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The green neon of the Nest bled out onto Greek Street even in the rain. Rory saw it from the fire escape, through the smeared glass of her flat door. She'd come up that way after her last drop, the thermal bag from the Golden Empress still slung over her shoulder and smelling faintly of chili oil and fried rice. She dumped it by the sink, tugged off her damp jacket, and told herself she was not going downstairs. Her flat was cold, the radiator knocking, and the bar below would be warm. That was reason enough. It wasn't because the flat was too quiet after eight hours of traffic and doors slammed in her face. She took the interior stairs two at a time, her trainers squeaking on the worn wood. The Raven's Nest was never busy on a Tuesday. Low light pooled on the tables, catching dust. The walls were what they had always been, crowded with maps whose countries no longer existed and black-and-white photographs of men in hats who looked like they knew things they wouldn't say. It smelled like lemon oil and old beer. Silas was behind the bar, polishing a glass with a white rag, his right hand turning it slow so the silver signet ring on his finger caught the light. He looked up when she came in. His hair was more grey than auburn now in this light, his beard neatly trimmed as always. "Long route," he said. "Yu-Fei had me go all the way to Clapham for one order of wontons," she said. "Traffic on Battersea Bridge was murder." He set the glass down. "You're wearing half the rain." "Adds character." She slid onto a stool at the far end, where she could see both the door and the bookshelf. She'd watched that bookshelf enough times to know how it moved, the slight shudder before it swung inward to the back room. But tonight Silas had no meetings. No low voices, no men in coats who didn't drink their drinks. Just a quiet bar and the rain against the old windows. He poured her water without asking, then a finger of whiskey in her usual chipped glass. "On the house. For services rendered to London's hungry." Rory wrapped her hands around the glass. Her left wrist turned, and the small crescent-shaped scar there showed white against her skin, the old childhood mark she got falling off the stone wall behind her mother's primary school. She covered it automatically with her right thumb. The bell above the door jingled. She didn't look at first. It was a reflex she'd kept from London, to not look too eager for company. Silas did, his hazel eyes lifting over her shoulder, and his mouth twitched in that way it did when he recognized someone before deciding what to do about it. Then a voice said, "Oh my god. Rory?" Rory went still. She knew that voice, but it didn't belong here. It belonged in a lecture hall at Cardiff University with bad heating, in a tiny kitchen in Cathays with chipped mugs, in a bedroom where two girls were supposed to be revising tort law and instead were drinking cheap cider and laughing about their fathers. She turned. The woman standing in the doorway was shaking water off a navy wool coat that probably cost more than Rory's entire month of wages from the Golden Empress. Her hair was blonde now, cut sharp at the jaw, not the long mousy brown Rory remembered that was always falling out of its hair tie. She was taller in heeled boots, or maybe she was just standing straighter. Behind expensive glasses, her eyes were the same. "Carys?" Carys Lewis stared at her like she wasn't sure either. Then her face split open in a smile that was instant and genuine and too loud for the quiet bar. "It is you. Holy shit. It is actually you." Rory stood up too fast and her stool scraped. Cool-headed, she told herself. That was what she was supposed to be. But her heart was doing something stupid and fast. Carys crossed the three steps between them and hugged her. She smelled like good perfume and rain. Her coat was damp on Rory's damp sleeve. Rory's hair, straight and black and cut blunt at her shoulders, was still wet and stuck to her neck. She felt, all at once, exactly twenty-five and exactly nineteen. "What are you doing here?" Carys said, pulling back but holding Rory's elbows. "In London? No, obviously you're in London, but here, in Soho? Do you live in Soho?" "I live upstairs," Rory said. It sounded idiotic the second she said it. "Flat above. I work— I work part-time delivery. For a restaurant." Carys blinked. That word landed between them. Delivery. "And you?" Rory said quickly. "I'm— god, I'm here for work. Secondment. I'm with Morgan Chambers now. Cardiff, but they've got me on a case in the city. I'm at Lincoln's Inn for two weeks." Carys laughed, a little breathless. "I was just ducking out of the rain. I saw the sign. I never would have—" She didn't finish. Silas, who had mastered the art of being invisible when needed, set down another glass without a limp in his grace that hid his limp entirely until he moved. He favored his left leg when he stepped around the end of the bar. "Carys, this is Silas. He owns the place. Silas, Carys." "Friend from law school," Rory said. "Best friend from law school," Carys corrected, and it should have warmed Rory but it felt like a correction on a record. Silas nodded, polite. "Can I get you something warm?" "Red wine if you have it. Anything," Carys said, shrugging out of her coat. Underneath was a tailored suit, slate grey. She looked like she belonged in the courtrooms Rory had walked out of in her second year. She looked like Brendan Carter's daughter was supposed to look. They took the table by the map of 1920s Berlin. Carys kept looking at her. "You look different," Carys said finally, and sipped the wine Silas brought over. "So do you," Rory said. And she did. The Carys she knew had lived in oversized Cardiff University hoodies, had bitten her nails until they bled during exams, had cried in Rory's tiny bathroom after her mum called. This Carys had steady hands. "You disappeared," Carys said quietly. Rory's bright blue eyes fixed on the rim of her whiskey glass. "I know. I should have— I left in a hurry." "I called you for weeks. After Evan— after everything that happened at the end of term. Your mum said you'd gone. Eva told me you were in London and not to contact you. Like you were in witness protection." The name Evan made something flat behind Rory's teeth click shut. She hadn't told Carys the worst of it back then. Only pieces. "I wasn't in a good place," Rory said. It was the smallest, truest thing she could manage. Carys nodded, but her jaw worked. She'd been a debater; she always needed the logic to hold. "We were supposed to do the London vac scheme together. We had the flatshare booked. I waited to hear from you and instead you just— you were gone. And then you were working as a…" She stopped herself. "Delivery girl?" Rory supplied, her voice even. "It's fine. Say it." "I didn't mean it like that." "I know you didn't." But the tension that had been building since they were seventeen swelled up in the space between them. Rory could see it clearly now, the shape of what she'd left. She'd left because Brendan Carter expected a barrister and Jennifer Ellis expected her clever daughter to get out of Cardiff and she'd gotten tangled with Evan who told her she was clever too clever and then punished her for it. She'd left because Carys had stayed. Because Carys had looked at her that last night in the kitchen, after Evan had grabbed her wrist too hard and left a bruise hidden under that little crescent scar, and Carys had said, "Are you sure you're not overreacting?" Not cruelly. Just baffled, young, out of her depth. Carys hadn't known what to do. Rory hadn't known how to explain. "You look happy now," Rory said, because it was easier than all of that. Carys gave a wet laugh. "I am happy. I'm exhausted. My pupillage nearly killed me. But I'm doing it. I'm actually doing it." She hesitated, tracing the base of her wine glass. "Are you? Happy?" Am I cool-headed and intelligent and known for quick out-of-the-box thinking, Rory wanted to say. That's what people used to say about me before I became the girl who runs wontons through the rain. But she was, in some ways. She paid her rent. She had a flat above a bar that hid a secret room. She had a former MI6 handler who poured her whiskey and didn't ask her for anything. "I am," she said, and was surprised to find it wasn't entirely a lie. "Not in the way I thought. But yes." Carys reached across the table and took her hand. Her fingers were cold. Rory's left wrist turned again, scar up, and Carys saw it and saw the faint yellow-green shadow underneath that Evan had left years ago that only Rory could still see. "I'm sorry," Carys said, so quietly Silas couldn't hear it from the bar. "For not getting it. For not showing up better." Rory felt her throat close. Time was a weird, physical thing in that moment, thick as the bar's air. She could see both versions of them at once, the girls in the student kitchen and the women in the bar in Soho, and all the years they hadn't spoken stretching between like a river. "You were nineteen," Rory said finally. "So was I." Carys squeezed her hand. "I still think about you whenever someone brings up promissory estoppel. You were the only one who actually understood it." That startled a real laugh out of Rory, short and bright. "I still have your revision notes. In a box somewhere." "Burn them. They're probably wrong." They sat for a while like that, the rain drumming on the sign outside that threw green light across the photographs. Silas moved with his slight limp, restacking glasses, granting them the privacy to not have to fill every silence. "Are you around?" Carys asked. "For the next two weeks, I mean. Could we— would you want to get coffee? Or something not involving my billable hour panic?" Rory looked at her old friend, at the sharp haircut and the good coat and the same nervous hands, and felt the unspoken regret shift into something else, something lighter that she could carry upstairs with her later. "Coffee sounds good," she said. "I know a place that doesn't make you pay eight pounds for oat milk." Carys grinned. "Some things never change." "Some things do," Rory said, and lifted her glass.