory saw it coming down in sheets against the green neon of the sign, that familiar buzzing R that had been shorting out for three years. The Raven's Nest. The light bled onto the wet pavement, turned the puddles to antifreeze. She had told herself she was just cutting through Soho on the way back from the Archway drop, that the Golden Empress thermal bag banging against her hip was reason enough not to stop, but her keys were still in her pocket. The brass key to the flat above. Yu-Fei had told her she could keep paying the sublet to Eva even after she left. She never did. She pushed the door. The bell over it didn't work anymore either. It was early, not yet seven, and the bar was thin. Dim the way it had always been dim, not romantic dim but地图-aged dim, the walls still covered floor to ceiling in old maps and black-and-white photographs that had curled at the corners with damp. It smelled like it had always smelled — lemon oil, spilled lager, Silas's terrible coffee percolating behind the bar. He was behind the bar. Rory stopped with her hand still on the door handle and the rain dripping off her hair onto her collar. Straight, black, cut to her shoulders now, not the long mess it had been at twenty-one. She'd kept it short because it was easier under a bike helmet. Silas Blackwood didn't look up at first. He was wiping down a glass with a tea towel, his head bent, and the light from the gantry caught the grey in his auburn hair. More grey than black now. His beard was still neat, trimmed to the line of his jaw. He was wearing a dark green overshirt instead of his usual waistcoat, sleeves pushed up to his forearms. Then he did look up, and his hazel eyes found hers in the mirror behind the bar before his body turned. For a second neither of them moved. "Well," he said. That was all. Well. In that flat, dry way he had. Rory let the door shut behind her. "You changed the gin." "I had to. The distributor died." "The gin distributor died and you changed the gin. Seems harsh." He set the glass down. Slowly. His left leg took the weight wrong — that old knee injury from Prague, the one he never talked about except as 'a disagreement over architecture' — and a tightness flashed across his face before he smoothed it. The limp was still there, a little heavier now. "Aurora Carter," he said. Nobody called her Aurora except her mother and barristers. She winced. "Rory's fine." "I know." He came around the bar. He was tall — six-one to her five-six — and he had to duck the low beam that everyone forgot about except him. He didn't hug her. Silas had never been a hugger. He took her wrist for a second, his right hand, the silver signet ring cold against her skin, and let go. His thumb had brushed the little crescent-shaped scar there, the white mark from when she was nine and fell off a wall in Cardiff. He remembered it. Of course he remembered it. "You look different," he said. "So do you, Si." "You look—" He stopped himself, looked her over properly, taking in the waterproof trousers, the Golden Empress logo peeling on her bag, the bright blue eyes that were the only thing that hadn't changed because she hadn't let them. "You look tired." "Thanks." "I meant—" "I know what you meant." She pulled out a stool. The vinyl ripped in the same place. "You got old." He snorted. A sound that was almost a laugh. "You left." The words landed heavier than they should have. The rain hit harder against the windows. Rory picked at a water ring on the bar. "I sent postcards." "You sent one postcard. From Margate. It said 'Sorry' and it had a seagull on it that looked like it wanted to kill me." "I was going for evocative." Silas limped back behind the bar and poured her a whisky without asking. He still knew how she took it. Two fingers, no ice. She'd been nineteen and pretending she liked whisky because he drank it. Now she actually did. "You were gone three years," he said. "Two and a half." "Three Augusts. I counted." She wrapped her hands around the glass. She did not drink yet. Behind him, the bookshelf that marked the entrance to the back room was closed. The secret room he'd built for clandestine meetings that were mostly, in the last few years, just card games with ex-coppers and journalists who thought they were spies. When she first moved into the flat above, she'd thought it was thrilling. The Spymaster of Soho, asking her to bring up spare lemons. He'd taught her how to pick a lock with a hairpin and how to spot when someone was lying about their limp. "You never came back for your stuff," he said. Quietly. "I didn't have stuff." "You had a plant. You killed a very expensive cheese plant. Jennifer would have been disappointed." "My mother hates plants." Her voice came out sharper than she wanted. She tried again. "I thought — I thought you'd rented the flat." "I did. To a nice boy from Leeds who dealt pills out the window. The Met were very interested. Then I kicked him out." "So it's empty?" "It's empty." She looked up, and suddenly he was fifty-eight and not the invincible forty-something who had once pulled her out of the stairwell when Evan was shouting up at her window. He had his reading glasses pushed up into his hair, and the lines around his eyes were deeper. "I couldn't stay, Si," she said. "I know." "I was — I was working for Yu-Fei and I was sleeping about four hours a night and every time I heard anyone on the stairs I thought it was him. I needed to not be above a bar where everyone knew me." "I told you I would have dealt with him." "That's why I left." She finally drank. The whisky burned. "You deal with things. That's what you do. You were MI6 and you have a signet ring and a secret room and you think everything can be fixed by knowing the right villain. Evan wasn't a villain. He was just a prick from Cardiff. I needed to be somewhere nobody was protecting me." Silas polished another glass. His right hand with the ring moved methodically. He didn't argue. That was the worst part. The old Silas would have argued. "What did you do in Margate?" he asked eventually. "Cleared tables. Learned how to pre-law a seagull so it won't steal your chips. I'm back doing law now." "Pre-Law was Cardiff." "I'm doing my conversion. Part-time. With delivery. Yu-Fei took me back. She said my route memory was still good and I hadn't lost my ability to swear at cyclists." He smiled, just at the corner of his mouth, his beard bunching. "Your father would be proud. Brendan Carter's daughter, finally using the barrister genes." "My father thinks I'm wasting my potential delivering soup." She said it lightly. It wasn't light. Silas reached across the bar. He didn't grab her again. He just set his hand palm up next to her glass. An invitation, not a demand. After a second she put hers in it. Her hand was smaller, red from the cold and the rain. Her chipped black nail polish. His was spotted, bigger knuckled, the silver of his ring worn thin on the inside. "I missed you, kid," he said. His voice was low. "You were a pain in my arse, living above my bar. You never paid rent on time and you played that awful music." "I played Joni Mitchell." "You played Joni Mitchell badly." She laughed then, and it surprised her, a wet choked laugh that hurt her throat. Outside the green neon sputtered and came back stronger, throwing Silas's face into that sickly beautiful light. "I thought you'd be angry," she said. "I was," he said. "For about a year. Then I just got worried. Then I just got old." Rory slid off the stool and came around the bar before she could think about it. She hugged him this time, properly, and he smelled like cedar and that same coffee, and he was solid and warm and he had to lean a little onto his good leg to hold her. "You still have the key?" he asked into her hair. She pulled back enough to pull the brass key out of her pocket. It was warm from her thigh. "Yu-Fei said I could drop by my old—" "It's not your old flat," he said. "It's your flat. If you want it." She looked past him, up at the ceiling, as if she could see through it to the little room with the slanted window and the radiator that never worked and the fire escape where she used to sit with Eva and smoke. "I don't know if I can afford it," she said. "You still owe me for three years of cheese plant grief counseling. We can work something out." He took her glass and poured her a second, and for the first time in three years, she didn't feel like someone who was just cutting through Soho on the way to somewhere else.