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The rain had turned the green neon above The Raven's Nest into a smear. Rory saw it from the narrow stairwell window on her way down, the color bleeding across the wet pavement of the Soho side street, buzzing faintly even through glass and weather. She could smell herself before she reached the bottom step — chili oil and damp nylon from the dinner rush at the Golden Empress, the insulated delivery box still dented against her hip where she'd wedged it between flats on Berwick Street. She pushed into the bar to get out of her own head. Inside it was dim the way it always was, low amber lamps throwing pools onto scarred wood, the walls crowded with old maps whose coastlines had gone foxed and black-and-white photographs of men in coats Rory didn't know. Someone laughed near the dartboard. The air was beer and lemon polish and rain drying off wool. Silas looked up from behind the bar. He was wiping a pint glass with a methodical patience that made the whole place feel steadier. At fifty-eight he carried his height easily despite the bad knee, though the limp caught him when he turned to put the glass up — a small hitch in his left leg that he never mentioned. His hair was auburn gone mostly grey at the temples, his beard trimmed neat to match, and his hazel eyes landed on her with that quiet authority that made regulars lower their voices without knowing why. "Off?" he asked. "Off," Rory said. "Yu-Fei's threatening to chain me to the scooter if I don't come back tomorrow." "He'll survive." The silver signet ring on his right hand clicked once against the bar as he set down a coaster in front of her usual stool. "Tea? Or something stronger than tea?" "Tea that thinks it's whiskey." He snorted and limped toward the kettle he kept for her behind the gantry. Rory shrugged out of her jacket and pushed her straight black hair back off her neck. It stuck where the strap had pressed. She rubbed at her left wrist without thinking, thumb finding the small crescent scar there, white now and smooth. Roath Park. Age nine. A wall that was absolutely climbable until it wasn't. The door opened and let in a gust of cold and traffic sound. The woman who came in shook a collapsed umbrella hard on the mat and stamped her boots. She was small in an oversized camel coat, dark roots showing under a blonde that had gone lank with rain, and for a second Rory registered her only as another Londoner trying to get warm. Then the woman looked up, scanned the room, and stopped on her. Her mouth opened before her brain seemed to permit it. "Rory?" Rory went still. Her bright blue eyes, her father's eyes, narrowed. There was something in the shape of the jaw, in the way the woman held her bag clutched too tight in front of her like a schoolgirl, that pulled a name up from a place Rory had deliberately stopped visiting. "Eva?" It came out too loud. The laugh near the darts faltered. Eva crossed the room too fast, coat dripping. Up close she was both exactly and not at all the girl Rory had grown up with on a Cardiff crescent where Jennifer Carter used to shout them in for tea and Brendan Carter used to pretend he wasn't listening to their plots from behind his brief. That Eva had been wide-mouthed and loud, dyed red hair to her waist at sixteen, determined to be on a stage in a way that made teachers roll their eyes and then book her anyway. This woman was thinner in the face, the bones showing. Lines at the corners of her mouth Rory didn't remember. Twenty-five looked older on her than it should have. "Oh my God," Eva said, and hugged her hard around the delivery jacket. She smelled of wet wool and cheap citrus perfume and something underneath, like sleeplessness. "Oh my God, it is you. I thought — your hair — you never cut it, you always said —" "I didn't cut it," Rory said, and heard how flat her own voice sounded, cool even to herself. "It's just wet." They stepped back. Eva's hands stayed on her arms a beat too long and then dropped. Silas set the tea down without a word and moved a discreet distance away, polishing. "What are you doing here?" Rory asked. Then, because that sounded like an accusation, "In London, I mean. In — here." Eva glanced around as if surprised to find herself in a bar. "Work drinks. Or, ex-work drinks. I temped over on Dean Street. They all went on to somewhere with music. I — I saw the sign. The green. I just wanted to sit down." She laughed, a short thing that wasn't her laugh. The old laugh used to startle pigeons. "And you're here. You live here now? Jen said you'd gone to London but —" "Upstairs," Rory said. She jerked her chin toward the ceiling. "Flat above. It's Silas's place. He rents it to me." Eva looked up as if she could see through plaster. "God. That's so — that's so grown-up. Are you still — Cardiff Uni? Did you finish the law?" "No." Rory wrapped both hands around the hot mug. "I left after second year." She didn't say Evan's name and she didn't need to; she saw him enter Eva's face anyway, the way you see weather change. The Pre-Law seminars she had never wanted, her father's barrister logic ringing in her ears every time she opened a casebook. Evan in the back row of the student union with his hand too high on her thigh and his smile that made everyone else think he adored her. The slow narrowing of her life to his flat, his friends, his temper. By the end she had stopped answering Eva's calls because it was easier than lying about the bruise on her forearm. "You told me to come," Rory said. Quietly, because she hadn't meant to say it at all. Eva blinked. "What?" "Three years ago. You said — get on the train, come to London, I'll meet you at Paddington. You sent me the money for the ticket." Eva's face did something complicated. She pulled out the stool next to Rory and sat, her coat squeaking. Silas, without being asked, brought her a half of lager and retreated again, his limp soft against the boards. "I remember," Eva said. "You weren't there." "I know." Eva stared at the head on her beer. "I know I wasn't. I'm sorry. God, Rory, I'm so sorry. My mam — she went into hospital that week, in Heath. I was back and forth to Cardiff and my phone died and by the time I charged it there were all these missed calls from an unknown London number and I just — I assumed you'd gone back. To Jen and Brendan. I didn't — I couldn't face ringing them to ask." Rory felt something hot and old rise behind her sternum. She had stood at Paddington with a holdall and a dead phone and twenty-three pounds, watching the board flip and flip, telling herself Eva was late, then stuck on the Tube, then changed her mind. She had slept two nights on a night bus before a flyer for a delivery job at the Golden Empress led her to Yu-Fei, who led her to Silas, who looked at her once with those steady hazel eyes and said the flat was hers if she could pay weekly and didn't mind the pipes. All those months she had rehearsed being furious. Now the fury wouldn't come clean. "You could have found me," she said. "Mum would have given you my number." "I know." Eva's voice thinned. "I was ashamed. You'd finally left him, you'd actually done it, and I — I wasn't there. And then time just — it kept going, didn't it? I got this job and this room in Croydon with mold up the wall and a boyfriend who worked nights and I kept thinking I'd ring when I had something better to say. When I was someone better to —" She broke off, rubbed her eyes with the heel of her hand. "You look the same, you know. Apart from — you look tired. But good tired. Sorted." Rory almost laughed. "I'm delivering noodles on a moped with dodgy brakes." "You're cool-headed," Eva said, with a ghost of the old teasing. "You were always the one with the plan. Remember Mrs. Parry's shed? You got us out through the back lane before she even got her slippers on." "That was you with the plan," Rory said. "I just knew which walls you could climb." She turned her left wrist over on the bar, showing the pale crescent. "Evidence." Eva touched it lightly with one fingertip, and for a moment they were nine again, invincible and scraped. Then she let her hand fall. "Is he — are you safe from him?" she asked. "Evan." "Yeah." Rory said it plainly, because it was true and because saying it any other way would make it a story. "He doesn't know where I am. Mum doesn't tell anyone who asks. It's been — it's been over a long time." "Good." Eva's eyes shone. "Good. I'm glad one of us got out clean." Something in the phrasing snagged. Rory studied her — the coat that wasn't quite her size, the chipped polish, the wedding-band tan line with no ring, or maybe the ghost of a ring Rory was inventing. She wanted to ask and didn't. That was the weight that had settled between them, heavier than the missed train: they no longer had the right to ask outright. They were not girls who told each other everything before the telling even finished. They were women who edited. Outside, a bus hissed past. The green neon hummed. "I think about Cardiff a lot," Eva said at last. "Stupid things. Your mam's shepherd's pie. Waiting for the 95 in the rain. I thought we'd both end up — I don't know. Somewhere loud. Together, though." "We were kids," Rory said, but her throat ached. "We were," Eva agreed. She drank. "You were always going to leave, though. Even before him. You had that look when Brendan talked about court. Like you were already packing." Rory thought of her father in his study, Irish vowels sharpening around a closing argument, her mother marking exercise books at the kitchen table and saying, quietly, you don't have to, love, you know. She thought of how quickly she had mistaken control for certainty. How quick she usually was, out-of-the-box, everyone said, and how long it had taken her to see the box she was in. "I didn't want to be rescued and then be angry about it," she said. "For a while I was." Eva nodded, eyes fixed on the bar. "I understand that." Silas drifted back, refilled Rory's tea without asking, his ring catching the lamplight. He gave Eva a brief, kind nod that asked nothing, and limped toward the bookshelf at the back — the one that wasn't quite a bookshelf — to check on something, leaving them their small island. Eva fished in her bag and produced a biro with a chewed cap. She wrote a number on a napkin in hurried digits and slid it over. The ink bled where the paper was damp. "I'm still temping, still Croydon, still mold," she said, attempting a smile. "But it's mine. If you ever — if you want to get chips or just — I'm here now. Properly." Rory looked at the number. She thought of all the versions of herself who would have pocketed it instantly, or torn it up, or cried. She folded it once and tucked it into her jacket pocket, next to her tips. "I've got early shifts all week," she said. "But — yeah. I'd like that." It wasn't a promise and they both knew it. It was an opening left ajar. Eva stood, shrugged her damp coat tighter. At the door she turned, rain stippling the shoulders, the green light washing her face strange and young for a second. "You were right to go," she said. Then she was gone, umbrella popping open, footsteps hurrying off into Soho. The door swung shut. Rory sat with her tea going cold, thumb pressed to the scar on her wrist, listening to the rain and the low murmur of the bar and the faint buzz of the sign outside. Upstairs her flat waited, small and clean and hers. In her pocket the napkin softened with heat.