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The bell over the door at The Raven's Nest made a sound like a chipped glass, and Rory didn't look up at first. It was late. Or early. The after-midnight hour when Soho was still buzzing outside but the bar had gone soft and quiet inside, the rush tapering to the last faithful drunks and the people who worked service industry hours. She had her bike chained to the railing out front under the distinctive green neon sign that buzzed and threw sick light onto the wet pavement. Her bag from Golden Empress was empty now, folded on the stool beside her. Her shoulders ached. Silas had left a pint of water in front of her without asking. He did that. He was wiping down the far end of the bar, his movements economical despite the slight limp in his left leg that got worse when it rained. It was raining. She could hear it ticking against the black windows. The door opened again and a gust came in, cold and smelling of fried oil and rain, and with it a man. "Christ. Still looks like a funeral parlor in here, Si." Rory's hand stilled around her glass. She knew that voice before her brain placed it, the way you know a song from the first two notes. Silas looked up. His hazel eyes narrowed, then softened in a way Rory had rarely seen. He had grey-streaked auburn hair that needed a cut, and the beard to match, neatly trimmed even at one in the morning. The silver signet ring on his right hand caught the low light as he set down his rag. "Well, I'll be damned," he said. "Michael Davies." Rory turned. He was standing just inside the doorway, shaking water from a dark wool coat that cost more than her monthly rent. He was older. Of course he was older. But it wasn't just that. The kid she had grown up three doors down from in Cardiff, who'd had a permanent scab on his knee and a lopsided front tooth, had filled out into something sharp and expensive. Hair cut short and neat. Clean shaven. A watch that probably told him his heart rate and his net worth. He looked like the kind of man who took the train down from London to Cardiff for his mother's birthday and left early to get back for a meeting. "Mikey?" His eyes found hers. Bright blue, hers were, her mother always said you could see straight through them. His were brown and had always been. His mouth opened. "Rory?" No one had called her that in that particular accent in three years. Not the London Rory, quick and flat. The Cardiff Rory, with the curl of an R. "Oh my god," he said. And laughed. A real, startled laugh that broke something in his polished exterior. "Rory Carter." He crossed the bar in four steps and before she could decide what to do he was hugging her. He smelled like rain and expensive cologne and underneath that, faintly, like the cheap Lynx Africa he'd worn at fifteen. Her straight shoulder-length black hair was damp against his coat. She felt the small crescent-shaped scar on her left wrist press against his lapel, the old white line from falling off Eva's garden wall when she was nine. Mikey had been there. He'd carried her bike home while she bled all over her t-shirt. "You live here now?" he said, pulling back, holding her at arms length. His hands were warm. "Eva said you moved up. I thought - I didn't know where." "I live upstairs," she said. "Above the bar." It sounded absurd saying it out loud. She worked part-time delivering noodles for Yu-Fei Cheung's Golden Empress and lived in a flat above Silas' bar. Born in Cardiff to a barrister father and a teacher mother, reluctantly did Pre-Law at Cardiff University, and now this. The trajectory her father Brendan would still be litigating if she ever picked up the phone. "Above the - " He glanced at Silas, who had resumed wiping the same spot with quiet authority, giving them space without leaving. "You always said you'd be a solicitor by now. Own a flat. Have a dog." "Plans change," she said, cool-headed out of habit. It was the voice she used when a customer tried to stiff her, or when someone at the bar had too much. The intelligent, quick, out-of-the-box thinking voice that had gotten her out of Cardiff in the first place, with Eva's terrified voice on the phone - just come to London, Rory, please - and a duffel bag in the middle of the night after Evan. Mikey's face did something complicated. "Yeah. Yeah, they do." He slid onto the stool next to hers. Up close, the suit wasn't just expensive, it was armor. The boy who'd wanted to be a marine biologist wore cufflinks now. "I saw your dad last month," he said. "At the shops. He said you were... he said you were doing well." Rory took a sip of water. "Did he." "He's worried about you. Your mum too. Jennifer made me take three slices of Bara Brith for the road." Mrs. Ellis. Ms. Carter. Her mother, who taught Year Six and still underlined things in red pen. Rory felt a sudden, stupid sting behind her eyes. She was twenty-five and sitting in a dimly lit bar in Soho that was covered wall to wall in old maps and black-and-white photographs, places Silas had been and would never talk about. The safehouse that wasn't a safehouse. "What are you doing here, Mikey?" "Conference. Finance thing. Utter balls. I was supposed to be back tomorrow but the rain - " He gestured vaguely. "I remembered this place. You brought me here once. That first Christmas you were up. Before... before you stopped answering." There it was. The weight, dropped neatly between them on the bar top. Silas placed a whisky in front of Mikey without being asked and disappeared into the back, past the bookshelf that wasn't just a bookshelf. Rory's fingers tightened around her glass. She could see her own reflection warped in it. "I did answer," she said quietly. "Once. Six months later. You said you were busy." "I was." She had been working breakfast shifts and dinner runs. She had been learning how to sleep without locking her bedroom door three times. She had been trying to unlearn the way Evan had liked her hair longer, her voice softer. She had cut it straight to her shoulders herself in the tiny bathroom above the Nest and watched the black clippings circle the drain. "You look good," he said, and it sounded like an apology. "You look different," she said. "Good different or... Cardiff Council tax lawyer different?" She almost smiled. "You were going to save the whales, Michael Davies." "And you were going to be the first woman Chief Justice with a motorbike," he said. "We were such fucking liars when we were fourteen." The neon buzzed. Someone laughed too loud at the other end of the bar. "I tried to find you," he said, quieter now. "After that last time. Eva said not to. She said you needed space. She made it sound... she said you had a rough time. With that bloke." Rory stared at the map of Prague on the wall opposite. Silas had a pin in it. He had a limp from that pin. "It was a rough year," she said. Her voice stayed even. She was good at even. "I would have come. You know that, right? If you'd - " "I know." She did know. That was almost worse. Mikey with his scabbed knees would have gotten on a bus and punched Evan in his too-white teeth and then her father would have had to defend him and her mother would have cried and the whole tidy mess would have gotten bigger. "I missed you," he said. The simplicity of it cracked something open. She looked at him then, really looked. The suit, the watch, the man who had become the kind of man their parents had wanted them both to become. And underneath it, the kid who'd waited with her at the bus stop every morning for eleven years. "I missed you too," she said. And it was true in a way that felt like grief. Not for him, exactly, but for the two people they had been when they'd made all those promises they couldn't keep. He reached out, hesitated, then covered her left hand with his. His thumb brushed right over the crescent scar. He remembered it. Of course he remembered. "You still got your mum's old - " "My laugh? Yeah. Still scares pigeons." He laughed, and she did too, and for a second the years folded up like one of Silas's maps. Silas reappeared, carrying a crate of glasses, his knee clicking faintly as he moved. He set a fresh glass of water down for Rory, the ice clinking. A check-in. A reminder that the bar closed eventually. Mikey checked his watch out of habit and then looked annoyed at himself for doing it. "My train's at seven from Paddington," he said. "I've got a flat near Canary Wharf now. It's got - it's stupid. It's got a balcony and everything. If you're ever..." Rory nodded. She knew she wouldn't. Not yet. Maybe not ever. But she could picture it. She could picture him on a balcony looking out over the Thames, a million miles from the estuary in Cardiff. "I'll bring Eva next time," he said. "If that's okay. Silas won't mind two Cardiff eejits weeping into his expensive whisky." "The whisky is cheap, the company is expensive," Silas said dryly from down the bar, without looking up. The line was old, his standard. Mikey stood, pulling his coat back on. He left money on the bar and Silas didn't touch it. He hugged her again, harder this time, brief and tight, like he was trying to press something into her back. "Take care of yourself, Rory Carter," he said against her hair. "You too, marine biologist." He pushed out into the rain, the bell chipping again. The green light fell across his shoulders and then he was gone, swallowed by Soho. Rory sat for a long time, her hand around the cold glass, the little white scar stark against her skin. The rain kept ticking. Silas turned the sign over to CLOSED but didn't tell her to leave.