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The rain had chased the last of the early crowd home. Silas stood behind the bar, drying a pint glass, watching the green neon from his sign bleed across the wet pavement outside. The Raven’s Nest was quiet, the way he liked it after ten. The old maps on the walls seemed to lean in closer, and the black-and-white photographs—dead operatives, long-closed embassies, a city street in Prague he should have thrown away—held their ghosts more plainly in the hush. Upstairs, the flat where Aurora Carter rented from him was dark; she had come in late from a delivery for the Golden Empress and gone straight to bed. He could tell by the way the floorboards had creaked around nine. Then the door opened. A man stepped in from the rain. He wore a shapeless grey coat, collar up, and carried a battered leather satchel. Water dripped from his hair onto the threshold. He scanned the room left to right, not like a customer looking for a seat, but like a man checking exits. The gesture was so familiar that Silas set down the glass. “Nathan?” The man’s head turned. For a second his face was empty. Then something flickered. “Hello, Si.” The voice was thinner than Silas remembered, scraped out. Nathan Cross had always been vain—good suits, polished shoes, a smile that made sources want to confess. The man standing in the doorway looked like his understudy after a long, hard tour. His black hair had receded to a grey fringe, his jaw was covered in a patchy beard, and his left hand shook at his side in a way the rain couldn’t explain. Silas limped around the bar. His left knee gave its familiar protest, a bright wire of pain that tightened whenever the weather turned. “Seventeen years,” he said. “Seventeen in November,” Nathan said. He didn’t move to embrace. Neither did Silas. Silas gestured to a stool at the far end of the bar, away from the window. Nathan hesitated, then walked over with a careful, measured tread. No trace of the old swagger. Silas went back behind the bar and poured two whiskies without asking. His silver signet ring clicked against the bottle as he slid one across. Nathan caught it with both hands to stop it falling. That more than anything made Silas’s chest clench. “Still drinking Macallan?” Silas asked. “Only when someone else is paying.” Nathan lifted the glass. The tremor was worse. He took a sip, closed his eyes. “Christ. You remember.” “I remember a lot of things.” The silence stretched. Silas leaned against the back counter, ignoring the ache in his knee. He watched Nathan study the room—the maps, the photographs, the bookshelf with the hidden latch behind the bar. Nathan’s gaze paused on the photograph of Prague, the one Silas had never taken down. It showed a cobbled street near the Charles Bridge, early morning, two men in long coats walking away from the camera. Silas and Nathan, twenty years ago, before the world went wrong. “You still have that,” Nathan said. “Helps me remember why I left.” Nathan turned the glass in his hands. “I heard you did. Left, I mean. Opened this place.” His mouth twisted, not quite a smile. “The Spymaster pulls pints. I always thought you’d die in the field.” “Plans change.” “Don’t they just.” Silas poured himself a second finger, though he didn’t normally drink before midnight. “What brings you to London, Nathan?” “A train. A bed. A few days of not being someone else.” Nathan’s eyes flicked to Silas’s knee. “Still bothering you?” “Only when it rains.” “It’s raining.” “It is.” Silas took a drink. “What happened to you?” The question hung. Nathan stared into his whisky. “The short version or the long one?” “Whichever you’ll give me.” Nathan let out a breath that might have been a laugh once. “I went deep. Too deep, maybe. After Prague I didn’t know how to come up for air. So I stayed down. Took the jobs nobody wanted. The long-term covers, the ones that eat you alive.” He ran a thumb along the scar that trailed from his left ear to his jaw—a scar Silas had never seen before. “When I finally surfaced, there wasn’t much left of me. No wife. No friends who remembered my real name. I tried to find you.” Silas’s hand stilled on the bar. “I wrote,” Nathan continued. “Three letters, maybe four. Sent them through the old channels. You never answered.” The letters. Silas remembered them now, stiff cream envelopes with no return address, delivered to the bar two, three years after he’d opened. He’d told himself he was done. That opening them would pull him back. He’d burned them in the sink one night, watching the paper curl, telling himself it was mercy. “I didn’t know what to say,” Silas said quietly. “Nothing would have been fine. Just a word that you were alive.” Silas looked away. Behind him, the green neon from the window reflected in the mirror, turning his reflection ghostly. He could see himself as Nathan must see him: grey-streaked hair, trimmed beard, the careful stillness of a man who’d built a life out of avoiding the past. He’d aged, yes, but not like Nathan. Nathan had been hollowed out. “How long has it been since you slept through the night?” Silas asked. Nathan shrugged. “Years. Maybe more.” “The work?” “The work, the silence, the things I did in the dark. Take your pick.” Nathan finished his whisky and set the glass down with exaggerated care. “You know, I used to think Prague was the worst thing that ever happened to us. Now I think it was just the last thing we did together.” Silas wanted to say something—that it was his fault, that the order that sent Nathan left had been wrong, that his knee was a small price for walking away while Nathan was caught. But the words lodged behind his sternum. He had spent seventeen years learning to lock the door on that night, and now the door was swinging open. “Do you ever think about it?” Nathan asked. “Every day.” “I don’t. I can’t. I’d go mad.” Nathan’s voice cracked, just slightly, and he looked down at his hands. The tremor had spread to his right. “I have a daughter now. Her name’s Alice. She doesn’t know anything about before. I don’t know how to be her father, Silas. I don’t remember how to be a person outside the job.” Silas gripped the edge of the bar. A daughter. Nathan had always wanted children, back when they would sit on rooftops in Prague and talk about the future as if it were something they deserved. Silas had laughed at him then. Now the thought felt like a stone on his chest. “That’s why you came here,” Silas said. Nathan nodded slowly. “I need to remember who I was. Or maybe I need to tell someone who I’ve become.” He reached into his satchel and pulled out a folded photograph, creased and soft at the edges. He smoothed it on the bar. It showed Nathan in a garden, a small girl on his shoulders, both of them mid-laugh. Nathan’s face was thinner, but the smile was the same. The old smile. Silas stared at it. “What do you want me to say?” he asked. “That you’re glad I’m alive.” Nathan’s eyes, once sharp and quick, met Silas’s with a tired directness. “That you didn’t forget.” Silas’s throat tightened. “I didn’t forget, Nathan. I’ve spent seventeen years trying to, and I couldn’t.” “Then why didn’t you answer?” The truth sat between them, ugly and honest. Silas had been a coward. He’d walked away from Prague with a limp and a pension and a story he could tell himself about duty and sacrifice. Nathan had paid the real price—his marriage, his mind, his own face—and Silas had let him vanish into that silence because facing him would mean facing the order that had cost everything. “I was ashamed,” Silas said. “I gave the order. I chose the route. And when it went wrong, I got out while you stayed behind.” Nathan said nothing for a long moment. Then he reached across the bar and closed his hand over Silas’s wrist. The grip was cold, but steady. “I never blamed you for that,” Nathan said. “I blamed you for not looking back.” Silas felt the old weight shift, not lift, but change shape. He poured two more whiskies, his hand not quite as steady as he would have liked. “Then look at me now,” he said. “I’m looking.” Nathan picked up his glass. For the first time since he’d walked in, the corner of his mouth twitched. “You still pour a good drink, Spymaster.” Silas raised his glass. “To old friends.” “To old friends,” Nathan echoed, and this time the smile was real, if tired. Outside, the rain slowed to a fine mist, and the green neon buzzed faintly in the silence. The bar felt fuller than it had all evening, though no one else had come through the door.