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The Raven's Nest was quiet for a Tuesday. The green neon sign buzzed its insect note above the door, and the old maps on the walls had aged to the color of tobacco, their amber light settled into every crease like dust. Photographs of faces no one alive would recognize hung in silver frames along the back wall. The rain outside had started an hour ago and hadn't decided whether to commit, weeping against the window in long smears of gold. Rory sat at the bar with a glass of water she'd been ignoring for twenty minutes. Her bones felt wrung out. The day had been all stairs and dampness — four deliveries up buildings with broken lifts, a bag that leaked soy sauce down her sleeve, a customer who'd answered the door in his dressing gown and asked if she wanted to come in for a warm-up. She'd said she was busy. She was always busy. That was the story she told herself. Silas was stacking glasses with the unhurried calm of a man who'd spent his life learning when not to speak. His grey-streaked auburn hair caught the low light, his neatly trimmed beard silvering at the edges. He had the gift of occupying a room without gathering attention — a man made of folded silences. The signet ring on his right hand turned as he worked, catching a flash, letting it go. She was thinking about going upstairs. There was a book with a bookmark in the first chapter. There was a radiator that moaned at night like something dreaming. There was a life that ran on its own rails, and she had worked very hard to lay those rails, and she did not want to think about what she'd had to unhook to do it. The door opened with a murmur of damp air. A man stepped in, shaking water from his coat, and the dimness stopped him a moment — a full pause, head tilted, letting his eyes adjust. A tailored man. That was the first thing she saw. Charcoal suit, sharp at the shoulder, wet where the night had caught it. His shoes were polished to a gleam that seemed almost aggressive. Then his eyes found her, and the pause went out of him. "Rory," he said. Three years. Nearly four. The sound of his voice was a drawer opening somewhere in her chest, the one she'd sealed shut and stacked furniture on. "Rhys." She said it, and the name came out thin, scraped clean of the surprise that should have filled it. She stood without meaning to. Her jeans, her old sweater, the soy smear on her sleeve — all of it rose with her, and she felt every inch of the distance between his coat and her small life. He came toward her, and the changes were a kind of violence. The boy she'd known had been soft — a comfortable softness, a softness of knees on studio floors and breadcrumbs across a desk. He'd worn thrift-store cardigans with holes in the elbows, and his hair had gone where it pleased, a thicket of dark curls, and his nails had always been painted. Ultramarine. Cadmium red. The gray of a dirty brush-rinse. He was the messiest person she'd ever loved. The man standing in front of her was lean where that boy had been soft. His jaw had planed itself into angles. His hair was neat, cropped close; his nails were clean white crescents. He wore cologne and a silver watch and a smile that arrived a fraction late, like a train pulling into a station. He was beautiful the way architecture is beautiful — all the wild, still growing shapes of him covered over, framed, made permanent. "You're not going to hug me?" He spread his hands. The old grin broke through, crooked and lopsided — the one thing the years had left him. "Come on. Four years. You owe me a handshake at minimum." She put out her hand, and he took it. And then, with a gentleness that undid her, he pulled her in and hugged her properly — one arm around her shoulders, the other hand flat against her back, pressing her still. She smelled rain and clean collar. She closed her eyes. "Okay," she said into his lapel. "Okay." He let go first. He'd always let go first, even back then. It was one of the things she'd loved about him, and one of the things she'd half resented. He ordered whiskey from Silas — "whatever's halfway decent" — and settled onto the stool beside her, swiveling toward her, knees spread, careless, cataloging her face the way he'd once cataloged pigment. She could feel herself being read. She was reading him back. Two accountants tallying what the years had taken. "Look at you," he said. "You cut your hair." "Three years ago." "I liked it long." "I know." She touched the blunt line of it at her jaw. "That's why I cut it." He laughed, and for a second he was nineteen again, cross-legged on a studio floor, telling her she was wasting her mind on law books when she could be out in the world doing something that mattered. It was a good laugh, a skimming-stone sound, bright and a little sharp. She'd forgotten it. She'd worked hard to forget it, and here it was, skipping across the surface of everything she'd sealed shut. "How long have you been in London?" she asked. "Eighteen months." He turned the whiskey glass between his fingers. "A gallery in Mayfair bought me, figuratively speaking. I'm the one who touches the paintings nobody else is allowed to touch. I've become —" He looked down at himself, at the suit, at his manicured hands. "Well. You can see what I've become." "Is it terrible?" "It's a living." She'd heard him say, thirteen times a day, that art was the only thing worth starving for. He'd said it with his mouth full of cheap toast on a bench outside the museum, and she'd believed him, because the way he said it made it sound like the seventh day of creation. "Remember what you told me in the law library?" she said. "Which time?" "You said I was wasting my mind. You said I could do something that mattered." "And you said art was the only thing worth starving for." He raised his glass. "So much for prophecies. Look at us. You became the breakaway and I became the sellout. The cosmos has a sense of humor." He said it lightly, but the glass came down too hard, and the amber tremble inside it gave him away. "And you?" he asked. "What's your life, Rory?" The prepared answer came out smooth as a glass bead. "I deliver Chinese food for a restaurant in Soho. I live upstairs." She gestured at the bar — at the maps, at the photographs, at Silas, at the humid evening pressed against the window. "It's a life." He said, "You look good," and she heard the carefulness in it, the way he'd put no weight on the word good, as if testing ice. "I'm safe," she said. "That's more than I was." The sentence ran toward Evan and she swerved around it, the way she'd been swerving for two years, steering her mind through the wreckage of that man. "That's more than I've been in a long time." The bar went quiet. Silas had drifted to the far end, polishing the same glass with an infinite patience. He was a man who knew when to become furniture. "Eva told me," Rhys said. The name turned her stomach. "Did she." "She tracked me down after you'd gone. Told me what happened. Told me about —" He couldn't say the name either. It hung there anyway, filling the space between their stools. "She told me you'd left, and I thought, good. Good. And then I thought, why didn't she call me? Why didn't she tell me?" "Rhys —" "I know why." He set the glass down. "I know. You didn't want me to see you like that. You didn't want anyone to see." He pressed his thumb against the rim of the glass, once, twice, three times — that old tell, the sign he was trying not to say something. "But I was angry for a long time. Not at you. Not at him." The name came out at last, hard as a stone. "I was angry that worry had nowhere to go. You carry something like that for years and it just sits in your chest, heavy, and there's no door to put it behind." She wanted to say I'm sorry. It was true, and it was nothing, and she hated how small it sounded even in her head. The words they needed had been sitting too long in the dark. Then he said, "Mam died." The shift was so abrupt it was like stepping into cold water. "What?" "Eighteen months ago. Before I came to London." He was looking at his whiskey, and the amber surface gave him back a face she almost recognized — younger, softer, touched with the old light. "She went in her sleep. I went home to clear the house. I was there for six months, walking through the town, and I kept expecting to see you. Every corner I turned, I thought — this is it. She'll be here. I had a speech ready. I'd been writing it in my head for years." He laughed, a small bruised sound. "You never came." She had nothing. She looked at her hands, and her thumb found the crescent scar on her left wrist, the pale moon of it, the garden fence, her mother's cry. She pressed her thumb into it, a reflex, an old comfort. "I didn't know," she said. "Oh, God, Rhys. I didn't know." "She asked about you." His voice was low. "The last time I saw her, she asked if you were happy. She always liked you, you know. She said you had a good heart that got frightened too easily. She said to tell you to be braver." He looked up, and the amber light gathered in his eyes. "So I'm telling you. She said to be braver." The bar breathed around them — the hum of neon, the whisper of rain, Silas setting down a glass with a sound like a period. Rhys wiped his face with the back of his hand and was a stranger again, the tailored man with the clean nails. Then he said, "Can I call you?" And he wasn't asking. He was holding out a rope. She took a breath. She thought of the flat upstairs, the radiator, the bookmark in the first chapter. She thought of the girl she'd been, sitting in a law library with his voice in her ear, telling her to do something that mattered. She thought of be braver. "You'd better," she said. Rhys laughed — a real one, that old skimming-stone sound — and some tension went out of his shoulders. He reached into his breast pocket and slid a card across the bar toward her. "Everyone loses cards. That's the world's excuse for losing people." He let his hand rest on the counter, not quite touching hers. "But I won't lose mine. I'll wait for yours." He stood. He dropped a note beside his glass, pulled on the wet shoulders of his coat, and at the door he looked back at her — the way you look at a painting you can't buy, or a place you used to live. Then the door opened, and the night took him. The green neon buzzed its unbroken note. The maps on the wall held their amber secrets. Rory picked up the card and turned it over, twice, like a question she was deciding how to answer. Then she slid it into her pocket. Silas limped down the length of the bar, the grey-streaked auburn of his hair catching the low light, and set a clean glass down in front of her. "Rough night?" he asked. "No." She was surprised to find it was true. "I think it might be a good one."