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The rain had turned Greek Street to glass by the time Rory came down the narrow stairs from the flat. She could see it through the small landing window, the wet pavement catching the spill from the green neon sign above the entrance and throwing it back in a smeared, underwater light. Below her the Raven's Nest hummed in its evening voice, low music and lower conversation, the clink of pint glasses, and she took the last steps slower than she needed to, tucking her straight shoulder-length black hair behind her ears. Inside was warmer than it had any right to be. The bar was dim the way Silas liked it, the pendant bulbs turned low so the walls did most of the talking. Old maps of a London that no longer existed curled in their frames beside black-and-white photographs of Soho doorways and sharp-eyed men in overcoats. The air smelled of wood polish and lemon and stale beer, and underneath that, on her own sleeves, the garlic-chili perfume of the Golden Empress that never quite washed out after a lunch shift. Silas looked up from behind the bar. He was polishing a glass with a white cloth, his big hands moving with an economy that always made Rory think of someone defusing something. At six-one he had to duck slightly to hear the man on the stool, and when he turned to set the glass down she caught the familiar drag in his step, the slight hesitation in his left leg before it took his weight. Rory, he said. You're off early. Slow Tuesday, she said. Yu-Fei sent me home with the leftover spring rolls and a warning not to spend all my tips in one place. He smiled under his neatly trimmed beard, grey streaking through the auburn the same way it streaked through his hair. His hazel eyes moved past her to the door and back again, a habit, always checking. The silver signet ring on his right hand knocked once against the wood as he set down a coaster in front of her usual stool. He carried himself with that quiet authority that made new drinkers sit up straighter without quite knowing why. She had learned not to ask about Prague, or the knee, or the men who sometimes went through the bookshelf at the back and did not come out for an hour. She slid onto the stool and turned her left wrist on the bar top without thinking. The little crescent-shaped scar there, white as a fingernail moon, caught the light. Cardiff, age nine, the low wall behind St. Teilo's when someone dared someone and someone slipped. She ordered a half and nursed it, letting her shoulders drop for the first time since she'd wrestled the restaurant's thermal delivery bag through the lunchtime crowds on Shaftesbury Avenue. The door opened and let in a gust of wet air and traffic noise. Rory did not look up at first. She was watching Silas's hands, the ring flashing as he reached for the whiskey shelf. Then the woman at the door laughed at something the wind had done to her umbrella and Rory's spine went straight before her brain caught up. It was the laugh she recognized. Or the ghost of it. Eva stood in the doorway shaking rain from a dark wool coat that cost more than anything Rory owned. Her hair, which had been long and violently red through all of sixth form, all of that first year at Cardiff when they shared a kitchen with three other girls and a growing colony of mold, was cut short now, neat to the jaw, its natural brown showing. She was thinner in the face. She held herself differently, contained, her bag clutched with both hands in front of her like a shield. Their eyes met and Eva stopped moving. Rory? she said. For a second Rory forgot how to be cool-headed. All that quick, out-of-the-box thinking that got her through law tutorials she had never wanted to be in and through late-night delivery routes and through the worst months with Evan went clean out of her head. She stood so fast she nearly knocked the half over. Jesus, Eva said, and then she was crossing the room and they were hugging in the middle of the Nest with rain dripping off Eva's coat onto Rory's shoes. You live here now? Silas said you — God, look at you. You shrank, Rory said, because Eva had not, because it was the kind of stupid thing they used to say to each other. Your hair. Yours didn't change, Eva said, touching the ends of Rory's black hair. Still the same curtain. Still hiding behind it. Silas set another coaster down without being asked and gave Eva a nod that was almost a bow. He remembered names. He remembered everyone. Eva perched on the stool next to Rory and looked around at the maps and the photographs and the green light bleeding in around the doorframe. So this is where you ended up, she said. Above a bar in Soho. Your dad must love that. Brendan came around, Rory said. After a fashion. He sent me a book on tenancy law for Christmas. Mum still asks if I'm eating properly. You know Jennifer Ellis, once a teacher always a teacher. And Cardiff? Eva asked. Do you miss it? Rory considered lying. They had been born three streets apart, raised on the same wet playgrounds and the same gossip. She had reluctantly trailed after her father's footsteps into Pre-Law at Cardiff because it was easier than arguing, because Brendan Carter the barrister could argue paint off a wall. Eva had been the one who said, Come to London, when it got bad with Evan. Come now, before you talk yourself out of it. The text was still on Rory's old phone somewhere. Come now. My couch. No questions. I miss the cheap part, Rory said. I don't miss being nineteen. Eva twisted something on her left hand. A thin gold band Rory had not noticed during the hug. She twisted it round and round until the skin underneath went white. I heard about Evan, Eva said quietly. From Cerys. That he showed up at the restaurant. He showed up once, Rory said. Silas had a word. Good, Eva said, too quickly. Good. I'm glad someone — The sentence hung. Silas moved away tactfully, favoring his good leg as he bent to change a barrel, giving them the bar to themselves. The music shifted to something with a piano in it. You look different, Rory said, because she could not say the other thing yet. Do I? Eva smiled, but it did not reach her bright, tired eyes. Marriage will do that. Grown-up job will do that. I work in compliance now. Can you believe it? Me. I read risk assessments for a bank. Rory tried to fit that over the girl who had once dared her onto that wall, who had shouted with laughter when Rory split her wrist open and then cried harder than Rory had while pressing a school jumper to the blood. The scar ached faintly, sympathetic magic. You were supposed to be a drummer, Rory said. I was terrible at drums. You were brilliant at getting kicked out of practice rooms. That got a real laugh, short and startled out of her. Eva looked down at her hands, at the ring. I thought about calling, she said. When you first got here. I was going to come help you find somewhere, but then Mark's mother got sick and we moved to bloody Croydon for six months and — I kept thinking you'd settled, that you didn't need me turning up with an overnight bag and opinions. I needed you, Rory said before she could stop herself. She kept her voice level, Blue eyes fixed on her glass. That first month in the flat upstairs I didn't sleep right. I kept listening for his key in a lock that wasn't his. I kept thinking you'd knock. I know, Eva whispered. I know. I'm sorry. Time did a strange thing then. It folded. Rory was twenty-one again, sitting on a National Express coach with a duffel bag and a bruised cheekbone she told the driver was a sports injury, watching Cardiff dissolve in rain. She was twenty-five again, smelling chili oil, listening to the neon buzz. Both true. Neither complete. Eva reached out and, without asking, turned Rory's left wrist over, thumb pressing lightly just below that small crescent. Do you remember what you said when you fell? You said, Don't tell my mum. Like she wasn't going to see the blood all down your sleeve. You told her anyway, Rory said. Someone had to. You were going to bleed out from a scratch and make me watch. They sat there, hands touching and not touching. Rory thought about all the versions of the conversation they could have had in the last four years if either of them had been braver. She thought about unspoken things gaining weight the longer you carried them, how regret wasn't loud. It was just this, a quiet bar, a friend grown strange and familiar at once, a ring twisted raw. Are you happy? Rory asked. With Mark? With compliance and Croydon and all of it? Eva looked at her for a long moment, and for a second the old Eva surfaced, unguarded and fast-talking and too much. I don't know, she said honestly. Some days. Are you? Rory glanced toward Silas, who was watching the door again with that patient, professional stillness, toward the bookshelf in the back that wasn't just a bookshelf, toward the stairs that led up to her small flat with its kettle and its lock that worked. I'm getting there, she said. I'm here. That counts. Eva nodded, eyes shining. She squeezed Rory's wrist once, right over the scar, and let go. Don't disappear again, Rory said. I won't, Eva said. Promise. Next time I'll bring terrible wine like the old days and your landlord can pretend not to judge us. Silas, overhearing, lifted his glass-polishing cloth in a salute that said he absolutely would judge them, kindly, and they both laughed, and the weight shifted, not gone, but shared again for an evening at least, while the rain kept falling on Greek Street and the green sign burned on above them.