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The green neon sign was still buzzing. Rory stood on the pavement on Brewer Street with her delivery bag slung over one shoulder and rain in her hair, looking up at it. THE RAVEN'S NEST, the letters haloed and humming in the wet. One of the letters — the second N — had always flickered. It still flickered. She had told herself on the bus from Victoria that if it was fixed, she wouldn't go in. That would mean things had changed too much. It hadn't. She pushed the door. The bell jangled, the same cracked bell, and the smell hit her all at once — old wood polish, spilled ale soaked into the floorboards, lemon cleaner. Dim, even at four in the afternoon. The maps were still there, tacked to the walls under glass, coastlines curling with age. The black-and-white photographs, Soho in the sixties, men in narrow suits with their hands in their pockets. He was behind the bar. For a second she thought it wasn't him. That was the strange part. Her brain tried to make him into a stranger so it wouldn't have to do the work of reconciling. He was thinner than she remembered, the shoulders under his shirt still broad but narrowed somehow, as if something had been taken off the bone. His hair was almost entirely grey now, only threads of auburn left at the temples, and the beard he kept neatly trimmed had gone the same way. He was wiping down a glass with a white towel, head bent, and when he moved to put it on the shelf she saw it — the favoring of the left leg, the catch, more pronounced. Then he looked up. His hazel eyes found her in the doorway and stopped. The glass in his hand kept going for half an inch before he set it down too hard. It clacked against the bar. "Well," Silas Blackwood said. Rory's throat did something stupid and tight. She tried to swallow past it. "Hey, Si." He came around the bar. She noticed she was counting the steps without meaning to. The slight limp in his left leg from Prague, the story he'd only ever told her once at two a.m. when she couldn't sleep because she could hear Evan's voice through the phone even though she'd blocked the number. He hadn't limped this badly before. Now every second step hitched. He stopped a foot away from her, as if uncertain what distance was allowed. Up close, the lines around his eyes were deeper. Fifty-eight, she thought. He'd been fifty-four when she left. "You cut your hair," he said. She laughed before she could help it. A short, wet sound. Her straight black hair, shoulder-length, dripped onto her Golden Empress windbreaker. "I didn't. You just remember it longer." "I remember it longer," he admitted. He lifted his right hand — the silver signet ring catching the low light, always on the right hand — and then let it fall again without touching her. "You came back." "I got your message," she said. "About the flat. You said you hadn't let it." "I didn't let it." It had been three years. She'd finished her shift at the restaurant last week — Yu-Fei had tried to get her to stay, had pressed an extra carton of char siu into her hands and told her she was being an idiot — and taken the coach down from Cardiff. She'd told herself she was only coming to collect her things. The flat above the bar, the one with the radiator that knocked and the window that looked out onto the fire escape. She'd left so fast after Evan. Eva had called her father, Brendan, who had threatened to drive down from Cardiff with a writ. Her mother, Jennifer, had cried on the phone in that way that made Rory feel like she was still fifteen and failing maths. Silas had just given her the key. "You look different," she said now, because someone had to say it. He smiled, and it was the same smile, quiet and crooked. "I've been reliably informed I look distinguished. Laila told me that before she left, too." Nobody had called her Laila in three years. Her middle name, the one she'd used when she didn't want Evan's friends finding her rota. Aurora Laila Carter. She flinched. "Sorry," he said quickly. "Rory. Of course. Rory." "No, it's—" She rubbed at her left wrist without thinking, her thumb finding the small crescent-shaped scar there, white against the skin. Kettle accident, age nine. Her mother had been making tea before parents' evening. "It's okay. I'm just not used to anyone remembering that one." "I remember a lot of things," he said. The bar was empty except for an old man in the corner reading the Evening Standard. The rain ticked against the windows. Rory shifted her bag. Her delivery days were over, but the muscle memory of the strap on her shoulder was still there. "You want a drink?" he asked. "On the house. For the returning prodigal tenant." "I'm not—" She started, then nodded. "Yeah. Anything. Tea, if you have it." "I have it." He went back behind the bar, the limp obvious now she was watching for it. He moved like a man who had learned to move around pain rather than through it. She slipped onto one of the stools. Her feet didn't quite touch the ground. She was five-six but the stools were too tall, they always had been. He put the kettle on in the little sink behind the bar. While it boiled, he leaned his hands on the wood. "You never wrote," he said, not looking at her. It wasn't an accusation. That would have been easier. "I know," she said. Her voice was small. "I wanted to. I drafted about a hundred messages. They all sounded—" "Like excuses?" "Like I was asking for permission to not be here." He nodded once. The silver signet ring tapped against the bar top. "I thought about you a lot," she said, and the words felt inadequate and too big at the same time. "In Cardiff. I went back to uni. For a term. Pre-Law again. My dad was thrilled. Brendan Carter finally gets his barrister daughter." "And?" "And I hated it." She looked up at him, her bright blue eyes stinging from the rain. "I kept thinking about Eva saying I should come to London and you saying I could stay as long as I needed and Yu-Fei yelling at me because I took the wrong order to the wrong street. I missed being cold and being tired because I'd been cycling all day for tips. I missed—" She stopped. The kettle clicked. He made the tea the way she liked it, which was ridiculous because how could he remember that after three years? A splash of milk, no sugar, left to stew for too long. He slid it across to her. His fingers brushed hers. "You changed," he said softly. "You said I cut my hair." "Not your hair." She held the mug with both hands. The scar on her left wrist showed white. "You look… settled," he said, trying the word out. "You look like someone who left and built something, rather than someone who ran." "I did run," she said. "First you ran. Then you built. Both can be true, Rory." Outside, a bus hissed past, spraying water onto the pavement. The green neon buzzed. "Are you back?" he asked. The Spymaster, Eva used to call him when she was being dramatic, Si the Spymaster with his maps and his bookshelf door. But his voice now was just a man's voice, tired and careful. Rory thought about the flat upstairs, empty. She thought about the key Silas had kept on a hook behind the bar, not letting it to anyone else. She thought about the hidden back room behind the bookshelf where he'd once let her hide when Evan showed up shouting on the street, where she'd sat among his old field files shaking and he'd stood outside the door with his bad knee and told a man twice his size to leave. She thought about how much easier it was to be cool-headed in a crisis — the part of herself she liked, the quick, out-of-the-box thinking — than it was to be cool-headed afterwards, in the quiet. "I don't know," she said honestly. "I have nowhere else to be tonight. So I'll stay tonight, if the offer still stands." Silas Blackwood looked at her for a long moment, hazel eyes steady, and then he nodded. He reached under the bar, and she heard the familiar jingle of a single key on a plain ring. "It stands," he said. "It always stood." He placed it on the bar between them, next to her tea. She didn't pick it up right away. She just sat there in the dim light of the Nest, with the maps of places neither of them had ever been covering the walls, listening to the rain and the ghost of a cracked bell, and let the weight of three years settle back onto her shoulders in a way that, strangely, felt less heavy than arriving had.