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The green neon above the door had been buzzing since she was nineteen, since the night Eva had dragged her out of the flat on Berwick Street with two suitcases and a promise that London would not ask questions. Now it buzzed the same off-key note, painting the wet pavement in sickly light. Aurora Carter ducked under it with a thermal bag still warm against her hip, the last delivery of the night for Golden Empress already signed off on her phone. Her shift left her smelling of soy sauce and rain. The Raven’s Nest smelled of it too, but undercut with old wood and whisky. The bell above the door gave a soft chime and the regulars looked up from the maps tacked to the walls, the black-and-white photographs of men with bad haircuts and worse smiles. She knew the place by the grain of its floorboards. She knew which stool wobbled. She lived above it. Silas Blackwood was behind the bar, polishing a glass with a cloth that had seen better decades. He looked up and his hazel eyes found her. She had expected him to pretend not to see her, as he usually did when she came down for a water or a late pint after a run. He didn’t. “Rory,” he said. It wasn’t a question. It was the name her friends used, the one she’d given up in Cardiff when she’d tried to be someone serious enough for Pre-Law. She felt the familiar click of a file closing in her chest. She set the bag down by her usual table near the window and came forward. The scar on her left wrist caught the light when she pushed her sleeve up to wipe her hands. A small crescent, pale against her skin. Childhood accident. She’d told him about it once, years ago, when she was twelve and he’d fixed her mother’s boiler and she’d followed him around the house with a chipped mug of tea. “You’re late,” he said, and then, softer, “You’re still wearing that coat.” The coat was black, too thin for November. She’d bought it in Cardiff and it hadn’t changed. Her hair was the same straight black, shoulder-length, falling into her eyes. She’d grown into her height but not much else. He was the one who had changed, or rather had become more himself. The grey in his auburn hair was more pronounced. His beard, neatly trimmed, matched it. The silver signet ring on his right hand caught the bar light as he set the glass down. She should have said hello. She said, “You’re still open late.” He limped slightly as he moved from behind the bar to the small table where he kept his own drink. The old knee injury from Prague, she remembered. He never talked about Prague. “Sit,” he said. She sat. The stool wobbled. “You haven’t come down in a while,” he said. He didn’t look at her directly. He looked at the way her fingers worried the edge of the bag strap. “I’ve been working,” she said. It was a reasonable answer. It was true. Delivery shifts from five to midnight, the flat above, the sound of the bar below her floorboards at night. She’d been busy. Silas poured two measures of whisky, neat. He set one in front of her without asking. She hadn’t been drinking in the bar in months. He remembered. “You look tired,” he said. She laughed, a short sound that surprised her. “You too.” He didn’t laugh back. He was fifty-eight, the age her father had been when Brendan Carter still stood in court and made arguments that sounded like poetry. Silas carried himself with that same quiet authority, the sort of man who had once been someone else entirely. A retired intelligence operative. A spymaster. The stories Eva had told her when they were sixteen and stealing library books. The stories Aurora had pretended not to believe. “I saw your mother last month,” he said. The air went thin. Jennifer Carter née Ellis, Welsh teacher, mother who baked when she was anxious. She hadn’t spoken to her in a year. “She was in town for a conference,” Silas continued. “She asked after you.” Aurora’s blue eyes, bright even in the dim light, didn’t blink. “Did she?” “She said you were in London. She said you were doing well.” Silas lifted his glass. The signet ring glinted. She wanted to tell him that she was not doing well. That she had fled Cardiff because Evan had been a good man until he wasn’t, because Pre-Law had felt like a costume she’d been handed and never fitted into, because she’d left with Eva and a duffel bag and a name she’d tried to shed. That she delivered food for Yu-Fei Cheung because it paid cash and no one asked questions about her degree. That she lived above a bar run by a man who used to fix her mother’s boiler and who now ran a network of contacts out of a hidden back room behind a bookshelf. She didn’t. “I should get home,” she said. He didn’t move. “You don’t have to.” There was a pause that had been building for years. When she was a child, Silas would come to their house on weekends with her father. He’d sit in the kitchen with Brendan and Jennifer, talking low while the radio murmured. She’d called him Mr. Blackwood and he’d called her Laila. She didn’t know why Laila. It was a name from a book she’d loved. He’d given it to her quietly, as if it were a secret. Later, when she was seventeen and angry at the world, he’d been the one who drove her to the station after a fight with her mother. He hadn’t said much. He’d just handed her a card and told her to call if she ever needed a place to sleep. She’d never called. She had never asked him why he remembered. “You were supposed to come to the university fair,” he said now. His voice was even. “I know.” “You were going to talk to the recruiter from MI6.” The memory landed hard. She’d been eighteen, bright, cool-headed, quick with out-of-the-box thinking. She’d been proud of it. She’d thought for a minute, after a talk Silas had given at Cardiff as a favor to her father, that she might want a different life than Pre-Law. She’d never told him she’d backed out. She’d backed out of everything that required her to be seen. “I wasn’t sure I wanted that life,” she said. He nodded as if he’d expected it. “None of us do until we’re in it.” She thought of his limp, the permanent knee injury from a botched operation in Prague. She thought of the quiet authority with which he ran the bar, how the regulars deferred to him without knowing why. How he kept a hidden room for clandestine meetings. How he had opened The Raven’s Nest in Soho as a front for a network he never disbanded. “You changed,” she said, because it was the only thing that felt true. He smiled, a small, tired thing. “So did you.” She wanted to ask him what he saw when he looked at her. The delivery girl. The woman who lived above his bar and never really lived. The girl with a crescent scar on her wrist. The woman who still wore the coat from Cardiff. He stood, slowly, favoring his left leg. “You’re Malphora to some people,” he said quietly. “Do you remember?” She did. It was an alias she’d used in a university game, a code name Silas had teased her with. She’d written it in the margins of her notes and then crossed it out. “I don’t use that name anymore,” she said. “I know.” He walked her to the door. The green neon hummed. Rain had started again. He didn’t offer an umbrella. He rested a hand lightly on the doorframe, the signet ring cold against the wood. “Your mother worries,” he said. “She always has.” “Let her worry about you in the right way,” he said. “You don’t have to be cool-headed all the time.” She looked up at him. He was taller than she remembered, six foot one, and older. She was twenty-five and felt older in places she couldn’t name. “I’m fine,” she said, the old reflex. He didn’t argue. He simply nodded, as he had when she was a child and he’d fixed the boiler and she’d burned her wrist on a kettle. He’d cleaned it without fuss. He’d told her scars fade. “Come down sometime when you’re not working,” he said. “We’ll have a drink that isn’t free.” She stepped out into the neon and the wet. The door shut behind her with a soft click. Above her, the flat waited with its thin walls and the sound of the bar below. She stood for a moment under the buzzing sign, her bag heavy on her shoulder, and felt the weight of all the years between the girl who had followed him around with a mug of tea and the woman who now delivered dinner to strangers and avoided the man who had known her when she was still Laila. She didn’t go home right away.